第十五章 沒休止的遊戲♀40Please respect copyright.PENANAnuKEroi1Bb
……….開始了,卻不忍結束!我想,我開始厭倦這場沒休止的猜心遊戲。……….40Please respect copyright.PENANAdeTYFzPYgT
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我在床上盤膝而坐,靜靜的擁著懷中的毛毛小熊。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2Q4Mt1TcHj
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我從衣袋裡抽出冰冷的雙手,放在臉前,對著它們不斷吁氣。40Please respect copyright.PENANAm3IiRE7wGp
這樣似乎暖多了!一絲絲的霧氣從口中吹出,在空中柔柔的飄浮著,彷如清晨時森林小屋的炊煙。40Please respect copyright.PENANAwE4isa9Fa0
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顧小喬真是個沒用的傢伙!寂寞時就總會想著他。我暗罵著。40Please respect copyright.PENANAKdFFSESiwr
但你也未免太狠心吧!40Please respect copyright.PENANAzhkWJ6t1dB
和你冷戰了近十四天,你卻連一通電話也沒搖給我。40Please respect copyright.PENANAHzTqKUgrs7
想著、想著,雙曈又不期然的朦朧起來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAgaDJrLKRTs
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難道經歷了這麼多的事,我們還不能確認彼此嗎?40Please respect copyright.PENANAtWYYM2FirM
我說的氣話,你卻把它當成真言。40Please respect copyright.PENANAxiuLJpOsDF
待了這些年了,我和你,大概也習慣了思念吧!40Please respect copyright.PENANAIVVA7HWpBu
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因為害怕,所以無風起浪;潮去浪回時,我們又擁著對方,等待著另一次的風浪,周元復此,不斷循環。40Please respect copyright.PENANAe2HyMNmcRS
我們的關係,就是這樣膠著,停滯不前。40Please respect copyright.PENANAUpZMy6quPn
戀愛開始了,卻不忍結束!我想,我開始厭倦這場沒休止的猜心遊戲。40Please respect copyright.PENANA3i5ES9blyc
我只希望有一個確實的答案!40Please respect copyright.PENANAHkpQUN5Sek
我合上雙眼,默默的感受著清晨的氣息;露台上一盤盤的花兒傳來陣陣幽幽的花香,刺激著腦部的每一根神經。40Please respect copyright.PENANARZX7FLrL38
我想,我是時候決定些什麼了!40Please respect copyright.PENANAep8f2Q3vWL
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我拖著行李箱,在家來回踱步。40Please respect copyright.PENANA8m9zvtP8aG
媽媽從廚房走出來,狐疑的看著我。40Please respect copyright.PENANAIInSQ5Djzz
「你在這兒幹什麼?別錯過了時間啊!」媽媽用毛巾抺了抺濕漉漉的手,問。40Please respect copyright.PENANALaocrWyStE
「沒……什麼!」我在門前止住了腳步,支支吾吾的應道。40Please respect copyright.PENANAIPvP6U8QL6
媽媽只是看了我一眼,又回到廚房去了。40Please respect copyright.PENANAC30dtX0uuC
我像呆了般站著,四周寂然無聲。40Please respect copyright.PENANAaLDNLYxkNu
我應該找你嗎?若不辭而別的話,似乎太不近人情了。40Please respect copyright.PENANAhqIjrQ447f
抖擻精神後,我挺直了身子,然後步出家門。40Please respect copyright.PENANAhpsGvv5FyH
大門緩緩的合上了,一陣沉重的聲音響遍長廊,彷彿在預告著些什麼。40Please respect copyright.PENANAj2qmhLc5Lv
