Living A Lie635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIfINLQxti
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAen9O7W3nm
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKY0BC7CkR
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXyrujaDaa
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8rEZLpbMB
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Rgfyf4cVZ
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN82xjKllA
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnkYQfNDEf
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWHvqZj0EN
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFRyRVnGLn
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HoShFMtF3
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaifVem0o1L
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tlwpw6AbJ
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tIdxVKI6Y
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzmjWgHjry
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsbJyoPZsa
She said, 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsHr6BrsSt
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUANMN4fLL
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrCgtURoyw
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sgaZeslJc
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbztS7saAv
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII2JxvvmBe
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap5tZ0V2Fr
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOrxFUjRlj
"Psycho" and "Loser". 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqt3JsTSb8
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKR9DWk4pm
After i settled I asked him635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMPI4WBNm9
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqMg9l7flL
He looked at me in surprise and said635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS4MfNFXRo
" Why would i tell any one"?? 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhtkPGfabT
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyRu6RE4vE
"Then who told this"??635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiU13QRsyf
He hesitated a moment and then said635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZiYyqrKaX
" Liz"!! 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I0IQcsB4h
I was moved by this answer.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV2j31yPXq
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xIsDFLtrB
My heart gave a loud Thump. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV55j8Q4Kp
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc8wI8df7w
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPJCgrECTQ
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBcqxPxwLX
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBazJTBZBi
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ny5rW66FF
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2LpHFB6tY
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagA5zVvrZH
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9FisJPciK
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFnkveBfIA
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