Confessions of an Addict - #1 Entry: Why I Started This.

#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMdbEjye3P

This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCZOrnxGHg

A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaS3zWJKlF

His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPULARQn31Z

Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ350TW4Rph

Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JG9WQyvLY
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbzjESxhmv

I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4vg3eQ6e5

So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5RSqZNStV

...1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jw4MlY6Gc

And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXITuPRH1Z

Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgACMV73LW

But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbiHhYgNQq

So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq9xdfJuTD

I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJ0zpwJX3o

But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXwSt3pHp4

I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1H8jSvGb5

So calling it off, was it that bad?1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPTO7tAHXd

Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pIBhAaBSX

BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRn3MfYGxk

But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsBUAOR2XD

If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXAWelteH1

But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZzFHKXKgl

He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij3H0L7oVD

So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSHWyi7DPH

Henceforth, we have this. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs5LTnTvtm

Thanks for bearing with me. 1071Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjkVjXYjvg

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