每天六點半，我便要起床。但通常我會在鬧鐘六點半響起時把它按停，任由自己睡到七點多才起床。這導致我每天都要在十五分鐘之內弄好所有東西，包括刷牙洗面換校服吃早餐收拾背包紮頭髮，然後匆匆忙忙地衝出門口，追趕那班能讓我準時到達學校的公交車。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7FFNTascK
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這就是我的日常。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe415C7ZLtK
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwWURC6H5I
上課老師總在先說教後教書。我每次聽的時候，眼皮特別沉重，腦海徘徊的一把聲音經常提醒我「不要睡。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9GZvOd7kS
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrR2R0usDI
但是，這次我沒有理會那把聲音，忍不住睡著了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5WI9XxFWW
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWfkdCK4od
不知過了多久，我意識到，周圍好像太安靜了，便緩緩張開了眼睛，想看看到底怎麼一回事。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2llKVLY0y
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SgDIL3bi7
一張開眼睛，我環視四周，教室裏所有人都不見了，心中很是愕然。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBWNO88cIH
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJXpN1KWiX
窗外的天空和雲霞染成了橘紅色，太陽都下山了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphRQApeLO3
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5PYDyKVBH
放學了？怎麼沒有人喚醒我呢？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTfBh07MFM
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJe8gtjjh1
不管了。我趕緊把桌面的東西都塞進背包裏，匆促地離開學校。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPeUEdJCfV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ303JT157
回到家裏，我的母親大人在廚房裏埋首做菜；我那煩人的弟弟正在做功課，一臉苦惱的樣子；爸一如往常地在公司加班還沒回家。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6msY4pW5e
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK4sUARls9
我打開房門，一開燈，嚇了一大跳。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWKgdvdeOX
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JI6FxHusX
媽呀，也太整齊了吧！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbYHNkXwaa
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF17Y0uKrFe
床鋪得整齊不多說，我早上亂扔的衣服襪子都不見了，還有其他我的東西不知為何全堆滿在書桌下的紙箱裏。書桌上擺著一個相架，那是我的畢業照。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvwS69ZrPe
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWem62uApF
慢著，這好像不是我小學的畢業照？但我才剛上高二，沒可能是中學畢業照吧？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhVGeW5vBT
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xN3dHkiXq
我急切地衝出房門，想問一下我媽是什麼回事。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDy4jqRqBR
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGDLEz74yp
「媽，你怎麼把我擺好的東西都收藏起來呢？還有，那畢業相片是什麼鬼？我哪時候高中畢業呢？」我嘴問個不停。講完之後，屋裏沒有一個人回應我，連正眼都沒瞧一下。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxSzLGWqhS
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf9hBMx3FV
「媽！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUSuZj5Ciq
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hCeQdisW0
平時我媽在我一進屋的時候會說：「回來了？趕緊坐下準備吃飯。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VlYtVRFTO
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxCHrOV79Q
我走到我弟身旁，想打探一下母親大人是否生氣了？是否終於因為父親大人經常加班晚歸家而生氣了？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeu9bF4Y5x
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTDMn9vPzo
我仔細瞧瞧我弟，像是長大了不少的模樣。一時之下，忘了問。然後我爸回來了。他居然比平時提前了五、六個小時回家！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzkZ80RFNg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNm9YGCL1H
他放下公事包，脫了鞋子，一進屋便開電視，整個人半躺在沙發上，拿著搖控按了幾下。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXdp063RB6
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qOE5Bttdm
爸爸整個人看上去憔悴不少，看來工作真的太辛苦了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8HtnrueIx
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfhvL7Ikag
媽媽冒出好多白髮，看來為家事操心太多了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiNpwyVxcm
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosk1Lf2X3k
自上初中之後，課業繁重，我吃完飯便躲在房間裏做功課，要不是就上上網、玩玩手機，打打遊戲……多年來都沒有仔細地瞧瞧他們，更甭提我爸，他每天加班到凌晨才回家，吃晚飯總缺他一人。我平日就宅在房間裏，一假期就溜出去跟朋友逛街，見我爸的時間更是少之又少。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJVzb6SM68
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPJGXaozt3
