五歲時父母欠下一大筆賭債,為了方便逃亡,將孩子—苡欣拋棄在貧民窟,某天在街上閒晃尋找食物時,小小年紀的她親眼目睹了黑手黨殺人的畫面,被幹部手下的人發現時差一點被滅口。743Please respect copyright.PENANAZTUgxRrPt3
743Please respect copyright.PENANAYvHPWBDif2
「小朋友,說!你看到了什麼?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAKSs0dH4jG0
743Please respect copyright.PENANA9T4ut9AUvz
「我看到了你們殺人。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAZJDhyVBKa2
743Please respect copyright.PENANA1gwFVs3AAX
從小被拋棄的記憶,為了生存偷拐搶騙,在這樣惡劣還幻境下長大,造就了明明只有十五歲的苡欣如今卻擁有著,冷靜、毫無畏懼、絲毫不把別人的生命看在眼裡的個性。743Please respect copyright.PENANAxp8Zy8FSMy
743Please respect copyright.PENANAOQliuePCot
「哦?很有膽子嘛!那這樣呢?怕了嗎?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAIyeN4Nl1yO
743Please respect copyright.PENANASbxY0EOQTe
穿著黑色西裝的男子拿著槍抵在苡欣的頭上,苡欣連扎眼都沒有,看著眼前的槍,眼裡浮現的不是害怕。743Please respect copyright.PENANAz2mHwvhqwE
743Please respect copyright.PENANARC9oBeKqYx
「殺了我吧。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAYit1qocR5l
743Please respect copyright.PENANAvM6nNsWXuN
苡欣的眼神裡沒有了自己的人生價值,看著眼前的女孩,拿著槍的男子從不解到了憤怒,扣下了板機,正準備殺了她,卻被自己的上司阻止了。743Please respect copyright.PENANAuU0IuFd9Qw
743Please respect copyright.PENANArZjR7bFnon
「住手。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAnS4tba6Fwa
743Please respect copyright.PENANAvzOUZVPHpa
穿著黑色的外套,冷酷的表情,闊步前進的身姿如同死神一樣,身高約170公分、年僅二十歲的男子走到了苡欣面前。743Please respect copyright.PENANAUf35Fd70kg
743Please respect copyright.PENANAeRD76wVYSA
「很好,這個眼神,我欣賞,帶走!」743Please respect copyright.PENANANeB8P8fGNA
743Please respect copyright.PENANAn0BkY7zCZj
一聲令下,其他穿著黑西裝的男子將手裡的槍以及刀都收起,兩個人將苡欣架起,其餘的人圍著她,以防她跑走。743Please respect copyright.PENANAbk3Ezz9VBl
743Please respect copyright.PENANA3QOrFQuMIm
苡欣被帶離了貧民窟,帶到了黑手黨的基地。743Please respect copyright.PENANAT5q1tI2NnL
743Please respect copyright.PENANAxfzEVyVgiY
「把那女孩交給我,其餘的人去做自己的事。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAXQQTnDZvfK
743Please respect copyright.PENANABiSe1W9ZMv
身為幹部之一的夜拎起苡欣,大步走往Boss的辦公室。743Please respect copyright.PENANAB5rH6wWn0l
743Please respect copyright.PENANAuNJ5bHgUS6
「夜,任務成功了?」743Please respect copyright.PENANARr0WlUHgcU
743Please respect copyright.PENANAyJN3IOYYU8
Boss坐在辦公椅上,背對著門口,卻能知道來訪的人是誰。743Please respect copyright.PENANATfJTESVKxD
743Please respect copyright.PENANAysQEWZk4B6
「是的。」743Please respect copyright.PENANA6g8FgwaGqt
743Please respect copyright.PENANAFVCJWsJQKb
「那為何還撿了隻骯髒的小貓回來?」743Please respect copyright.PENANARldccooXTH
743Please respect copyright.PENANAtcccpBGoNp
「Boss,我希望能讓她加入我們,成為我的部下。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAWfR7WJ8rdu
743Please respect copyright.PENANAAfljmfs7qJ
「嗯?夜,你從來不挑手下的,我派誰去支援你,你都說無所謂,甚至說不需要任何人的幫助,這隻貓哪一點讓你看上了?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAK3CZLGKn7i
743Please respect copyright.PENANACTfVuxAxbw
「眼神。」743Please respect copyright.PENANA14kftFnS94
743Please respect copyright.PENANAAjw8PMw8jI
「這樣啊,好吧,既然你都這麼說了,不過如果造反,殺無赦。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAckP8nyR1SK
743Please respect copyright.PENANAqhDj2vfBs5
「是。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAF18lqddIa1
743Please respect copyright.PENANAviEcga5tNv
夜帶著苡欣離開了Boss的辦公室。743Please respect copyright.PENANA2jjs4qwppA
743Please respect copyright.PENANA0rROvdGZlD
「秋,幫我抓這傢伙去清乾淨。」
秋是黨裡的幹部之一,外表、衣著、姿態、遣辭用句都像是遊女,隨身攜帶紙傘,傘柄中藏有一把劍,劍術精湛。
743Please respect copyright.PENANADbuADHrNgP
「哦呀?你還會撿小動物回來啊?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAAxBHqKBJ2j
743Please respect copyright.PENANAwDXNaVByMs
「抱歉麻煩你了,畢竟她是女生。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAG0SJGJhF41
