第十五章 沒休止的遊戲♀41Please respect copyright.PENANAZWp49AhKhi
……….開始了,卻不忍結束!我想,我開始厭倦這場沒休止的猜心遊戲。……….41Please respect copyright.PENANAb2VKrWgE6o
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我在床上盤膝而坐,靜靜的擁著懷中的毛毛小熊。41Please respect copyright.PENANAxBoaafcCTA
今年的冬天待得特別久,我雖然穿著厚厚的毛衣,但身體還是因為抵不住寒冷而發抖。41Please respect copyright.PENANA6vLndfQyFu
我從衣袋裡抽出冰冷的雙手,放在臉前,對著它們不斷吁氣。41Please respect copyright.PENANAxVQg4hrmtm
這樣似乎暖多了!一絲絲的霧氣從口中吹出,在空中柔柔的飄浮著,彷如清晨時森林小屋的炊煙。41Please respect copyright.PENANAY6cvg2BOjZ
如果這刻你在我身旁的話,我肯定不會感到寒冷吧!41Please respect copyright.PENANANmEU8C40TV
忽然腦海裡又浮現你的臉容。41Please respect copyright.PENANACWDH9MuwVg
我揉了揉剛燙曲的短髮,不忿的甩了甩頭。41Please respect copyright.PENANAPNigoBk6oX
顧小喬真是個沒用的傢伙!寂寞時就總會想著他。我暗罵著。41Please respect copyright.PENANA4z5kjnZopZ
但你也未免太狠心吧!41Please respect copyright.PENANApIQ0jVDV6Z
和你冷戰了近十四天,你卻連一通電話也沒搖給我。41Please respect copyright.PENANAT6JlbS6pnF
想著、想著,雙曈又不期然的朦朧起來。41Please respect copyright.PENANAWZkW4gg79O
我索了索鼻子,用手背抺了抺眼角。41Please respect copyright.PENANAMOsAPZleSa
難道經歷了這麼多的事,我們還不能確認彼此嗎?41Please respect copyright.PENANAorlJ0YMWmz
我說的氣話,你卻把它當成真言。41Please respect copyright.PENANAwPjMRidawf
待了這些年了,我和你,大概也習慣了思念吧!41Please respect copyright.PENANAnnuRies2VN
所以,一旦無風無浪的擁在一起時,我總會害怕此情此景只是一場瞬間轉逝的夢。41Please respect copyright.PENANA2sLdmoiee7
因為害怕,所以無風起浪;潮去浪回時,我們又擁著對方,等待著另一次的風浪,周元復此,不斷循環。41Please respect copyright.PENANArFuiYHbLI5
我們的關係,就是這樣膠著,停滯不前。41Please respect copyright.PENANAcCH4e6Am6l
戀愛開始了,卻不忍結束!我想,我開始厭倦這場沒休止的猜心遊戲。41Please respect copyright.PENANAG0LThIpFU6
我只希望有一個確實的答案!41Please respect copyright.PENANAy8TlOndC2o
我合上雙眼,默默的感受著清晨的氣息;露台上一盤盤的花兒傳來陣陣幽幽的花香,刺激著腦部的每一根神經。41Please respect copyright.PENANAgtSYGjz7wv
我想,我是時候決定些什麼了!41Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8MECnPa4U
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我拖著行李箱,在家來回踱步。41Please respect copyright.PENANALUhIg5uqXu
媽媽從廚房走出來,狐疑的看著我。41Please respect copyright.PENANAkXC2q3T9ZS
「你在這兒幹什麼?別錯過了時間啊!」媽媽用毛巾抺了抺濕漉漉的手,問。41Please respect copyright.PENANAyBxHWCb8sk
「沒……什麼!」我在門前止住了腳步,支支吾吾的應道。41Please respect copyright.PENANADQm7NUecCh
媽媽只是看了我一眼,又回到廚房去了。41Please respect copyright.PENANAhjdpVmai5j
我像呆了般站著,四周寂然無聲。41Please respect copyright.PENANAKsTuXNh3Ue
我應該找你嗎?若不辭而別的話,似乎太不近人情了。41Please respect copyright.PENANA450sqQ5UK1
