Confessions of an Addict - #1 Entry: Why I Started This.

#1 Entry: Why I Started This.929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeGWHcCU4v

This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4h2N2XAnp

A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTbEfcEJJZ

His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHHivflOsc

Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSw9HtO0DjG

Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0J141yX4Z
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANzsnWQJhe

I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6OrcMnnQL

So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPZgV1fNd9

...929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlebeF9wnbu

And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvQ7hvWee5

Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX9Dyw4KHb

But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUOUObXPO7

So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaPuffEFz1

I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9yYh7GA6t

But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT3DQo63cJ

I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GP2xBy6ao

So calling it off, was it that bad?929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBIBWi3KxC

Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJQ6rdeZf6

BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtwFqCVEee

But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlvFIlnW7l

If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89OyHcrMAg

But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6xENwEEUv

He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BUxz5r6Oy

So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisTCULD9Uh

Henceforth, we have this. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgG7NM3xNv

Thanks for bearing with me. 929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LxqsXhZ2l

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