743Please respect copyright.PENANAIX5ccGh9aw
「好是好,不過你要去找衣服來給她換穿,還有我只負責把她洗乾淨,照顧什麼的,別想叫我做。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAY8K8fTOxer
743Please respect copyright.PENANA0fvay0zRYn
「嗯,我知道。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAhvQ8Om85ct
743Please respect copyright.PENANAhVBgfumS83
夜將苡欣丟下,到街上去購物了。743Please respect copyright.PENANAHJdyDp7LOZ
743Please respect copyright.PENANAD7QGEhrGx7
「為什麼要把我帶回來?為什麼不直接殺了我?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAWIeOCsOMSW
743Please respect copyright.PENANA7upSr51j1C
秋把苡欣抓進浴室裡,像在幫野犬洗澡般直接拿著蓮蓬頭對著她沖。743Please respect copyright.PENANAaJmxdAnvSD
743Please respect copyright.PENANAz4Uxi1u8ac
「這種事你要去問把你帶回來的夜,怎麼會是問我呢?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAl1KIqb3bnj
743Please respect copyright.PENANAFXmokuayHY
「他不會說的。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAwUXrqzV0Hk
743Please respect copyright.PENANAIvD1x9uQLI
「第一次見面就這麼了解他啊?」743Please respect copyright.PENANA6tzL5IAtBg
743Please respect copyright.PENANATTvMZApaLr
「……」743Please respect copyright.PENANA4hkO1i4eA4
743Please respect copyright.PENANAWGiPHpsQA5
「好吧,我告訴你,不過你先給我泡進來!」743Please respect copyright.PENANAKsbObDm3Hv
743Please respect copyright.PENANA7SUV60JcRz
秋用水桶裝了一大盆泡澡水,裡頭事先用了沐浴乳,而苡欣也乖乖地坐進桶子裡,早已營養不良的她身體瘦弱,要整個人泡進水桶裡根本是輕而易舉的事。743Please respect copyright.PENANAdvipRxN51u
743Please respect copyright.PENANAokkAHwYgCK
「進到這裡就必須做事,我們這裡不收米蟲,應該是他看中了你什麼吧。」743Please respect copyright.PENANA2Sqfhdy21E
743Please respect copyright.PENANAF1sRVZ4mWy
「眼神。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAIH9x8HcLJP
743Please respect copyright.PENANAImKIq23WNv
「什麼?」743Please respect copyright.PENANA968i3NsoKh
743Please respect copyright.PENANAdFOShWv7v1
「他說的。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAzEG4GojKHS
743Please respect copyright.PENANAWuQ43zOVZK
「那你就要好好跟著他學,否則哪天給處理掉我可不會救你的。」743Please respect copyright.PENANABCuQFcytbD
743Please respect copyright.PENANAOqFfqQ42Xj
「無所謂。」743Please respect copyright.PENANA0yx3nzqC50
743Please respect copyright.PENANApSkcuwl6mp
「哎,真是的,撿了這什麼東西回來嘛!」743Please respect copyright.PENANApi5g4HuM1M
743Please respect copyright.PENANAZ78gImb1AU
「……」743Please respect copyright.PENANAPAf1P3bhXU
743Please respect copyright.PENANABpDYJ9dbOX
「不過也大概了解他這麼做的原因了。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAnVbcxQ5h9u
743Please respect copyright.PENANA3wcfT1ZDO5
「什麼意思?」743Please respect copyright.PENANA1c4u1IVUfz
743Please respect copyright.PENANAZwiDQI18zb
「到時候自己去細細體會吧!」743Please respect copyright.PENANA4SGwl0cPrC
743Please respect copyright.PENANAvBPl7Z4m5g
秋將苡欣身上的髒污搓乾淨後,用另一盆清水把她身上的泡沫沖掉,這時夜剛好回來了。743Please respect copyright.PENANAMTJfIQX6NZ
743Please respect copyright.PENANArgqNWlBn6y
「衣服在這裡。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAGLAoIBvphr
743Please respect copyright.PENANA6VGEuHxNM8
夜把一套乾淨的黑色運動衫放在門口,接著就到秋房裡的沙發上等著。
整理好並換穿完衣服的苡欣在秋的帶領下走到了夜的面前。743Please respect copyright.PENANAK2W9K6xLLt
743Please respect copyright.PENANA8jzTxSBDQe
「從今以後,你是我的部下,必須聽我的命令,不許反抗。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAHfy5qZOOUn
743Please respect copyright.PENANA69vd7Wt2zZ
「能問問題嗎?」743Please respect copyright.PENANATBqVu14dnQ
743Please respect copyright.PENANATael9l1VaM
「說來聽聽。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAeyiXReiIYn
743Please respect copyright.PENANA0toJvBF9nL
「為什麼不讓剛才那個人殺掉我就好了?帶我回來麻煩的人是你。」743Please respect copyright.PENANANBmtAaQqWe
