No Plagiarism!DxVGE0HRD9pz2waa4asHposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!995Please respect copyright.PENANAIfMqAQmFBf
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection991PENANAVen1f2XFhA 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection991PENANAzzcEVhq7Bv 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection991PENANA0nrL4RIcTY 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection991PENANA5ElIhywydr 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection991PENANAKWcteyOyl1 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection991PENANA0wBq3DV74N 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection991PENANAPV0CryUSTv 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection991PENANA244TzbyPDC 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection991PENANA78oHHmMRmw 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection991PENANAg1zx6thsBw 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection991PENANA485o2GdLeQ 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAGcf88Qa03O 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAZt70RPejJf 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAmoqPdhX8Es 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection991PENANAZ6PW9SjZme 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection991PENANARh3kqUj7of 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection991PENANATReAt8v78o 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAODMLexJ2Bn 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection991PENANAesgCDNAZzw 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAPb7TcDYhbe 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection991PENANAU0Ub4rwChu 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAKOnlEW44K7 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection991PENANAonb37eULSz 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection991PENANAQPTZherttT 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAhHA4BHkq52 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection991PENANA4k1yHEQ2A2 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection991PENANAy1oEkwlEsn 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection991PENANA8bwfVupMXX 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAAJEEYjFXQz 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAEUIzHaowNb 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAw1SHhVxmV7 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAcukiIDPF11 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAb1deLcIOOJ 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection991PENANA51ZLXfWarz 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection991PENANApTCP3kEXcj 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAptZlvt9Ong 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAXLYDLe5rqL 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAn65vg02j2N 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAMCxeSO57LQ 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection991PENANAD6gz0ig1X1 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection991PENANALvF1a9Wrur 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection991PENANA13XHTvFrqR 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection991PENANAQmQM2TEU3H 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection991PENANAW5wMFTQbNy 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAd7ofrO6EaU 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAVeMNqUyZV9 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection991PENANAdxSYqNoX59 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection991PENANAip0jrn49ki 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection991PENANAZjLmZzRL6q 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection991PENANA3KY9uDlP9X 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection991PENANAuBxZooHaWl 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAFDRydZtUQ3 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAN5tI4U9ZRo 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAad3XNrW88o 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAkP21wgFUmC 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection991PENANA7zQnwHrYuS 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection991PENANAuWWRWATDvW 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection991PENANA9iddNRFwm9 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection991PENANA4zaaF2eria 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAwy4m4Eg6Nj 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAC7geYrVHZQ 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection991PENANA9zaBeRJOAe 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection991PENANAcUYwxN6dpQ 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAGmqz7FwpdA 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAgXlpOKBs7I 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAFsAWlKGCuP 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAKWNvM0BofA 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection991PENANAnKezNQgf73 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAtl5oob91St 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection991PENANAic1xD9rHbi 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection991PENANAakovkmYfeO 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection991PENANA9jciDFBdjv 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection991PENANAsPs3q4y84P 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection991PENANAClY9A4QjRa 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAC1vXBm10BR 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection991PENANAOiwUa0d0NT 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAxWopo8zoWz 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection991PENANABh9wIz487i 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAmP3f1SUTdU 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAuTTmchhGBq 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection991PENANA0jtjwZOWIk 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection991PENANAUDjFYZDyuz 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection991PENANArwslTYDuj4 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAKUFTI4yJNo 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAdtYY22xl0W 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAPPVUa2Zaz6 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection991PENANACS2H7TXQGe 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection991PENANAQ0hN05Yaw2 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection991PENANAIdnitlrTCG 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection991PENANAQICXKble4H 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection991PENANAwGFaO0xmNb 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection991PENANAP7lcfybZ17 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.995Please respect copyright.PENANA8tylSYYKQj
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