自從收到遺憾修正師的回信之後,我就將這件傷心事放在心裏,任由這件事去沉澱。但事實上就是逃避,任由自己不去正視這個問題。話雖如此,自己不想去回想這件事,但偏偏記憶卻不能忘記。有時候路過補習社,腦袋會不自覺地浮現大家當初在電話「曖昧」的情景。397Please respect copyright.PENANAQo7ExIECj8
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光陰似箭,我都成為了一個高中生。經過青春歲月的流逝,我亦都逐漸淡化了這件事,有時也會故作輕鬆地與朋友討論這件事,但每次一討論之際,淚水也會情不自禁地流下。她的帳號至今還在我的封鎖名單裏,自己也不敢去挖掘內心的深淵-對她的真實情感。我一直以為我倆以後都不會再見。誰知,一次小意外,令我再次遇見了她。397Please respect copyright.PENANAw6aXKiAgbs
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某天晚上,我和朋友在灣仔的香港藝術中心看完話劇之後,徒步前往修頓球場,乘搭巴士回家,而朋友們則乘搭地鐵。我們一邊走,一邊聊天導致我錯過了唯一一條回家的巴士。若果乘搭下一班車便要多等三十分鐘,所以與朋友一同乘搭地鐵。397Please respect copyright.PENANAPDhtOOskOw
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列車已經迅速地去到金鐘站,由於只有我一個住港島南區,所以大家就分道揚鑣、各自回家。與朋友解散後,我戴上耳機,前往南港島綫月台轉車之際……397Please respect copyright.PENANAfXioAOiEsi
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「請勿靠近幕門。」397Please respect copyright.PENANAYViDTRHeNZ
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月台上的關門提示廣播響起,我立刻從扶手電梯上衝往月台,務求登上這班列車。397Please respect copyright.PENANA2kTQmz176b
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門關了,我亦都幸運地趕上了列車。回神過來,有位熟悉的女生盡收眼簾。原來是接近三年沒有見面的子南。仔細地看著子南,她的樣子依然沒有變,都是可愛依舊,她看著電話笑起來,笑容也是十分燦爛。唯一變了的是臉上少了一份年少的稚氣,多了一份歲月遺留的成熟。397Please respect copyright.PENANAGKHrpFruIJ
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由於長期注視她,為免車上的乘客以為我是痴漢,於是我就一邊滑電話,一邊看她,當然我是完全沒有理會電話上的內容。397Please respect copyright.PENANAunWfNClUyL
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[朋友是,朋友吧!和你身份不進化。也去這一世都這樣嗎?如果你愛他,沒說話,我等你某天出嫁,然後我送上賀吻。]397Please respect copyright.PENANArDOfvKhNma
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隨機播放的歌單,播放胡鴻鈞的《朋友身份》,完全表達我內心的感受,我倆的關係只是朋友。彼此的關係不會加插一個「女」或者「男」在朋友之前。397Please respect copyright.PENANA8KhtfwwUvX
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6分鐘的車程,轉眼間就到達,在這六分鐘內,我基本上就是在看她。下車時,我再次多她一眼。或許這次見面之後,我們都不會再相見,各自的距離越來越遠,可能只剩下我在夜闌人靜處偷偷想起她。397Please respect copyright.PENANAFor9HxM796
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下車後,胡鴻鈞的《朋友身分》亦都播放完畢,下一首原來也是失戀歌曲,是林奕匡的《高山低谷》397Please respect copyright.PENANAHJfBzZ5JA8
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[你快樂過生活,我拼命去生存,幾多人位於山之巔俯瞰我的疲倦。渴望被成全。努力做人誰怕氣喘,但那終點,掛在那天邊。]397Please respect copyright.PENANAc7StW14DXL
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再次遇見她,我並沒有任何傷心的感情,即使往事歷歷在目,反而是一個愉悅的感受,看見她現在安好,自己也很欣慰。只要她能得到幸福,那怕在她身旁的不是我,我也甘願自己默默守護她,懷著對她的愛慕悄然離開。397Please respect copyright.PENANAJYyhifYSjN
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回到家梳洗後,與朋友展開了通宵暢談之聚會。聚會中,我也有分享這件事。通宵暢談過後,我覺得自己應該要確確實實地放下這個心結。與其任由自己去逃避問題,不如勇敢去解決多年來的心結,於是我拿起電話,解除封鎖名單上的她,並寫下一篇文章。397Please respect copyright.PENANAFTqQCE4k7i
