「I love you , but I can’t respect you.」爸爸第二次說這句話,在我十八歲生日那天。那種語氣,沒有任何責備的意味,恍如初春的霧氣,輕輕的沒有任何重量,卻足以令你整天忐忑不安。297Please respect copyright.PENANAkVq4RmfZhY
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那天是三月九日,很巧合,也是Barbie的誕生日。爸爸特地請假和我換領成人身份證,一大早我們便在酒樓吃了一頓豐富的早餐,那時爸爸的眼睛的聚焦功能滿好的,他看著我時,雙眼發出耀眼的光芒,即使酒樓內燈光昏暗,我還是感受到街外陽光的氣息。297Please respect copyright.PENANAxCIH5zU6rs
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「十八歲了!人生的新開始。」排隊登記時,爸爸撫著我的頭道。297Please respect copyright.PENANAAN1XxFl0K2
「嗯。」我點了點頭,有點兒不好意思。297Please respect copyright.PENANAm9HDyJ5XtL
「鄧安義?!」登記員抬頭看了我一眼。297Please respect copyright.PENANAUo5VY2djbL
「這張個人資料你核對一下吧!有錯的用筆刪掉,寫回正確的資料;若沒問題的話就在右下角簽名。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAwnTiq5OLmU
我和爸爸捧著那張資料表,在等候區裡安靜的坐著。297Please respect copyright.PENANAw5oiar1MfI
我低頭俯視著放在腿上的表格,不知哪來的衝動,我趁著爸爸不為意時,悄悄拿起藏在褲袋裡的藍筆,慢慢的移近那表格,筆尖由上而下、由下而上的游走,我微咬著嘴唇,在錶面的倒影裡卻赫然發現眼裡的笑意。297Please respect copyright.PENANAqEZzOUFc0U
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十分鐘後,在登記員錯愕的眼神和四周人們奇怪的目光下,爸爸把資料表狠狠的擲在地上,用十年前那一夜看媽媽的眼神看著我。我低著頭,緊握雙手,默然不語。 突然他把我襯衫的領口向左扯了一扯,我感到左肩膀爬滿了涼意。低頭看看,粉紅色的、滾著白色蕾絲的胸罩帶正乖乖地螫伏在我的肌膚上。297Please respect copyright.PENANAilIqcZ32Hr
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「I love you , but I can’t respect you.」是爸爸的聲音。297Please respect copyright.PENANAnPiAE4eHCZ
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爸爸看了我好久好久,突然嘆了一口氣,頭也不回地轉身離去。297Please respect copyright.PENANAG0evGYVTlY
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姓名:鄧安義 .芭比297Please respect copyright.PENANAunMC8hG3mQ
Name:Ben Tang (Barbie)297Please respect copyright.PENANAOnAilwmbgH
性別: 男 50%女50%男297Please respect copyright.PENANASbfN6hJBgb
Sex : M free-male but not female297Please respect copyright.PENANACaYFUSI6sa
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我原地站著,淚珠一滴一滴的降到地面,迴迴轉轉地,積成一池死水。297Please respect copyright.PENANAc41a4h2UTB
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