#1 Entry: Why I Started This.737Please respect copyright.PENANANTvahpscaf
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.737Please respect copyright.PENANAFdn4H6ojyn
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 737Please respect copyright.PENANApfo4TmYon3
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.737Please respect copyright.PENANAcyXi5v4H80
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 737Please respect copyright.PENANApNPvrQkuxk
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 737Please respect copyright.PENANAZJrqWkLxdJ
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 737Please respect copyright.PENANALzsYPDGGxD
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 737Please respect copyright.PENANAIM2IH0CMJC
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 737Please respect copyright.PENANADocTdPtbDT
...737Please respect copyright.PENANAKCRaMtydax
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?737Please respect copyright.PENANAWt6yfzLsV1
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.737Please respect copyright.PENANAPMtsaBdsmy
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)737Please respect copyright.PENANAw7rZdbQXGQ
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 737Please respect copyright.PENANAjLT8C9g0VR
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 737Please respect copyright.PENANAkwWMjl509l
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?737Please respect copyright.PENANAiud8KUf6Fq
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 737Please respect copyright.PENANAft4KiIFuLL
So calling it off, was it that bad?737Please respect copyright.PENANAM9QuFPH0w3
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 737Please respect copyright.PENANAWjrjjJlthE
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)737Please respect copyright.PENANAby6mH7eiKt
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 737Please respect copyright.PENANAB5qOBCISUU
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 737Please respect copyright.PENANAcMauPgAJrw
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 737Please respect copyright.PENANAdUcHjLEJIc
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 737Please respect copyright.PENANAV046WYZoYE
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 737Please respect copyright.PENANA52d2WL5m7C
Henceforth, we have this. 737Please respect copyright.PENANAI93uUMVbPQ
Thanks for bearing with me. 737Please respect copyright.PENANAoFqgyWuXQc
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