Confessions of an Addict - #1 Entry: Why I Started This.

#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKh0ff79tO

This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHF9oQgYKR

A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uTdh8wJ25

His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlX1BaPvTLu

Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gkrPTN24p

Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNVpV7JEAR
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5wZ2b6uMt

I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrW0VCzyei

So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBdd2Vc3Oj

...1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2UyYHTAdz

And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGOW0qGRxM

Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0buD7ORuqa

But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WHKRYwm4o

So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoTKQkMzkn

I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPaSgiDnl9

But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3GxyAyiDY

I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsq0Xky5reV

So calling it off, was it that bad?1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuZsp8HFXt

Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pE59zkaeL

BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCrdR1FTHH

But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V4hobefuC

If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNISwGCc5E

But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7qfbVSFbJ

He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SZJ1q5lNU

So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4t0DTgVzd

Henceforth, we have this. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG9rJEjdau

Thanks for bearing with me. 1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EYzqfl3y7

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