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我站在空無一人的街道上,正拿著電話發呆。40Please respect copyright.PENANAUlKykZbkf5
到美國留學是兩個月前才決定的事,在重遇你那時,我本以為我們可以守護著彼此,直至生命最後的那一剎!40Please respect copyright.PENANAtBvJN49HHQ
但,事與願違,生命從來都是不能預計的。40Please respect copyright.PENANAMYBJsN0nuW
那天和你分手後,媽媽再次向我提起留學的事。她很希望我答應到美國留學,從一開始便是。40Please respect copyright.PENANAs6hJ3PB8gK
「阿喬,你很快便會明白,有很多東西比愛情重要。」媽媽牽著我的手,語重深長的說。40Please respect copyright.PENANA5dZ8cMX6of
她知道你是我放棄留學的最大原因。40Please respect copyright.PENANAilBc0svb9g
我不願再次失去你。但這一刻我才明白,我們在很久以前,己經把對方完完全全的失去了。40Please respect copyright.PENANAY1qgqdFAiZ
又或者,那份所謂的愛情,只屬於中學時的你和我。40Please respect copyright.PENANAxZIsrKj1YM
是的,只限於回憶的已死的愛情。40Please respect copyright.PENANAe5HfMDdXUh
我告訴媽媽我今天會依照計劃到美國時,她興奮得流下淚來。媽媽的願望終於得以實現了,她希望我能夠完成碩士學位,以完她年少時未能完成的夢。40Please respect copyright.PENANAm4xoCsNSG0
我看著她,眼淚微微溢出。40Please respect copyright.PENANAP5MvJcToa0
那天本想和你商量這件事,但最後還是分手收場!40Please respect copyright.PENANAj5uIbV3Cy7
十四天了!你真的愛我的話,你為什麼不找我?40Please respect copyright.PENANAs73iqD4oaS
我不明白,這麼多年了,我們對愛情這東西還是不能確定。也許,你早以無言無動確定了你的立場,只是我自作好夢,痴心妄想。40Please respect copyright.PENANAPkiRIZ4aqG
我還是安安份份的離開這兒,離開這個佈望足跡、笑聲和淚痕的地方。40Please respect copyright.PENANA8WFqZcuqgA
我愛你,但,對不起,我們還是不能在一起。40Please respect copyright.PENANAh7FyvKejPk
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我離開的消息,只有渺兒知道,我警告過她的,不要告訴其他人,包括你和阿紫。40Please respect copyright.PENANAycLgbypsws
「小喬,阿紫也不能知道嗎?」渺兒像嚇了一跳般,聲音尖尖的。40Please respect copyright.PENANA1TsFzglqJW
「你別理。總之只有你知道,你才是我的好朋友!」我黯然道。40Please respect copyright.PENANAdyZTcQelxH
「阿紫也是喔。你不記得我們曾經共渡的日子,那些開心……」渺兒的聲音聽起來令人很感動。但,我已經不是昔日的小喬。40Please respect copyright.PENANAm6YlMCk0sO
「曾經,是的!但,現在我已無法面對阿紫了!我不是恨她,只是我們已無法回到從前。」我理好了情緒,一臉平靜。40Please respect copyright.PENANA5VeHEucDrN
渺兒看了看我的臉,忽然嗚咽起來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAq1iCw57fR7
「渺兒!你怎麼了?」我大嚇一驚,忙趨前撫撫她的臉,但卻說不出一句安慰的說話。40Please respect copyright.PENANAuFEEu4IZMy
「這麼多年了!我以為我們三個可以互相依靠直到老死,但…….一個小帆便把一切弄翻了!」渺兒一臉不忿,淚珠兒不停的滑下。40Please respect copyright.PENANAwpTVzeEuhG
「感情向來就是脆弱的!」我啞著嗓子,輕嘆道。40Please respect copyright.PENANAucFD9LJW7j
「你還愛小帆的!為什麼要放棄?」渺兒向來都明白我對小帆的心意,一臉的嘆息。40Please respect copyright.PENANAhSGjvgjUzx
「我們之間太多荊棘了!我怕…我怕再走下去,我會倒下。真的,走了這麼久,是時候歇一歇了。」我忍著淚,屏息著。40Please respect copyright.PENANAgOX2YqQXYy
「你不會後悔嗎?」她睜大眼睛,看著我。40Please respect copyright.PENANAeYrexDnKba
