No Plagiarism!4d7iq0d80u9QTKw0n46bposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!880Please respect copyright.PENANAy8HzZnobcS
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection876PENANAMVFivdeBeY 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection876PENANAkN2pKCwUWN 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAmpcE6IILWH 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAe0OKvSn3v4 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection876PENANA5Wg2Q1wnEQ 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection876PENANA3Q7GjUlhE6 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection876PENANALGrCgajcoU 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAuUdyODOab3 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection876PENANATKQB8ul24x 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection876PENANAwWWBcAdWsc 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAMmbsRSERz2 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAKYcgYwJljh 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAe9rf9s37iN 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAR5nVE24j8S 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection876PENANAYgQECP72AQ 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection876PENANAQzvNejy1nr 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAqhskEjyFQs 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAhN21w6q5eS 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection876PENANA9bzhVKAv6B 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection876PENANA2J2MNAWJv6 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection876PENANALYXt27SOPi 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAtc9xWzwdmQ 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection876PENANAO75MpzuXls 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection876PENANAVMV4SDVqKk 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection876PENANA5j9cFloWga 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAqKwwtNwVtP 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection876PENANAtbtQrPfC4z 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection876PENANA6nQp6NPfNE 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAaiH1I2Ev6q 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAZORlLqONrm 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection876PENANA1xlSzz9vkv 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAmJmpGD2VPa 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAWUNWVafK28 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAjDHtqCIHK6 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAakaIM2aSP4 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAa5k2r9XIyg 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAbFsW5fZo36 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAmcMcV8TiIk 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAR2EvDPEkxv 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection876PENANAdhUh4Pazn6 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection876PENANAsnESJL4Vl9 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAHgEcxSAx62 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection876PENANAQq2mm4kRhC 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection876PENANAzzCa8KibyH 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAEPoSHP1DPw 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAV7KSDtkL4T 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection876PENANAPRiz6ix7FF 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection876PENANAdMlqV1Hw2n 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection876PENANAp4N5DcWZu5 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection876PENANAvhvLIFAN1u 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection876PENANAEwK0U9HgCG 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection876PENANARCZl2ALUov 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAe8jQWvhSWQ 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAXOgzwcvxFf 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAJGqfJkvjRD 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAgF7Si4Tcrl 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection876PENANAWgmuvxyRsJ 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection876PENANA9g4i7UHQ53 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection876PENANAvd4II9SIfv 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAEdsRnXuefc 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAFlu6b1ICZU 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection876PENANAcs75mhai5g 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection876PENANAUAYQGU5eXd 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAbZ5hUXeDql 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAkvTgC8Skfg 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAMUbaI5XFyg 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection876PENANA8RASp9H8cO 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection876PENANAdeOdzx3JKJ 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAgNMS3zGVjV 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection876PENANAqTiTjWX1Ey 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection876PENANACcxso4pfwk 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection876PENANAi4nBxOgE0T 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection876PENANA3aEbyAvLaQ 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection876PENANAFcMD2P2tGZ 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAjcMGJgAOwA 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection876PENANAWl6enDzrK8 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAR04DpyrAxc 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection876PENANAc95AIIcOvg 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAkzpq1MSVmd 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAAOohgxR69M 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAzLDuiEJ4QN 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection876PENANAj6W856Npnx 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection876PENANA2DyQsWRuGw 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAvuT4l13KYb 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAerDJKC2y6F 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAZL2o2B1p3u 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection876PENANAXjhK9LnJRW 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection876PENANAdW6fphzOAp 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection876PENANAOb1GtjV7gP 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection876PENANA0C5C4EtolY 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection876PENANAshA3pbHkTj 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection876PENANANK2yPUZeU8 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.880Please respect copyright.PENANAk4iRNdprwj
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