我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。493Please respect copyright.PENANA8h8YmS2d9K
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象,無論是異性還是同性,覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。493Please respect copyright.PENANAqugFrDtRF8
──直到那天遇見她。493Please respect copyright.PENANAeoSz1xFofg
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那一天,我很早就醒來了,想去附近找點東西吃,於是在經過的公園碰見了她。493Please respect copyright.PENANAcWMmjZVw3i
她看起來像是個大學生,留著及肩長髮,偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛,令人不禁想捏一把。493Please respect copyright.PENANAipdAcTGfqz
一開始吸引我注意力的,是她的歌聲。493Please respect copyright.PENANA0SGCuXLxMn
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清晨的公園裡,她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上,用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。493Please respect copyright.PENANAtdwxoOtmF0
雖然偶爾會走調,但她依然不以為意的一直唱著,似乎非常開心的樣子。493Please respect copyright.PENANAj53YxLYx5u
剎那間,我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。493Please respect copyright.PENANA5ek9Rh3vDO
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感,我感到臉頰發燙,心臟也加速跳動。493Please respect copyright.PENANApC8t2k9wtd
在猶豫好久以後,我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。493Please respect copyright.PENANAN2SyBYAd1L
她看見我以後,有點不好意思的笑了笑,想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。493Please respect copyright.PENANAsKioBncP8z
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從此之後,我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩,每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她,迫不及待地等著她出現。493Please respect copyright.PENANALbfo2RX8zY
我就是如此喜歡著她,這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。493Please respect copyright.PENANAdec6tqKR1Y
但由於某種原因,我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。493Please respect copyright.PENANAE8zEARxBG0
就在我意識到這個事實,正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──493Please respect copyright.PENANAfuOzRvjh1L
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「你要不要來我家住?」493Please respect copyright.PENANARws2M05odn
她輕輕握住我的手,誠懇的說。493Please respect copyright.PENANAcsIJHh7m8d
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神啊!這是怎樣的一個奇蹟!493Please respect copyright.PENANAQeoHIaFzS4
不過是同居的邀約,我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。493Please respect copyright.PENANATiChvREeyM
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。493Please respect copyright.PENANAhSwVQOdimV
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。493Please respect copyright.PENANAjv76LnkFlq
就這樣,我們開始了同居的生活。493Please respect copyright.PENANAk2Ryn4MOFC
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她是獨自離開家,來到外地求學和打工的,住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。493Please respect copyright.PENANAg6Z5DyHNiR
她的生活極其簡單,早晨我們一起出門去公園散步,她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了,我會送她到學校去,晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。493Please respect copyright.PENANAj0O7LSlH3R
日復一日,沒有什麼太大的變化,可我感到相當幸福。493Please respect copyright.PENANAkD5Zyt1teX
只要她在我身邊,和我說上幾句話,我就能開心好幾天。493Please respect copyright.PENANAwl9IWJLd8j
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多,打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽,這時我就會露出苦笑,與她額貼額,說出安慰她的話語。493Please respect copyright.PENANAL1sxVnPKkO
然後她就會笑出聲,說:「我就只有你了,有你在我就很安心,覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」493Please respect copyright.PENANA6W80hvP6eq
每次聽見她這麼說,我總是臉上一紅,心花怒放。493Please respect copyright.PENANA4NMVxWkd5Y
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。493Please respect copyright.PENANA2IUbAsXJpP
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始,我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班,她卻跟我說了要加班,讓我回去不用等她。493Please respect copyright.PENANAs5chAOJbGb
我沒多加懷疑,只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。493Please respect copyright.PENANAscbqGx3vod
那一夜,她並沒有回來。493Please respect copyright.PENANAYPy0DeZV96
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧?我這麼對自己說。493Please respect copyright.PENANAEkuLLARPmR
隔天早上她回到家,什麼也沒解釋,拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。493Please respect copyright.PENANAPyS3kfxOAx
…不太對勁。493Please respect copyright.PENANATc6I0oY7Uj
我天生視力不好,但除了視力以外,其他感官都異常敏銳。493Please respect copyright.PENANA6LwI2SyAZQ
例如嗅覺,是一般人的好幾倍。493Please respect copyright.PENANAazsIBb77Ic
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的,別的男人的味道。493Please respect copyright.PENANAQzL5S8wcmy
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怎麼回事?難道她在男人家裡過夜?這不可能啊!493Please respect copyright.PENANAyA5FF7mWI6
她明明說過只喜歡我的!493Please respect copyright.PENANAw8bPDtim2X
她竟然背叛我!493Please respect copyright.PENANAYoAp8uDorB
……不不不,冷靜,說不定只是個誤會,可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…493Please respect copyright.PENANAyhyacUP80u
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──唉。493Please respect copyright.PENANARhh4n9Iy02