「可能會,可能不會。說不定。但,我知道我現在應該幹些什麼!無論如何你都會支持我的,對不對?」我握著她的手,釋然一笑。40Please respect copyright.PENANALOeuNUqKDn
「支不支持你嘛?說不定的,看心情!」渺兒鬼馬的笑了笑。40Please respect copyright.PENANAwqIvHyALOG
「你耍我嗎?」我笑著打她,她忽然抓緊我的手,一臉認真。40Please respect copyright.PENANA8Eg7HbGDW1
「你決定什麼也好,我都會支持你!只要你覺得是對。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAonT8gQ6QFW
我的眼眶不知何時蒙上一層霧,我吸了吸鼻子,但酸酸的感覺卻縈迴不去,我緊合著唇,弄不出一點聲音。40Please respect copyright.PENANAUEoxo2kyk2
我知道,無論情況變得怎壞,我都不會孤單一人面對。40Please respect copyright.PENANAFkxPbgJ9wE
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分針指向十二時,我朝迎面而來的的士招了招手,的士停下來,的士司機把行李安置好後便往機場駛去。40Please respect copyright.PENANAVsCcBWVDpd
一路上看著沿路的風景,曾經熟悉的地方、景物,此時像走馬燈般在我眼前一一掠過。40Please respect copyright.PENANAOSec1gu6aA
心境竟出奇地平靜。我曾經以為,離開你,我會呼天搶地。原來一切都是我自己把它放大了,看真點,不過是小如鴻毛。40Please respect copyright.PENANAq8VJkomfQN
的士上播放著電台主持訪問名人的節目,真巧合,今天的嘉賓是王貴兒。我笑了笑,靜心聽著。40Please respect copyright.PENANAYhOpec4usm
主持正追問她的最新緋聞,小帆已是過氣,她最新的緋聞男友是新出道歌手Danny Ma。40Please respect copyright.PENANAfACzx8ohAd
她聽到主持的問題後笑了好久好久,然後吐出這樣的一句。40Please respect copyright.PENANA8CaQcRZHjQ
「我由始至終都只是愛著阿祈,雖然最後不能和他一起。」她認真的語氣和平時大癲大肺的她截然不同。40Please respect copyright.PENANAdEvDEHUDhg
「誰是阿祈?」主持人不放過任何一秒,立即追問。40Please respect copyright.PENANAxtgZiPblYR
「阿祈?你啊!你不想成為阿祈嗎?我知道很多人想取代他,但他們失敗了!哈哈哈!」她又狂笑起來。40Please respect copyright.PENANABXse0TyBe8
「她是神經病的嗎?傻楞楞的!」司機皺起了眉頭,調較到另一頻道。40Please respect copyright.PENANAmByYADPs02
我卻知道,Candy是清醒的。特別當她說出「她愛阿祈」那句時。40Please respect copyright.PENANA7ClGUcdts8
我們都害怕面對真正的自己,所以寧願活在假象下,每次愈表現真我,我們都以面具掩飾。然後,我們以為自己永遠不能被人看透。40Please respect copyright.PENANAMFhfJQ4DVl
但,最真的你其實己表現了出來,而且赤裸裸的,毫無違漏。40Please respect copyright.PENANANR8Btbegk1
Candy 是這樣!也許,我也是。40Please respect copyright.PENANAlPgFJs59Pc
天色忽明忽暗,我想,是時候下雨了!40Please respect copyright.PENANAUwpsR8zRPd
希望今天的行程不會受到任何阻礙吧!40Please respect copyright.PENANAAzJ7G8W6Em
到達機場時天色灰暗,一陣陣風從後吹來,卻沒下沒點雨絲。40Please respect copyright.PENANA0gbo3EROzV
我拖著行李,緩步走到候機室,那裡早已坐滿了乘客,我環視了兩、三回後,便挑了角落的一個位子坐下。40Please respect copyright.PENANAE9ospAI3LA
剛坐下來,正把行李安放好時,我口袋裡的手提電話忽然響了起來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAVdQSVkDgR4
是渺兒的短訊息。40Please respect copyright.PENANApNgvmSluOk
「沒什麼!只是想說:對不起。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAGNenCdPIi7
我盯著電話的熒幕好一陣子,渺兒這個訊息真的有點莫名奇妙。40Please respect copyright.PENANA4Wz2i2tDw1
