Flashes and more flashes563Please respect copyright.PENANAEQRbvCTd5w
Shouts in the air, suffocating me563Please respect copyright.PENANAkqCImR3Sjs
Their bodies closer and closer 563Please respect copyright.PENANAAeBLLuRdki
Until its so hard to breathe563Please respect copyright.PENANAOhqvKOucHq
Everyone screaming your name563Please respect copyright.PENANArpJpYNefO6
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces563Please respect copyright.PENANA9ua6XCIAwT
The men around me take my arm gently563Please respect copyright.PENANAcPg6xKnIXe
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes563Please respect copyright.PENANAwi1fbDo7Mx
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life563Please respect copyright.PENANAhIVw4fyP0S
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down563Please respect copyright.PENANAGgExmjnPQE
Faking a smile towards the ground563Please respect copyright.PENANAV2wFuOj5Wb
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 563Please respect copyright.PENANAhfroJCNc7n
For fear that it will start over again563Please respect copyright.PENANAcVmSL9aqm3
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains563Please respect copyright.PENANAvSgmzvCliR
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest563Please respect copyright.PENANATGKUpdTnlG
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step563Please respect copyright.PENANAOs5qjjBWaz
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths563Please respect copyright.PENANAO4yLELhPXV
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together563Please respect copyright.PENANAzpAaF4Z8Je
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess563Please respect copyright.PENANAtPYEsa7qv1
My feet seem to be moving on their own 563Please respect copyright.PENANAG1Tp0NTmSe
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?563Please respect copyright.PENANAEUCYapoBdW
Cameras and fame and people all around me?563Please respect copyright.PENANAHO2SPspJWY
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!563Please respect copyright.PENANA9sXMtNcCaS
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!563Please respect copyright.PENANAtQnxgxVrld
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another563Please respect copyright.PENANAv6kPludG2I
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some563Please respect copyright.PENANAYzBPgQNeHi
But my life should've been peace and quite563Please respect copyright.PENANAfVwkEg1eJM
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children563Please respect copyright.PENANADbhC4SyiFS
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion563Please respect copyright.PENANA6zPYqlOlae
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets563Please respect copyright.PENANAhE9y7yfdA4
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life563Please respect copyright.PENANAr6IeZN5qIZ
When I stop and think of how blessed I am563Please respect copyright.PENANAL3v4ENI3i1
I realize how much I love my life563Please respect copyright.PENANAKhvwHtuYez
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through563Please respect copyright.PENANAbXO2hRU892
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model563Please respect copyright.PENANAXa8DAhLH9c
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on