Living A Lie600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI1e1oyLBS
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaIutq6JdB
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDPMrm3ymC
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qk6mNbqn7
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LWFKBe91W
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzPcaRsCWL
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaig9VqEHAg
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOCW1M7Yfq
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBCVOrirrc
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv05l9Shqu
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPzwLI47ut
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFs8g9Mwdc0
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAJBpGRlH4
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0j0JIDUDP
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6UljTrPrl
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5bA7DhsGs
She said, 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCTxxvdqdp
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKctPI0bxc
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GXq7PL5wD
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDgUTB6c6d
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu27VQX9VJx
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtcmUq7t0r
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylNn1z62Mp
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLUQEA3w50
"Psycho" and "Loser". 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoLP2pxM05
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN02uvxhG4
After i settled I asked him600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kUVK4JyBV
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhJvmF8KCF
He looked at me in surprise and said600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC93unedjOx
" Why would i tell any one"?? 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCoE6C8loI
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeqnVQj0vG
"Then who told this"??600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJuoNbLK3e
He hesitated a moment and then said600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfvxJQ4U81
" Liz"!! 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdG4qTScHz
I was moved by this answer.600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJ7XO3O2Lz
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmXcW3Hp7x
My heart gave a loud Thump. 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk6KubEQCP
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pbgkJs65N
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIaIZZGbxu
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0o0eQeWYf
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavBorXBsFj
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnH2S7NMNBW
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJJPbAOrks
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YTVLg9MEf
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQtoVgLxY9
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!600Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ulqcKS54H
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