午餐時間。馨儀依然無視身邊的狂蜂浪蝶，祈祈仍舊溫柔婉約，阿藍和楠少繼續打情罵悄，光仔漫不經心地打量走在前方的祈祈。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3cyG5oGuF
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一切彷彿回復當初模樣。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8haOVrRuDV
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除了志恆的缺席。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcPP9reqOl
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志恆慘受情傷以後，決意在外觀上投放心思。會花時間護膚，清走不少暗瘡；學會用髮膠，利用視覺錯覺拉高身形比例；改戴隱形眼鏡，減少土頭土腦的感覺；養成做運動的習慣，減掉小肚腩……547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl05u6Rvuz
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光仔和楠少擔心極了。有好一段日子，二人特意撇下幾位女生，和志恆一起午餐。可恨志恆依然放不下馨儀，沒能將記憶抹走，遑論無視難以抑制的洶湧情緒。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreGB2ed8gn
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「你們回去吧！」志恆衷心感謝兩位好友的不離不棄，但他想逃避有關馨儀的一切：「我很好。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpeDQZQOCu
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「有需要時，要找我們幫忙。」光仔戀愛經驗豐富，知道志恆是時候要學懂獨立。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPyVyHdThP
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「你們要好好珍惜阿藍和祈祈！」志恆祝願好友得到好姻緣。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWiBFvYw8G
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「聽到嗎？」楠少忍不住邪笑附和，幫腔嘲弄光仔：「你要好好珍惜祈祈！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpAyyaRZco
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「這些時候還要拿我開玩笑！」光仔帶笑掩蓋靦腆。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBFiA54pjZ
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「盡過力，至少可以不用怪自己。」志恆語帶雙關。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGmgHby5bT
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光仔和楠少深深感受到志恆的傷痛，霎時間接不上話。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoqzLkzfTa
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志恆揮揮手，轉身離開：「我先走了！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmxi1h9Z9T
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男人大丈夫，一定要灑脫。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKj046xQLc
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不過，任誰都知，真正的志恆從來都不是灑脫的人。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiB3CQeSlH
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鬧翻後首個週末，馨儀買來兩大袋志恆喜歡的零食，親自上門去志恆家解釋兼道歉。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqnVFoxAo6
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「伯友你好。我是志恆的同學，陳馨儀。我來送兩袋零食給他。」馨儀向應門的志恆媽自我介紹。說實在的，她有點怯，怕志恆媽會趕走她。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaJH3lsizh
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「先進來！志恆給我看過你的相片！真人也很漂亮！」豈料志恆媽雙眼發亮，親切地招呼馨儀內進，像望著準新抱那樣興奮。「志恆在睡房！我立即要他出來！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAHLC3KKxv
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似乎志恆的家人未知二人的事情……馨儀在心裡猛呼糟糕。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLKjXiMy0L
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「你為何會來？」面無血色的志恆離房到客廳來。為免家人擔心，他極力保持鎮靜。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69XA5BoMi0
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「送……給……你……」馨儀被皮笑肉不笑的志恆嚇得結結巴巴的，拿著袋子的手不自覺遲鈍起來，動作緩慢。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrDfMrQWxh
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志恆呆住，沒有接過袋子。他恨不得馬上將馨儀趕走，卻心知不能在母親面前太亂來。「不如到房裡聊聊？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0odAxqzVA
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「喂！怎能對女生無禮！」反倒是志恆媽搶先開口假罵。她絕對相信寶貝兒子的人品，只怕唐突的舉動嚇走準新抱。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7wLFrjLcK
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「伯友，不用緊張！志恆十分有禮貌的，為人細心體貼，性格可愛……」馨儀見志恆面色玄青，連忙幫腔讚道。說著說著，她開始懷疑自己是否做錯了。志恆媽希望越大，代表志恆將會越難受：他要向志恆媽解釋二人的事。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KVIlYAtb8
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志恆快要被馨儀氣得爆炸，不發一言，逕自回房。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLep4bsxi77
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「伯友，打搞了！」馨儀向志恆媽點點頭，轉身尾隨志恆入房。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylgUgb2IrX
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關門。房燈沒有亮起，僅靠透窗而入的自然光作照明。窗戶緊閉，冷氣機剛剛啓動，氣溫不高，空氣悶熱。電腦椅上是一堆亂糟糟的衣物。書枱面亂堆滿課本、文具、參考書、紙巾團、零食包裝袋和細碎雜物。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS9nQzffpH
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馨儀沒有被亂七八糟的表象騙倒：亂象該只是開始了數天而已。地面灰塵毛髮不多，雜物上無堆積厚塵，高架上的漫畫整齊地按期數排列，模型玩具之間的小隙一塵不染。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx9N1Cq9Ne
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電腦的播歌程式暫停著。是Frank Sinatra版本的《Killing me softly》。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0a9KhhQtc
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「有何要事？」志恆毫不忌諱，大剌剌地躺在床上，把玩手提電話，懶理馨儀提著兩大個袋子繼續站著。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpL56u7d88
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「對不起……我……我不是有意……」預先設想的道歉說話倏忽沉重，難以啟齒。馨儀已多年未試過如此害怕。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h3BEEZ7h0
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「如果只是這類說話，你可以省點力氣！」志恆打斷馨儀的話。本來抱有一絲希望，希望馨儀後悔拒絕他，希望馨儀倒過來向他示愛，希望馨儀擁他入懷……但他了解馨儀：她不愛他，就是不愛他。她會向他道歉，卻不會愛他。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkR50wRw2e
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馨儀愣住，忍住眼淚：志恆的傷口比預計中更深更痛。經過數年的相處，她自問了解志恆。志恆從來不懂假裝，會將自己的真實感受表現出來。對她的愛有多真切，對她的恨就有多激烈。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZyEVsIKnz
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「如沒其他要事，麻煩你帶同兩袋零食離開。」志恆表現小氣小家。他寧願撇下面子，在她面前撒野，亦不願假裝高尚，說甚麼動聽的虛偽說話。「還有，書枱下的紙盒，你一併帶走。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHOfeDnEmL
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那是裹了漂亮花紙的鞋盒，內裡全是有關馨儀的小物件。校刊上的活動照、馨儀和友人的留影、馨儀上傳到社交網站的日常照、志恆和馨儀的合照、馨儀送給志恆的小手作和漂亮文具……三年的愛意，由初見到鬧翻前一刻。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBP419qZnH
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​​​​​​​馨儀懷著滿滿的歉疚，俯身收拾鞋盒和零食，不敢望向志恆……8964 copyright protection543ＰＥＮＡＮＡU12qQhvMNJ 維尼

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