我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。339Please respect copyright.PENANApTHmGiCKUz
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象,無論是異性還是同性,覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。339Please respect copyright.PENANAnShqXzTBRu
──直到那天遇見她。339Please respect copyright.PENANA2dD0e9cpyi
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那一天,我很早就醒來了,想去附近找點東西吃,於是在經過的公園碰見了她。339Please respect copyright.PENANAYXBSQ7NQhK
她看起來像是個大學生,留著及肩長髮,偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛,令人不禁想捏一把。339Please respect copyright.PENANAEcy7rGZYbJ
一開始吸引我注意力的,是她的歌聲。339Please respect copyright.PENANAUZZW3gaWKu
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清晨的公園裡,她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上,用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。339Please respect copyright.PENANA5DRuM0VlV7
雖然偶爾會走調,但她依然不以為意的一直唱著,似乎非常開心的樣子。339Please respect copyright.PENANA7JkMmEVXJa
剎那間,我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。339Please respect copyright.PENANAT78VsaaHjF
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感,我感到臉頰發燙,心臟也加速跳動。339Please respect copyright.PENANAVYhnMLmopJ
在猶豫好久以後,我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。339Please respect copyright.PENANANl4wTdairR
她看見我以後,有點不好意思的笑了笑,想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。339Please respect copyright.PENANAVMtYU9NkX3
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從此之後,我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩,每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她,迫不及待地等著她出現。339Please respect copyright.PENANAG6p27nEbSp
我就是如此喜歡著她,這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。339Please respect copyright.PENANAWRvlAQ60Om
但由於某種原因,我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。339Please respect copyright.PENANAiW9PpOkr3e
就在我意識到這個事實,正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──339Please respect copyright.PENANA01gxjJpObS
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「你要不要來我家住?」339Please respect copyright.PENANALEuyhZTVug
她輕輕握住我的手,誠懇的說。339Please respect copyright.PENANAgaqFOIWSRi
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神啊!這是怎樣的一個奇蹟!339Please respect copyright.PENANA99kSSUgFsQ
不過是同居的邀約,我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。339Please respect copyright.PENANAyjzV431vHb
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。339Please respect copyright.PENANAGxcuIhp6XV
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。339Please respect copyright.PENANAjeqCiCUXoF
就這樣,我們開始了同居的生活。339Please respect copyright.PENANASmO1E2Jec4
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她是獨自離開家,來到外地求學和打工的,住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。339Please respect copyright.PENANAs3KT6P1N2K
她的生活極其簡單,早晨我們一起出門去公園散步,她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了,我會送她到學校去,晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。339Please respect copyright.PENANAg9uzly3DBX
日復一日,沒有什麼太大的變化,可我感到相當幸福。339Please respect copyright.PENANA5eF2oita3X
只要她在我身邊,和我說上幾句話,我就能開心好幾天。339Please respect copyright.PENANAqdDYh08E8t
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多,打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽,這時我就會露出苦笑,與她額貼額,說出安慰她的話語。339Please respect copyright.PENANA7qjPf0GR25
然後她就會笑出聲,說:「我就只有你了,有你在我就很安心,覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」339Please respect copyright.PENANABbnnHkWjSd
每次聽見她這麼說,我總是臉上一紅,心花怒放。339Please respect copyright.PENANA16Qx9rXLqR
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。339Please respect copyright.PENANA0XxjHNtocy
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始,我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班,她卻跟我說了要加班,讓我回去不用等她。339Please respect copyright.PENANAuuca8mprl1
我沒多加懷疑,只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。339Please respect copyright.PENANAD6JwjceLSy
那一夜,她並沒有回來。339Please respect copyright.PENANAdXhMbekxkX
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧?我這麼對自己說。339Please respect copyright.PENANAJGDa1RkpCv
隔天早上她回到家,什麼也沒解釋,拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。339Please respect copyright.PENANAOArA0EuOrN
…不太對勁。339Please respect copyright.PENANAG05mGKf4ZW
我天生視力不好,但除了視力以外,其他感官都異常敏銳。339Please respect copyright.PENANAIyLAiRwqqy
例如嗅覺,是一般人的好幾倍。339Please respect copyright.PENANAJIAQ2tPlye
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的,別的男人的味道。339Please respect copyright.PENANA01tH7jGppi
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怎麼回事?難道她在男人家裡過夜?這不可能啊!339Please respect copyright.PENANADjQo3ZBdDK
她明明說過只喜歡我的!339Please respect copyright.PENANA6N9j7jQCwT
她竟然背叛我!339Please respect copyright.PENANAwUKzTT1Ezh
……不不不,冷靜,說不定只是個誤會,可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…339Please respect copyright.PENANA3OYBbyWbZ4
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──唉。339Please respect copyright.PENANAVMN9CI2wlC
