我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。545Please respect copyright.PENANAUXNAoOu4aZ
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象,無論是異性還是同性,覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。545Please respect copyright.PENANAT9ga0JnOCI
──直到那天遇見她。545Please respect copyright.PENANAibv0EWmkGj
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那一天,我很早就醒來了,想去附近找點東西吃,於是在經過的公園碰見了她。545Please respect copyright.PENANAd7RHJiOd1B
她看起來像是個大學生,留著及肩長髮,偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛,令人不禁想捏一把。545Please respect copyright.PENANAexmccTBBsI
一開始吸引我注意力的,是她的歌聲。545Please respect copyright.PENANAdG8J0mSNoq
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清晨的公園裡,她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上,用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。545Please respect copyright.PENANAeAaERXHw5B
雖然偶爾會走調,但她依然不以為意的一直唱著,似乎非常開心的樣子。545Please respect copyright.PENANADARQ4Ss2Gt
剎那間,我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。545Please respect copyright.PENANAPCCVfya2yZ
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感,我感到臉頰發燙,心臟也加速跳動。545Please respect copyright.PENANAGWhs4ojBcl
在猶豫好久以後,我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。545Please respect copyright.PENANA3D0nQPyakC
她看見我以後,有點不好意思的笑了笑,想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。545Please respect copyright.PENANAlq0p3sETz3
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從此之後,我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩,每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她,迫不及待地等著她出現。545Please respect copyright.PENANABZASFXeh2U
我就是如此喜歡著她,這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。545Please respect copyright.PENANA7Y2TZoJSLW
但由於某種原因,我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。545Please respect copyright.PENANAdiweAgLfJe
就在我意識到這個事實,正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──545Please respect copyright.PENANAVo7aOjfHBi
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「你要不要來我家住?」545Please respect copyright.PENANAdtabvYtWl2
她輕輕握住我的手,誠懇的說。545Please respect copyright.PENANAWYSI7Qtk7P
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神啊!這是怎樣的一個奇蹟!545Please respect copyright.PENANAW67e1Saa52
不過是同居的邀約,我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。545Please respect copyright.PENANAcef7OBpVys
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。545Please respect copyright.PENANApBXgT5692J
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。545Please respect copyright.PENANAruLFf3RHGr
就這樣,我們開始了同居的生活。545Please respect copyright.PENANAqNziXLxSwi
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她是獨自離開家,來到外地求學和打工的,住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。545Please respect copyright.PENANAb8f6dX6350
她的生活極其簡單,早晨我們一起出門去公園散步,她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了,我會送她到學校去,晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。545Please respect copyright.PENANAhsohPvjOAC
日復一日,沒有什麼太大的變化,可我感到相當幸福。545Please respect copyright.PENANADBAEAuKHMo
只要她在我身邊,和我說上幾句話,我就能開心好幾天。545Please respect copyright.PENANACsX7cJpP7g
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多,打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽,這時我就會露出苦笑,與她額貼額,說出安慰她的話語。545Please respect copyright.PENANArJxSa7WxbL
然後她就會笑出聲,說:「我就只有你了,有你在我就很安心,覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」545Please respect copyright.PENANA0LNWVb5kbb
每次聽見她這麼說,我總是臉上一紅,心花怒放。545Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZNRHxa37c
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。545Please respect copyright.PENANAZPoC2r4sBw
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始,我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班,她卻跟我說了要加班,讓我回去不用等她。545Please respect copyright.PENANArIWV75Ywl4
我沒多加懷疑,只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。545Please respect copyright.PENANALQyl2Ql6TW
那一夜,她並沒有回來。545Please respect copyright.PENANA5cbMf5KTYb
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧?我這麼對自己說。545Please respect copyright.PENANAR74HCsN50L
隔天早上她回到家,什麼也沒解釋,拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。545Please respect copyright.PENANAjOX6sWGzs9
…不太對勁。545Please respect copyright.PENANADkimyHP2MX
我天生視力不好,但除了視力以外,其他感官都異常敏銳。545Please respect copyright.PENANAgGv0uAgUgl
例如嗅覺,是一般人的好幾倍。545Please respect copyright.PENANAemOhcLrHLH
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的,別的男人的味道。545Please respect copyright.PENANAbjgprV6SD7
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怎麼回事?難道她在男人家裡過夜?這不可能啊!545Please respect copyright.PENANArMNePVbDAr
她明明說過只喜歡我的!545Please respect copyright.PENANAppO4hM9bY2
她竟然背叛我!545Please respect copyright.PENANAk9yEs27i5F
……不不不,冷靜,說不定只是個誤會,可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…545Please respect copyright.PENANA4T4umQurSB
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──唉。545Please respect copyright.PENANAxpJWxftP10
