Living A Lie632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInL1ixuzkY
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtTxWBixTo
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4deTYoba3
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfhwLIYFTy
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7oJ9uWiCw
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtMWGgVpjG
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELa1710Gui
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKCKFFi8rL
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVox4XR31Yo
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XHwqSVDOd
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2SgnTZmp2
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7htiq3kXFy
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCa55EyifG
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pWOzy9Grn
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitDVVbheJx
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN2iIhttgF
She said, 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRURwindUpZ
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVDziY2SvO
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsUcVqOztI
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pdkntCEbh
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3yojpIot1
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt33e3rdI2
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAfnveBLTA
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn1wqTTE2u
"Psycho" and "Loser". 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9aL2ZMdI8
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZJcfSYdsB
After i settled I asked him632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJAJILZZWn
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD3NK5Jv4w
He looked at me in surprise and said632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXyIawEHBX
" Why would i tell any one"?? 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqj9qqjgtVL
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyNdANcRkP
"Then who told this"??632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcslUjhucPU
He hesitated a moment and then said632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe7FGtJsKu
" Liz"!! 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWGOHyMZ4e
I was moved by this answer.632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq86NM7zSs
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2caiaM6lSc
My heart gave a loud Thump. 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmp7rhGdCa
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5QYlQdpmH
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUq7Se1WZe
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8iFtAclvh
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoMIoIlEPo
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc3aIiCCX4
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VdZwt6P15
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI360cQXOw
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOfVzZpFuy
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKCGiw67qy
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