Living A Lie657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNYn3vuxrh
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtWHn02MwH
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDDFuWP8TH
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99S2RjHyjx
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qOroPGpTu
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFlVoGKuLz
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAGMZ0ZahP
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyNwAXl0rX
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSp7c71T51
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYFcjIA3fA
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8qV4VKSs6
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDgUlLJDC7
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTSzzfrddx
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbJxVx8cul
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzaLfJko2t
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYuB2yvKbH
She said, 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Bg593qsdt
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6ikzA5eUw
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVm9akf6L0p
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkTzL1uYTE
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLaZHFdW2Q
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6OM28BYKZ
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeQ8wJOIJU
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrP7XpzOVv
"Psycho" and "Loser". 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap42NZViPn
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9veIXUJCe
After i settled I asked him657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJhNpjw7Ci
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXSiuOKjtH
He looked at me in surprise and said657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5C3pb9ypm
" Why would i tell any one"?? 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfXbvYVikk
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdVmxXuxFr
"Then who told this"??657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhxe9Yft40
He hesitated a moment and then said657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95hfduwocf
" Liz"!! 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6g9UvzBCcj
I was moved by this answer.657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXnYHqKpni
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFLq2G9AST
My heart gave a loud Thump. 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciPwhugUpv
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVtj5nN4Kr
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8C3ptGsHN
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjD7tPhGiq
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPssHNn9XU
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4sDjVLfYR
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9SPeKoIpa
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp5Z91c1tZ
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhik5L3Vrn
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7K3e8HBj1b
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