The library was quiet as usual, and Yukari couldn’t be more mad.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbcZEuPkvb
Exams were looming over everyone. Or maybe just her since no one was here studying. No groaning over a difficult question, no asking friends for help, not even distracted chatter about the latest meme. It was just her and the librarian.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qMs0yYAvD
Yukari brought a chunky book to the back of the room and rang the bell. She would wonder how anyone could hear its tiny tinkle, but then she remembered that no one was here to drown out the sound with inane conversation.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPwATAmXT2
The room was so quiet that the next sound almost caused Yukari to drop her book. In the room behind the librarian’s desk, dozens of books thudded the ground. Yukari heard a squeak of pain.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzDforVWLA
A moment later, a woman who barely looked older than Yukari opened the door and made her way to the desk, straightening her uniform and wiping the books’ dust off her shoulders. Her blonde, almost pink hair was so long that Yukari could only see a part of it as the rest of it disappeared behind the desk. Her smile was small but somehow dimples were visible on her chubby cheeks. Despite those cheeks, the rest of her body was so thin she seemed more like a wisp of light than a real person grounded in this reality. Her unbelievably pale skin added to this impression. Her big eyes were the colour of harvestbells and the more Yukari described this girl in her head, the more she realised that she was standing there staring at this person she was 55% sure didn’t really exist.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDcbgEqEqc
“Sorry for the wait. Are you looking to borrow a book?” 487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuTREFL0Wm
Maybe she did exist.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTzi9fHDY1
The woman’s voice caressed Yukari’s ears. The library was designed specifically not to echo and yet the woman’s voice seemed to echo on its own. It was high-pitched, but less in a nasal way and more in an operatic way, though even in this empty room it didn’t sound loud enough to fill a theatre.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC5f72shY8
Yukari gulped and looked down. “Uh, I was actually wondering if you had any recommendations. I’m looking for a novel similar to this one.” She raised her head. “I’m still doing school work, I swear! I won’t read it until after exams are done.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NJTdbUcqA
The woman’s giggles embraced Yukari. “It’s okay. I won’t judge.” The woman’s eyes somehow managed to grow even wider. “Oh, and, uh, I’m kind of new here. First day. I don’t really know enough of what’s here to make any recommendations.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJZTyaPQ4i
“Oh, um…. I guess I’ll just...” Yukari said, throwing the book in the returns box and galloping away.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86vYkKRXN3
“Wait!” The woman called out. Yukari did as she commanded. “Um, what did you like about this book? I could recommend something I’ve read and see if it’s here.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoe7h6pCBu
Yukari’s cheeks changed from the paleness of ghosts to the bright shade of poppies. “It was… a strange book. It was about a Japanese woman meeting an Australian florist during World War One. I… I’m not gay or anything, but I was wondering if there were any other books about a romance between two women. You don’t see that too often, so it stood out.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJUcVfuwM4
The woman grinned. “You’ve come to the right person! I’ve got loads of books like that in my collection.” Yukari clenched her teeth to stop her jaw from dropping. “Do you want to read another historical lesbian romance or a lesbian romance about flowers or maybe just a regular modern lesbian romance?”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4u46x0ry9
It took Yukari a moment to process what she was asking as the frequent casual use of the word ‘lesbian’ threw her off.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyBURvxK0Y
“Oh, uh, I don’t mind.” 487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwwaYFEWXf
The librarian leaned over her desk to get a good look at Yukari. “Hmmm…. I think ‘Rentica’ by Ikamusume Hunter would be a good fit for you.” She typed into her computer and frowned. “... and it’s not here. Sorry. Oh, um…” She lowered the volume of her voice despite no one else being there. “You could always borrow it from me. Come here after exams are done and I’ll lend it to you.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssNET3tpLk
Yukari nodded. “Thank you, miss…”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7trESnBD4
The woman laughed. “You can call me IA.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGKWa40uYO
When Yukari headed back to the table she was studying at, she heard a beep on her phone and saw a message.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnBjqXodja
Hey babe, wanna hang out tonight ;) - Roro row your boat487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pW6DrTnN8
Yukari smiled. Roro still hadn’t changed that punny text signature even after his grades in English started slipping. She remembered the adorably awkward time he tried to explain the joke to her in Japanese.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKlXOA1y4Y
Her smile dropped when she looked back at IA, who was struggling to keep the pile of books in her arms balanced kept dropping them.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtizngUm7IE
Yukari passed all of her exams, though just barely in home ec. She headed to the library after getting her marks back.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLVDXC7cV0
IA chuckled and rubbed the back of her neck. “I forgot to bring it. I guess I should have been more specific about which date you should have come here. Would you be able to wait until the library closes? We can head back to my place and I can give it to you there.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LkIzGaCCB
Yukari’s cheeks reddened. “Is that allowed?”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgZTN2cfGD
IA tilted her head to the side like a dog failing to understand a command. “Why wouldn’t it be?”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONBLqHxEgV
Yukari grinned her concern away. 487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzCvkl06Jh
After IA locked the library entrance, she led Yukari to her old car with bits of paint missing. Yukari pushed the take away boxes off her seat. 487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3q0K44Z8A
IA smirked at the wheel and sped to their destination. Yukari had to hold onto the door to keep herself from accidentally ramming into it. 487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5qXsgZTwk
IA’s house was a tiny apartment with piles of books on the floor. She somehow knew where everything was and found ‘Rentica’ with ease. It was a thin book with a ghost silhouette filled with a floral pattern on the cover.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwvp9POP39
