昭陽看著一池血水，依然覺得血流得太慢，於是想拔下雕像的劍，想直直刺進自己的喉嚨。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZde5hR1vGh
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只是，當她想伸手，手臂關節的痛楚已令她不能用力。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtM1TU5yip
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昭陽想：求生不得，求死不能。不就是形容自己境況嗎？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrPwhHVLHr
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叮！469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya0zVYAMXB
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昭陽聽到聲音，向聲源看去，只見一把鋒利的劍。由於是晚上，劍的光芒讓昭陽的眼睛很不舒服。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGZLD26EV5
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「你想死嗎？那我給你一把劍。」說話的是一個男人，聲音冰冷，不帶一絲感情。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGoaqkIzOM
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昭陽順著聲音抬頭，看見周公子，還有善文。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa026n7CPda
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昭陽嘴角上揚，想拿起劍，才發現劍太重，竟然提不起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2DWwcygDo
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她於是把手臂向劍鋒不斷擦去，把手臂的表皮都割花了，血還是只流一點點。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2U4nUkCVW
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周公子和善文在旁邊看著，周公子嘴角上揚。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2Z0DeBz1h
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昭陽看到周公子在笑她，覺得有點憤怒。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhf77r37g2
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「笑什麼！要不是你昏庸無能，縱容下屬，我也就不致於被冤枉！」昭陽看著周公子，面目猙獰。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFL5MSWNgbH
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昭陽心想：我什麼都不怕了，何不痛罵他一頓再求解脫？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWRXQAXkoc
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善文聞言，想拔劍，周公子制止了他。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzNgCfxQ33
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「昏庸？」周公子淡淡掃視昭陽。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtQYkbofn3
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昭陽咬牙切齒地說：「我是被冤枉的！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGJITr6Ylz
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周公子微微一笑：「是嗎？私自調配工作的是你，你幫芳兒洗衣服，芳兒又幫你送衣服，這不是私自調配工作嗎？然後，你又自願扛下所有罪名，何冤之有？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlCoB3SzZ0
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昭陽沒想到周公子竟然知道事情的來龍去脈，一時間說不出話反駁他。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHQq5ucfSF
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只是她依然不憤。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhdYNtt1gV
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「殺了我吧！反正我做什麼都做不好！做什麼都是錯。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8I2jgPAM7
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昭陽再也沒什何希望，她只是想尋個解脫。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUEE5XJi6F
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周公子拔劍架在她的脖子上，劍離她的脖子很近，昭陽閉上眼睛。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE3DyAhfgT
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「要死，我一劍就可殺你。只是，你的墓誌銘，我可以給你寫什麼呢？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadZde7xfc5
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昭陽靜下心來，回想自己的一生。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3uVC4E4pE
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「一出生，雖然生在皇族之家，卻只是母親爭權奪利的傀儡。然後亡國後流落妓院，卻只能當雜役。以為終於有好日子了，卻被自己的姊姊設計凌辱。好不容易才到了周府，卻又因錯被罰，然後決定自行了斷。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqytAlKbDh1
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周公子簡略地說出昭陽的前半生。昭陽偏聽邊回想自己的遭遇，眼淚流落臉頰。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ307KBY6YWf
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「昭陽，你就真的甘心庸碌無為地過前半生，然後自盡死去？如果是的，我寧願你從沒有出生過，亦願意給你個解脫。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkDpdvwEz7
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昭陽崩潰地哭著。周公子把劍放下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SXSlmyPsq
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然後她想起自己的命運：勞碌終日，橫屍遍野。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0G9Szi2WSv
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她無言以對，但是如果就這樣過完自己一生，她卻不甘心。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuUVslGeJp
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「你連死都不怕，還有什麼可以輸的？」周公子問，聲音變得很輕柔。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb9uCfrbzY
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昭陽的眼淚忍不住地流下來。是憤恨？是無力？是不甘心？她也不知道。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZzFBxyRvA
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「我的義父曾經告訴我，我命裡有一個貴人，名字有兩個太陽，我在想，那個人會不會就是你。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXlZ8UT99V
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昭陽想回答，周公子卻沒有等她回答，便說：「如果真的是你，我會等你。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKPr7hS8Kw
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昭陽想再說什麼，周公子已經走了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fIFNijreZ
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「善文，那池水已經污染了，你給她一個碗和一個水桶讓她把池水弄乾淨。弄不乾淨的話直接趕她出府。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYUlRm7O1R
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「公子不是說要等她嗎？」善文不解。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYW4LLiuJp
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「等池水回復清澈，她的心便會再次變得澄明。」周公子淺笑，然後走了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVABAw7WqPS
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留下一頭霧水的善文和在地上爬行的昭陽。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EULnWsP7R
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善文把碗遞給昭陽。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNNxhorgKJ
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那個碗和平常的飯碗一樣，要用碗舀走池裡的水，最少也到幾百次，本來用水桶會較快，可惜昭陽的傷勢還未康復，也只能用碗舀走染血的染水。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhcniY49ej
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池邊有一條小渠，問昭陽因為站不起來，便用手把池裡的手一碗碗地舀起再倒進渠裡。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDH3FFoeq7
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昭陽一直舀，直至天亮才剛將舀完。這時，她開始能走動了，做起身，跌撞推地用洗桶給池加水。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEym1MKmPC
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善文看著她一桶桶的水由井裡打完便倒進池，衣服都濕透了，有點不忍，只是沒有作聲。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNPR0yaGC1
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等她把整池的血紅都除掉，好己累得跌坐在地上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxySU5QAV9
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「如果真的是你，我會等你。」昭陽回想起周公子的話。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFxEpTPHtz
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那人是我嗎？昭陽思考著。