「快來吃飯了！」我媽把菜一道道端上桌，我弟就負責盛飯和擺放筷子。這小伙子，沒想到你也有那麼懂事的一天，居然會幹活了！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSeL8kAbWH
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Wr6Rzf8D7
但是，為什麼只有三雙筷子呢？我們今天是四個人呢！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdVsgcDwmt
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEG7RvPmSE
這次吃飯的氣氛比平日更加的安靜和沉重。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QywYgq3Id
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9y7RI4I4q
「今天功課怎樣？」媽媽吃了口飯，抬眼望下弟弟。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdAnkn7vMB
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUP5iMht8g
「功課有些地方我不太懂，待會我會打電話問問同學怎麼做。」弟弟一副胸有成竹的樣子。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAT9n3mQor
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39E3QLY4qM
「爸媽，你們放心。我會好好努力學習，長大以後替姐姐賺更多錢來孝敬你們。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSKVtdkSQm
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OBVoSg50B
我這弟，真是長大了，挺會說，說得連我都感動了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmWEsIevUP
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eoI4XsmPb
「好，好。」媽媽聲音哽咽，眼睛紅紅的，低頭繼續吃。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3ons8NQnP
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpaZkvcPh4
爸爸以為沒有人知道，偷偷把眼淚擦掉，默默吃飯。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qaejlzc3f
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm1qAnC8D3
「真有那麼感動到要哭嗎？今天大家是怎麼回事？」我看著他們，一臉不解。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1bk4XH1am
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0OvSejF4l
他們繼續吃飯，沒有理會我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN46H5CrDP
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaPUthhLuz
我開始焦躁起來，忍不住大吼：「你們到底有沒有聽見我說話？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDMzLUM1nm
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA7jkQiw0w
他們仍然沒有理會我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PcgISUdTD
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡereGIsFrdt
「別逗我玩了，你們回應一下我，好嗎？」我激動得快要哭出來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm3aR6HGjT
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96opbl1dc0
此時，電視機失靈的訊號畫面和聲音吸引住我的目光。我走到電視機前，電視機便立刻恢復正常。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae31QhAray
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuLJdIoKL6
「『鴻蔣街空擲路人事件』的涉事犯人今天法庭提堂……死者為十八歲女子鄧家晴，於今年十一月三日在鴻蔣街經過途中被從十八樓擲下的玻璃瓶擊中頭部，昏迷入院，當晚傷重不治。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8P9wNguHP
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuaG4hfAZa
這……是我？我愣住了。我死了？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUZSshqhXC
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX8Sgw36vw
我瞟了一眼新聞的時間，寫著「二零零二年十二月八日下午六點五十分」。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86tc4bRRUP
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYYLPdEpZ5
難道我穿越到兩年後了？然後發現兩年後我死了？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMfOtzJv3Q
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPOCHt4ebP
一切來得太突然了，嚇得我差點暈過去。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpCkweB1c2
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuPUYjVRup
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我走到屋外，天色已黑。走出大廈，橫過馬路，我看到一輛貨車正要衝紅燈，我來不及反應，下意識用手擋住，整輛車穿過了我的身體。這時我才反應過來，對的，這裏的我已經死了，而兩年前的我的靈魂穿越到兩年後的街上遊蕩。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAn6JdxrcZ4
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx4GW5fdtc
我坐在對面公園的鞦韆上，盪幾下，柱與環咔吱咔吱的磨擦聲在無人的公園裏顯得格外響亮。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCdcDlOZcf
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRXnglVKiL
我一轉身，便見到我爸從大廈大門走出來。有一個男人在大門外與他會合。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizmSnHiKF5
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFgOGa59v6
我隨後跟著爸爸和那男人。不久，我們便到了離家八九百米遠的路邊攤。看他們和老闆娘的反應，像經常來似的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zJpAGEDsX
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiQCrpDf0Z
他們點了幾瓶啤酒和一碟小菜。我就坐在我爸對面，跟他倆圍坐在一起。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L58p74c5d
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE1dEz1BTV
