Prompt: Finish the phrase 'Listen, I...'520Please respect copyright.PENANAUAeoR9Y1N6
MOMENT 1:520Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9m0PrTZwN
'Hey, listen, I think you're pretty cool.' Alice said this only after I had landed a detention for flinging my fists at her. 'We should hang out more.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAOGlG8qik6C
I rubbed the bruise on my cheek. 'Yeah, really? You didn't think so yesterday.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAPstboHL5Rq
'Oy.' She says. 'You were asking for it. I see fights through when I get picked on.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAzl7uUNb8Gh
'I wasn't picking on you!'520Please respect copyright.PENANA9GaShN87Oj
'You said my father was trailer trash, so close enough. Just don't do that again, okay?'520Please respect copyright.PENANAiChZPTWUj6
What a crazy bitch. 'Fine.'
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'You will not believe this, John. I caught Samantha and Adam snogging in the locker room.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAtxqL87ubGS
'You know it's not cool to gossip, right? A, I don't really care, and B, I thought I told you to leave me alone.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAOvINAjKOps
'Yeah, well, no one else was gonna talk to you. It's not like I scared any of your friends away.'520Please respect copyright.PENANA5VMwZtjTTT
'Alice, can you learn to shut up?' I began walking away from her to make a point.520Please respect copyright.PENANABLQfidAXBA
'Whatever.' She laughed, godammit, she laughed as she strutted across the oval. Where the hell does she get the bloody confidence?
MOMENT 3:520Please respect copyright.PENANAXtX3B3YWNl
'Hey.' I sat down next to Alice in history.520Please respect copyright.PENANATlFZOA3QUP
'Hey, look who it is. Lemme move my stuff.' She made some extra room on the desk for me.520Please respect copyright.PENANANMLiUCnP0h
I didn't want to surrender so early. 'Thanks.' I made an effort not to talk to her during the class, and she made an effort to show that she really didn't care what I thought of her.520Please respect copyright.PENANABSQXxwkgZb
The bell rung, and as she gathered up her papers I caught glimpses of strange little sketches - a nude woman lying inside the core of a rose, spheres and pyramids in a dappled desert - and as much as I hated to admit it, she had a way with her pen, no doubt.520Please respect copyright.PENANAc2yPCpeSJp
'Oh by the way - ' she put her hand on my shoulder just before she left, and used the other to point at a figure on my page, 'it's 1954, not 1953.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAbi0SO0TbZg
The bloody cheeky smile of hers.520Please respect copyright.PENANARabPgK3QHQ
I didn't correct it until she was out of my sight.520Please respect copyright.PENANAlZWuPLjAZX
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MOMENT 4:520Please respect copyright.PENANA1T3QzYESVV
'What're you drawing?' Shit. Did I really just initiate conversation with her?520Please respect copyright.PENANAXrXEY6tdQX
She looked up with less than half the surprise I expected. Couldn't even grant me the small victories.520Please respect copyright.PENANA02EU4wmz3h
'Just people.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAnRwIlSB2mb
I crouched down beside her and glanced into her notepad. It was faces. Luke, Chris, Jenny, Samantha and Adam (kissing), Paul, and -520Please respect copyright.PENANAfMPk6nA3xf
'Woah, is that me?' It was a rhetorical question, of course - the sketch was so finely crafted there could have been no doubt as to who it was. I could see my tired eyes looking back up from the page, messy hair and one hand supporting the side of my chin, angular fingers curling up a faint trail of stubble.520Please respect copyright.PENANANILwZMmUJ6
'Nah, it's my brother. Of course it's you, doofus. You can take a closer look if you want.' She handed me the book, and I flipped through the pages. All pen sketches, some surrealist and some gritty and all too real. And on the last used page, me.520Please respect copyright.PENANAhhXtnN36uf
'Why're they all in pen? Do you do any painting?'520Please respect copyright.PENANAoWMGOcz5SE
She shrugged. 'I just sketch. Can I have it back now?'520Please respect copyright.PENANANbblRd110t
'Sure, sorry.' I handed it back into her lap. 'You, um. You're a really good drawer.'520Please respect copyright.PENANA0XFbumvXZ1
'I know, right. It's such a pity the things I choose to draw are so damn ugly, then, isn't it?'520Please respect copyright.PENANArmzP7QFZ5H
