Living A Lie683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWosEyyXrm
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QRPqml6Bz
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wFqBKTYKY
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0OTcDhHe2
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItduLUhvaB
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwxRMvoKnZ
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt35EU2el57
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbTJmWN9zY
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbBGswtK6r
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcB7To19yKY
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7wgQJZgG7
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2K16N06Pi
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnEDnDMvHe
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeIbxd27y7
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SGA0CqKrz
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjwJRpAf7K
She said, 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb00jeQxI25
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k48mRlkF9
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA1YaWXZ6V
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkOI2FTdjP
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa2eYIRf93
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAVTEzHBII
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe2XA3vmWx
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKQGKgg6JC
"Psycho" and "Loser". 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIOUOwRiII
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rsjdNp5Bb
After i settled I asked him683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEifUUaixe
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLUUqQQ0oQ
He looked at me in surprise and said683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMkFyXoerk
" Why would i tell any one"?? 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDknfashUX
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DPkXBl9X7
"Then who told this"??683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MSjBO4fdL
He hesitated a moment and then said683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhfCGfKgWm
" Liz"!! 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWedslyU2dh
I was moved by this answer.683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsUkfroOu6
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVRPxcqP4x
My heart gave a loud Thump. 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBDDb6EJbn
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpKsCe01ea
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeF9lXVRSD
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ITBntaIXY
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPPyCDgNEO
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbDNInRqux
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpZENgaCzD
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCQHv38AjI
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NvIqpatdd
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfBqCk2Uob
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