IA let go abruptly. “I’m sorry. That was inappropriate of me.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAgBBOjdEgWi
Yukari croaked, “It’s okay.” She felt as if her skin was on fire. She took a few deep breaths and wiped her tears away.682Please respect copyright.PENANATssbZPsKV7
IA tapped her fingers rapidly against the steering wheel. She looked down at her lap with drooping eyes and sighed.682Please respect copyright.PENANApHvjrQ7xaC
“Are you okay?” Yukari asked.682Please respect copyright.PENANASQDqsxeCQT
IA’s eyes grew and she lifted her head, putting on a smile.682Please respect copyright.PENANAjpqX7xb5IS
“Of course I am. You’re here, aren’t you?”682Please respect copyright.PENANANiYjAuoyA1
This comment sent the warmth from Yukari’s skin to her heart. She smiled and turned her head, covering her mouth.682Please respect copyright.PENANAh0O7kiSgcX
IA started the car and continued driving as if nothing had happened. Yukari had gotten used to the speed at which she drove by now, but she remained on the lookout for speed limit signs and reminded IA of them whenever they passed one. IA slowed down a bit.
"Please don’t be upset when I ask this, but why do you drive so quickly?” Yukari asked.682Please respect copyright.PENANAdjB3aOZTgk
IA chuckled. “I don’t know. I’m just always so excited to get to a different place that it kind of takes over me. If you weren’t here to bring me back to my senses, I don’t know what I’d do.”682Please respect copyright.PENANA0b9UVpjtBB
Yukari’s smile grew bigger.682Please respect copyright.PENANAnaIgedj1YZ
At the apartment, IA wiggled her fingers for a while before taking a book off her shelf.682Please respect copyright.PENANAtPBX6GwEat
She immediately returned it to the shelf. Then she took it out again.682Please respect copyright.PENANAt4E8WWhrz5
“Okay, this one’s… Don’t judge me.”682Please respect copyright.PENANACwU9OLmT9X
She handed it to Yukari while turning her head with her closed eyes scrunched up.682Please respect copyright.PENANAEqAsXl8W5J
Yukari gulped. It was a pulp novel that appeared to be translated into Japanese. The cover had two women in lingerie, one brunette lying on a bed and the other, blonde, sitting behind her with a mischievous expression. In the corner of the room they were in was a table with a coat and a magnifying glass on it.682Please respect copyright.PENANAZ33yf0F8Ed
IA’s cheeks turned red. “Don’t get the wrong idea! It’s more than just love scenes. I wouldn’t show it to you if it was just that since, you know, that would be kind of weird. It’s a really intriguing mystery and has an interesting romance between the detective…” She pointed to the brunette. “... and the femme fatale she suspects is the murderer.” She moved her finger to the blonde. “It’s surprisingly good for a pulp novel, but the cover makes it a bit of a guilty pleasure. It has some more mature scenes but they’re not that often.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAe3GAOljWEu
Yukari’s chest began to hurt from her heart pounding too hard. She nodded and held the book against her chest.682Please respect copyright.PENANAVrr31gTOHx
“I’ll give it a go. I’m eighteen, so I think I can handle it.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAneF7akHeJ2
“Good.” IA’s eyebrows were furrowed as if she felt guilty about something. “If you feel uncomfortable reading it, you’re not obligated to read the rest. You can just return it to me and we can forget I ever lent it to you.”682Please respect copyright.PENANA1uFMdBQQJA
“I said it’s fine.”682Please respect copyright.PENANA8RZqyrkVhc
The two fell silent, just standing there and looking away from each other. 682Please respect copyright.PENANA96HPSeSbk3
IA gulped loudly. “Okay. I hope you enjoy reading it.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAsjQPJ0wQIw
Yukari nodded and bowed before leaving the apartment. 682Please respect copyright.PENANANlAtdjSgzu
As she headed home she passed Roro’s house and frowned. Her own eyebrows furrowed with guilt, but she continued walking.682Please respect copyright.PENANANVKOcyoxOT
When she finally made it home, she had dinner with her family. After that, she put her pyjamas on, lied down in bed and stared at her ceiling. One question tugged at her mind.682Please respect copyright.PENANA3PpB5qJI69
‘Would it be wrong for her to date me?’682Please respect copyright.PENANAFqYPYkIBw7
There was no age issue, at least in terms of the law, as IA was twenty-two and she was eighteen, but Yukari was still a student at the school IA worked at. Then again, it wasn’t like IA was her teacher or anything like that. 682Please respect copyright.PENANAKzhuwiLPow
She remembered what IA said.682Please respect copyright.PENANA39ceIoRTOf
