Flashes and more flashes800Please respect copyright.PENANApdVNVyhOZF
Shouts in the air, suffocating me800Please respect copyright.PENANAH7VF5V1m73
Their bodies closer and closer 800Please respect copyright.PENANABDcAIZ9hN2
Until its so hard to breathe800Please respect copyright.PENANAXEZxKUvKLZ
Everyone screaming your name800Please respect copyright.PENANAUxFe9wINbR
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces800Please respect copyright.PENANAVEO6G4f5eX
The men around me take my arm gently800Please respect copyright.PENANAXBV9zZINQK
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes800Please respect copyright.PENANA0sVFqrgLJB
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life800Please respect copyright.PENANAKHn9XSpUwl
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down800Please respect copyright.PENANAxwkuPbFqHl
Faking a smile towards the ground800Please respect copyright.PENANAkt8Zg9ONa8
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 800Please respect copyright.PENANAHWKhDScf5x
For fear that it will start over again800Please respect copyright.PENANA0n304wOTVE
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains800Please respect copyright.PENANAZw3TMORhme
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest800Please respect copyright.PENANAK8fWtMFhDs
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step800Please respect copyright.PENANAlJ5qUJKBQu
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths800Please respect copyright.PENANAlWlmHpZSJf
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together800Please respect copyright.PENANAxH6C9HpgKz
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess800Please respect copyright.PENANAhU3XSrJmid
My feet seem to be moving on their own 800Please respect copyright.PENANAoxbUY7Wf6s
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?800Please respect copyright.PENANAKR7iyiPyTD
Cameras and fame and people all around me?800Please respect copyright.PENANAyP0Ct8HqnL
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!800Please respect copyright.PENANAGXAcsMGaFo
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!800Please respect copyright.PENANAffIwIEmQUC
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another800Please respect copyright.PENANASMaqtbjnxh
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some800Please respect copyright.PENANALD4InqzvwM
But my life should've been peace and quite800Please respect copyright.PENANAOcDwh4qR8w
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children800Please respect copyright.PENANAPjeicnV0A2
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion800Please respect copyright.PENANAiW9vJD5gcq
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets800Please respect copyright.PENANALqhNXbAH4K
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life800Please respect copyright.PENANAQhHHBsdNpC
When I stop and think of how blessed I am800Please respect copyright.PENANA2zxLaKiOqu
I realize how much I love my life800Please respect copyright.PENANAMAD8B6qsXg
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through800Please respect copyright.PENANADCNUi9QPvS
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model800Please respect copyright.PENANAS21BAy7pFK
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on