'Bastard.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAbRRdgTvk9t
But I laughed.520Please respect copyright.PENANA4lcUndN5WF
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MOMENT 5:520Please respect copyright.PENANABul96UkJVv
'Merry Christmas, you bugger.' I held out my two wrapped parcels for her.520Please respect copyright.PENANAA14pWBilTg
'Oy, I didn't ask for anything. So I don't feel obliged to give you something in return.' A wink. She always had a way of avoiding saying thanks.520Please respect copyright.PENANAXWArwpg0S1
'Open em. Smaller one first.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAK6Jjc6Xgul
Oil paints and brushes. She never talked about money, but I knew why she only sketched.520Please respect copyright.PENANA991Bnao8CM
The other gift was canvas paper.520Please respect copyright.PENANAic4KMbtoTx
'Wow.' She said. That was all. 'I really don't - '520Please respect copyright.PENANAiqRVhSXVSo
'Come on, take it.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAf2UlpmzGr6
She smiled, but there was something else underneath. 'So long as you take these.' She handed the torn wrapping back into my hands before turning around and running away across the grass, footsteps light on the weeds below and laughter spiraling behind her.520Please respect copyright.PENANAQqpB0lDZTl
Part of me knew, though, that the joke wasn't the whole reason for her quick exit.520Please respect copyright.PENANAoEYhZmIYhW
She didn't want me to see her crying.
MOMENT 6:520Please respect copyright.PENANAAw92i954ws
'It's a few weeks late, but you finally got your Christmas present.' She was holding something wrapped in plain brown paper and string.520Please respect copyright.PENANA2t7dYZd5C1
'I'll take that.' It was light, but firm. I tore the corner - canvas paper, and the smell of oil paints. 'Now that's cheating. Returning gifts much?' But she didn't laugh as I expected.520Please respect copyright.PENANA7wYgylFkCZ
It was a painting of us. Smiling, side by side, arms over each other's shoulders as we walked through a park.520Please respect copyright.PENANAGKlDhjTfni
'Do you like it?'520Please respect copyright.PENANA64B2ajYVbD
'I, um, yeah, I do, but -'520Please respect copyright.PENANA7f5YTsSGK8
'But?'520Please respect copyright.PENANAYOGuOusbq5
'Nothing. It's nice.' I didn't know what to say.520Please respect copyright.PENANAvjq1W5oerQ
'John?'520Please respect copyright.PENANAJCYkRGsoVJ
'Yeah?'520Please respect copyright.PENANATa8Jq28rfM
'I, um. I really like you and. Um.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAMbIMh2uUyu
'Okaaay, okay.' Shit, what? 'Right.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAbZTaHesxr6
She took a few steps towards me, and (fuck) I stepped back.520Please respect copyright.PENANAwdekbvcjPq
It took only that moment - that one step back - to see the hurt staining her eyes.520Please respect copyright.PENANAhH57LWT6gM
'No, wait, that's not what I - '520Please respect copyright.PENANAFzEoNBGfwi
'Yeah, sorry,' she said as she wiped her nose. 'Forget it. It's all cool.' She brushed down her sleeves. 'I should get going.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAVpI8oSjdvh
'Wait!' I took a long, shaking breath. 'Listen, I... I really like you too. It's just that - I don't want anything more than this. This is all I need, this is all I want.' I put the painting down and held her wrists. 'Just this.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAfReHEO6S1p
'I... I don't understand.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAocDYLNDWh7
'Just the way we can insult each other. The way we can mess around, the way we can talk about all kinds of stupid shit and just not care, you know? It's all I want.' To be friends.520Please respect copyright.PENANAPiivSPRbRQ
She managed a smile, a tear catching at the corner of her lip. 'It's all I need.'520Please respect copyright.PENANAIXGQ1lisv8
I hugged her then, not whispering time old lies about love, just hugging her because I cared, because I cared about that girl who punched me, because I cared about what my feelings meant for hers.520Please respect copyright.PENANAgQVwB3yivw
'I just don't want anything to change.' I could feel, in every struggled grasp of her fingers behind my back, the futures she imagined folding in upon themselves.520Please respect copyright.PENANA7GA4ufOhbH
I don't know how long we stood there in that frozen eternity, holding each other as she gazed through tears at pastel smiles laying upon the ground in a sun-filled park only a single lost moment away.