有個妳曾經以為離不開的群,妳很久沒在裡面說話了。某個妳曾經想為他肝腦塗地的偶像,妳早就沒再追他的最新動態了。壹些曾近親密無間的人,也早就沒再聯系。我們可能還處在壹個可以為動態裏壹張精致的火燒雲配圖感嘆的年紀,但我們鮮做拍照的人。683Please respect copyright.PENANAF7I9idMNJx
也不是不想去做吧,只是沒人陪著,這世間瑣事,太陽升起又落下,夜晚來臨又消退。時間在歡聚裏愈發極速與貴重,又想與誰去壹起浪費時間。683Please respect copyright.PENANABaP1VnEM2U
我是個好靜的人,想卸去壹切重量,但我總是做得還不夠。關門即是深山,那深山就在自己心裏。靜其實是沒有止境的,如同壹幅星空運行圖,只剩下了基本的線條,無邊無際慢慢轉啊轉,幾萬年都是如此,再大的動靜都無法得知了。最靜的時候,都聽得到外面花瓣落地的聲音,找到這樣的靜,心裏需要好大壹片曠野。683Please respect copyright.PENANATa6VP8qYc5
赤裸裸的物質時代,梨花香遍整個繁華,處處上演著“常記溪亭日暮,沈醉不知歸路”的悲劇。穿梭其中常常讓人眼花繚亂,迫不及待而又無所適從。理想如出水芙蓉,最鐵石心腸的人也會被打動並為之付出斑斕年華,可最終都飄飛到了壹個去不了的天堂。683Please respect copyright.PENANAbaG2AExwh5
曾幻想雲煙過矣,琴曲合壹,現世安穩,歲月靜好,於是茶壹盞,於是素琴彈。妳若安好,便是晴天。683Please respect copyright.PENANATX36pECDod
從何時起,再難想到這簡潔又意味深長的美好。人事匆忙,物事也就隨之匆忙。再難有壹種情懷,等待幾時,只為見日傍煙霞時拍得良辰美景。683Please respect copyright.PENANA4JppVQ9JC9
回憶起往昔種種,喜怒哀樂襯著涼意。我問自己,也問時間,還有多少人,多少事讓我牽念。我穿的少不是因為不怕冷,是因為習慣了。我心情好不是真的好,而是裝的像。683Please respect copyright.PENANAGJ3jFbBuAx
有時想,我這不叫活著,我這只是沒死。683Please respect copyright.PENANAMPakZSaS2n
但有時又被某個瞬間打動,會在Rose說“我連他的壹張照片都沒有”時大哭,會因壹個晴朗的夜空抑制不住的出去閑逛。每當苦等壹個人消息的時候,就會關掉那個對話框,當它再次出現,便盛過漫山荼蘼。683Please respect copyright.PENANApgdzJcwXhx
風呼月搖雲輕閉,梧桐葉下人影長。683Please respect copyright.PENANAN7oTZqy4Jm
最深的孤獨有多深?比大海深壹寸。為什麽?因為大海孤獨。為什麽深壹寸?因為它比我快樂。683Please respect copyright.PENANAo28EMc250j
不外如是。683Please respect copyright.PENANAgo77EsIEna
許多微暇時日,固執地留白給自己,做壹些感性的小事。討要壹盆多肉擺在窗邊,為壹首觸動很深的歌寫壹整篇曲評,以斯人名字寫壹首藏頭詩。如席慕容說,然後再來在這清涼的早上,逐行逐段的檢視,慢慢刪去,每壹個與妳有著關聯的字。起初全然不懂,現在懂了壹半。不認為自己是壹個多麽多愁善感的人,滿心歡喜的去·為在乎的人或事付諸身心,對不喜歡的也就有多透骨的殘忍。因為是個信仰感情的人,要麽便沒有,要麽便堅韌非常。683Please respect copyright.PENANAqPfAxVuMCH
其實壹直都想做壹個溫和的人,不要去想太多,不要去無謂的感慨,不要弄得滿城淒風冷雨。有的面具戴在臉上,再逼真也摘的掉,而有的面具戴在心裏,當時看不出來,卻會愈難摘掉了。而這面具若做的精巧好看,人們便會給這壹過程更好的名字,人們通常叫它改過。683Please respect copyright.PENANA0gweYG1nHl
又能如何,還能如何,不會如何,不論如何。這四句大抵解釋的清很多事情。683Please respect copyright.PENANAU5CHLF23Hs
總會有人說著他們的故事告訴妳現在的狀態是不對的,但總要經歷過才無悔不是麽。若是有猜忌,便愈發惶惶不可終日,不平,亦或是委屈,自不必細說。但也知道可能只是太無聊了,就算不是也只能那麽罷了,也不可越俎代庖的覬覦太多事,自疏己情而已。去不了的就是遠方,回不去的就是家鄉。那還就不如,漫山遍野都是家鄉,處江湖之遠,擇壹人而終。683Please respect copyright.PENANAhOUzB6nG7y
683Please respect copyright.PENANA56zyeAtyCE
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