「我打算離婚了。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2c3egHzG0
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfYu7r0gpP
我很錯愕，不敢相信講出此話的人是我爸。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fgb8hfCn8
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtJwb9pIA8
「你真的認真想清楚了嗎？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE0vBaiStv
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4xDdWO3ye
「我們倆之間早已沒有愛了。我一直遲遲不離，都是因為還有兩個孩子。如今我女兒走了，只剩下我兒子。我不想再假裝加班，當個好丈夫好爸爸的形象，一直以來我太累了，是時候讓我兒子知道真相。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrX32OUr9t
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOaRMoFHmL
「但你女兒才剛走一個月，你兒子才小五，你太太已經失去了女兒。要是你離婚了，你這樣做對他們打擊更大！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaHi82wHXf
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvZqN38yJM
爸爸一直大口大口地灌酒灌個不停，臉頰通紅：「自從生了孩子之後，她一直顧著打理家庭事務。我是非常感激她的。但是她總是很忙碌，對我不理不睬，甚至可以一整天都不跟我講話。我在外工作，回到家裏又要對著一個不會跟我溝通的愛人，就讓我很難受。我們倆的關係變得愈來愈陌生，就像兩個陌生人跟孩子住在一塊，當初的愛早就磨滅不見了，剩下的只有撫養孩子的責任。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ca9KrHzsp
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mFWleqmDi
「閨女走了，我打擊也很大。但這也讓我更不忍心再隱瞞下去。我希望兒子能早點明白，早點接受事實，好讓他找到真正的幸福，而不是繼續待在虛假的、表面和諧的家庭之中，過著他以為的幸福一輩子。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IJksuRS0U
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1sUAUdsNF
「那你之後有何打算？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorFOudoNtA
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUn3H1vaGA
「我打算自個兒搬出去。但我仍會跟她一起撫養兒子，直到兒子畢業出來社會工作。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UnimRXX7k
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrjx4h1ZiW
我眼睜睜看著爸爸喝光了一瓶瓶的啤酒。他整張臉紅得發燙似的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA9GrRp2oB
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmOn9ghXzU
我從未注意到，原來爸媽的關係早已經變得那麼的陌生。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLLp5z1qdd
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjJeU9Vd5h
我回到家，見到媽媽坐在沙發上看電視，仔細一看，原來她睡覺了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2DtRUSyRF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uDi5qVLXc
我從她睡房裏拿出被子來，輕輕蓋在她身上。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnudDYFHox
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CBhHK4Q0v
媽媽臉上的皺紋變得很多，白髮也愈來愈多。從前的我從未注意到過媽媽是如此為我和弟弟那般操心，甚至把她大半生的時間都奉獻在家庭上，但她沒有過半點怨言。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqDc5Gym9j
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIDo6GtwTE
我弟弟在房間裏溫習，全神貫注的模樣讓我十分慚愧。如今作為家中大女兒的我走了，他要作為家中惟一的兒子承擔起照顧老父母親的責任。然後爸爸又說要跟媽媽離婚，年紀輕輕的他，要如何承受和面對這一切負面壓力。說到底，都是因為自己從沒關心和注意到家中每一個人。我生前從未盡過作為長女的責任。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCI5J7mKTa
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHOIkSFq2N
想到這，我的眼淚一下爆發出來，我很自責，也很懊悔。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡha9BMRjmGN
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs05mCq5XRj
如果我能返回二零零零年，我會好好珍惜兩年的時間。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBpSddls3y
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR9e3oMsrC
我眨了一眼，發覺自己仍坐在教室裏自己的座位上。同學們在專心致志地抄著老師在黑板上寫的筆記。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjCu0paHi8
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjihDRhejx
看來，我真的回來了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J5vmCvQwv
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KjWE2NM8o
我挺直身，拿起簿子和筆，一邊抄著筆記，一邊含著淚水，忍住沒哭出來，不然待會同學們會覺得我神經病。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNhNTo5kaG
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClb0HqSEKV
放學回到家裏，母親大人在廚房裏忙著做菜，一聽到我回家，她像平時那樣漫不經心地對我說：「回來了？趕緊坐下準備吃飯。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlizw9MMrss
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaOrBlQVQ2
我上前，從背後抱了她一下，忍住淚水，笑著說：「媽，辛苦妳了。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs890j8yMLe
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt3rI3KtQA
她先是因為我這舉動嚇了一跳，其後拍拍我的緊抱她的手，說：「沒事的，先坐下吧。飯菜待會好。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5muaGuu2x
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gEiUtC3M7