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就算她愛上別人,我又能如何呢?339Please respect copyright.PENANACCbnDoFh9c
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深,這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。339Please respect copyright.PENANAnm2U21gOEL
但,還是淪陷了,再也爬不出這個無底洞,只有愈陷愈深。339Please respect copyright.PENANAFPDVcNsMFR
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧,可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂,也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。339Please respect copyright.PENANA0hOY1q5JT2
可我不想就這樣放棄。339Please respect copyright.PENANA0oNbfAtoTc
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。339Please respect copyright.PENANAJ92OomBpye
如果他真心愛著她,將她捧在手心上呵護,我自然會甘心退出。339Please respect copyright.PENANAS822OlCocp
反之,我會將她奪回來。339Please respect copyright.PENANAKJacC2h8JH
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今夜,她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。339Please respect copyright.PENANAp3xBLhVqMr
望向牆上時鐘,午夜一點半。339Please respect copyright.PENANAzq1o5lRmca
我深深嘆息。339Please respect copyright.PENANAffymUpPGfN
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已經一個月過去了,這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。339Please respect copyright.PENANAnPp45Iw20f
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事,又會不由得退縮,返回家裡。339Please respect copyright.PENANAHR7mxZx70E
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去,至少我知道她平安無事,要不根本無法入睡。339Please respect copyright.PENANAlTwP6tQJvG
最初只是偶爾晚歸,之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。339Please respect copyright.PENANA01kzArTLXY
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡,後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了,那令她相當困擾。339Please respect copyright.PENANAydLW9OmNfU
而現在,我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。339Please respect copyright.PENANAD1PQN7ikrX
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我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了,她不知因何事非常高興,笑得比平常還要燦爛。339Please respect copyright.PENANAYQd6vDUKPv
那時候我好開心好開心,因為她又願意理我了。339Please respect copyright.PENANA64V57g0jcy
她肯定不知道,當時我感動得溼了眼眶。339Please respect copyright.PENANA1BS2vpz3rm
我就跟寵物一樣,只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。339Please respect copyright.PENANAw2IKpAeuZO
自尊是什麼?能吃嗎?339Please respect copyright.PENANAc11cjlzA11
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度,令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。339Please respect copyright.PENANAHg9lLrS9zB
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望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內,我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。339Please respect copyright.PENANAGmo6PeyLsY
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。339Please respect copyright.PENANANBOvXSJT3M
對比以前幸福的日子,我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。339Please respect copyright.PENANAdasW7PaWhe
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離開吧。339Please respect copyright.PENANA6qoljMHjfM
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂,即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬,我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。339Please respect copyright.PENANA8rN7tkbNsk
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種,最後看了一眼她的臥室。339Please respect copyright.PENANAKXkERIpm0d
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子,輕聲一句「好夢」。339Please respect copyright.PENANA43Wqc9geJV
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷,然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。339Please respect copyright.PENANAbdUvvYz6zF
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。339Please respect copyright.PENANARaz1fSLvWh
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上,聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。339Please respect copyright.PENANASLMxN6obCE
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。339Please respect copyright.PENANA4YCKSTLZTM
曾經…339Please respect copyright.PENANAoWjE4BvDZC
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。339Please respect copyright.PENANApNJgn9Nt6k
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喀嚓。碰。339Please respect copyright.PENANAEAHG9YBz9D
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。339Please respect copyright.PENANAtNewyQsCk8
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。339Please respect copyright.PENANAfqeCR1P2S7
「平常沒怎麼整理,可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞,是我從未聽過的語氣。339Please respect copyright.PENANAzZjRDHrUz6
「沒關係,我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。339Please respect copyright.PENANApjcPf9vUor
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過?339Please respect copyright.PENANAPg8ZMOOulJ
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。339Please respect copyright.PENANAuxnVtNFdkb
