Confessions of an Addict - #1 Entry: Why I Started This.

#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPgIJbGsZ5

This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IbHvFdpXZ

A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAqPQc15qA

His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwU4kFiUJM

Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnkuphWr2I

Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItIzmEFIvP
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxv2mmQmJoh

I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkc1cGlhR9

So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgyO67Twul

...1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSznZDTTnO

And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSCWiN916j

Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiSCWXzoCn

But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD4QNaoxzn

So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8pvxZaXUU

I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO24UYM7Wx

But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIf916E4PMI

I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAkfZcCCFU

So calling it off, was it that bad?1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvQYhUjGIC

Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIQl6XAXpW

BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7NagxB2Py

But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM12MH25sk1

If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVahl4oz53

But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yeTzzHFYf

He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6YE3L7ezn

So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfr8Hxz3uM

Henceforth, we have this. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cm5vG7sYi

Thanks for bearing with me. 1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJpRt0MTHD

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