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假如妳有機會看到這一篇文章,我有些少心底話想對妳說。397Please respect copyright.PENANAAfwIGbeFRh
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數數手指,不經不覺已認識了三年多,我很想跟妳說,我已經從一個不知天高地厚的初中生,逐漸變成一個成熟的高中生。397Please respect copyright.PENANArCixYRBEYL
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[由這一分鐘開始計起春風秋雨間,限我對你以半年時間慢慢的心淡。]397Please respect copyright.PENANAKuMgIa3Wvw
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有些事情,是會潛移默化的。例如妳喜歡胡鴻鈞,當時的我的歌單也是被胡鴻鈞覆蓋了。直至現在,歌單裏也有不少胡鴻鈞歌也是因為妳,我才開始接觸他的歌而開始收聽的。397Please respect copyright.PENANAymsVNtTqKd
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不知道現在的妳過得如何,但我想跟你說,我現在過得很好,至佑依然還是我的好朋友。不知道你們最後的關係是怎樣,但我希望你們還是朋友。397Please respect copyright.PENANA2u7QiEOKse
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[不應該記起,何必偏偏記起,不拖不欠又憑甚麼好妒忌。]397Please respect copyright.PENANAoPlAgzDRXE
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討厭一個人,其實心裏還想著他才有討厭的感情。真正的討厭,是不會回想這個令你討厭的人,會確確實實的忘記。然而,我當時對妳的感覺卻是前者,可惜不懂表達情感的我卻選擇逃避,二話不說就直接封鎖了妳。 或許這幾年來也是我自己的一廂情願,但不要緊,我沒關係的。397Please respect copyright.PENANAv9XmlMrkUt
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但如果有機會再次遇見妳,我想親口跟妳說:「多謝妳,因為妳,令我成長。」397Please respect copyright.PENANAmAxlzflsgG
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[十五年後,當你實現的美好將來,能淡化我悲哀,在人海再遇,說一些大概。你要走,我要追車,彼此生存路線,各有月台。]397Please respect copyright.PENANACQMEnry9s6
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早前遺憾修正師的回信十分貼切,完完全全表達現在我內心的情況。397Please respect copyright.PENANAG9K6TS40XE
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緣份早有註定。情人之間有緣份,朋友之間亦然。你在希望修正的選項上寫「讓女孩忘記你們兩個」,但萬事屋不能改變女孩的行為,只能透過修正你本人的行為,從而達到你想要的目的。於是我為你改為修正另一個選項,在最開頭如果你們都更重視友誼,約定不追求她而不想傷害對方的話,結局我想大概應該是這樣吧。你說過你在唸中三,在我看來還是剛走進青蔥歲月裏頭,跌撞、受傷都是不可避免的一環——而且還會陸續有來旳。現在覺得朋友背叛了你,喜歡的女孩又離棄了你,好像沒有甚麼能比這樣更糟糕了。當有天你能回想這件事,不再執著於她或他,而能夠把它當作兒時趣事,若無其事笑著和朋友分享,這是你成長過最珍貴的證明了。希望你會喜歡為你修正的這個結局。397Please respect copyright.PENANAYRWD3vohUz
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[重頭作備註,幸福會是我。]397Please respect copyright.PENANAwBbhUdplXP
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最後,我衷心祝妳幸福。397Please respect copyright.PENANA8DIVdDzh57
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From 一位熱心乖學生397Please respect copyright.PENANA2umNCB3zOg
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《明戀暗愛補習社》外傳(上) 完397Please respect copyright.PENANABH5lomw4Za
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外傳(下) 下星期發佈397Please respect copyright.PENANAWconr7buu8
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