我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyf7eoT7hW
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tvc4qIqT7
──直到那天遇見她。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUruAlS81z
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikBmRQHhkM
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9NQieKWjP
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BWRjNs5vw
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KdkMrgsH8
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH77BvdXwVy
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92tFFz7oZ9
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MzfCEoCC8
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUph8VG8Pq
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypRb6rtRTy
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdz8VHI3AbX
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkir6J5KcQo
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0aNqtxN3G
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDxsBJ31Y4
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhovBVvMBu
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4vPNzPlVz
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzVAItDVS3
「你要不要來我家住？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ9sDtd2aI
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwn9jIJeT0
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神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hfKdbLegD
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkAHw2XGSp
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PnVLHQdx7
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vqVLuRkqo
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEtpdiLmNU
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubFdLeZxTi
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjnr3jWSCq
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8Jn1KumlU
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOEFUC4E1A
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f3apdngjm
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX42AsxPVS
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8blcrwiQdt
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gm5R8I10r
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIrC5P2wXI
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtDQVnsk8R
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeN3Hh9sGn
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuKT4yMdOW
那一夜，她並沒有回來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuacsQtzVE9
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B6A2cpCFH
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB0dILcOCl
…不太對勁。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM8Kvzn9OX
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw76OZKNAB
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq0qs6d1rG
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVLrOzrCpy
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvWDFovbK0
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KDyghPVdm
她明明說過只喜歡我的！494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80B67RZ61b
她竟然背叛我！494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TwhMwZB8p
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihx2mRCktk
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──唉。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91a2IoX4Gl
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXchI0VgZr
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYHwma0Wep
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7gPxvZQQF
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyLWln8fWg
可我不想就這樣放棄。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A6UeBJzZB
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckLkXat5U0
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpyX9XiNV3
反之，我會將她奪回來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtWH7Rzeer
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflEJrVu3Kd
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvM6CMqAHw
我深深嘆息。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUrVcYQMDB
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dhCNS7eiJ
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIVLw3Kohm
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuuAxaQHH1
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKG2xYFGFU
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHELtatAqH
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHux9Jvv8kt
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPasoAayEn2
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGrzTso4pQ
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLa5l1035M
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0qjvoVTPC
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8mRxFuaxi
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfxvQ9dDip
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqTMFbJWLu
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQBR4lv6ol
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5hu5DDK00
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IKYpyAcFO
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5w5bKjeDY
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHUqnMVwi7
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkylfkUKzy
離開吧。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetILr9lXAv
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv2ylHnpYz
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcxjPcSnOs
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMKyLRlcbJ
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj7Djlhdg9
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY9CJiMj8c
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQmZTUhZu9
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR6FCYEK8u
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzCGoyIiVM
曾經…494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFC8drKz6T
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAslu1KUMvC
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwW3xONBa8P
喀嚓。碰。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJGJr0RW4T
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pQIlCdvD0
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRimRa7DoC
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXxS3XeOM5
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cJDqfsReC
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVs0CL05oY
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHX9apjSOn
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoLyvtQZ6N
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2sK1RU50n
……怎麼回事？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDOHdVihpW
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEccSSZJJVx
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyAE0EuW15
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiMIw71Vul
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHT28Iz4Id
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFcDR2m03Y
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7Z9DyCiF5
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxfkDUgY5E
那是大約三年前的事。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz2KU73SmJ
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ06uedQZr
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2ce85Yp3N
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyPINPQ5aX
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefYusL5rK7
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleBCCc70uL
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMnZ8KtY4d
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背後一陣劇痛。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEnHmXIMcG
我被刺了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhCYvpfOsP
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88pf8II03N
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV31EoCQDIS
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──是你！是你殺了我！494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbz8eTygY8
殺了我女友又殺了我！494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgcCh6cwo8
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjBHDkzSx9
無法原諒…饒不了你！！494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL6aHGxxLP
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6e9bcuL0Z
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLajtWd75Kd
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsNbxxnpd6
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nEUw0okKN
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLdnNS1Kwj
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ7d0XA22o
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2tBvW2GkC
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7P2xJRakj
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM3PZFwWTs
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfE4ylwLYa
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zGX8FqTsm
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM6WhFnNJP
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm20FXTly9b
……為什麼………494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM0ND7L96k
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnOvGfLfVW
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeug9hlldRQ
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodMhc4jsYx
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2WVcyf8rV
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ734w7Gd5Cq
……請不要怕我，好嗎？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd5LKBxZTk
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKKaQhk3JQ
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdaGkXU9CJ
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『我愛妳……』494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6F1rgGz8xJ
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「汪嗚……」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OQWcFRUuH
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrTLLkkTPJ
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaReeOjWLj
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