"That was inappropriate of me.”682Please respect copyright.PENANApELZ46H9Pd
Yukari sighed as Roro’s face popped into her head. Was that breakup all for nothing? 682Please respect copyright.PENANAfEdhscjKfJ
She shook her head. He wouldn’t deserve to be led on like that. 682Please respect copyright.PENANAq0J3TdDPol
She opened the book and began reading it. Some parts of the novel were awkwardly worded, possibly as a result of a bad translation, but the mystery was as engaging as IA said it would be. 682Please respect copyright.PENANAJb9UxJVVjl
When Yukari made it to the first love scene, her entire body went hot. Clunky wording aside, the scene was undeniably attractive to her, and she pictured IA as the blonde girl on the cover as she read the scene. Eventually, she dropped the book and fantasised on her own, the scenario in her mind getting more and more explicit.682Please respect copyright.PENANAypHIkg08fF
When she was done fantasising, she continued reading until Roro’s frightened face entered her mind, convincing her to do homework. After that, she read a bit more until she went to sleep, which was around 11 or 12. It took around half an hour for her to fully fall asleep as the mystery of the novel consumed her mind.682Please respect copyright.PENANAo926KX04FS
As soon as she woke up, she read some more before her mother yelled at her to have breakfast and go to school.682Please respect copyright.PENANA5JpJtKywAs
She shoved the book in her school bag and did as her mother said. During class she kept getting distracted, trying to piece together the clues presented in the novel. She stared at Roro in the seat next to her. He looked back at her and frowned before turning his head and murmuring something she couldn’t hear. She felt her heart sink. 682Please respect copyright.PENANAgBGTHt290K
When lunch started, she took her food with her to the library, saw the ‘no food’ sign and ran outside. She sat under a bridge from the classrooms to the club rooms and opened the book. 682Please respect copyright.PENANAtKmENDBEZj
She managed to get near the end. She was so close, and the answer to the mystery was only a few pages away-682Please respect copyright.PENANAEspTOVrdfO
And then a teacher walked up to her. He was tall and had eyebrows so thick it felt as if he could crush someone with them. She hid the book behind her back and the teacher scowled at her.682Please respect copyright.PENANAb9vqI1M8aj
“Show me what you’ve got.”682Please respect copyright.PENANA42A3dTwHVt
Yukari groaned but complied, her hands shaking as she held the book up. The teacher raised an eyebrow. 682Please respect copyright.PENANAWIDpS2xmlh
“Come with me to the Principal’s office.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAVXK0ypYRtA
“I-It’s not what you think! It’s a mystery novel!”682Please respect copyright.PENANAMi8mYHDfMt
“Nice try.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAIIUsp2EPEy
Yukari stood up, trying her best not to cry. She followed him to the Principal’s office, which was inhabited by a short man with a toupee. The teacher handed him the book and the Principal’s eyebrows jumped through the roof. Yukari lowered her head and bit her lip.682Please respect copyright.PENANAt2n2fVMhuz
“This is… I’ve never seen a girl bring this sort of material to school before. I’m going to have to call your parents.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAwuZvp7i09y
Yukari cried, “They don’t know! Please don’t tell them!”682Please respect copyright.PENANAy7BwxqqlsJ
The Principal shook his head. “This is very concerning. Now, where did you get this book?”682Please respect copyright.PENANAx9HRw72Yjr
“That’s…” IA’s pearly white smile jumped into her mind. “I bought it.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAljucZrStwW
“And you brought this book here because…”682Please respect copyright.PENANAn9oEiaP5fG
Yukari turned her head and scrunched up her eyes. 682Please respect copyright.PENANAEs0GRMnqxD
“I wanted to get answers to the mystery in the book. It’s a murder mystery. Look at the magnifying glass on the cover.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAbSFGpGnRNc
The Principal stared at the cover, trying to keep himself from smiling.682Please respect copyright.PENANAAWFFmib1fY
“I’ll have to confiscate this.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAK8dggzWySl
“For how long?”682Please respect copyright.PENANA9O41zUWZKP
“I don’t think a girl like you should be reading something like this.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAKa3JfkQQc4
“But… please…. I’m really sorry. I won’t bring it in again.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAk53GFraxxD
