No Plagiarism!rYFKGZYCtQnOcOYbWxyMposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!665Please respect copyright.PENANAaRtFXlLaBM
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection661PENANA23c2Y47QoL 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection661PENANAe47tP6X0Pe 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection661PENANATEyxfNh4MI 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAGK1YBEbMxa 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection661PENANAmUTFWYPVly 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAmabG5RVetO 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection661PENANAb2NvtyBWZy 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection661PENANASCsCcyyiXG 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection661PENANAXmgMQxDRvv 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection661PENANAKXF7f7rwkj 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAAjtlvUXVUe 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection661PENANATpXaZUXZEd 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAYYnJTUbZ1v 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection661PENANA392VT5Yo9l 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection661PENANAzrR3A6Tllh 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection661PENANAXmO33kGz1f 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAIekndQvjAJ 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection661PENANA7hKjLRiTM3 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection661PENANAHJV6uqca00 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAZED7oEqX4t 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection661PENANAIRET4PoV60 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection661PENANA38CSop23nX 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection661PENANAs7u4JccG5H 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection661PENANASje47PK2Me 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection661PENANA9EM19WzIyl 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection661PENANALilB7X1HVN 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection661PENANAQuMq3bvOE1 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAf15JR1DvIJ 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAoeiLGtIRyL 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAo2bhNSr8wI 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAIx0rhK0OPV 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection661PENANApmIZIg9jcN 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAYabOhILFUK 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAN54yAjb0VV 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAm4ZupcyFT0 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAxCAPq7e0mq 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAngwJMRlwB0 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection661PENANA9B7pTHmhJq 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAdpT0EFtkZW 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection661PENANAtH09ZBXkb9 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection661PENANAwCsTekQAve 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAb6rexiIyIT 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection661PENANAprYKozEzas 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection661PENANA1hxHQhEqFN 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAzhDJ88bW5t 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection661PENANACJkDMytm0m 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection661PENANAEIgjoo222X 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection661PENANAS6o9KRkPtn 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection661PENANAtPMAWHVqXh 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection661PENANAcPtXLHDbnq 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection661PENANAyROMxA9VUe 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAXcDaD1reFt 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAksrRifcQmw 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection661PENANA3U3JEoGTTp 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAI9UaX6Eb3s 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAINYCEAUcyo 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection661PENANAjf6TKDt42x 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection661PENANABxBikqYBPU 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection661PENANA7jofiwfqZW 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAaSubikpLlv 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAshcO2Pr1ui 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection661PENANAUX014qY8UL 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection661PENANAKepBUFJMAN 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAKce3H4eaPz 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAibA79NdZDG 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAraVIiLxVKk 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAMgbT69pZBl 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection661PENANAVaGJK3ZIiG 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAOboalDidie 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection661PENANAPUldmPlJ7o 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection661PENANA6whpE0oa1A 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection661PENANA1H90PYFmed 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection661PENANACNBIFoLOrq 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection661PENANAY59w03AzxR 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAHddANNn70N 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection661PENANAimRcAHEJbe 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAQdBpEGhBON 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection661PENANAvwOAqvg9b6 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAXhiCkAW52p 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAXN0RMj9OiT 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAtVGxJjixQK 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection661PENANAr8UO8zxM5B 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAdQvWxxy2wO 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAsuyUakHNTm 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection661PENANAbUZiJn19bK 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAD45Q6fO0iX 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection661PENANA6EoAKVW95E 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection661PENANA7pZ4vUOoFk 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection661PENANAroFhdvq5XJ 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection661PENANAIMP6B4jFUQ 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection661PENANAC0dx8AQB6Q 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection661PENANAYTPSdUWa0o 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.665Please respect copyright.PENANALigrbcxbns
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