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就算她愛上別人,我又能如何呢?493Please respect copyright.PENANA91Q9RYPIKm
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深,這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。493Please respect copyright.PENANA7i0pFkiK6B
但,還是淪陷了,再也爬不出這個無底洞,只有愈陷愈深。493Please respect copyright.PENANAMXzf4Dab3A
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧,可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂,也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。493Please respect copyright.PENANABgjuXJFVrS
可我不想就這樣放棄。493Please respect copyright.PENANATd3DiaZeAE
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。493Please respect copyright.PENANAxgyNs1zWXP
如果他真心愛著她,將她捧在手心上呵護,我自然會甘心退出。493Please respect copyright.PENANAWT95lJYRpm
反之,我會將她奪回來。493Please respect copyright.PENANAihOlgjNy0N
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今夜,她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。493Please respect copyright.PENANAZqQnQSCGT2
望向牆上時鐘,午夜一點半。493Please respect copyright.PENANAYTGgSKOUhw
我深深嘆息。493Please respect copyright.PENANA6xm4DpUK4j
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已經一個月過去了,這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。493Please respect copyright.PENANAe37XAgGgv0
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事,又會不由得退縮,返回家裡。493Please respect copyright.PENANA52GdeAKuWQ
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去,至少我知道她平安無事,要不根本無法入睡。493Please respect copyright.PENANA7EZOMkLVIz
最初只是偶爾晚歸,之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。493Please respect copyright.PENANAAeS62hQBEr
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡,後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了,那令她相當困擾。493Please respect copyright.PENANA3nFyxThFU0
而現在,我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。493Please respect copyright.PENANAZzJmdEY6SD
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我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了,她不知因何事非常高興,笑得比平常還要燦爛。493Please respect copyright.PENANAGOpeXOZSdC
那時候我好開心好開心,因為她又願意理我了。493Please respect copyright.PENANAFWKbTUqBpc
她肯定不知道,當時我感動得溼了眼眶。493Please respect copyright.PENANAMd6k5QDiyr
我就跟寵物一樣,只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。493Please respect copyright.PENANAaGOCz5xOvD
自尊是什麼?能吃嗎?493Please respect copyright.PENANAHB5uQ7YDqX
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度,令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。493Please respect copyright.PENANAhFkf4xapWa
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望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內,我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。493Please respect copyright.PENANA1MVkjzbetn
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。493Please respect copyright.PENANAuUgZUsIz1D
對比以前幸福的日子,我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。493Please respect copyright.PENANALuXx97RWdT
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離開吧。493Please respect copyright.PENANAk4A2AzLCWt
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂,即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬,我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。493Please respect copyright.PENANAzIk7aUQghS
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種,最後看了一眼她的臥室。493Please respect copyright.PENANABUs7D646H9
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子,輕聲一句「好夢」。493Please respect copyright.PENANASf50tMwak8
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷,然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。493Please respect copyright.PENANAoEXOtamZj1
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。493Please respect copyright.PENANAchkDJk9lSA
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上,聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。493Please respect copyright.PENANAYQtJo9YSb7
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。493Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4Q0rUBQGD
曾經…493Please respect copyright.PENANA4y7Idv9zoW
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。493Please respect copyright.PENANAcRPTG8pDlE
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喀嚓。碰。493Please respect copyright.PENANAC2N9mmm3qz
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。493Please respect copyright.PENANAvU7uVM9al7
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。493Please respect copyright.PENANApENsVvSxK7
「平常沒怎麼整理,可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞,是我從未聽過的語氣。493Please respect copyright.PENANAyIBe5E45T4
「沒關係,我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。493Please respect copyright.PENANAdiEG5ixdlj
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過?493Please respect copyright.PENANACSY6aytu9y
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。493Please respect copyright.PENANAzUZz4BLmUF
