找到龍的時候,他正笑著拒絕某位少女的邀請。184Please respect copyright.PENANAolsPdCf0Bz
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他帶著象徵強大血統的黑髮紫眸,加上一張精緻的臉,走到哪裡都很難清淨,還是吸引了人們的注意。184Please respect copyright.PENANA9gWSE0N0R2
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有人為他送上了酒,徹在龍喝下之前,截走他手上的那杯紅酒。184Please respect copyright.PENANAgaOI0lH1hc
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「闇、闇皇陛下!」184Please respect copyright.PENANAtTAodlclnr
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龍愣了一下,「徹……魔王陛下。」本來要喊他的名字,卻改了口。這帶有距離感的稱呼讓徹感到特別不愉快。184Please respect copyright.PENANA9nGu06mMQX
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徹把心中那股焦躁壓在心底:「我准許你喊我的名字,不管在什麼地方,你都不需要對我用敬稱。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAv6v1chlgJD
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直呼王的名諱,本來是一種榮耀甚至越權,可是龍卻皺了眉頭,飛快從發楞的侍者那裡拿走一瓶酒,在徹來得及阻止之前一飲而盡。184Please respect copyright.PENANAYbsEyktNJB
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「既然你不高興,我就回去了!」184Please respect copyright.PENANAXTpSrkmTUL
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因為喝得太快,白皙的臉蛋稍微泛紅。他想扭頭離開,卻被徹截住去路,只能瞪著他。可是孩子軟綿綿的視線並沒有什麼威攝力,反而顯得更迷人。184Please respect copyright.PENANATsoVXA7HcQ
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「……你生氣了。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAqvJhISyiAW
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「對,但是我不會給你帶來困擾。所以,請您讓開。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAVTWnQEbZ5T
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作為父親,徹本來應該對這孩子的儀態感到驕傲。但是,除了驕傲之外,心中那股鬱悶很奇妙地被驅散了。如果沒有弄錯,他是在吃醋。184Please respect copyright.PENANAmyOI2hoodv
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「我不會讓。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAJTY6mR99FQ
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徹說完抬起頭環繞四周,人們自覺走避,頓時議論聲四起。龍的表情放鬆了一些,情緒卻依舊低落:「星澄大人呢?」184Please respect copyright.PENANABN0lh3B9ne
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此話一出,模糊的猜想變成了現實。他是答應過空澄不能主動出手。但是,這不代表他不能回應龍的情感——甚至是主動引誘他出手。184Please respect copyright.PENANAHCDFiXlp8f
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徹輕輕摟住他,在他耳邊低語:「因為我想念你,所以來見你。你希望我回去嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAoPUSHru76M
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龍不自覺揪住他的袖子,嘴裡卻說:「既然你來見我,我就不生氣了。所以,你可以走了。」184Please respect copyright.PENANADM1l3D9amY
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徹還是沒動,在他面前單膝跪下,親吻了他的手背。184Please respect copyright.PENANA0aEpmWWRrL
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「我知道你不高興,但是,不只跟星澄有關。」184Please respect copyright.PENANA9cghp64sXC
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「我很不高興,但我不能生氣,所以很困擾。」龍的話語明顯焦躁,「我不知道,我也搞不清楚怎麼回事。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAkJqFXFYdz4
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徹卻沒有離開,反而將他限制在牆壁之前,抬頭就是接近親吻的姿勢。184Please respect copyright.PENANAiRQPGjuMli
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「別喝酒了。如果真的想喝,就在我面前喝,好嗎?」又近了一點。184Please respect copyright.PENANAziKj87RLN2
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「……好。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAa1jyLbda3y
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「如果你討厭宴會,可以不用過來,我會幫你擋著。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAUHKDeOcBlR
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熟悉的香氣湊了過來,氣氛曖昧至極,也不知是因為酒精或者氛圍,龍滿臉通紅地抬頭,在徹的眼中只看到了滿溢的縱容。本來還有滿口抱怨與委屈,全都融化在他的凝視中。184Please respect copyright.PENANAaOce7YuZW6
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「……好。」184Please respect copyright.PENANA9VgyHyRmFY
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「別擔心我。就算看起來不怎麼靠得住,我可是魔王。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAag785Evmso
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兩人距離很近,可以感受到他說話時的吐息,胸中有股陌生的騷動。徹垂下頭,吻在他的耳尖:「所以,儘量讓我困擾吧。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAmlk4MLWQ7M
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龍縮了下肩膀,困惑害羞揉合成難以言喻的表情。184Please respect copyright.PENANAxd0TMAL73P
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「真的可以嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAcwXJU4iKtM
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「真的。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAEXBZ6t051L
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龍抬起雙手摟住他的頸子,深深地吻了他,接著笑了。184Please respect copyright.PENANASEhpKu5qts
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「這可是你說的。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAslGTY0la79
