Flashes and more flashes815Please respect copyright.PENANARzct3xAf96
Shouts in the air, suffocating me815Please respect copyright.PENANAGDhJ2s14ny
Their bodies closer and closer 815Please respect copyright.PENANArJjPg5ovuq
Until its so hard to breathe815Please respect copyright.PENANAM6wmDqnodH
Everyone screaming your name815Please respect copyright.PENANA0wQUG34sON
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces815Please respect copyright.PENANArcjjsGyMTZ
The men around me take my arm gently815Please respect copyright.PENANAtOxOwLgrMM
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes815Please respect copyright.PENANAdf0yaKtSqF
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life815Please respect copyright.PENANAJPtGYuwW3i
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down815Please respect copyright.PENANAwbdYzdazB4
Faking a smile towards the ground815Please respect copyright.PENANAeQZocOSPCN
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 815Please respect copyright.PENANAeOr90zJH8H
For fear that it will start over again815Please respect copyright.PENANASreaHrRBiY
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains815Please respect copyright.PENANA4lwGEWJQ74
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest815Please respect copyright.PENANAkmNhh2QhUu
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step815Please respect copyright.PENANAHsuPeV0r1i
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths815Please respect copyright.PENANAiSfqGrl7wz
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together815Please respect copyright.PENANAmxA5qXEw5D
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess815Please respect copyright.PENANAYKjgQrKDXF
My feet seem to be moving on their own 815Please respect copyright.PENANA2prpA1Ff91
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?815Please respect copyright.PENANAVJs1kC658H
Cameras and fame and people all around me?815Please respect copyright.PENANAgtUJLyXyqt
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!815Please respect copyright.PENANA6U55YbQp8L
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!815Please respect copyright.PENANAL0iciqdpsP
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another815Please respect copyright.PENANAF0vADqrnYS
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some815Please respect copyright.PENANAUnXjRJguhw
But my life should've been peace and quite815Please respect copyright.PENANAkwiqUXz7bi
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children815Please respect copyright.PENANAYp7p8MBhEn
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion815Please respect copyright.PENANAwqUtgDinSw
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets815Please respect copyright.PENANApW6m2yNHlI
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life815Please respect copyright.PENANAOOJ2BKv9cm
When I stop and think of how blessed I am815Please respect copyright.PENANAN6Flwza23a
I realize how much I love my life815Please respect copyright.PENANAqFk1X1OESk
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through815Please respect copyright.PENANAgtFexLDJac
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model815Please respect copyright.PENANA9ezQ7oDpTG
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on