Living A Lie942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABpIjPze2c
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs55ftPEHDo
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdp6zom9j1
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyRQAK6a4D
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKCFHKlsfC
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9LxAaJtmq
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIczhIYePxJ
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM4Zi6cTG0
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcp9gQY6TH
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48xFngiytQ
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlMBkXdlEj
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv1XoAPNuJ
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzfUTzvTTl
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MypRiUfxR
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid1Az4QnQg
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfj0D5dk6zo
She said, 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEJoLtI30p
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ56HczINH
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXajbsk97r
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pb4b7NzEl
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSUWVnWDl2
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3rD8VVDC9
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vIvj8uEhh
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVfPeiQby9
"Psycho" and "Loser". 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4yghoJeH9
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yG4uNW0u6
After i settled I asked him942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2esXe0xNl
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JcOcL9e2L
He looked at me in surprise and said942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp91VQtRanb
" Why would i tell any one"?? 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9WGy0nCfB
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoirjdWGjQ
"Then who told this"??942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu7NRP1RZm
He hesitated a moment and then said942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRNt8E1A0f
" Liz"!! 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6ql2TKNKT
I was moved by this answer.942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbeOc0eg7B
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKDQCIKfgP
My heart gave a loud Thump. 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxhaFjnfwk
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgwykBzPee
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbWuOSjSJL
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ631i3OxwZ5
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx0Lc6q7cv
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3pSo7V1fb
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUV2yKtZC3
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk4Me1KcIv
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppuHpnbpn5
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRB01v8quG
and then Add to home screen.