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就算她愛上別人,我又能如何呢?545Please respect copyright.PENANAjfU09Zut9z
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深,這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。545Please respect copyright.PENANAweWHTR1ECq
但,還是淪陷了,再也爬不出這個無底洞,只有愈陷愈深。545Please respect copyright.PENANAULKnZQB50m
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧,可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂,也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。545Please respect copyright.PENANA6HOhCtfHKl
可我不想就這樣放棄。545Please respect copyright.PENANAPKFXwWoski
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。545Please respect copyright.PENANA013KgZmDeP
如果他真心愛著她,將她捧在手心上呵護,我自然會甘心退出。545Please respect copyright.PENANA6y3a6UnXYs
反之,我會將她奪回來。545Please respect copyright.PENANAQoTSN2vYKc
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今夜,她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。545Please respect copyright.PENANAs6TLRLlK89
望向牆上時鐘,午夜一點半。545Please respect copyright.PENANAtRm1OO6N28
我深深嘆息。545Please respect copyright.PENANAK9tcSRnmtQ
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已經一個月過去了,這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。545Please respect copyright.PENANAJTXqUNE0cy
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事,又會不由得退縮,返回家裡。545Please respect copyright.PENANAiK6eqtXozH
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去,至少我知道她平安無事,要不根本無法入睡。545Please respect copyright.PENANAjlpR5fuzaq
最初只是偶爾晚歸,之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。545Please respect copyright.PENANAqJaBuYNRx8
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡,後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了,那令她相當困擾。545Please respect copyright.PENANAjXIzmUGT6v
而現在,我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。545Please respect copyright.PENANARBcW1XcaeJ
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我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了,她不知因何事非常高興,笑得比平常還要燦爛。545Please respect copyright.PENANAk9hXQcqpkD
那時候我好開心好開心,因為她又願意理我了。545Please respect copyright.PENANAmpwGMOWtSb
她肯定不知道,當時我感動得溼了眼眶。545Please respect copyright.PENANAWrdCqq2VQj
我就跟寵物一樣,只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。545Please respect copyright.PENANAFGoT6glJxk
自尊是什麼?能吃嗎?545Please respect copyright.PENANAMczUNoaRbd
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度,令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。545Please respect copyright.PENANALIwCa4aw26
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望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內,我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。545Please respect copyright.PENANAqBHusCxmDp
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。545Please respect copyright.PENANA0Z5c9Ge9aK
對比以前幸福的日子,我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。545Please respect copyright.PENANAm2nMzVpTjn
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離開吧。545Please respect copyright.PENANAYsYNG40DEu
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂,即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬,我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。545Please respect copyright.PENANAQMiDq1B2aM
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種,最後看了一眼她的臥室。545Please respect copyright.PENANAbCC5X5YnbZ
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子,輕聲一句「好夢」。545Please respect copyright.PENANA0FQ9bcisx8
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷,然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。545Please respect copyright.PENANAMRFbS4wUrs
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。545Please respect copyright.PENANAYAvs3CBJM6
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上,聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。545Please respect copyright.PENANAlCaelnmvEK
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。545Please respect copyright.PENANANA8P0PmiE7
曾經…545Please respect copyright.PENANA7eXjfuCTIO
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。545Please respect copyright.PENANAXkv5JS0et8
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喀嚓。碰。545Please respect copyright.PENANAGnhDk7WSxj
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。545Please respect copyright.PENANARFyBJAFPkZ
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。545Please respect copyright.PENANAOWJkPbgNWo
「平常沒怎麼整理,可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞,是我從未聽過的語氣。545Please respect copyright.PENANAWxgJmwPJ51
「沒關係,我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。545Please respect copyright.PENANAdkmH0oGlf1
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過?545Please respect copyright.PENANAPz8QiUMZ6m
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。545Please respect copyright.PENANAEGRlP75RZz