抖擻精神後,我挺直了身子,然後步出家門。41Please respect copyright.PENANALinE2MFD8G
大門緩緩的合上了,一陣沉重的聲音響遍長廊,彷彿在預告著些什麼。41Please respect copyright.PENANASyRpjLFrGf
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我站在空無一人的街道上,正拿著電話發呆。41Please respect copyright.PENANA0tteea2fOg
到美國留學是兩個月前才決定的事,在重遇你那時,我本以為我們可以守護著彼此,直至生命最後的那一剎!41Please respect copyright.PENANARrgtipYnsO
但,事與願違,生命從來都是不能預計的。41Please respect copyright.PENANArdskjaNm9v
那天和你分手後,媽媽再次向我提起留學的事。她很希望我答應到美國留學,從一開始便是。41Please respect copyright.PENANA55VwM68ow1
「阿喬,你很快便會明白,有很多東西比愛情重要。」媽媽牽著我的手,語重深長的說。41Please respect copyright.PENANAbYyAVqA9CR
她知道你是我放棄留學的最大原因。41Please respect copyright.PENANAwCyUJyaWeo
我不願再次失去你。但這一刻我才明白,我們在很久以前,己經把對方完完全全的失去了。41Please respect copyright.PENANAduPiVosXq4
又或者,那份所謂的愛情,只屬於中學時的你和我。41Please respect copyright.PENANAKChZe6ZEiO
是的,只限於回憶的已死的愛情。41Please respect copyright.PENANAQYefUfZ8gv
我告訴媽媽我今天會依照計劃到美國時,她興奮得流下淚來。媽媽的願望終於得以實現了,她希望我能夠完成碩士學位,以完她年少時未能完成的夢。41Please respect copyright.PENANAgxZCRipMJP
我看著她,眼淚微微溢出。41Please respect copyright.PENANAvgiHzphGJM
那天本想和你商量這件事,但最後還是分手收場!41Please respect copyright.PENANARE7M9v67jG
十四天了!你真的愛我的話,你為什麼不找我?41Please respect copyright.PENANAodSTQ3bDsh
我不明白,這麼多年了,我們對愛情這東西還是不能確定。也許,你早以無言無動確定了你的立場,只是我自作好夢,痴心妄想。41Please respect copyright.PENANAj1gtnzhg0A
我還是安安份份的離開這兒,離開這個佈望足跡、笑聲和淚痕的地方。41Please respect copyright.PENANATvWJTsXfdV
我愛你,但,對不起,我們還是不能在一起。41Please respect copyright.PENANAVXZKTrS0DG
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我離開的消息,只有渺兒知道,我警告過她的,不要告訴其他人,包括你和阿紫。41Please respect copyright.PENANAjkTjQEVyoz
「小喬,阿紫也不能知道嗎?」渺兒像嚇了一跳般,聲音尖尖的。41Please respect copyright.PENANAvmvKPhIo1V
「你別理。總之只有你知道,你才是我的好朋友!」我黯然道。41Please respect copyright.PENANA9ATa4YP1EJ
「阿紫也是喔。你不記得我們曾經共渡的日子,那些開心……」渺兒的聲音聽起來令人很感動。但,我已經不是昔日的小喬。41Please respect copyright.PENANAzHyZWhsL3o
「曾經,是的!但,現在我已無法面對阿紫了!我不是恨她,只是我們已無法回到從前。」我理好了情緒,一臉平靜。41Please respect copyright.PENANA1yQM0fwGDE
渺兒看了看我的臉,忽然嗚咽起來。41Please respect copyright.PENANAZWqSmfkMUn
「渺兒!你怎麼了?」我大嚇一驚,忙趨前撫撫她的臉,但卻說不出一句安慰的說話。41Please respect copyright.PENANAIMKhs9eIsM
「這麼多年了!我以為我們三個可以互相依靠直到老死,但…….一個小帆便把一切弄翻了!」渺兒一臉不忿,淚珠兒不停的滑下。41Please respect copyright.PENANAoZQIgnqBmh
「感情向來就是脆弱的!」我啞著嗓子,輕嘆道。41Please respect copyright.PENANACv5rc7GsA8
「你還愛小帆的!為什麼要放棄?」渺兒向來都明白我對小帆的心意,一臉的嘆息。41Please respect copyright.PENANALNIYXXs07i
