我想活下去....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0d36hBMl5
所以...好想流血.....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXyekHg3x7
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt8Bur3j6l
明明流多了就會死....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHSCMaoYfG
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ438nXpnRtA
可是又不是....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEssrEHS1T
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz0qHky7bq
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbA9riJjwU
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Oot9Reb3H
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8W3AbNo3C
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI1cKdaIMp
睡在過去中一睡不醒813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJBkYpGAXG
明明心裹得清楚...813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzT8PVi41Y
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CDHi5FIEJ
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU8gYMwXI4
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMND3c4of0P
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcmdoJHoXR
好討厭自己...813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQfNVf84gZ
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fVjrbtUMz
自殘就像吸毒813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoodPvKIqs
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9VLCyOUaf
既害怕又讓人不能停止813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTbBGvbyhv
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ8bD6Aud3
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvALVVN31Q
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFvT2UjeMt
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWMns6qIY2
想死又想活下去813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyrWoxy1bp
想流血但不想受傷...813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwjK8hEPg5
怕痛但沒感覺....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoccPcUfqDA
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeW6rJlLKk
血流多少也不夠....813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknOjatJrpQ
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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