Confessions of an Addict - #1 Entry: Why I Started This.

#1 Entry: Why I Started This.991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55jruaPgaV

This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvePWhNSQos

A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcqud0XCvi

His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuLGiLP8Z4

Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBlZqJJ3T2

Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtvcH5W10t
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOqAdvBQSU

I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5HOTKISFS

So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU0B9PRcIO

...991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppUhKwC0KF

And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXy680Kots

Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlWsmPUU34

But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bbwsgemrV

So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlDIhJapXf

I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPKJHYfWMm

But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBWJOLVFbJ

I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJrQOtk9CB

So calling it off, was it that bad?991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyoQRw1HT5

Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zDjMmyy1p

BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkTbvNkPW0

But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvl2yveqLcQ

If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPxBv5CXum

But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoXWZr4Izm

He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡethm21RrLF

So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4eLWnX3RN

Henceforth, we have this. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ORf9WivDQ

Thanks for bearing with me. 991Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hM3fnQm7L

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