Living A Lie595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1xLV1izOB
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcSNfecZbo
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
____________________________________________595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5en78hlSm
Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEllZ5bCv2
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPLzf5qCJ8
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSYQyc18kT
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCjmPyyLke
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBqUgr6XzN
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4WQjIllPm
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1vysR8Cna
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qFa4nIihH
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcqJM5w2Km
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx5YfP855Z
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U1NRyX5yd
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOuxYSTlsl
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vLgTRcpkn
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1EUtsovJk
She said, 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J5zICCtXl
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwAasADQFd
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTXX3rBr6H
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEXlPzl8vn
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu374NJazl
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYhTkqUQ8a
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeOMAHrMBI
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZQbtHWjxi
"Psycho" and "Loser". 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhddI06QVqp
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP2bKuqyyE
After i settled I asked him595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbtpebDSpL
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb30vXgs8jW
He looked at me in surprise and said595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrreoya0G5M
" Why would i tell any one"?? 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlbifX4x2O
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB0is0ZYtx
"Then who told this"??595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE25A4HC6P
He hesitated a moment and then said595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmrVcCbDO8
" Liz"!! 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQihON8F2tD
I was moved by this answer.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8M2GwcNUgH
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36dRwTzN6O
My heart gave a loud Thump. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzDDqDxgqC
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNJumdQ3Mo
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJdqQPe5RN
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo8OqpHsAZ
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku11WE7624
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHqoTxy6t7
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1lTMp0mY2
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WDiLPGdUu
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9aTL5wX3I
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLygyT1nRb
然後按「加至主畫面」