Confessions of an Addict - #1 Entry: Why I Started This.

#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCSgUVtMob

This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRLrxVvHCx

A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Uk7167ojm

His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFbBXdyAB6

Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1iRWjDjyr

Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4tiz8NBEx
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS10qyyGx7

I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyMouEBBGy

So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysMPLCquGw

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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbeTP54wFS

Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhkInvevBy

But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNW9eHQJZds

So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8r1t2RRa9

I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOONcsa568O

But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDeuB9cDlP

I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMKW44DO1w

So calling it off, was it that bad?1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2brCVpYZgl

Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm7cxG1SLZ

BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb2M64T8h1

But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYy9jiFrOi

If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgGZfojjtZ

But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Rb0euU6aR

He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwxldKmtnH

So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUXgpxqEam

Henceforth, we have this. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMMEquQTWi

Thanks for bearing with me. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLx3IFeP8oI

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