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Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR2WjntLu3
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKfHn4FDIa
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN1OEcfYId
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgmQDswMm9
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9C5YZZQoIB
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8OOIZk5Ix
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcY6iJvHmN
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ308yVdaMdr
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7SYngJhWH
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsIQsScrwe
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4e8VlKKUUb
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxcd4ZUCNQ
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtv0z368DR
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQlwE1Vlnk
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcL9yu5aZV
She said, 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKURHSulyf
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttB2RUzMFS
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SkXvzE4ya
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjzpxXBcY7
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVW0fyxUgo
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLWFKjxvg8
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSv0XFcAHd
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1u4Ih9iFcw
"Psycho" and "Loser". 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwihxtKVxA
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DrmJLywU3
After i settled I asked him906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJCVG7n7WJ
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tQFf8F4EY
He looked at me in surprise and said906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm499Bd2syr
" Why would i tell any one"?? 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9q5ePtxDD
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe1IbCmDCr
"Then who told this"??906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32rG8014Fd
He hesitated a moment and then said906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRbedFr7eA
" Liz"!! 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ4Q7LVQXd
I was moved by this answer.906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMHrerG02R
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEiMzkvryo
My heart gave a loud Thump. 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMeoA0PEod
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQZz8izPzK
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdUYf4bGbE
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbI9EMzGc5
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgAU8FDnbM
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iwbGt6h4n
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZDgOjHxaS
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawgWfmaw2A
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpSk6tRffz
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSvli9gZjV
and then Add to home screen.