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隨著他們越接近我的位置,我的心跳得更加猛烈,感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來,並且令我有些忿怒。339Please respect copyright.PENANAANmrPvNgPx
……怎麼回事?339Please respect copyright.PENANArxyNPLqP5o
很明顯的,我並非是因為她,而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。339Please respect copyright.PENANAX8CHrrDLul
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他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了,拐個彎就能見到我。339Please respect copyright.PENANASswpbBf3KM
「這裡是我的臥室…咦,你在啊!」她踏進房間,差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。339Please respect copyright.PENANANJjznFXPIn
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。339Please respect copyright.PENANAmuGCa721Qk
男人身材高瘦,氣質斯文,細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。339Please respect copyright.PENANAMqtnyzF27k
與男人四目交接的剎那,某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。339Please respect copyright.PENANA1T9jhrtONz
那是大約三年前的事。339Please respect copyright.PENANAxxPgwJNR6e
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『你……你為什麼要殺人?』我不敢置信,望著眼前的好友。339Please respect copyright.PENANAkiUq8TMkID
地點在我的房間,地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩,一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴,死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。339Please respect copyright.PENANAgCBQgjVxFm
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的,怎麼回來就變成這副景象?339Please respect copyright.PENANAsLZRD6zF9e
『是她不好!誰叫她選擇的是你不是我!』好友怒吼,手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。339Please respect copyright.PENANAltqOGYXg9S
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了,失去理智了。339Please respect copyright.PENANAGUnDh44avv
『你…簡直瘋子!』我轉身想奔出門,慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃!』339Please respect copyright.PENANA8qIisgtKLg
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背後一陣劇痛。339Please respect copyright.PENANAaTCaLlZhe9
我被刺了。339Please respect copyright.PENANAuGEbncJWCv
接著好友把刀拔出,又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。339Please respect copyright.PENANAyjBm2KPOCj
一刀又一刀,如此反覆無數次,直到我失去知覺……339Please respect copyright.PENANALFUyixPU4H
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──是你!是你殺了我!339Please respect copyright.PENANAClGwO9Q0Cb
殺了我女友又殺了我!339Please respect copyright.PENANAl5fegGn6lL
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人!339Please respect copyright.PENANADeLCOoTPxb
無法原諒…饒不了你!!339Please respect copyright.PENANABSm3oy0XBz
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲,我將好友撲倒。339Please respect copyright.PENANAqQJIWJffOk
奈何他體型比我壯碩,雙手被牽制住了,於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。339Please respect copyright.PENANAc7hHe0KzmC
「好痛…!媽的…快放開我!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAcqNEhTeNDL
好友死命掙扎,我咬得更加深入,牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。339Please respect copyright.PENANA3fWMXkhpdy
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔,精神反而更興奮,我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。339Please respect copyright.PENANABbFw88wfYH
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱,最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。339Please respect copyright.PENANAtXs2IWHW1V
我鬆開嘴,確認好友已經死亡。339Please respect copyright.PENANAOgU1TEULWY
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這下子,我也成了殺人犯…。339Please respect copyright.PENANAumqY7ly1tC
他肯定認出我了,絕對會想再趁機殺掉我,以後一定也會傷害她,我這是正當防衛。339Please respect copyright.PENANADAesTGklwM
我保護了她,保護了我珍惜的人。339Please respect copyright.PENANA3NT8Iu1EZx
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身,正想這麼對她說──339Please respect copyright.PENANAaSNEq0SCcp
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。339Please respect copyright.PENANAJvAMwGMSC6
……為什麼………339Please respect copyright.PENANAjNh0zlG5GH
腳一軟,我往旁邊倒下,模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。339Please respect copyright.PENANAtSxB6Kz0Z2
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為什麼這樣對我…?是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人?339Please respect copyright.PENANAAWEleACLpa
這傢伙真的有這麼重要?339Please respect copyright.PENANAAT5rXqhSPw
別哭…我可以道歉……所以,妳原諒我好嗎?339Please respect copyright.PENANA6TByJoNUhJ
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。339Please respect copyright.PENANAwsuNYSxaUA
……請不要怕我,好嗎?339Please respect copyright.PENANAXpOklm8o7p
意識已經開始混亂,我大概就要死了吧。339Please respect copyright.PENANAbqXQrZOshx
那麼,最後,至少想把這句話告訴妳…339Please respect copyright.PENANAFBywizBapu
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『我愛妳……』339Please respect copyright.PENANAFbrXeausRw
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「汪嗚……」339Please respect copyright.PENANAXb9tqpm1YF
從自己喉嚨裡發出的,是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。339Please respect copyright.PENANAMV8yre475p
啊,對呢,都忘了,我只是一隻狗。339Please respect copyright.PENANAXlMfDcwEsN
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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