Confessions of an Addict - #1 Entry: Why I Started This.

#1 Entry: Why I Started This.987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoF3HVXHx3

This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZqXXOv3lD

A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLHyGbfBmF

His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcf2Tlc1AF5

Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytQOWOznDe

Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK7blLGmaX
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fT31vHYlz

I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp14TGwTsau

So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuUKVTmkGh

...987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU2AA5XINN

And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPju2czM3Wl

Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBYZVlCboF

But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUHC9jinA7

So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAschq0lHr

I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdSb8jJ1Lb

But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTocWGJ8KFl

I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofFjiEvXfV

So calling it off, was it that bad?987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fAiaIDHzs

Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv0O0K8vbS

BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw2kC3N5vl

But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8fSuW3sdA

If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjYp9mhsIH

But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn8jgLLtlv

He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfRo9X7OvZ

So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRA5zkMTMZ

Henceforth, we have this. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrEL53VZrY

Thanks for bearing with me. 987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMt8qQceCy

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