The boys were all sitting casually at the table of their home that they were staying at for the meantime while on tour. Jimin was awfully quiet usually talks more since he is one of the outgoing members. Hobi noticed it especially since they usually sit together at the table.
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"Why aren't you dress the same as you usually are?" Hoseok is always asking the random questions.
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Jimin got defensive and he didn't exactly know how to respond, " I don't really think it's some thing that I should be talking about."
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The other members were talking amongst themselves so they couldn't hear what the two were discussing. Hobi wasn't satisfied with his response so we asked him another question, "What makes you act in such a way Jimini?! You are not yourself these days?!"
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Now that got some attention from the rest of the members. Namjoon did a small head tilt of confusion but wasn't sure if this conversation between them was a fake argument or a real one. "It's just none of your concern." He get's up from the table and doesn't even finish his plate. There is complete silence now, the remaining members exchange looks of concern. "I asked a simple question... I- "Hoseok, it's alright, I will handle it from here." Namjoon gets up and goes after Jimin. Meanwhile the rest sit in silence confused on the mini argument that just occured.
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Namjoon finds him and waits for a second before approaching him. He doesn't want to mess up his words while talking to him about something that may be important.
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Jimin is standing on the balcony and looking out over the beautiful city.
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Namjoon walks over to him and stands beside him. "What happened back there?" Jimin let's out a sigh and doesn't respond right away. "Is everything ok?" Namjoon asks hoping to get a respond this time.
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"My mind has been all over the place. It's something that weighs me down often." His voice sounds like its breaking. Namjoon looks over at him with concerned eyes with a willing to try and understand. "What exactly is it that's making you feel weighed down?"
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He thinks about what is going to say then responds, "How I feel when it comes to... feelings." He let's out a small chuckle and looks down trying not to make any uncomfortable eye-contact.
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"Feelings as in relating to what?"
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Jimin's eyes remain locked to the ground, guilt trips over him and he feels anxious. "Feelings with people and who I have them for." Jimin waits for Namjoon's irritated response.
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"Meaning you... have feelings for different people gender wise?"
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Jimin get's more anxious but keeps it together. This is the first person he has ever told this stuff to ever. Unable to get out any words at the moment, he gives a sad nod.
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Namjoon has no reaction, he acted like it was nothing different or that he knew of this already and just wasn't surprised. "But what does that have to do with Hobi's first question?"
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"Did you not hear what I said?"
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Namjoons shrugs and stares at him confusedly. "I did but I am asking you a follow-up question."
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"Ok, but shouldn't you be upset with me about that?" Jimin is now looking back at him.
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"Answer my question." He says firmly.
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"...I was just sick of fans associating me with my style. I didn't want them or you guys to get any ideas or assumptions, so I stopped dressing how I was and acted cool... like Jungkook." His face turns red and he looks down again.
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Namjoon changes his position so he can get a better gesture of this conversation.
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"Why like Jungkook?"
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No response.
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"Jimin. Are you...?
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He nods without needing him to complete his sentence.
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"That's ok. I promise you, it's ok." Namjoon goes over to him and puts his arm around him. "You don't need to change yourself for anyone, you need to be open... and proud. I'm proud of you."
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Jimin smiles a little and just nods.
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"Thank you." That was all he was able to get out in that time. He felt all choked up.
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"Ok? I am going to back with the others. You feel free to come back inside when you feel ready, just be prepared for the wind." Namjoon gives one more look at him, smiles and leaves.
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The room is still quiet and tense. Hoseok is leaning into his handing and day dreaming.
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"Everyone ok with Jimini?" Jungkook asks quietly as Nam walks back into the room. The members have cleaned everyhting up, now they are just at the table discussing.
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Namjoon lets out a long sigh and sits back down. "Yes, everything will be ok."
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"Can you tell us what that was about?" Hoseok asks.
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Namjoon shakes his head and says "It's not my place to do so."
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Everyone gives little nods and continues their silence.
