Prompt: Finish the phrase 'Listen, I...'954Please respect copyright.PENANAOOwWrpzsCC
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'Hey, listen, I think you're pretty cool.' Alice said this only after I had landed a detention for flinging my fists at her. 'We should hang out more.'954Please respect copyright.PENANAHQKZHt7TVu
I rubbed the bruise on my cheek. 'Yeah, really? You didn't think so yesterday.'954Please respect copyright.PENANA5Jj9HrrB8T
'Oy.' She says. 'You were asking for it. I see fights through when I get picked on.'954Please respect copyright.PENANAZzS5IG74O4
'I wasn't picking on you!'954Please respect copyright.PENANA0JYzrAllqP
'You said my father was trailer trash, so close enough. Just don't do that again, okay?'954Please respect copyright.PENANAHwRG81Y5Wz
What a crazy bitch. 'Fine.'
MOMENT 2:954Please respect copyright.PENANAzqMu7O6k3D
'You will not believe this, John. I caught Samantha and Adam snogging in the locker room.'954Please respect copyright.PENANAGADHMZz3PU
'You know it's not cool to gossip, right? A, I don't really care, and B, I thought I told you to leave me alone.'954Please respect copyright.PENANA67jAwsdYRy
'Yeah, well, no one else was gonna talk to you. It's not like I scared any of your friends away.'954Please respect copyright.PENANAhr6FC197LQ
'Alice, can you learn to shut up?' I began walking away from her to make a point.954Please respect copyright.PENANAw74icSYEWy
'Whatever.' She laughed, godammit, she laughed as she strutted across the oval. Where the hell does she get the bloody confidence?
MOMENT 3:954Please respect copyright.PENANAKPCpzy44lk
'Hey.' I sat down next to Alice in history.954Please respect copyright.PENANAqbRHB5nosH
'Hey, look who it is. Lemme move my stuff.' She made some extra room on the desk for me.954Please respect copyright.PENANAcjEqe6g3lm
I didn't want to surrender so early. 'Thanks.' I made an effort not to talk to her during the class, and she made an effort to show that she really didn't care what I thought of her.954Please respect copyright.PENANAtHILaZ7shU
The bell rung, and as she gathered up her papers I caught glimpses of strange little sketches - a nude woman lying inside the core of a rose, spheres and pyramids in a dappled desert - and as much as I hated to admit it, she had a way with her pen, no doubt.954Please respect copyright.PENANA8Y46Ix0ofx
'Oh by the way - ' she put her hand on my shoulder just before she left, and used the other to point at a figure on my page, 'it's 1954, not 1953.'954Please respect copyright.PENANA0d6Y15AXKp
The bloody cheeky smile of hers.954Please respect copyright.PENANAaWih4Qij6f
I didn't correct it until she was out of my sight.954Please respect copyright.PENANA7lpSYJO4vj
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MOMENT 4:954Please respect copyright.PENANAt6erbF7lYE
'What're you drawing?' Shit. Did I really just initiate conversation with her?954Please respect copyright.PENANAuX5cuISns2
She looked up with less than half the surprise I expected. Couldn't even grant me the small victories.954Please respect copyright.PENANAahrqalHNyS
'Just people.'954Please respect copyright.PENANAvNKqpanOlR
I crouched down beside her and glanced into her notepad. It was faces. Luke, Chris, Jenny, Samantha and Adam (kissing), Paul, and -954Please respect copyright.PENANAHeu48chCji
'Woah, is that me?' It was a rhetorical question, of course - the sketch was so finely crafted there could have been no doubt as to who it was. I could see my tired eyes looking back up from the page, messy hair and one hand supporting the side of my chin, angular fingers curling up a faint trail of stubble.954Please respect copyright.PENANAib3RNVRxTZ
'Nah, it's my brother. Of course it's you, doofus. You can take a closer look if you want.' She handed me the book, and I flipped through the pages. All pen sketches, some surrealist and some gritty and all too real. And on the last used page, me.954Please respect copyright.PENANAWnkNqOLUMV
'Why're they all in pen? Do you do any painting?'954Please respect copyright.PENANAK7VVsdEJ1N
She shrugged. 'I just sketch. Can I have it back now?'954Please respect copyright.PENANAEJUbk6U7gC
'Sure, sorry.' I handed it back into her lap. 'You, um. You're a really good drawer.'954Please respect copyright.PENANAFmhItjK6gk
'I know, right. It's such a pity the things I choose to draw are so damn ugly, then, isn't it?'954Please respect copyright.PENANAAsacaA3uY5
