墮樂園 - 《後記》

事緣該夜凌晨，把結局連載過後，就乘搭早機到異地去了，直到現在才能抽空寫這段文字。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlh7WS5tRGd
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直入正題吧，墮樂園到底是個怎樣的故事？它包含都市驚悚、童年陰影、奇幻懸疑，每部曲分別以「愛情」、「純真」、「自我」為題，三者看似風格迥異。然而實際上，整個系列均圍繞同一個世界觀，探討同一個核心問題：活在墮落世界的我們，從沒撕破真相卻能幸福地活著，相比看破真實卻成為異類，哪個較為值得嚮往？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qmjRWs2qS
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墮樂園，是個訴說「這裏」的故事。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3ECnLSQoU
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不知從何時起，這裏就變得荒謬處處，又或者是荒謬終於赤裸。這裏的他們塗上快樂的胭脂，以笑靨粉飾腐化的心坎。他們越快樂卻越墮落，而掌控全局的那些人，則以他們的墮落為樂。這裏是不折不扣的墮樂園，你也看見了嗎。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzDXz7Hfns
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可悲在於，你看見了就是看見了，再沒回頭的機會。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P7NeX74BZ
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這些說話，早已說得心累，無謂再作詳述。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOnhkrvc8D
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你都跟岑小町一樣嗎？曾經對這裏抱有希冀，即使看見裂縫處處，仍盼望手中的種子會開花結果，療癒裂痕斑斑的牆。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WDh5S6Nmg
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但她後來發現了。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrnpwH9bSq
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她發現了，裂縫根本栽不出半朵花，而且只會變得更廣更密更深。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47s28lBXqL
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她發現了，原來只有她視裂縫為問題。而其他人呢？他們崇拜沒情沒愛的愛情，規劃埋葬純真的童年，追逐磨滅自我的人潮——他們都活得好好的，都向撒種子的她投以異樣的目光，像是嘲笑，像是憎厭，像是憐憫。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGdpZ8AdiU
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原來這裏，容不下半朵純白的薔薇。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaDXvJiSmU
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是呀，在扭曲了愛情，扼殺了純真，埋沒了自我的這裏，堅守良知是為了什麼？與其死抱著單純，在墮落世界裏離群受苦，何不加入對世界遲鈍的他們，視己為樂園的寵兒，過著幸福快樂的生......活？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreRTxeM53N
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逐漸由質疑世界，反過來變成質疑自己——錯不在墮落的世界，而是在承受不了墮落的......自己。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzoMlKVbPD
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是花的錯，錯在相信這裏有土壤。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3uxOpIHRe
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幼嫩的，脆弱的，橫蠻的，一朵花。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I26SyDlL2
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你會選擇在樂園裏，做一個遲鈍的寵兒，836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKjKka6vt3
抑或選擇在墮落園，做一個單純的孤兒？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnuUAmJRCy
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即使每個角色各有抉擇，故事本身卻選擇了留白。正如胡莉嵐「再遇嫲嫲」後醒來，正如「良知」犧牲自己換來世界重生，正如韶子雋不惜消失阻止岑小町輕生......未來盡是未知數。這些人給予世界一次又一次機會，世界會否不再墮落呢？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn16VlKrRJg
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啊哈。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD8IbJpkMF
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人呀，是把希望寄託於未來的生物。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofZh3oIMya
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你仍盼望某日，每晚看門孔時，你我能看見有情有愛的這裏。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLjXMWM7bP
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你仍盼望某日，你我心房的那隻小狐狸，在這裏自由奔馳。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOQHJ6WjzS
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你仍盼望某日，滿布裂縫的這裏，都開滿了純白無暇的薔薇。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwONVVuKvu
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你最可悲，可悲在仍然在盼望著。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eJVOlMvS4
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你最可笑，可笑在仍信會有某日。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHFb7ABlAz
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他們笑著，如是說。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkbBdo3lPY
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他們怎會愧疚，他們不可悲，他們可愛不。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApzzhnkFEG
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但是，請不要感到愧疚，你並沒欠這裏分毫，並沒欠他們分毫。即使你是開不了口的岑小町，竭斯底里仍遏止不了世界的沉淪，世界亦沒空暇傾聽這樣的你。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFSwA0iC2q
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先把火花裹在心裏，醞釀出驚艷的花火。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJkGCe8ABD
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綻放。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPJS9Aq2J5
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如你仍盼望某日，這裏，你我。