Confessions of an Addict - #1 Entry: Why I Started This.

#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBNYywm0ZR

This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURgylNK2IB

A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAKCJ1COq5

His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1sJ9I1FIF

Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyhqVIbymG

Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydvVUkEY56
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZH4VpuEw2

I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE6PsWtyiY

So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcZBFI5dcv

...1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm6eFQNKF4

And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwrQkhuyfF

Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfBcOL3kcH

But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgVYdVUyAp

So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUyx5cmEiS

I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXoapL2ChB

But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT0EAghgna

I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4z8qEWi5YW

So calling it off, was it that bad?1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tq0sdqQ9T

Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlJAzMuUM8

BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmy7wdNKH0

But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsJ4Llov1Y

If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqWHT263Hg

But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwh9d9rT3GL

He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUpgXdcQYB

So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxv2b6WZmZ6

Henceforth, we have this. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH80aZXAK0

Thanks for bearing with me. 1295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoVOEXcUK9

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