好端端的說什麼「對不起」?40Please respect copyright.PENANA1j6aQxXqCb
我急忙按下回覆鍵:「發生了什麼事?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAByFzwfCuoC
我握著電話的手因緊張而微滲汗水,本來已平靜的心這時卻無故興起了漣漪。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2A0SK66kot
渺兒究竟想說些什麼?40Please respect copyright.PENANAQAgEalNn4v
她一句短短的句子,竟令我驚惶失措。40Please respect copyright.PENANAbtALOFvp7H
此時電話又發出刺耳的鈴聲,我低頭定睛一看。40Please respect copyright.PENANA8HR2iGma6o
她回覆了!40Please respect copyright.PENANAnqe4IZjo9S
「你很快便明白的。總之是我背叛了你。對不起。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAoidmIjnNAs
她的話令我更迷茫,究竟發生了什麼事?40Please respect copyright.PENANAUJYOBLFoG1
我定神想了想,還是忍不住的撥電話給她。40Please respect copyright.PENANAvYvPk0G5bA
電話「嘟嘟嘟」的響了良久,忽然斷絕了連結。40Please respect copyright.PENANAQrNea2veTS
看來她是有心避我。但,我不明白,她為什麼避我?40Please respect copyright.PENANAElhlWul1q1
她又幹了什麼背叛我的事?40Please respect copyright.PENANADYe9jc1lra
她是我最好的朋友,一想到這兒,我便不禁驚恐起來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAptpcvho8oR
她不會如阿紫般吧?40Please respect copyright.PENANAbQxUsK7dvA
我獨自胡思亂想著:是不是該找渺兒問清楚?40Please respect copyright.PENANAAWicELco4Y
但,我快上機了!怎麼辦?40Please respect copyright.PENANAssE13cEHyG
我揉揉曲髮,拿不定主意。40Please respect copyright.PENANALUeTvqOblA
正當我苦苦思量之際,忽然聽見一陣混亂的聲音從機場廣播頻裡播出。40Please respect copyright.PENANANBb8tnE2VV
「乘搭CV8977客機的乘客請……..啊,你們是誰?」廣播小姐忽然驚呼。40Please respect copyright.PENANAae3u50gwTv
「你別衝動,別生事啊……」渺兒的聲音忽然響起。40Please respect copyright.PENANAX26C2YneSA
我吃了一驚,站了起來,行李散落一地。40Please respect copyright.PENANA9kM7vhPpd6
渺兒為什麼會在這裡?40Please respect copyright.PENANAAdxqjwjGFd
「顧小喬!可惡的!你….給我聽著…….」廣播播出一把喘息著的男聲。40Please respect copyright.PENANAfvGsZNOlXD
是小帆!所有疑惑在一瞬間全數化解。40Please respect copyright.PENANAApDs2JnF80
我慌忙的把散落在地上的物件堆進行李箱,不顧一切的奔出候機室。40Please respect copyright.PENANAei9isVuzAJ
在眾人的喧嘩聲中,你的聲音在我耳畔不斷的迴盪。40Please respect copyright.PENANAsYsaYYFthR
我直衝衝的往前跑,忽然黑前一黑,身子一軟,頹然倒地。40Please respect copyright.PENANAjIE36grJsr
最後映入眼簾的,是人群中你那盈滿淚的眼睛。40Please respect copyright.PENANAQRnrJ0S2Wj
淚珠一閃一閃的,直到黑暗把一切光線都阻隔。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAFAHrUsOBIx
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《幸福情侶指環》
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ISSUE #15
第十五章 沒休止的遊戲♀
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