“Well, since this is your first offence, I guess I can give it back at the end of the week.” He ran his thumb against the cover. “Yes, a week should do. You’ll have learnt your lesson by then. I’m still going to have to call your parents. Come here after school for a meeting. And if you try to leave school before then, I think this book will look nice on my shelf.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAQpUkHEsJzK
Yukari bowed and left. She headed to the library, finishing her food on the way.682Please respect copyright.PENANAaMIY7Sp55J
“IA, can I talk to you about the book?” 682Please respect copyright.PENANAp3Jxm3K6dh
IA nodded, leading her to the librarian’s office. Yukari took a deep breath and bowed again.682Please respect copyright.PENANAx9yvfm5L0M
“I’m really sorry.” She explained what happened.682Please respect copyright.PENANAZYi4nor4A3
IA’s eyebrows were furrowed as she rubbed the back of her neck.682Please respect copyright.PENANAYbEEIXdB5S
“I… I see. The one who should really be sorry is me. Giving you that book… how inappropriate of me. Should I… stop giving you these books? I went too far. I knew this was a bad idea.” Yukari noticed that there were bags under IA’s eyes. 682Please respect copyright.PENANAO2FUWbY9uh
Yukari raised a trembling hand up to IA’s cheek.682Please respect copyright.PENANAR8BDfOiapq
“It’s okay. I… I don’t want to end the time we’ve spent together. I do hav something to tell you, though. Hopefully it won’t end… whatever it is we have.”682Please respect copyright.PENANA5zdUaIT3SI
IA turned away and took a book off the shelf, her breaths ragged. 682Please respect copyright.PENANAYGj6f6xAr2
“I know what you’re going to say.” She and Yukari spoke at the same time. “You’re straight and feel weirded out by me giving you these books.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAOsozBGYGD2
“I like you. Could we maybe, I don’t know, go out for coffee sometime?”682Please respect copyright.PENANAf50TG5IZQx
IA dropped the book and whipped her head around.682Please respect copyright.PENANAJD6mv0P5C7
“Could you… repeat that?”682Please respect copyright.PENANAedNWfLcqnr
Yukari’s cheeks went pink. “Well, I like you. You know that breakup with Roro? It was because I liked you more. You kind of made realise that I’m bisexual. I was thinking… maybe we could go out somewhere. I get it if you don’t want to! You probably want to keep your job. But we could keep it a secret if you want. But, you know, if you don’t want to… that’s cool… I’ll act cool as a cucumber. Cool as ice. Cool as… What am I saying?”682Please respect copyright.PENANAD1lDIS0egx
IA grinned and giggled, her eyes welling up with tears. She wrapped her arms around Yukari and started to cry on her shoulder.682Please respect copyright.PENANA389k5MGYla
“Thank you. Thank you so much!”682Please respect copyright.PENANAoN1yDCTKpF
Yukari patted her head before stroking her hair.682Please respect copyright.PENANAFAbiiqEqKd
“I-Is that a yes?”682Please respect copyright.PENANA7gulXlGa25
“It has to be secret, though. Are you sure you want to worry about keeping secrets?”682Please respect copyright.PENANAwVGstPtFfB
Yukari chuckled. “So long as I don’t do anything as stupid as bringing a dirty book to school, I’ll be fine. By the way, please don’t spoil the ending. I didn’t get to finish it.” She released a short gasp. “Wait, can I tell Roro if he starts talking to me again? He already knows I like you and I know he won’t tell anyone.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAPFOAcWeGGb
IA frowned and let go. “I… I guess. No one else, though. Not even your parents.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAWOpLqBt1zk
Yukari eyes widened. “Oh god, my parents. Well, I’ll see you tomorrow since my parents are probably going to drag me home after this meeting. Thanks for reminding me.” Both her body and her voice shuddered as she shook her head like a dog trying to rid its fur of water after a bath.682Please respect copyright.PENANAzxTG4zb8Ko
IA took several books off the shelf and made a pile of them, giving them to Yukari, who stared at her with one eyebrow higher than the other.682Please respect copyright.PENANA5O3ObBHIMu
IA winked. “We have to keep this a secret, right? Don’t want to arouse suspicion around me taking you to my office.”682Please respect copyright.PENANAXgXBQhCeJo
Yukari nodded with a smile. She turned towards the door and breathed slowly. She took a few moments to appreciate the moment she shared with IA before having to deal with her parents. For a few more seconds it was just her and the ghostlike librarian who became her girlfriend.
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