No Plagiarism!2pKS1zrJ29jmplmFzuA2posted on PENANA They start innocuously.8964 copyright protection704PENANARaFUfERIrE 維尼
A passing jab8964 copyright protection704PENANANDLAaW4oGC 維尼
An occasional remark8964 copyright protection704PENANA0aKwGUHuBk 維尼
Daring each other to ask me out but rarely doing it.708Please respect copyright.PENANAg5aWiASmSN
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Sometime-I can't remember when-it gets worse8964 copyright protection704PENANAahDvmFzIZj 維尼
Individual events get blurry, but the idea is the same.8964 copyright protection704PENANAwkIVHo8UzR 維尼
They mock me8964 copyright protection704PENANANq9MN7Td5B 維尼
They ask me out more, laughing and watching each other to make sure it happens8964 copyright protection704PENANAqlBpudcTyw 維尼
Every time I respond,8964 copyright protection704PENANARAUR65cVI3 維尼
No matter how I respond8964 copyright protection704PENANAhAnbmZ6Qk4 維尼
Is taken as a joke, either on me or others708Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0byBRXD0C
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The worst part is always a blur.8964 copyright protection704PENANASFTf1Eltkj 維尼
They mock me when I had a high fever for a week and couldn't come to school8964 copyright protection704PENANAxsOOIOgoDX 維尼
They mock me when I read to escape their torture8964 copyright protection704PENANAUSSXQcxEPz 維尼
They mock me when they ask me out8964 copyright protection704PENANAGkscaBTQtu 維尼
They mock me for the things I enjoy8964 copyright protection704PENANAW8LjXuQy1e 維尼
They mock me for being a reader of books, a writer of poems, a watcher of psychology videos8964 copyright protection704PENANAbeYRrFra0h 維尼
They ask me out, I explain why I say no, and they twist my words against me8964 copyright protection704PENANAuEKfubSfb7 維尼
They start calling me a lesbian8964 copyright protection704PENANA1YPctCWgi4 維尼
And the dam breaks8964 copyright protection704PENANAig10fhCnQe 維尼
What happens after that...I can barely remember even with great effort.8964 copyright protection704PENANAOOOe0etQBl 維尼
My mind just can't handle the pain I went through8964 copyright protection704PENANAXGP6P3NtQ6 維尼
Someone flippantly says they're "so depressed" for feeling sad one day.8964 copyright protection704PENANACQEzgvgu3k 維尼
I hold my tongue8964 copyright protection704PENANAXwW1pHRkFv 維尼
But ask if they've ever felt a void where their emotions should be8964 copyright protection704PENANANOIU4p1YjV 維尼
If they've ever felt sad for days8964 copyright protection704PENANAZupXFdfkrc 維尼
If their only hope was to escape for a few hours8964 copyright protection704PENANA4WpLdICCVT 維尼
Before being dragged into the real world again8964 copyright protection704PENANAcIP3kLOCRk 維尼
Just wanting everything to stop, just for a little while, so you can pick up the pieces again8964 copyright protection704PENANAR3h22TwIU5 維尼
Sure, depression shows up differently in different people,8964 copyright protection704PENANAcD5Ql4lOdt 維尼
But neurotypicals never show the real symptoms8964 copyright protection704PENANAHB8xXP8gEX 維尼
There was a boy8964 copyright protection704PENANAOBvDG0W3lp 維尼
A senior8964 copyright protection704PENANAbF609sIHJb 維尼
He killed himself my sophomore year8964 copyright protection704PENANAvKhBQTbfq3 維尼
Everyone might tell me to not talk about it8964 copyright protection704PENANADBNpE5aRwD 維尼
But I have to8964 copyright protection704PENANAMtwSaTZkuo 維尼
Everyone is walking on eggshells,8964 copyright protection704PENANAlWoXNK1Cfh 維尼
Not talking much to their friends, let alone me8964 copyright protection704PENANAIuqGtNoRpi 維尼
No one can say the word8964 copyright protection704PENANAGR27Zx9dI1 維尼
Even the teachers are somber8964 copyright protection704PENANAlM5Jk6bNgJ 維尼
I want to scream,8964 copyright protection704PENANAYkuJwXQbCt 維尼
"I've been there, I know, you can't understand, though you may try, unless you go through it yourself!"8964 copyright protection704PENANA24Lqk5eUSE 維尼
Everyone seems to be asking why,8964 copyright protection704PENANAyTpihPW7Jl 維尼
And my only response is "For him, there was no other way out"8964 copyright protection704PENANA8OFdWtrXW1 維尼
But no one asks.8964 copyright protection704PENANAFcGd8SbDnX 維尼
The egg-shell pieces of my composure are smashed under their feet.708Please respect copyright.PENANA8tUwzfeGuM
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The anxiety attacks set in,8964 copyright protection704PENANAyUYVAIqtZA 維尼
And I can't cope with my triggers8964 copyright protection704PENANAJJXNpwg9Ce 維尼
Any more8964 copyright protection704PENANA0MOoCxODOJ 維尼
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