我鬆開手，立馬轉身背著她，快速地把眼淚擦掉，笑了笑應道：「我換換衣，待會過來幫忙。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Jy9JOB7Hu
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAKaxvpVhb
媽媽有點詫異：「我們家晴真長大了。」語氣很是欣慰。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVrys6ZydV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpQoaFtN46
我打開弟弟房門，往房內偷看了一眼。他正盤坐在地上玩前幾天爸爸送他的模型車。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj217sHlCvY
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCqhqdbHP4
「在玩什麼呀，家晞？」我故意問。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrOceOXkJF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZpnK8lyEk
「玩模型車。」弟弟顧著玩車沒看我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcAvi3hwnU
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2RICQFCoQ
「那功課呢？做好了沒？」我問。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQXX5F7zSO
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKDWQdB0YH
「還沒。我不會做，不想做了。」弟弟仍舊沒看我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9jQFpFMqI
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjHdYgivYw
「姐姐教你做，好不？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbijfXUwQy
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7K0NVUY3E
他終於抬頭，眼睛圓圓地望著我：「真的？好呀！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjPJNZMpoh
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVXZaPM4mv
我踏進房間，輕輕把房門關上，教了他做幾道題。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXd8J4O9vH
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHNSIbVBsu
「吃飯了！」媽媽喊。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf1H3HMUxd
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozuPsQrLlz
我拖著弟弟的小手，走出房間到客廳去。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILT5X97uN3
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIlwhD52J4
弟弟乖乖坐到自己的位置上。而我就幫忙端菜、盛飯、擺筷子。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdOptbGVad
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsaP3WfqmN
「嘩，姐姐今天不一樣了！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LuRCja3wV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBOiupyKtE
我回頭看一眼弟弟，他正用那雙圓圓大眼注視著我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Cw1nd5TOK
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3ECBzNJKi
我得意地笑了一笑。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVUnczwnMJ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDxTVNE1JF
我夾了幾塊肉和菜先給了母親大人，後給了我那可愛的弟弟，對弟弟說：「我們家晞要多吃才能快高長大喲。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFH1QD2dgKF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZazM7u8cX
弟弟聽完，立刻低頭多吃幾口。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkg2s4uc8tG
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEFCXUfvgV
「對了，媽，爸有沒有說他加班幾點回來？」我一邊吃，一邊瞅瞅我媽。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf26pdMjIk
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4xaFZIduH
「沒有。」她平淡道。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrpEZRCYZF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlyW5dCjfc
「要不我打電話過去問一下？」我放下筷子，趕緊把飯菜吞了，急忙衝到家裏電話前。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOiCsvvVz3
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfegCwgIl6E
「媽，爸電話多少？我太久沒打給他了。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aNQ5OOTNR
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HL06XwsQT
媽媽見到我慌張的樣子，也放下碗飯，走到我身旁，說：「你看，電話旁邊不就是電話簿嗎？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8VlyGsI8W
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs8MQ0bdLb
我趁媽媽翻電話簿的時間，默默回到自己的位上：「媽，還是你打吧！你比較熟悉，而且我實在太太太餓了，想先吃飯！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0CwQ0EGwW
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe0oCiXfXk
媽媽無奈地合上電話簿，撥起了電話。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwaL6xldU7
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZkrK2ZULo
我狡猾地笑了笑。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZxVlh2BbD
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DyShUd2W3
打完之後，媽媽平淡地回到位置上繼續吃飯。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYymuQ78TU
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISfGM6pd9r
「爸說幾點回來？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8HzfciEW3
