Flashes and more flashes821Please respect copyright.PENANA96fI2vHx6n
Shouts in the air, suffocating me821Please respect copyright.PENANA2LaMBMOIR9
Their bodies closer and closer 821Please respect copyright.PENANA3wzozValVF
Until its so hard to breathe821Please respect copyright.PENANAMhWpEb24Og
Everyone screaming your name821Please respect copyright.PENANAVHTSPelRPK
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces821Please respect copyright.PENANAny3aqefZOg
The men around me take my arm gently821Please respect copyright.PENANA5IkXN9cPR0
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes821Please respect copyright.PENANAfZthZ9jWuI
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life821Please respect copyright.PENANAxFcyWjCOh8
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down821Please respect copyright.PENANAg6Xh9igivg
Faking a smile towards the ground821Please respect copyright.PENANAvFBMaXqQQb
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 821Please respect copyright.PENANAS3RSLlI6Mz
For fear that it will start over again821Please respect copyright.PENANAnQ8XW24zxx
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains821Please respect copyright.PENANALiNW9wSZUs
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest821Please respect copyright.PENANAho8vcA7KmQ
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step821Please respect copyright.PENANAQlzciHgkIS
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths821Please respect copyright.PENANA66abL6JdXf
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together821Please respect copyright.PENANAbqvcsA89en
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess821Please respect copyright.PENANAroAqEYA5KU
My feet seem to be moving on their own 821Please respect copyright.PENANAmfmN7Su4MV
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?821Please respect copyright.PENANAm2DIrBJyXI
Cameras and fame and people all around me?821Please respect copyright.PENANAq00vDo6Mcq
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!821Please respect copyright.PENANAMW61jgLYty
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!821Please respect copyright.PENANAHlVm1kBRGh
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another821Please respect copyright.PENANAGZNNa65Ksv
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some821Please respect copyright.PENANASBSyMDCcl7
But my life should've been peace and quite821Please respect copyright.PENANA24JkhtR3me
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children821Please respect copyright.PENANATiXxtuWCzE
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion821Please respect copyright.PENANANHlflOAiJU
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets821Please respect copyright.PENANAtSswUENZ5K
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life821Please respect copyright.PENANA8NckX56huO
When I stop and think of how blessed I am821Please respect copyright.PENANAx4hjo8veGW
I realize how much I love my life821Please respect copyright.PENANA9j4ODkeLAL
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through821Please respect copyright.PENANAoZvFNUXOe9
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model821Please respect copyright.PENANAzl3c7C8xrI
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on