「我們之間太多荊棘了!我怕…我怕再走下去,我會倒下。真的,走了這麼久,是時候歇一歇了。」我忍著淚,屏息著。41Please respect copyright.PENANAhvpKWYvN0L
「你不會後悔嗎?」她睜大眼睛,看著我。41Please respect copyright.PENANAeFI3hT4KsY
「可能會,可能不會。說不定。但,我知道我現在應該幹些什麼!無論如何你都會支持我的,對不對?」我握著她的手,釋然一笑。41Please respect copyright.PENANA78l6C9bO2m
「支不支持你嘛?說不定的,看心情!」渺兒鬼馬的笑了笑。41Please respect copyright.PENANAw3322XoNZ7
「你耍我嗎?」我笑著打她,她忽然抓緊我的手,一臉認真。41Please respect copyright.PENANAOTjpbzuJv5
「你決定什麼也好,我都會支持你!只要你覺得是對。」41Please respect copyright.PENANABDDep84ARP
我的眼眶不知何時蒙上一層霧,我吸了吸鼻子,但酸酸的感覺卻縈迴不去,我緊合著唇,弄不出一點聲音。41Please respect copyright.PENANAyF7xZmhXrM
我知道,無論情況變得怎壞,我都不會孤單一人面對。41Please respect copyright.PENANAzkKgygSgYC
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分針指向十二時,我朝迎面而來的的士招了招手,的士停下來,的士司機把行李安置好後便往機場駛去。41Please respect copyright.PENANAoLQltcABqn
一路上看著沿路的風景,曾經熟悉的地方、景物,此時像走馬燈般在我眼前一一掠過。41Please respect copyright.PENANAKv9sI91dC0
心境竟出奇地平靜。我曾經以為,離開你,我會呼天搶地。原來一切都是我自己把它放大了,看真點,不過是小如鴻毛。41Please respect copyright.PENANAzfYjB7mcu8
的士上播放著電台主持訪問名人的節目,真巧合,今天的嘉賓是王貴兒。我笑了笑,靜心聽著。41Please respect copyright.PENANASY6VaAYJ4Q
主持正追問她的最新緋聞,小帆已是過氣,她最新的緋聞男友是新出道歌手Danny Ma。41Please respect copyright.PENANAVvnJWBYGv5
她聽到主持的問題後笑了好久好久,然後吐出這樣的一句。41Please respect copyright.PENANA6JkAez7Xp9
「我由始至終都只是愛著阿祈,雖然最後不能和他一起。」她認真的語氣和平時大癲大肺的她截然不同。41Please respect copyright.PENANAqFmPgCibvZ
「誰是阿祈?」主持人不放過任何一秒,立即追問。41Please respect copyright.PENANAW5gzQzmR5d
「阿祈?你啊!你不想成為阿祈嗎?我知道很多人想取代他,但他們失敗了!哈哈哈!」她又狂笑起來。41Please respect copyright.PENANAYeB7lIibSX
「她是神經病的嗎?傻楞楞的!」司機皺起了眉頭,調較到另一頻道。41Please respect copyright.PENANAwaT7vXJW8Z
我卻知道,Candy是清醒的。特別當她說出「她愛阿祈」那句時。41Please respect copyright.PENANAwZR0fIz5Tx
我們都害怕面對真正的自己,所以寧願活在假象下,每次愈表現真我,我們都以面具掩飾。然後,我們以為自己永遠不能被人看透。41Please respect copyright.PENANAgiOGA0QCrW
但,最真的你其實己表現了出來,而且赤裸裸的,毫無違漏。41Please respect copyright.PENANAgteVXLgQSU
Candy 是這樣!也許,我也是。41Please respect copyright.PENANA9uoOGNc4QF
天色忽明忽暗,我想,是時候下雨了!41Please respect copyright.PENANAyUadMmRqmu
希望今天的行程不會受到任何阻礙吧!41Please respect copyright.PENANAfvwRobx2f7
到達機場時天色灰暗,一陣陣風從後吹來,卻沒下沒點雨絲。41Please respect copyright.PENANApQ50EOZdq0
我拖著行李,緩步走到候機室,那裡早已坐滿了乘客,我環視了兩、三回後,便挑了角落的一個位子坐下。41Please respect copyright.PENANAKxytVanOrn
剛坐下來,正把行李安放好時,我口袋裡的手提電話忽然響了起來。41Please respect copyright.PENANA1qzxSYFguP
是渺兒的短訊息。41Please respect copyright.PENANAKRv9ppE7pb