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMSpgMMxqi
「他說今天不是很忙，很快會回來。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4VJKXHnSZ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjz10Mqf2j
我偷偷觀察我媽的反應，她雖然看上去很平靜，但嘴角其實有一點點的笑意。反正我是這麼認為的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp3R5vueNr
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35nVQ2tlej
母親大人吃了口飯又停下來，到廚房裏拿了一個碟子過來夾菜，說是要留給父親大人。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf35SSEaq0P
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxx9E6aWC9B
我可還沒飽。好吧，現在我沒得吃，要跟我爸爭寵去了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2woDwNk92
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolGVhhKMxW
-456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXeoqE6Sj9
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MYqbLYNxk
某天我朋友說假期要帶我去我之前很想去的小島走走，但我把它推掉了，說我有點事兒改天再去。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzMSr6IvRI
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mtWeu7U2v
其實也不是什麼特別的事，只是我想先把假期時間騰出來留給我爸。我很久沒有認真仔細地看一下我爸，跟他聊聊天。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLmdwyQBgS
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZlf9q8BGY
今天爸爸放假，他很早就起，跟平日沒倆樣。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRBSDPbgQH
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYfNPQP6gu
因為我和弟都不用上學，所以媽媽不用早起為我們煮早餐，假期就睡晚點。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTd6xNlFaO
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFYGST6gKa
爸爸坐在椅上看報紙，看樣子應該還沒吃早飯。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCHCas8XuV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBwB3uuUSQ
我進到廚房，煎了個蛋，加了幾塊煙肉和面包，擺進碟裏端出來放到他前面的桌上。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexv5nQdscn
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfScBSJec0f
他放下報紙，看了一眼，驚呆了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdErUN9v1I
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxCuQnV0MX
「爸，你是不是因為我的廚藝太好所以很驚訝呢？」我好奇地看著他。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zxCsat7l4
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8QVDI2gYu
他回我說：「不是。是你從未為我煮過一頓。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEORQNm2evM
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfrUgiOPEh
「你先試一下，看看我手勢怎樣。」我有點期待地看著他。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsXsZ7Gkl4
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojd9xihi3O
他吃了一口蛋，咳了幾聲：「有點咸。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KwALtc3hl
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEwD2akQ3q
我嘗了一口，鹽放太多，超級咸。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5akXjkD6c
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJAcFIeFWc
他安慰我說：「第一次煮，算是不錯了。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3leigjBCn
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT11pYralgw
我把剛沖的咖啡端到他前，說：「咖啡也試試。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSuyjem1Tl
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgc7z9tccc
爸爸喝了一口咖啡，臉上五官堆到一起：「太，甜了。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG17LVdeJB
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEsSHbfkdC
太甜？慢著，我終於記起來我還沒放糖。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSnzJlyfYO
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvCbZiCj5S
「謝謝，我乖女兒的心意我收到了。說吧，一大早找我想跟我說點什麼？」爸爸似乎看得出來我的意圖。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObTJzGWpjv
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UZiSiodQi
我從褲袋掏出兩張電影門票，放到桌上：「我聽說母親大人她想看這齣電影，剛好我朋友說她沒空去，就把這兩張送我。家晞纏著我說今天想讓我陪他玩玩你送他的模型車。我就想讓爸你陪母親大人去看，可不要浪費這兩張門票喲！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdPjuY50Vf
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PLZEpIDiQ
父親大人側頭瞇起眼，望向我：「我看那『朋友』是你本人吧？你講了這麼多，其實只有最後一句話是真的吧？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OFfYVbflz
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfkMSxZe7a
「哎喲，父親大人懂我意思就好啦。」我衝他一笑。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhZU5Ut4dw
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHOrDUcKhS
