No Plagiarism!9brvetoqxnZw2CbQbK6Fposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!632Please respect copyright.PENANAgKdGCeQk22
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection628PENANAcc2g35a8lH 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection628PENANAymfwdCir18 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAmaHCO8ceqE 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection628PENANARvcXELQv3O 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection628PENANAm5cFHzlSM9 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAZtrCTG9p9z 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection628PENANAKIztsJKaNe 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection628PENANASNbQcF8PuP 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection628PENANAcvWBEILRor 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection628PENANAE8vXFLHTmj 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection628PENANApCL1H5lxkE 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection628PENANA6Tpo020kM8 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAUSDHNdALHU 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAH1PwB82ukd 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection628PENANAAlQLpgjpWs 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection628PENANA8wvOFl74NY 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection628PENANA2O41YeCDTb 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAMq897cJcUy 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection628PENANAu4aXExWU4x 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAQZruNvFQbP 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection628PENANAiqRd9jnWqP 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAfs8Nzs0X22 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection628PENANAqrHkihqwel 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection628PENANAck5DImvwhw 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAS9VhidysEZ 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAbjh4UYu9Nr 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection628PENANA3J4bFrqPvL 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAcsSI1MrToZ 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAtNIxY2kzgq 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAYhTC5B4YWV 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAquZeIoF31e 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAzngrbe2MRF 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection628PENANArV8rMBEzTN 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAWDbgqahhoS 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection628PENANA6sNNQt2YAA 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAXDXLtnYNmq 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAFeBhkOKnL6 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection628PENANA1dpPOEEItc 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection628PENANA8lPJfZQyuf 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection628PENANARfXp4k1oyQ 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection628PENANAyPDpu9eQ7E 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection628PENANA0i7zqLCAZB 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection628PENANAsbPb0uOQmx 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection628PENANA0JFoK9A5Z8 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAoXE0L9Ws0l 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAQimTwNcidx 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection628PENANAezrBB7F52W 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection628PENANA53A4I1v5VP 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection628PENANAQYzVQColKz 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection628PENANAeQciVbFSqE 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection628PENANAPbt4RD7JOY 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAs61pLL6MEK 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAfIYFxlI5yt 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection628PENANADzjwDIrKgW 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection628PENANA8dH9Tb1KIE 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAaPB07NFqPl 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection628PENANA5kylBW8uCT 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection628PENANAlS33iFuwAv 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection628PENANAstvrzXtjvG 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection628PENANABzjt2Oc6k9 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection628PENANA3f7QELXpau 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection628PENANAqxpIZuXXk0 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection628PENANAJnMrTqQVOs 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection628PENANApp9LoRnZRX 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAd7AgMBCqXq 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAEC4WI8W0s6 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAVnwrjdSyRn 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection628PENANA8EEr0XSvzb 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAFYbfCGLVHF 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection628PENANAVEmFsGoLCs 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection628PENANAIWac6YSi6Y 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection628PENANAaasQNUibey 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection628PENANA39m1zNF0dj 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection628PENANAMeGpUTNvqE 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection628PENANA50704kJwuc 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection628PENANADmEgmsa2O0 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection628PENANArML6DRRytQ 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection628PENANAANLcFbUuJX 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection628PENANA6d7Yoevycv 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection628PENANADBEPmEYlFa 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection628PENANA3RG3yC0r8x 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection628PENANAB7oYGiGcGF 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection628PENANABjzpKsFP3B 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection628PENANA8xtt4f4xIz 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection628PENANASfcnncnott 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAdN6XUuljhE 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection628PENANAAKKjPQBIAc 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection628PENANAc0E3MNuYqR 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection628PENANAsBHxODMHNA 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection628PENANA9ilrXKz20i 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection628PENANATbp73ftGOF 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection628PENANA48jvEDOj9o 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.632Please respect copyright.PENANACssBJeDemS
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