「沒什麼!只是想說:對不起。」41Please respect copyright.PENANA8B7Kzz6tZr
我盯著電話的熒幕好一陣子,渺兒這個訊息真的有點莫名奇妙。41Please respect copyright.PENANAzDvuRa9KPA
好端端的說什麼「對不起」?41Please respect copyright.PENANAlBrxjrpCoZ
我急忙按下回覆鍵:「發生了什麼事?」41Please respect copyright.PENANAKxJKcNJQha
我握著電話的手因緊張而微滲汗水,本來已平靜的心這時卻無故興起了漣漪。41Please respect copyright.PENANA7h8JJr8hLv
渺兒究竟想說些什麼?41Please respect copyright.PENANAGoYnByLbBH
她一句短短的句子,竟令我驚惶失措。41Please respect copyright.PENANAvFHPPXr0WC
此時電話又發出刺耳的鈴聲,我低頭定睛一看。41Please respect copyright.PENANAzhglatIrlo
她回覆了!41Please respect copyright.PENANAZW8Oj3e9VZ
「你很快便明白的。總之是我背叛了你。對不起。」41Please respect copyright.PENANALmQuBLv2qw
她的話令我更迷茫,究竟發生了什麼事?41Please respect copyright.PENANA57eOhXWtp0
我定神想了想,還是忍不住的撥電話給她。41Please respect copyright.PENANAyXV0j29iGd
電話「嘟嘟嘟」的響了良久,忽然斷絕了連結。41Please respect copyright.PENANAPew2iYZQaL
看來她是有心避我。但,我不明白,她為什麼避我?41Please respect copyright.PENANAsrPbw4Ao6R
她又幹了什麼背叛我的事?41Please respect copyright.PENANAdOHOvS4GAo
她是我最好的朋友,一想到這兒,我便不禁驚恐起來。41Please respect copyright.PENANAEjehmhekuR
她不會如阿紫般吧?41Please respect copyright.PENANAOwI3K3QY2N
我獨自胡思亂想著:是不是該找渺兒問清楚?41Please respect copyright.PENANAV1lwK9eaUj
但,我快上機了!怎麼辦?41Please respect copyright.PENANA9UbpGewStz
我揉揉曲髮,拿不定主意。41Please respect copyright.PENANAqzErGJU30A
正當我苦苦思量之際,忽然聽見一陣混亂的聲音從機場廣播頻裡播出。41Please respect copyright.PENANALlNiC81URQ
「乘搭CV8977客機的乘客請……..啊,你們是誰?」廣播小姐忽然驚呼。41Please respect copyright.PENANASPihzvx4DM
「你別衝動,別生事啊……」渺兒的聲音忽然響起。41Please respect copyright.PENANAIeXvIJfNlN
我吃了一驚,站了起來,行李散落一地。41Please respect copyright.PENANAXXBrDoWVsM
渺兒為什麼會在這裡?41Please respect copyright.PENANAmzisakYFrG
「顧小喬!可惡的!你….給我聽著…….」廣播播出一把喘息著的男聲。41Please respect copyright.PENANAC6e1M5JR5A
是小帆!所有疑惑在一瞬間全數化解。41Please respect copyright.PENANAOEQd15wbMU
我慌忙的把散落在地上的物件堆進行李箱,不顧一切的奔出候機室。41Please respect copyright.PENANAwsrFJojt2Y
在眾人的喧嘩聲中,你的聲音在我耳畔不斷的迴盪。41Please respect copyright.PENANA4TTHFGxBd3
我直衝衝的往前跑,忽然黑前一黑,身子一軟,頹然倒地。41Please respect copyright.PENANAmIgjErq7dF
最後映入眼簾的,是人群中你那盈滿淚的眼睛。41Please respect copyright.PENANAu3QtaVt8PH
淚珠一閃一閃的,直到黑暗把一切光線都阻隔。 41Please respect copyright.PENANAhjUoxzEQ2l
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《幸福情侶指環》
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ISSUE #15
第十五章 沒休止的遊戲♀
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