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"Can I go see him?"
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Namjoon was hesitent with his response but ended up saying yes anyways. Jungkook watches Hoseok get up and leave, he looks down at the table, he wishes he were mentally strong enough to help Jimin out. Instead he just sits there helpless and feeling pathetic. If this was him, Jimin would be the first to help him, in a heart beat.
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Hoseok arrives and knocks on the glass gently. Jimin glances behind him and wipes away the small tears he was letting out after that tough conversation.
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Hoseok doesn't get too close but close enough for them to hear each other. Jimin continues to keep his eyes looking out towards the city.
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"I wanted to say that whatever I said that set off a trigger point for you, I apologize and I won't ask anymore questions like such for now on..." Hoseok said.
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Jimin nods.
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"May I ask just one thing?"
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...
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"What exaclty was that all about?"
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Jimin gets anxious again at the fact that he has to come out to yet another member on the same night.
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From the other room, Jungkook can't take sitting there anymore and so he get's up he over hears this...
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"I like Jungkook... and not only that. I'm into guys."
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Hoseok gives a slightly shocked expression. "You know you could've told me that right? But Jungkook?! Really?!"
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"Can you please tone down your voice!"
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They both laugh.
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"Aw... I get it now. Thank you for coming clean."
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"I am not ready to tell any other members yet, espically Kook."
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Hoseok nods and sighs. They begin to walk back into the room with their arms wrapped around each other.
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Jungkook panics and runs into the closet. They both arrive back in the dining room. Jimin sits down, "I am sorry guys, it was wrong of me to get up and walk away like that."
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"It is no worries Jimin..." Namjoon says.
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"No worries." Yoongi adds.
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Jimin notices the empty chair, 'Wheres Jungkook now?"
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"I think he went off to go see you, we figured you would all come back together..." Namjoo exclaims.
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Jimin and Hoseok give each other frightened expression. Jimin lets go on hoseok and runs off to that room. Hoseok sighs and looks away.
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Jimin calls out his name and looks around the room. Jungkook comes out of the closet and doesn't look at Jimin. Jimin is horrified, did he over hear their conversaion? Does he now know how he feels and... what he is? Jimin suddenly felt the room spin and just as he was about to get a hold of somehting, Jungkook gets a hold of him and holds both of his arms with his hands. They both turn bright red. "Will you be ok if I let you go?" Jungkook says with a small smile and in a whisper. Jimin opens his eyes but looks everywhere except at him, "I don't know..."
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Jungkook sits down still holding Jimin's arms in his hands, forcing Jimin to sit down beside him.
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"Why won't you look at me." Jungkook tries to get meet his gaze but Jimin's eyes go everywhere else too quickly.
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"Jimin... I heard and it's ok, I just think us happening will be hard at the moment."
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They lock eyes now, Jimin's heart skips a beat.
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"Are you saying you feel the same way?"
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Jungkook begins to caress his small arms, "Well yes, of course, I am just saying with the tour, and our contract that this won't work right now-"
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"I know... that's why I kept it to myself for a while, plus I would have never assumed that you felt mutual with my feelings."
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"How are you supposed to assume something as such? I am not your typical 'guy into other guys' type of guy." He chuckles. Jimin smiles and his heart beats faster at the sound of his and the look of his smile.
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"I didn't want to assume anything, I just figured-"
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Jungkook leans in but stops, "You don't need to be all sorry and flustered ok?"
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Jimin feels himself getting hot, "I... um..."
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"We can't get too into this at the moment with everything going on with our tours, but I can give you one thing for now." Jungkook pecks him on the lips. Jimin looks down now unable to stop his uncontrollable rush of feelings. "Jungkook..."
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He stands up, "You do don't have to say anything, just do me a favor and don't ever stop being you ok? You are unique and special, don't take that away from yourself." Jungkook walks out of the room.
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Jimin sits at the end of the bed, uncontrollably smiling.
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