2001年 5月7日56Please respect copyright.PENANA6VDUy0BVq0
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阿妹失蹤的第三年零五個月。56Please respect copyright.PENANATKGLCMv6nX
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今日我如常來到公司天台一角。樓與樓並排着,混亂的空氣無法離開,即新鮮空氣都無法進入。56Please respect copyright.PENANARhn4EzCTYl
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從天台望向地上路面車輛,離心力吸引着我令搖晃着身體將要掉下去。56Please respect copyright.PENANAEIt3QnrjD5
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可惜我未有勇氣踏出一步 ,站在天台看着一片淺藍的天空。想不通有什麼我值得留戀,活在謊言的世界多一分鐘,就令我想找死亡這位朋友。56Please respect copyright.PENANADz75BelCgv
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「唔洗咁灰喎。大把人都係咁。」戴著金鏈高傲同事語重心長說出這廢話。56Please respect copyright.PENANA8pT64uIIdt
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我只知道你不痛苦不等於我有能力不痛苦。56Please respect copyright.PENANASsqz3LBFZG
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如果我要跟著你們定下的生活公式活下去,這樣的生活就算是快樂,心靈都變得空洞而無法填補。56Please respect copyright.PENANAUS2xYCDIS8
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某天公司要求我們參加政府的「忘憂谷計劃」,原因是社會不少打工人士自殺個案增加。這些康復人士比過去工作效率都大大提升及服從上司的表現有所改善,還有獎金十萬贈禮。所以公司決定新入職的同事都需參加。56Please respect copyright.PENANATjNExFZVsn
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一個月後,公司一行十人出發去伶仃島。56Please respect copyright.PENANAoY95vqGxGR
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到達伶仃島,周遭充滿垃圾的異味與烏鴉在天空盤旋盯着我們。56Please respect copyright.PENANAHDUsertsUa
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在前方有一座大型的傳統教堂。我們到了大門等待接頭人時,我無意看到一袋袋動物糧食放在地上,看似有大型牧畜在附近。56Please respect copyright.PENANAfblQzP75fQ
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「各位你好。歡迎黎到伶仃島~我係神父莊尼,請大家攤開你地既雙手。」他將心口上的純黑色十字架觸碰我們的手掌,口中諗諗有詞把聖水手上分給我們喝。大家都按照神父的話喝下聖水。56Please respect copyright.PENANASMqAnpHrRA
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「願神祝福覺悟之人。」56Please respect copyright.PENANAhK2qraORsf
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跟著所有人一起來到哥德式的大禮堂集合。然後神父開始講解活動流程,聽完後各人自律地分分走向自己房間整理。56Please respect copyright.PENANASe5Jb0Bv0h
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房間的設備同一般酒店無差,我相信大部分人都是為獎金同度假般生活先參加這次活動。但是我忘記不了唯一親人失蹤這件事並無意欲投入這裡所有事。56Please respect copyright.PENANAvVzIvuUWZq
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我靜靜整理神父準備的生活用品。沒多久偶然聽一把聲音在衣櫃傳出「有冇人?可唔可以過一過嚟?」是一把年輕的女生的聲音。56Please respect copyright.PENANAWf3tWLl6rE
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「你係邊個?點解係我間房?」我冷靜地問她,她從衣櫃緩緩爬出來。56Please respect copyright.PENANAmqe8UWddgR
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是一名穿着破舊的衣服的少女。但是她身體好像長時間沒走動而失去部分行動力。她仰首觀察周圍環境,但她手上握着一把生銹的生果刀。56Please respect copyright.PENANA8ALIiQWAwj
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「你究竟係邊個?你明明飲左神父啲聖水竟然無事?無可能。」她激動地咬合充滿污垢的指甲。56Please respect copyright.PENANA6xcq6Zix6w
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「我唔明你講咩?請你離開依間房!」她突然冷靜捂着自己張嘴走進衣櫃好像躲避門外某人。56Please respect copyright.PENANAbXCTM2ciyG