「你這丫頭，書不好好讀，鬼點子可多了。」他突然敲一下我的頭。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVgNJmIkug
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjV1SYisJn
「爸，你和媽今天就過過二人世界。我會留在家裏，照顧弟弟，好好學習，你大可放心。」我得意盈盈地笑了一笑。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJq5el9r0sR
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4CwjQh0iH
「你們一大早在聊什麼？」我回頭一看，只見我媽從睡房裏走出來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AGDhoeY1E
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJM9cEpNfl
「是不是我們聲太大嘈醒你？」我很是抱歉，但一想起正事就立刻打起精神來：「爸說有要事跟你說。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yQF9Q1KWa
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmKBZDQhiU
媽媽很驚訝，朝我爸一看，問：「是什麼事？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTqZf9LOjK
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviTk8h30qN
爸爸隨即拿起桌上的兩張電影門票，問：「惠芯，今天我們倆去看電影，好嗎？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEMcEY4KRg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEXLMkCh6d
媽媽瞄一眼我，又看了一眼爸爸，憂心忡忡地說：「那留家晴和家晞在家裏可行不行？再說家晴你不是要跟朋友出去玩嗎？那誰顧著家晞？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZVS4Hi6wr
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfaYB5512g
「媽你放心，今天我沒人約，我可以留在家裏照顧弟弟。」我信誓旦旦地說。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeuW4IlUik
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qFYMSAeXb
媽媽還是有點猶豫：「但是……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFggMLI23sT
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78sGkVz35x
「女兒說叫我們放心，你還不信嗎？」爸爸擅自替媽做了決定，對我萬般叮囑：「好好照顧弟弟，也別忘了好好複習功課。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YMiIwtaEu
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYW87Eqh7kZ
「知道了。」我捂嘴笑了一笑。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtjc9KE9FP
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycE5oNY2hy
-456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5yUt3IG75
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcHURPamea
自那天後，家裏熱鬧不少，他們倆話題變多了。爸爸每天放工時間都變早了，他說最近工作少了許多，可以不用加班早點回家。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjV7tPl8M1
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeYMQBxorx
其實這秘密只有我知道，爸爸是因為跟媽媽關係變得更好了，所以沒必要再假裝加班下去。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIk12OruU8
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lSHiSXDeb
弟弟年紀雖小，但卻很懂事。平日見到我進廚房幫忙的時候，也會跟著我身後看看怎麼弄，偶爾我會讓他幫一點小忙。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43ozSq5b2C
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo1Y3OKQzV
至於學業，我弟比我更加用功。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiaSL8Fs9E
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS4ws7teyG
但自那次靈魂出竅的經歷後，我不敢有半點想怠慢的想法。我把更多的時間留給了家人和學業，而不是網絡和遊戲。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4JVZuHBQj
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdwCCp7VLm
我平日早上都準時起床，時間好像騰出來許多。偶爾我會讓我媽不用那麼早起床，早餐讓我來準備。吃完早餐我還有些鬆動的時間，不像以前那樣很匆忙地趕回學校。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQALfTEk2C
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J1AY2N8lD
我比之前更用功讀書學習，成績提升不少，還有過幾次老師表揚我說我進步很多。我的朋友假期沒再頻繁地找我去玩，反倒會找我幫忙解題和一起學習。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lP2ut4YXZ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRg7jcjmCL
我覺得我整個人變得更好、更開心、更幸福了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLxhfV2hwr
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mPhmtfDWz
而我最大的心願是能以好成績高中畢業，畢業的時候不是一個人在照片上，而是跟家人一起拍的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNj7dwgdAt
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBVKE4kGc7
晃眼兩年便過去，我高中畢業了三個多月。如我所願，那張高中畢業照是我們一家人一起拍的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJil2KGPTA5
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvak5q5HPQA
我把照片用相框架好，擺放在我的書桌上。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWvvEx1xE9
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI3DUKp4xp
我想了許久，決定還是寫一封信留給他們。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63Cq32ECRT
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjk3TpeA1vk
但是，我想了幾小時都想不出來要怎麼寫，一直寫了又擦，擦了又寫。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aIHMTpahs
