Flashes and more flashes571Please respect copyright.PENANAIiptXkUdhL
Shouts in the air, suffocating me571Please respect copyright.PENANAobDsWTP1Ah
Their bodies closer and closer 571Please respect copyright.PENANAIexeLBQbLj
Until its so hard to breathe571Please respect copyright.PENANA88dUSQ1eo9
Everyone screaming your name571Please respect copyright.PENANA1wPLzpDGk2
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces571Please respect copyright.PENANAjVfFLQeGzf
The men around me take my arm gently571Please respect copyright.PENANAxKWFhyjWaM
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes571Please respect copyright.PENANA20R0SI0hXl
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life571Please respect copyright.PENANAbRIUdbsoCX
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down571Please respect copyright.PENANA8V7OPZvH8K
Faking a smile towards the ground571Please respect copyright.PENANAc9Ef2cm1if
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 571Please respect copyright.PENANAPIp2E30qbU
For fear that it will start over again571Please respect copyright.PENANABU6nYqf8Wy
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains571Please respect copyright.PENANAtvq9QpXB2q
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest571Please respect copyright.PENANAgi1fMg4ZSL
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step571Please respect copyright.PENANA64Vp15Yq9g
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths571Please respect copyright.PENANAd7aBwQ8CqP
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together571Please respect copyright.PENANAL4oxJkxnjs
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess571Please respect copyright.PENANAPJd490QUNF
My feet seem to be moving on their own 571Please respect copyright.PENANAjXnLdyBzoQ
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?571Please respect copyright.PENANAFB9fDwQNB0
Cameras and fame and people all around me?571Please respect copyright.PENANAGDWOohlM2F
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!571Please respect copyright.PENANAIWdo8bFp5n
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!571Please respect copyright.PENANAzNOofbQFaW
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another571Please respect copyright.PENANAx27qvsLBDq
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some571Please respect copyright.PENANAcvr8ShSNEc
But my life should've been peace and quite571Please respect copyright.PENANALIQ3n0Eo1x
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children571Please respect copyright.PENANAlfQaAWdMfU
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion571Please respect copyright.PENANA624ejZkniq
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets571Please respect copyright.PENANASWBmzUiIKW
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life571Please respect copyright.PENANAVj3k230ukJ
When I stop and think of how blessed I am571Please respect copyright.PENANA49gjwMhegh
I realize how much I love my life571Please respect copyright.PENANAJZoISFsYbE
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through571Please respect copyright.PENANAna823hjx6i
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model571Please respect copyright.PENANA29UZfbPERK
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on