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Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeelT4xu0J
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3sa7ggCZE
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuBsKUAxXx
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5hrDGNnIH
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgZVqoyqG2
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNsKxPXwwK
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiKw6Tv0MF
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzRQlg4FnB
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVw6NWac66
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qrLu0kkt4
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkQ9WYqHGw
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a0RA1Kqtp
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNF1XsSlKK
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAELPzRMMp
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPgHfW6yv1
She said, 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtUzungxlk
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BzDzYEEAT
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuEA9Irdc8
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyBKgQUgeB
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eOaUWl42r
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpyaHu4T6R
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviYG6wTFcP
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUJWsxpxJd
"Psycho" and "Loser". 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlk28aAG1y
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jW0Hv2rpO
After i settled I asked him679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciWMZm5I74
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeHw62BasH
He looked at me in surprise and said679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyj7dVcN2O7
" Why would i tell any one"?? 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdQtr3t8Ds
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oNfq7hJQj
"Then who told this"??679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxER2ij7vab
He hesitated a moment and then said679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61xdPVudL4
" Liz"!! 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbSUuuQsvn
I was moved by this answer.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDcSE5djHJ
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjQf3w8UaN
My heart gave a loud Thump. 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16G1WE6BXi
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6th1qTfT8f
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxuDOyimqg
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgadQBpmJLc
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQZo5o7PSb
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjEpxFj86y
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYzyw0sjtT
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r8cwn8oXN
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn3MJdetSq
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOa8rdJrgp
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