'Bastard.'954Please respect copyright.PENANAljSbtmHnbu
But I laughed.954Please respect copyright.PENANA3W4Y9sNgOW
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MOMENT 5:954Please respect copyright.PENANAuHXTJTeHPq
'Merry Christmas, you bugger.' I held out my two wrapped parcels for her.954Please respect copyright.PENANACKw0m9CRf0
'Oy, I didn't ask for anything. So I don't feel obliged to give you something in return.' A wink. She always had a way of avoiding saying thanks.954Please respect copyright.PENANAN1LslbIy0Q
'Open em. Smaller one first.'954Please respect copyright.PENANAarbZdei5yk
Oil paints and brushes. She never talked about money, but I knew why she only sketched.954Please respect copyright.PENANAC8xRKvHgbc
The other gift was canvas paper.954Please respect copyright.PENANAPI9NOLg4JW
'Wow.' She said. That was all. 'I really don't - '954Please respect copyright.PENANAL4bXKEEslf
'Come on, take it.'954Please respect copyright.PENANATiQm6OxIAt
She smiled, but there was something else underneath. 'So long as you take these.' She handed the torn wrapping back into my hands before turning around and running away across the grass, footsteps light on the weeds below and laughter spiraling behind her.954Please respect copyright.PENANAVzHkUcpIaC
Part of me knew, though, that the joke wasn't the whole reason for her quick exit.954Please respect copyright.PENANA2jeGnAuAex
She didn't want me to see her crying.
MOMENT 6:954Please respect copyright.PENANAkuWsezkqDt
'It's a few weeks late, but you finally got your Christmas present.' She was holding something wrapped in plain brown paper and string.954Please respect copyright.PENANAKhsU9H4Wx2
'I'll take that.' It was light, but firm. I tore the corner - canvas paper, and the smell of oil paints. 'Now that's cheating. Returning gifts much?' But she didn't laugh as I expected.954Please respect copyright.PENANA7mn94iyvuo
It was a painting of us. Smiling, side by side, arms over each other's shoulders as we walked through a park.954Please respect copyright.PENANAeIAa4ofUs6
'Do you like it?'954Please respect copyright.PENANAbEozILiCr1
'I, um, yeah, I do, but -'954Please respect copyright.PENANAXaoj9lQQ4l
'But?'954Please respect copyright.PENANAV82DirDUCl
'Nothing. It's nice.' I didn't know what to say.954Please respect copyright.PENANAytI20A0iVW
'John?'954Please respect copyright.PENANADrJLTiKi9q
'Yeah?'954Please respect copyright.PENANAoyr00hlLj5
'I, um. I really like you and. Um.'954Please respect copyright.PENANATVSRQnauWr
'Okaaay, okay.' Shit, what? 'Right.'954Please respect copyright.PENANAmFfIkMLIbE
She took a few steps towards me, and (fuck) I stepped back.954Please respect copyright.PENANAkPtS3FDhzs
It took only that moment - that one step back - to see the hurt staining her eyes.954Please respect copyright.PENANAVpWHdaKtqb
'No, wait, that's not what I - '954Please respect copyright.PENANAVhgXquhkPu
'Yeah, sorry,' she said as she wiped her nose. 'Forget it. It's all cool.' She brushed down her sleeves. 'I should get going.'954Please respect copyright.PENANA0Nxjz9VsiW
'Wait!' I took a long, shaking breath. 'Listen, I... I really like you too. It's just that - I don't want anything more than this. This is all I need, this is all I want.' I put the painting down and held her wrists. 'Just this.'954Please respect copyright.PENANAciHlYpQM07
'I... I don't understand.'954Please respect copyright.PENANAWXFc3X9E3f
'Just the way we can insult each other. The way we can mess around, the way we can talk about all kinds of stupid shit and just not care, you know? It's all I want.' To be friends.954Please respect copyright.PENANACpCVvpkQfk
She managed a smile, a tear catching at the corner of her lip. 'It's all I need.'954Please respect copyright.PENANAxFro3Oiglw
I hugged her then, not whispering time old lies about love, just hugging her because I cared, because I cared about that girl who punched me, because I cared about what my feelings meant for hers.954Please respect copyright.PENANAQKf5LzKPYg
'I just don't want anything to change.' I could feel, in every struggled grasp of her fingers behind my back, the futures she imagined folding in upon themselves.954Please respect copyright.PENANA8cLUyzDVkP
I don't know how long we stood there in that frozen eternity, holding each other as she gazed through tears at pastel smiles laying upon the ground in a sun-filled park only a single lost moment away.