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOLnWtX5VR
總覺得我應該是有好多話要講，但腦海卻一片空白。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTdjiyDjuo
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFzMZMTrRd
我放下筆，收拾一下書桌的東西，又順便收拾整個房間。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQQ015TBpU
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kkPajrUSN
就這樣，太陽下山，我都寫不出一個字來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj60CIgaAqK
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7usDPDp1g
我更換衣服，決定到公園散散步。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn3QihiprJ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy3rg6rANg
我坐在公園裏的長櫈上，凝望著染成金黃色的天空和雲朵。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXuYM0WSGq
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHGWnxLnNV
過了不知多久，我也記不起我在想什麼，然而當我回過神的時候，才發現到有個男人坐在我身旁，而且似乎坐了已有一段時間。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8bzh4oaQo
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他身穿黑色大衣，身子裹得厚厚的，身型很高大。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR8uhnlGgh
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我一開始感到奇怪，但後來也沒想太多。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf5gq7GJyH
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突然，他開口：「要是你只有一天時間，你想做些什麼？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQWGVyEGm1
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我望望左右邊，沒有其他人。他似乎是在問我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZYeWJePeb
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他這樣問我，是什麼意思呢？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbGTCdEdGd
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我想了一想，回答他：「一天時間好像不太夠用。」我接著說：「當時間流逝，一天天過去，每天行屍走肉，你會覺得一天都嫌多。但當你有了人生目標之後，就發覺一天怎麼都不夠用，因為想做的事情實在太多太多了……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYSg9jMQEm
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他聽完我說，表情依舊平靜，不久又再問：「那你還有留戀嗎？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WpmStyge3
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我仔細想了一想，才應道：「那當然，我還留戀著我家附近那家蛋糕店的味道，那是我最愛吃的。」不知為何，跟他聊天沒有陌生的感覺，反倒覺得很安心。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDMnMQF2Bq
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他又追問：「那人呢？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx3l0gGu3r
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我回答他：「我家人。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwVj27VgF8
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他又問：「你留戀他們什麼？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwVxq5861a
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「所有的一切。因為我再也沒辦法留在他們身邊，也再沒辦法看見他們。」說到這，我忍不住哭了出來。因為再不哭，我就連哭的機會都沒有了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ8KYBbWYm
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我一邊哭，一邊打量著眼前這個奇奇怪怪、面無表情的男人，一時衝出口問了一句：「你是人嗎？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVRcTb28dW
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他沒回答我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5Q1ZfhKEq
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也是，這奇怪的問題叫人怎麼回答。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4lA2kjbdL
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「你為什麼問我這麼多問題？我又不認識你！」我哽咽著。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15sLLXki7t
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「你認識我的，只是你忘記而已。」他語氣堅定。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicy53TYQHj
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他是不是神經病呀？算，不管他了，我可沒空想別的事。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXv92Xum1kv
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我站起來，擦擦眼淚，頭也不回地轉身離開。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSdSNZLsnq
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回到房裏，我又重新拿起筆。這次我腦海不再空白了，就開始往信上寫：我走了，不用念掛。你們要好好照顧自己。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcufgAK2Ay
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我在信封背面寫著：「致最愛的你們」。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbJ9wH4ZwK
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