“It’s a romance between a working woman and a strange woman she thinks might be a ghost but doesn’t know for certain. Enjoy.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnA5DZjD4u3
“T-thank you. So, um, I’m sorry if this is rude, but I didn’t expect you to have a car like that.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjDTn57b8p
“Oh, I like to save money wherever I can. Books don’t grow on trees. Well, actually they technically do, but not direct…. Anyway, I hope you like the book. Do you need me to drive you home?”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksovrKcEul
Yukari shook her head. “My boyfriend lives near here.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcDM2OnpTn
IA had an expression Yukari never imagined seeing on her. Her smile was still there, but it was smaller and didn’t show her teeth. The outer corners of her eyes were creased and her eyebrows were furrowed. 487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8c9gXCw1Q
“Oh. Of course. I, uh, hope things go well with him.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfUQVGwLqs
Silence followed. Yukari froze for a moment, then bowed and left without saying a word.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vusC3wTn3
She rang Roro’s doorbell and when he didn’t open the door, she kept pressing the buzzer over and over again.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Zekh2OhsS
When he finally opened it, and he only partially opened it, Yukari giggled. He was wearing pyjamas that were way too big for him and his cotton candy hair was a mess.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWCDfxq9dK
“Good morning,” she said with a smirk.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1w81odfFX
Roro glared at her. “You saw me at school today.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEPQRNvKsx
“So, uh, can I hang out for a bit?”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsWMxVSYFa
The boy looked behind him. “I don’t know if this is a great time. I’m kinda watching a show and it’s getting really good. You can watch it with me if you want, but it’s near the end so you might be a tad confused.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjfj3tbkxD
“It’s okay. I’ve got a book I can read.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEVYVUySEC
“You came all the way here to read a book?”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hhz20PyT3
Yukari chuckled. “I was already doing something near here and thought I’d drop by.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknzgzWhWBt
Roro opened the door wider. “Okay, I guess.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgL2YRePJej
When they got to the living room, Roro sat down on the couch and Yukari sat on a beanbag. For the first few pages of the book she kept getting distracted by the dialogue on the show, but after that she was hooked.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gri5HKNZe
She started to pick up on a few similarities between the characters and her and IA. The ghostlike girl had a similar physical description to what IA looked like and was incredibly friendly. The main character didn’t look like Yukari but had the same love of books. She was also a little shy, spending a good chunk of the story trying to muster the courage to talk to the other woman.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KgDAq2Rbn
The writing was simple and Yukari managed to get through half of it before Roro finished his show. In fact, it just stopped after she reached the book couple’s first kiss.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKBjJWAc3i
Roro slid down the couch and sat next to Yukari, kissing her on the cheek. She turned her head and kissed him on the lips.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2UCGfKlIm
Soon enough tongue was added and both people’s breaths became louder. 487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkUoIFfN1D
Something strange happened. After a while, Yukari forgot who she was kissing and thought about the kiss scene in the book. 487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqTxaFUzWB
For a while she felt as if she was kissing a blonde woman with pale skin.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyso8U5eNQK
When she returned to reality, she pushed Roro away. Her head was spinning and her breaths quickened almost to the point of hyperventilation. 487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQuy6TQCbK
She covered her mouth, trying to push the image of IA out of her head. She silently swore. She was familiar with these heart palpitations. They were the same as when she first started having feelings for Roro.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNkLVy1Wpo
“Um, I… I have to go.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonkPlr2WO1
“Why? Did I do something wrong?”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmifTY1kg5
Yukari shook her head. “I’ll see you at school.”487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8E0JWB3yj
She ran out of the house with her book. She raced home on foot despite knowing the long distance ahead of her.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnrQkYWUBs
‘I’m not a lesbian. I’m not a lesbian! I like Roro! What the hell’s wrong with me?’487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosmWqKq8pB
When she finally reached home, she jumped on her laptop and searched, ‘how to know if lesbian’. She found a lot of stories that didn’t fit her own. Most of the girls online had always felt different but couldn’t put their finger on why. They told stories about having a boyfriend they felt nothing towards. And some of them said they had crushes on female celebrities and classmates when they were as young as eight years old.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI3E4DOGmG
However, one person’s advice struck a chord. ‘If you’re questioning your sexuality, you might not be gay. Consider the other labels out there, such as bisexual, asexual and pansexual.’487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DoQBhNszR
Such as bisexual, asexual and pansexual.
Such as bisexual.
Bisexual.
Yukari’s entire body shook. She didn’t even need to look into the other sexualities, although a tiny logical part of her thought she should. She found the word and that word made tears fall down her cheeks.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVKl6M7TmX
She pictured her parents towering over her, shaking their heads before disappearing. She imagined Roro crying. She could see her female classmates shuffling their chairs a few inches further away.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWP2saiIPg
However, after a few seconds of sobbing she smiled. She felt as if she had been welcomed into a club. This weird girl crush may have been just that- a crush, and given her pre-existing relationship a forbidden one- but a discovery about herself was still a discovery. She felt like she had stumbled upon a book in an entirely new genre.487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsigthAqvE
Yukari opened her book from where she was up to and read the rest of the story, kicking everyone from Roro and her other classmates to her parents out of her mind. It was just her and the ghostlike librarian.
ns 172.71.254.110da2
and then Add to home screen.