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「你好嗎?我係神父莊尼,我可以入黎講兩句嘛?」神父在門外說着時這位少女已經消失無蹤。56Please respect copyright.PENANAnYOmaDd1bP
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神父噓寒問暖一番後,他邀請我明晩一同用膳。56Please respect copyright.PENANAuqX3wN4nG0
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「仲有一件事。依據村民所講最近出現左個怪女人,請小心保重。聽日見~」神父離開我房間後,我整理房間同私人物品時想着神父的説話。56Please respect copyright.PENANAczHX6WhDqP
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我打開衣櫃發現只是空無一物。但我仔細發現衣櫃門藏著一條紙條。56Please respect copyright.PENANA7hsF1iz8Mq
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「神創造了垃圾,為什麼沒有創造清除者,答案垃圾同樣是清除者。莊尼上」56Please respect copyright.PENANA1ybIIMOCeS
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傍晚時分,我走到垃圾場一旁整理房間的垃圾。此刻我見到垃圾袋附近有東西閃閃發光,我拾起它看來是一條平平無奇金鏈。是的,直覺告訴我此處有古怪,我打開附近的垃圾袋確認一下隨即傳來濃烈的腐屍氣味並發現四分五裂的屍體,我毫不猶疑離開此處看來我開始明白一切。56Please respect copyright.PENANAgtZXwrWswq
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我回到房間。坐在床邊的我想像這裡到底發生什麼事,但我只知道受害者已經出現了。想了再想都不敵睡意侵襲,我帶着些疲憊漸漸進入夢鄉。56Please respect copyright.PENANAi9rOg3MyZu
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衣櫃的門徐徐打開,站在我右側這位少女拿著刀發狂正向我胸口捅下去,我猛然驚醒強行推開她;一道閃電整間房突然光亮起來她停下攻擊互相對望着,雷響的一瞬間捉着她頸部用力一抓着,她表現出極度難受不知為何我鬆開了雙手;但她嚇人的是用刀桶向自己胸口。她顯露出放鬆的表情並對着我臉頰說一句話。56Please respect copyright.PENANAwSP43TV9ze
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「可以再見返你真係太好啦。可惜已經係最後一次。對唔住。」
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2001年 6月3日 晚上七時半56Please respect copyright.PENANAmid0zdCP5O
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神父帶了一些新鮮食物到教堂與我一起用膳。56Please respect copyright.PENANAED1UdIFijD
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我們坐長椅上前方擺放著一個聖母像。聖母像的表情隱約留露出悲傷,神父分享一些麵包與清水,他喝掉一杯水然後拿出十字架交給我手上。56Please respect copyright.PENANAtO8h8XPAR8
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「尋晚你做得好好,尊敬你既做法可以為咗我地既世界而改變係一件好事。」我並沒有回應他。56Please respect copyright.PENANAYg1QF94wfz
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「你知唔知點解神要創造人類?」56Please respect copyright.PENANAl4Dl1Vm1cF
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「其實連神都唔知道,而我哋作為神代理人需要做嘅就係尋找神創造人類既目的,但係過去歷史已經講述人類就係破壞世界既原兇。」56Please respect copyright.PENANAYU9NaaChpd
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「清理世界不潔之物係我哋之間嘅重要使命,所以我哋等同神一樣都可以創造新世界。」56Please respect copyright.PENANAcOYQEqsOm7
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坐在長椅上的我放下麵包,然後我慢慢步出教堂。神父回頭一問「你想去邊度?我仲未⋯」56Please respect copyright.PENANAXxsk9Sj6xO
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「我可能相信有神存在但我唔相信你相信嘅神。去尋找屬於你既「忘憂谷」莊尼。」56Please respect copyright.PENANAYC3j1OX66A
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神父漸漸進入夢鄉,睡得像忘記內心所有憂愁身體慢慢失去意識。56Please respect copyright.PENANADeBOmqxyPg
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望着教堂內神父我點起火把扔進教堂內,熊熊烈炎燃燒四周,將一切燒光化成灰燼,同時我走向垃圾山附近的海岸抬頭望向清澈既新月。
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「他人是地獄、但沒有他人是無間地獄。」
「人真係需要無憂無慮地生活?現在似乎我揾到繼續生存既意義。阿妹。」
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