我首先想到的是自己還未完成的一本書《同學很懊惱》。143Please respect copyright.PENANA5PmkNiRFKX
想完成但沒完成的,都可稱作遺憾,對吧?143Please respect copyright.PENANAJOP022EIlY
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我本打算用這故事來彌補我心內其他遺憾。
沒能完成此書的結果是一大堆遺憾仍然存在。
所以我想帶它走,方便我在路上邊走邊寫。143Please respect copyright.PENANA5ULziPt7Ef
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也許,你會說,即使寫完這本書,遺憾亦同樣依然存在。
畢竟故事改變不了現實。143Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZOCJuMWem
奈何,現實是,過去經已過去,同樣沒能用任何方式改變。143Please respect copyright.PENANATpgszBosdM
寫故自療是純粹的自欺欺人和自我安慰?也許吧。143Please respect copyright.PENANAS6EO7xGpxW
「幸運的人一生都被童年治癒,不幸的人一生都在治癒童年。」143Please respect copyright.PENANARI8aUdCPy4
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我不會用「不幸」去形容自己的童年,但我的確花了很多時間和心力去治療我的童年。143Please respect copyright.PENANAzvM2CiB3Nh
我不明白為何身邊的人愛懷念童年。那是一段徬徨無助的日子,我深切體會到自己的無力和無能。143Please respect copyright.PENANAo7lgugUVWl
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我渴望長大成人。143Please respect copyright.PENANARNoBVF8ghd
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(祈祈)我不用再去滿足他人的期望,因為我毋須再依賴他人;143Please respect copyright.PENANAjWrKFA7Kwb
(阿藍)我毋須依賴他人,所以不再繼續虧欠他們甚麼;143Please respect copyright.PENANA7wr8JhWoVT
(楠少)我不再虧欠他人,我可更著力於對自己負責任;143Please respect copyright.PENANAZDjQIuIJCL
(馨儀)我要對自己負責任,所以我會好好善待自己;143Please respect copyright.PENANAuiTeuDgicH
(光仔)我要善待自己,所以我要變得更勇敢;143Please respect copyright.PENANABQ9YrLSYkH
(志恆)我變得勇敢,是為了令自己更有能力去修補內心的缺口、彌補遺憾。143Please respect copyright.PENANA06Q6vBV13S
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我把自己的世界觀、對人生的感悟、對世界的印象套在三分真七分假的劇情上,讓角色們(由我的性格分裂出來)朝著我的理想目標邁進。可能會成功,可能會失敗,可能成敗各半。143Please respect copyright.PENANAPhfbQHiWKD
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也許,你會問,為何不讓所有角色有美滿的結局,那不是更令自己舒懷嗎?143Please respect copyright.PENANApPpjfe863m
你真心相信強行要來的幸福?你相信會有大英雄突然從天而降,運用超能力為你解決所有煩惱?143Please respect copyright.PENANAfwC8BlJytZ
一切總得合情合理吧。143Please respect copyright.PENANAlD05BJgAzm
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作為一個平凡人類,(對外)要不用行動去改變事情,(對內)要不多找幾個角度去看事情,突破盲點,擴闊思維。143Please respect copyright.PENANAv8oyy9pzOP
對於不能改變的過去,我只能選擇後者。143Please respect copyright.PENANAyo6qeYuzpo
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期望最終能發現在很多事情上,我根本沒有悔疚的需要。143Please respect copyright.PENANAxJM3jRMWnv
然後徹底放下、釋懷。143Please respect copyright.PENANAZpG20rDDJl
看到這裡,你該意識到這書滿是瘋子天洛卡的自言自語。143Please respect copyright.PENANA07qEz8XB3b
理性解釋感性,感性支撐理性。相生相剋,相輔相成。143Please respect copyright.PENANARMrbLkxxCk
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希望我沒有悶著你,更沒有嚇跑你。143Please respect copyright.PENANAZzbFS7k0Y2
謝謝你看到這裡。143Please respect copyright.PENANAFgsoSIDYGq
書很重。143Please respect copyright.PENANAYRRTQTHaKR
希望完成故事後,143Please respect copyright.PENANAi1yUEw8bBw
書會變輕。
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