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那是個吻,也不只是個吻。184Please respect copyright.PENANAqXPP5FA8KE
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與人們幻想中的完全不同,那天,徹只是安穩地陪了龍睡一覺。平常徹只會坐在床前陪他聊天,這回很難得地與龍同床,把他摟在懷裡。184Please respect copyright.PENANARgK3KnMURI
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在他睡著前,徹親吻了他:「抱歉,但我必須走了。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAUMW2HwTK4w
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「為什麼?」184Please respect copyright.PENANA9HKPvydIl7
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徹道:「龍,今天是很特別的日子。舞會上只能接受一個人的邀舞,那天必須跟他一起過夜。這是屬於愛人的節日,如果我在這裡留下,你就會被當成我的愛人。」184Please respect copyright.PENANArNnZSlZTwS
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「我雖然是小孩,但我又不是聽不懂人話。」184Please respect copyright.PENANA334FioDrOt
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徹寵溺地揉了揉他的小腦袋,「我知道你很聰明,但是,世界並不是非黑即白。現在的你還太弱小,我不可能護著你一輩子。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAPDlhmew1ec
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「你說我是拖油瓶嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAi1oh9Y6xWT
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徹捏了捏他的臉,「我很樂意被你拖累。但是,你要知道,我不但是你的父親,還是魔王。對你來說,不是個好的選擇。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAVY7SqhWuLP
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龍沒說話,微微嘟著嘴,撇頭生悶氣。184Please respect copyright.PENANAOulVpE1Ur0
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「如果我說我都知道,你也不會相信我。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAmd7MNJdgRC
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「確實是這樣。」徹輕笑。184Please respect copyright.PENANAkf2w0hXBd0
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龍聽著生氣,拍了下他的臉:「不准笑,我可是很認真地跟你說話!既然這樣,要怎麼做你才願意相信我?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAUcVB1MOTT3
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「你要完成皇子應有的教育,然後……離開我,去認識我以外的人吧。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAnhDKiSewZ0
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龍愣了一下,表情很受傷:「我喜歡你,但是你卻要把我推給別人?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAlfoawFxpP7
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「是的。」昏黃燈光下,徹.曼德沙的眼神繾綣纏綿,卻同樣地殘酷,「我身上背負著無數的血腥、使用了禁術,才換來如今的強大。如果我可以善終,那麼,高調地維持現狀也並無不可。可是,我沒有時間了。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAtJHjQ903wL
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「徹,我搞不懂。不要推開我好不好?我會當個乖孩子的。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAIepo5KSfS8
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徹閉上眼睛,再度睜開時,深深地凝視著他。184Please respect copyright.PENANA3JtfRexv27
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「我愛你,你對我來說無可替代,是黑暗中唯一的光芒。我毫不懷疑你的愛,我希望你習慣我的寵愛,知道我愛著你。但是,不需要給我回應。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAWtt1vFI1dG
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「為什麼?」184Please respect copyright.PENANARGRwee9hAd
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「龍,現在的你太弱小。倘若正大光明的站在我身邊,你會死。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAC6pPFadRwm
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「那就保護我啊!」184Please respect copyright.PENANATOBGJg6437
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「我會的。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAeqvSm3srzJ
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徹悠悠嘆息,龍緊緊揪著他的手不放,在皮膚上留下了紅痕,幾乎讓他感覺有點疼。垂頭去看,那雙剔透的紫色眼眸滿是執著,又是傷心又是眷戀。他其實可以很輕易掙脫龍的手腕,卻捨不得鬆開。184Please respect copyright.PENANAjRVbkgZBe4
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「即使是我,也不可能跟整個國家對抗。在你強大到能夠站在我身邊以前,你就像個小孩那樣,乖乖地當個被父親溺愛的孩子就好。聽懂了嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAyEdAR8koy5
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「……」184Please respect copyright.PENANAmmFqcRqvqy
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龍沒有回答,伸手摟住他的腰,輕輕蹭了一下。184Please respect copyright.PENANApcntzuxzhA
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「我可以聽話,但我有條件。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAZpZZySgqNY
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徹垂頭看他,不經意被他吻住了。龍坐了起來,由上而下地俯視他。「有一天,我一定會強大到足以讓你流血。那時候,你就要在我這裡過夜,也不准找一些無聊的藉口。什麼國家什麼皇后根本不重要!你可是我的世界啊!那時候,就算星澄大人哭著找你,我也不會放你回去。」184Please respect copyright.PENANA2kYAOXjxte
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徹愣了下,拒絕的話卻說不出口了。184Please respect copyright.PENANAuaM0SoAacn
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「這樣聽起來,好像你才是魔王。」184Please respect copyright.PENANA6FCQb8OE4Y