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隨著他們越接近我的位置,我的心跳得更加猛烈,感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來,並且令我有些忿怒。493Please respect copyright.PENANA0kmUp81DFW
……怎麼回事?493Please respect copyright.PENANA3CAQxfabC5
很明顯的,我並非是因為她,而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。493Please respect copyright.PENANA7LC9CZ0cNe
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他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了,拐個彎就能見到我。493Please respect copyright.PENANA6I0R8drfOZ
「這裡是我的臥室…咦,你在啊!」她踏進房間,差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。493Please respect copyright.PENANAAb4S3pRMiy
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。493Please respect copyright.PENANACmxBT8ukce
男人身材高瘦,氣質斯文,細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。493Please respect copyright.PENANAMlEUM7txS1
與男人四目交接的剎那,某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。493Please respect copyright.PENANALOdx73lOYe
那是大約三年前的事。493Please respect copyright.PENANAkAjQmTbl4d
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『你……你為什麼要殺人?』我不敢置信,望著眼前的好友。493Please respect copyright.PENANANg0HatWVFL
地點在我的房間,地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩,一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴,死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。493Please respect copyright.PENANASaoydxC1cm
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的,怎麼回來就變成這副景象?493Please respect copyright.PENANAoyybzoI47p
『是她不好!誰叫她選擇的是你不是我!』好友怒吼,手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。493Please respect copyright.PENANADiuAEMUDgn
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了,失去理智了。493Please respect copyright.PENANABN1XyFdqJH
『你…簡直瘋子!』我轉身想奔出門,慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃!』493Please respect copyright.PENANAIzP7PmVBCP
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背後一陣劇痛。493Please respect copyright.PENANAfjGmgphyh0
我被刺了。493Please respect copyright.PENANAJl76sqCG7T
接著好友把刀拔出,又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。493Please respect copyright.PENANAqGdQM7PLnP
一刀又一刀,如此反覆無數次,直到我失去知覺……493Please respect copyright.PENANAIszDfyEntx
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──是你!是你殺了我!493Please respect copyright.PENANAQUmBZtdUxW
殺了我女友又殺了我!493Please respect copyright.PENANAKJP5uvgHOg
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人!493Please respect copyright.PENANA1PtC4Ec3Pu
無法原諒…饒不了你!!493Please respect copyright.PENANAvRwVLUKRyj
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲,我將好友撲倒。493Please respect copyright.PENANATN6Cqt0U8Y
奈何他體型比我壯碩,雙手被牽制住了,於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。493Please respect copyright.PENANAhU9CGGQ517
「好痛…!媽的…快放開我!」493Please respect copyright.PENANA4FRW6YQtnp
好友死命掙扎,我咬得更加深入,牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。493Please respect copyright.PENANABp1mftLpJa
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔,精神反而更興奮,我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。493Please respect copyright.PENANADkdOpqNIFE
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱,最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。493Please respect copyright.PENANABrTqB6Cmk2
我鬆開嘴,確認好友已經死亡。493Please respect copyright.PENANAfDVSlDkrOb
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這下子,我也成了殺人犯…。493Please respect copyright.PENANAOaw7Hk4d2G
他肯定認出我了,絕對會想再趁機殺掉我,以後一定也會傷害她,我這是正當防衛。493Please respect copyright.PENANAR1qCRF3mRL
我保護了她,保護了我珍惜的人。493Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ei65gbTFs
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身,正想這麼對她說──493Please respect copyright.PENANAsDbkV4zwUo
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。493Please respect copyright.PENANAc30r7xWL1U
……為什麼………493Please respect copyright.PENANAAz45YgZX6X
腳一軟,我往旁邊倒下,模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。493Please respect copyright.PENANAStuOqDWpzH
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為什麼這樣對我…?是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人?493Please respect copyright.PENANARCDkIPuazd
這傢伙真的有這麼重要?493Please respect copyright.PENANApmbrJB1rwi
別哭…我可以道歉……所以,妳原諒我好嗎?493Please respect copyright.PENANAc9CS320KrT
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。493Please respect copyright.PENANAac6sb3khG4
……請不要怕我,好嗎?493Please respect copyright.PENANAxYuKViALyg
意識已經開始混亂,我大概就要死了吧。493Please respect copyright.PENANALYqU06Xdju
那麼,最後,至少想把這句話告訴妳…493Please respect copyright.PENANAdSYmwQKjvm
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『我愛妳……』493Please respect copyright.PENANA2RMvoH6nyr
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「汪嗚……」493Please respect copyright.PENANAcA6c2Tc3vG
從自己喉嚨裡發出的,是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。493Please respect copyright.PENANAmHjtN9U0pi
啊,對呢,都忘了,我只是一隻狗。493Please respect copyright.PENANAsz7s1g2Pmq
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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