Flashes and more flashes756Please respect copyright.PENANA9Rt61KQVf2
Shouts in the air, suffocating me756Please respect copyright.PENANAzQAze2gsKC
Their bodies closer and closer 756Please respect copyright.PENANAG8zQ7485Mi
Until its so hard to breathe756Please respect copyright.PENANAGWs2ACPHeg
Everyone screaming your name756Please respect copyright.PENANAKYeWp9F0y6
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces756Please respect copyright.PENANAboknxJO8tb
The men around me take my arm gently756Please respect copyright.PENANASKK7QH3YjN
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes756Please respect copyright.PENANAw9LVacp9eT
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life756Please respect copyright.PENANARUt3pWUJeQ
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down756Please respect copyright.PENANAr9ByqgXCAx
Faking a smile towards the ground756Please respect copyright.PENANA3pWdeHn9vA
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 756Please respect copyright.PENANAHrRVPzHwFq
For fear that it will start over again756Please respect copyright.PENANAmJ2LZeJm8H
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains756Please respect copyright.PENANAqJGDOFIBJW
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest756Please respect copyright.PENANAFLPRUqIqPZ
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step756Please respect copyright.PENANAnJJdFSzAw8
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths756Please respect copyright.PENANAMqs01AwApX
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together756Please respect copyright.PENANA2b9IVOdi5o
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess756Please respect copyright.PENANAGG24Jnwbei
My feet seem to be moving on their own 756Please respect copyright.PENANABzbhqFx6KL
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?756Please respect copyright.PENANARmgLw5KxxC
Cameras and fame and people all around me?756Please respect copyright.PENANAvPAgHRgVey
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!756Please respect copyright.PENANArHb0uQqnti
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!756Please respect copyright.PENANAvVFLZ25Fr2
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another756Please respect copyright.PENANAkcMfJFj6hY
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some756Please respect copyright.PENANA5GbbPCivFK
But my life should've been peace and quite756Please respect copyright.PENANAylTu0K2yfz
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children756Please respect copyright.PENANASlBjgPxW2V
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion756Please respect copyright.PENANAYxxsVDmFiT
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets756Please respect copyright.PENANAw24lwuRIiQ
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life756Please respect copyright.PENANAsA34ukqgsz
When I stop and think of how blessed I am756Please respect copyright.PENANAjUmxxXE3Vs
I realize how much I love my life756Please respect copyright.PENANAFddHnhzHcT
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through756Please respect copyright.PENANARzzMwBSuU8
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model756Please respect copyright.PENANAlohuhbKraR
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on