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「但你又不聽我的,一堆藉口。」184Please respect copyright.PENANACrpgJ7Nopb
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這口吻太老成,就好像是嫌棄愛人似的。184Please respect copyright.PENANAe0O2EDDcCN
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「那就隨你高興吧。但你要有心理準備,這樣下去,你就就過不了之前那種安靜的日子,也不可能低調。更重要的是,星澄會討厭你。」徹笑說道,「如果你後悔了,隨時告訴我。我會想辦法。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAEwG2VkQNgx
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「我才不會後悔!」184Please respect copyright.PENANAjhLYhRMmq7
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徹笑笑地看著他,好像看著無理取鬧的孩子。184Please respect copyright.PENANAAJsblIlGsT
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「你很快就會長大。在那之前,我會等著你。」徹的聲音在耳邊響起,聲音聽起來特別柔和,「好了,我該回去了。」184Please respect copyright.PENANACAesysb9Ln
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徹要起身,卻被龍拉了回去,幾乎失去平衡而壓住他。184Please respect copyright.PENANAzLXn5ED5e3
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「我不在乎被星澄大人討厭,我只在乎你。」龍說,「拜託你,為我留下來吧。」184Please respect copyright.PENANADid8T2Ba30
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徹可以哄哄他,等他入睡之後在離開。可是,被他這樣凝視,卻說不出拒絕不的話。他很習慣說謊,唯獨在龍面前,他不願意遮掩。所以他說:「那我們妥協一下吧,我會在這裡等到你睡著為止。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAbZPK5quEwH
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龍有點不滿,嘀咕道:「如果過了幾年,我再大一點、變得更強的話……我就打暈你,讓你陪我一起睡。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAAGFnODvtpE
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「就只有這樣嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANArtlfcIxE8J
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龍眨了眨眼睛,一臉茫然:「不然呢?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAP05eecMd0w
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「等到你能聽懂我這句話的時候,再邀請我一次吧。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAcVS3ZqGm1c
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「噢,好?」184Please respect copyright.PENANA0iBW2WdM0X
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龍入睡之後,徹並沒有立刻離開,而是凝視著兒子的睡容感受此刻的平靜。184Please respect copyright.PENANAOxqFAMUtco
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受到父親的影響,徹一直溫柔待人,卻對想要珍視他人的心情十分陌生。即使女兒出生,他也像是例行公事般地對她溫柔。他喜歡露,也嘗試珍惜自己的孩子,在這樣的偽裝下成為了一個「好父親」。184Please respect copyright.PENANAlB8ocDtE8m
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如果露死了,他可能會傷心,就像看到路上有被人虐殺的小貓,卻沒有更多了。比起悲傷,那情感更接近惆悵。184Please respect copyright.PENANAa8cW5TPILd
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他不喜歡擅長偽裝的自己,所以選擇了直率的星澄作為皇后。看著他們,至少不會覺得自己就是毫無感情的怪物。184Please respect copyright.PENANANaqNKg3fTY
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幼時父親曾告訴他,即使沒有熱情,也可以尋找或者培養。184Please respect copyright.PENANAtiNw3h75Hl
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第一次見到龍翔時,他很快就被吸引了。他對龍翔的情感就是愛情,才將執著灌注在她身上。可是,她留下了自己的孩子,人卻離開了。他曾經瘋狂地尋找她,卻連黑森林女巫都找不到她的行蹤。至此,他才不得不承認,那個女人不愛他、也不需要他。即使身為魔王,之於龍王也不過是個稀有的戰利品,不足為奇。184Please respect copyright.PENANAi4M5ww0dyf
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一開始他不怎麼待見龍,他身上那股天真自由、挑戰框架的氣質還真的像極了母親,如此可愛又令人生厭。184Please respect copyright.PENANApJspqHT5Ev
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他確實愛著龍。184Please respect copyright.PENANAaWPlR01bP1
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但是,這是作為父親的愛或者是戀人的愛,連他自己都弄不懂。184Please respect copyright.PENANAULUOZ6Cgwt
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「……對不起。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAYsc6b5PqLh
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但他很清楚,倘若龍對他伸出手,他不可能拒絕得了。184Please respect copyright.PENANAEI5YGJceLW
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空泛無聊的政務填滿了,血與劍編織成夜晚,試著入睡前偶爾能夠聽到人們的嚎哭。卻並非是因為罪惡感無法入眠,人們臨死前惶恐憎恨的眼神看著他,看著一個人形的怪物。184Please respect copyright.PENANAA5qA9Zgb4R
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就這樣維持了幾百年,連他都快忘了自己也會受傷。184Please respect copyright.PENANAt4hG8UmEdL
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除了過世數百年的父親,從沒有人會問他:很痛吧?即使他每次都會說「沒關係」,卻特別喜歡這個問題。至少,能夠讓他確認這世界上還是有人知道他會受傷。184Please respect copyright.PENANAjyrE394Lcy
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坦白說,龍最初幾次的療傷手法實在令人遺憾,甚至讓他覺得有點好笑。他本來也想像之前那樣說幾句敷衍塞責的感謝,卻說不出口。內心深處某個潰爛的傷口意外地不再疼痛,夜晚他也能夠安然入睡。184Please respect copyright.PENANALqpwvYIoHD
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一個狡猾的選擇,同時傷害了兩個人。184Please respect copyright.PENANA6esOjgaROZ
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他已經一腳在深淵之前,前進後退又何妨?184Please respect copyright.PENANAogqR7wiBX0
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