Flashes and more flashes856Please respect copyright.PENANAYubIfCaqrF
Shouts in the air, suffocating me856Please respect copyright.PENANAsAwDiWsSrz
Their bodies closer and closer 856Please respect copyright.PENANAk8pMExbnDD
Until its so hard to breathe856Please respect copyright.PENANAjyTNmoXhq9
Everyone screaming your name856Please respect copyright.PENANAMVtbWNCY4H
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces856Please respect copyright.PENANASdmxRumDYF
The men around me take my arm gently856Please respect copyright.PENANAmHbp35fOHB
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes856Please respect copyright.PENANAYC0KXrSLHI
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life856Please respect copyright.PENANAYsJr1dxUWi
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down856Please respect copyright.PENANAoAFh6OIYSk
Faking a smile towards the ground856Please respect copyright.PENANARrLtsXx0s8
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 856Please respect copyright.PENANAhOhzdEsXIW
For fear that it will start over again856Please respect copyright.PENANAt05PZN6y1F
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains856Please respect copyright.PENANA6eyjd5Fj6C
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest856Please respect copyright.PENANAhfgydD0hVJ
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step856Please respect copyright.PENANAzkvSl9yZoP
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths856Please respect copyright.PENANAUsk0Yhnb5m
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together856Please respect copyright.PENANAmTGz8efizx
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess856Please respect copyright.PENANAmQIeidDrEz
My feet seem to be moving on their own 856Please respect copyright.PENANAShv2a4C29S
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?856Please respect copyright.PENANAxPnRN33LBS
Cameras and fame and people all around me?856Please respect copyright.PENANAr8UH77JgRw
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!856Please respect copyright.PENANADyahfxsjQ1
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!856Please respect copyright.PENANAC1wJMoP00F
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another856Please respect copyright.PENANAXmrkbJel3X
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some856Please respect copyright.PENANAexJ8jM07sQ
But my life should've been peace and quite856Please respect copyright.PENANAEElFrgKZtp
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children856Please respect copyright.PENANARjQIhmXzzG
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion856Please respect copyright.PENANADecdzsR6s6
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets856Please respect copyright.PENANAn7WYnhypRD
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life856Please respect copyright.PENANAuzUS9RpVgi
When I stop and think of how blessed I am856Please respect copyright.PENANAbFAJD3O6vX
I realize how much I love my life856Please respect copyright.PENANAj6ilCBGIBv
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through856Please respect copyright.PENANAMLifCgirsa
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model856Please respect copyright.PENANAF1HNe652m5
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on