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隨著他們越接近我的位置,我的心跳得更加猛烈,感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來,並且令我有些忿怒。545Please respect copyright.PENANAXMuUQXnu9y
……怎麼回事?545Please respect copyright.PENANA5cxxFgy0C7
很明顯的,我並非是因為她,而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。545Please respect copyright.PENANAjaEDt55LlD
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他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了,拐個彎就能見到我。545Please respect copyright.PENANAW0onhUuGJq
「這裡是我的臥室…咦,你在啊!」她踏進房間,差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。545Please respect copyright.PENANAIJVsmRuZ5D
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。545Please respect copyright.PENANAdy57BdKQQY
男人身材高瘦,氣質斯文,細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。545Please respect copyright.PENANAyUzN8cXNeB
與男人四目交接的剎那,某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。545Please respect copyright.PENANAusXhttt9Iz
那是大約三年前的事。545Please respect copyright.PENANArDa1ESyy2b
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『你……你為什麼要殺人?』我不敢置信,望著眼前的好友。545Please respect copyright.PENANAyXwhVjbPFX
地點在我的房間,地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩,一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴,死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。545Please respect copyright.PENANALYkQA7QOrD
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的,怎麼回來就變成這副景象?545Please respect copyright.PENANA4k64XsWL9j
『是她不好!誰叫她選擇的是你不是我!』好友怒吼,手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。545Please respect copyright.PENANAL3J4WhKCcN
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了,失去理智了。545Please respect copyright.PENANASinkDllsfg
『你…簡直瘋子!』我轉身想奔出門,慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃!』545Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7arpkgGUg
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背後一陣劇痛。545Please respect copyright.PENANALFD5nsnFhq
我被刺了。545Please respect copyright.PENANAd2rtczpdXn
接著好友把刀拔出,又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。545Please respect copyright.PENANAqN7tDJegSM
一刀又一刀,如此反覆無數次,直到我失去知覺……545Please respect copyright.PENANALivFdjPnRp
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──是你!是你殺了我!545Please respect copyright.PENANAHyQmPeo6Ii
殺了我女友又殺了我!545Please respect copyright.PENANA9LfqUeptKh
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人!545Please respect copyright.PENANAKipwGTirfn
無法原諒…饒不了你!!545Please respect copyright.PENANAzR04lRCZTj
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲,我將好友撲倒。545Please respect copyright.PENANAMJauO7EwCj
奈何他體型比我壯碩,雙手被牽制住了,於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。545Please respect copyright.PENANAt29tKO3WeX
「好痛…!媽的…快放開我!」545Please respect copyright.PENANABCommCoxEs
好友死命掙扎,我咬得更加深入,牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。545Please respect copyright.PENANA1s2hAOQmvm
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔,精神反而更興奮,我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。545Please respect copyright.PENANACgNHrrSsHg
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱,最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。545Please respect copyright.PENANA413xDEvP25
我鬆開嘴,確認好友已經死亡。545Please respect copyright.PENANArmUZhbKiGW
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這下子,我也成了殺人犯…。545Please respect copyright.PENANAnarhpNFX5y
他肯定認出我了,絕對會想再趁機殺掉我,以後一定也會傷害她,我這是正當防衛。545Please respect copyright.PENANA33Suo1QM3P
我保護了她,保護了我珍惜的人。545Please respect copyright.PENANAOO2CFVExwZ
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身,正想這麼對她說──545Please respect copyright.PENANAhHKtAovNku
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。545Please respect copyright.PENANAGUJGs9Og7r
……為什麼………545Please respect copyright.PENANAplnMTNENqb
腳一軟,我往旁邊倒下,模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。545Please respect copyright.PENANAUoXJoeHjSM
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為什麼這樣對我…?是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人?545Please respect copyright.PENANA15Oljkm3Yo
這傢伙真的有這麼重要?545Please respect copyright.PENANA4c9BAr91Bu
別哭…我可以道歉……所以,妳原諒我好嗎?545Please respect copyright.PENANAw25ZyovaVp
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。545Please respect copyright.PENANA1blVdEGbS6
……請不要怕我,好嗎?545Please respect copyright.PENANAOJrBUTHXeY
意識已經開始混亂,我大概就要死了吧。545Please respect copyright.PENANAdEQMqlNE4k
那麼,最後,至少想把這句話告訴妳…545Please respect copyright.PENANAIOJmunpO6N
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『我愛妳……』545Please respect copyright.PENANAUg70GpyuDv
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「汪嗚……」545Please respect copyright.PENANANMtGSg0yu9
從自己喉嚨裡發出的,是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。545Please respect copyright.PENANAxYIDAXfx77
啊,對呢,都忘了,我只是一隻狗。545Please respect copyright.PENANA4DyqG910ve
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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