Living A Lie734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1y8lduNNmC
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwpOhsLpoa
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniGtOinhFm
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE80N2BMAh8
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3wGwHP07r
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxMxRdJPJY
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w8h33mCWK
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYpTJtbb9L
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qe0xV6HjB
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQC4g5XB4wI
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUYuuM7UPh
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCT922UBIe
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEbrydW5wD
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzGW3c3FWg
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6how9NTJaP
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvH0QzleOf
She said, 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmyZt5kyAD
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0WIZEsPUG
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv86rS9uxT
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMd9E4hrRV
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufEZQGKbmY
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpAOsFAsEY
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡko9P2cuOwu
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMrRsRgfnX
"Psycho" and "Loser". 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1Vh6TKTyK
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZKr7jVR2a
After i settled I asked him734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UW8bPeCaP
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP2CSmFPMk
He looked at me in surprise and said734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEUknV1Fj5
" Why would i tell any one"?? 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Vltq60trV
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNqNA8aQJu
"Then who told this"??734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTIdrsoQDJ
He hesitated a moment and then said734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjG7g8Ca8YT
" Liz"!! 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOohARy9Lb
I was moved by this answer.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1CUKhoncl
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3F23tQHxw
My heart gave a loud Thump. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjhkqBwO5Z
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgEI2lSbqm
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7YVEV6IbA
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97LoVqIk5i
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj0NrLkfve
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQy2rEOLgW
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJcdXtmbM4
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxekYrdSn0
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27TycWwtMF
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1UDfEmYF1
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