「不要走。」她緊緊擁著我，微微抬首，熱淚盈眶。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxOyZNHq7Q
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「別這樣。」我口裡拒絕，心裡卻是萬般不捨。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡND2ODpHtiT
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「這裡不好嗎？鳥語花香，豪華大宅、美酒佳餚。還有，我和小思都在這裡！」她輕輕招手，招來小思——我們的愛女。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIzGsKoJnH
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年僅五歲的小思胖胖白白，兩眼水汪汪，腦後頂著兩彎稀疏的小辮子。她鼓起兩頰紅透的小腮子，模仿媽媽的動作，摟抱著我的小腿。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfzTnk3wnC
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她們的每一句話、每一個動作都正中我的軟肋，硬生生將我的理智和情感撕裂。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU8t45Urio
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沒法子。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzYeQ0r6mT
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她們的外形來自我的記憶，言行源於我的心念，再加上高端科技營造出來的聲音、氣味、觸感，二人活脫脫就在我眼前、我懷中！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63xhDVrrvk
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「對不起……」沒等她們再次開口，我斷然脫下頭盔，離開虛擬世界。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfHbqxmPm7
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暗黑的狹窄環境與虛擬世界內的柔和日光形成強烈對比，我的腦袋和眼睛霎時間適應不來，暈頭轉向，整個人從床上滾掉到地面去。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8KRMCLWD9
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店員大叔數秒後硬闖入內，見我神智尚算清醒，才鬆一口氣。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOexihc7lSA
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「先生，事前我向你解釋過流程，你應該知道強行脫下頭盔的後果可大可小。輕則昏迷數天，重則永久癱瘓神經系統，變成植物人。」大叔外表粗豪，說起話來卻是婆婆媽媽的。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBMhKHwKtN
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我硬撐起身子，背靠床架癱坐著，勉定心神，穩住呼吸節奏後，不忘向大叔道歉：「不好意思，嚇壞了你。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMK8ErLsbQ
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不知何解，大叔突然愣住。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuRPIasORG
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「如果機器因為我的行為而損壞，我會賠償。」我是個負責任的男人，無論對人對事皆然。我為此自豪。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9DowLPAwl
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「不是這個意思……」大叔終於反應過來，上前攙扶我到休息室去。他拿來熱毛巾，敷在我的前額。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznovFN7Jj1
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熱力令我清醒不少，但隨之而來的卻是劇烈頭痛。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxLC95xX9a
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「忍耐一會吧。」大叔自顧自在我身邊吞雲吐霧：「誰叫你不依規矩！」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LNXaxDuaP
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「不得不走。」我心如刀割：「我擔心自己會永遠沉溺。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz9l3qytRY
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「親人離世？」大叔夾菸的兩指故態自若。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIee7px23c
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「你看得出來？」我忍痛瞇眼打量大叔。他是個面容滄桑的大漢。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52WOtdsLrj
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「顧客願意花大錢前來光顧我店，大都是因為抵不住親人離世的傷痛。」大叔意味深長地補上一句：「你不是唯一一個。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyzOu5LuxZ
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「所以我不該感到悲傷？」我聽見話裡的話。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ97geb5MX
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「所以你有能力捱過去——因為大家都捱過去了。」大叔輕視我的悲傷？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrivi8ciHT9
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「我不是他們！他們亦不是我！」我有點兒憤怒。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiwn0z1niw
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「我知道。他們花掉大量金錢懷緬過去，直至身無分文才如夢初醒，不得不重投生活、找工作賺錢，然後漸漸忘記傷痛。只有你，有本事打斷自己的思念之情，爽快俐落地回歸生活——你剛才主動向我道歉，而不是恃著自己的悲傷鬱結鬧脾氣。」大叔遞菸予我。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRz41h4A7r
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我接過香菸，將它玩弄於指間。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODy7JSCei2
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菸紙的雪白、菸紙的粗糙質地、菸草的濃烈氣味、菸草被手指擠壓時的微弱碎裂聲響、濾嘴被叼在唇間時散發的淡淡化學味道，一切真實而空虛，沒有靈魂。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNa8sK5l5CQ
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像虛擬世界。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaQQCXQ83v
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「這個……」我放下香菸，掏出銀包裡所有紙鈔予大叔：「謝謝。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnQcrkgDEb
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大叔欣然收下，俏皮笑道：「後會無期。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhSpIbkV3S
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「承你貴言。」我頭痛依然，心痛冉退。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr033lYtcVK
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店外，夜色蒼茫。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB7JqEpWSx
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我回望店面的霓虹招牌——紫白藍綠四色甚有節奏地閃爍著，耀眼奪目。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEtcSGXH4B
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​​​​​​​但只消放寬眼界，就會發現它只是萬千燈火裡的其一，毫不起眼。8964 copyright protection577ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxmGL5YCvL 維尼

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