我想活下去....808Please respect copyright.PENANA977kJvPZ3C
所以...好想流血.....808Please respect copyright.PENANAoaxEFLXQ67
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....808Please respect copyright.PENANAy0zkoFyvp9
明明流多了就會死....808Please respect copyright.PENANAGfVIOR4tvH
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...808Please respect copyright.PENANAnQ3RK5xchC
可是又不是....808Please respect copyright.PENANAAVVzGmKdIb
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....808Please respect copyright.PENANA0k1tdPGfnG
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人808Please respect copyright.PENANAVCGgo7doCU
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮808Please respect copyright.PENANAlekxWjjgxg
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....808Please respect copyright.PENANAPPbjgtnhll
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪808Please respect copyright.PENANAe4jyS5bME5
睡在過去中一睡不醒808Please respect copyright.PENANAaRmOEKg2BF
明明心裹得清楚...808Please respect copyright.PENANAvrSf1JtscU
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....808Please respect copyright.PENANAV63lP8eWN9
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....808Please respect copyright.PENANAIoT7KfHWQd
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力808Please respect copyright.PENANAKt84ih7Dd6
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...808Please respect copyright.PENANArgEcv8HP5E
好討厭自己...808Please respect copyright.PENANAW4mwpAZEgU
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...808Please respect copyright.PENANABguEhKyG63
自殘就像吸毒808Please respect copyright.PENANAouPlx7CE4u
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭808Please respect copyright.PENANA5wwGT7IizO
既害怕又讓人不能停止808Please respect copyright.PENANA2tdDVAv2ep
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...808Please respect copyright.PENANAz5nXwi9ndz
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....808Please respect copyright.PENANAthUkPwwscV
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....808Please respect copyright.PENANAADSxdh8EGq
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...808Please respect copyright.PENANAOnLrZnyf46
想死又想活下去808Please respect copyright.PENANAYrd0PwBUvS
想流血但不想受傷...808Please respect copyright.PENANAAl3ZEP3QeS
怕痛但沒感覺....808Please respect copyright.PENANAF3t84Fze1J
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....808Please respect copyright.PENANAbrrndTmL4u
血流多少也不夠....808Please respect copyright.PENANAfhETFbaPLS
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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