743Please respect copyright.PENANAPQV6kVcCaJ
「你對我來說有用,我欣賞你的個性。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAfPVl7zBWik
743Please respect copyright.PENANAEm8FvRTh71
「就只因為這個?」743Please respect copyright.PENANArwcxOGOwNQ
743Please respect copyright.PENANAmdHVVdmUSV
「對,這就足夠了。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAvhzaWs9n14
743Please respect copyright.PENANAGFRR3shvHq
「是。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAERK6cH3Ay5
743Please respect copyright.PENANA5iL8ndH7cu
「好,沒有問題了?」743Please respect copyright.PENANA0MaZMAG7Fu
743Please respect copyright.PENANAGMHUvzEcmE
「暫且沒有了。」743Please respect copyright.PENANASUlsZauvIC
743Please respect copyright.PENANAltHyShopmO
「從今天起你要學會使用槍枝,並且了解我們的工作,最重要的是要知道如何保命。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAeOIDRz8fmp
743Please respect copyright.PENANAsDTUhWchBM
「不能送死?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAbFss6lSBnt
743Please respect copyright.PENANAfk1t8GNe25
「不準。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAywOl2FXVVN
743Please respect copyright.PENANAi6nsJAUTOQ
「是。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAKrXY6xKV0E
743Please respect copyright.PENANAuHDKbCmEZt
「我直屬於游擊隊,是隊長。」743Please respect copyright.PENANASNXEwGUPrY
743Please respect copyright.PENANAy6VkgxSNZz
「那我的工作是?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAVhhCXgJ8ml
743Please respect copyright.PENANAIl2hPXVIad
「我的任務就是你的任務,任務由剛才那位Boss指派。」743Please respect copyright.PENANALU4Ldq5p5X
743Please respect copyright.PENANAtlPeYf0v2s
「那我需要學習嗎?在被丟掉前,我曾被不認識的爺爺問說上幼稚園了沒。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAbB0R4JhfkO
743Please respect copyright.PENANAVWRbTwVFQ5
「你不需要學一般人學的,不需要去所謂的學校,你需要的知識都由我來教你。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAU5IG0mJfNq
743Please respect copyright.PENANARS3iET89fd
「是。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAvgXlw0hOzG
743Please respect copyright.PENANAQvwiRSGzBz
「讀書是弱者在做的事,因為他們沒有能力,只能靠讀書來顯現得好像自己還有些用處。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAvtTkFLGoGS
743Please respect copyright.PENANALXgXHOlIiU
「是。」743Please respect copyright.PENANApi8PMu14GR
743Please respect copyright.PENANAWKJUvtJIVQ
「好了,我帶你去我房間,你跟我住,因為已經沒有其他空房間了。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAaNTYyObSKr
743Please respect copyright.PENANAWLXWnR1JDk
「是。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAPGTsaVmx9b
743Please respect copyright.PENANAzFP55KY52U
身處於貧民窟大約十年之久的苡欣早已見識過黑幫裡上司與下屬的相處模式,上司說一就是一。743Please respect copyright.PENANApesXJ8fWx5
743Please respect copyright.PENANApYWr5yXTcH
「謝謝秋小姐。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAhLzDGHz59F
743Please respect copyright.PENANA5dIsc9Vtld
在離開前,苡欣轉過身向剛才為自己洗澡的秋道謝。743Please respect copyright.PENANAAXO40FsX3p
743Please respect copyright.PENANAeWKpCcO02p
「孩子,你叫什麼名字?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAqYCm3w5uOA
743Please respect copyright.PENANAYMOHVCarbY
「苡欣。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAyEWq1Y15vw
743Please respect copyright.PENANAz09NkaLJMe
「真難聽,以後叫月!」743Please respect copyright.PENANAcVL3d0RlNS
743Please respect copyright.PENANA6BnbVOccgl
夜聽了苡欣的名字,滿臉嫌棄地轉身看向她。743Please respect copyright.PENANAINoRjS7wy6
743Please respect copyright.PENANAyMNgM97fOS
「是。」743Please respect copyright.PENANACpXwvdhCCr
743Please respect copyright.PENANAdj1zdaUmkO
有了新名字的苡欣彷彿獲得了新生命,她在心裡默許,自己的這條命,以後就是夜的了,她找到了自己的人生價值。
夜教了月如何使用武器,以及訓練她逃跑,但卻又給了她一個觀念「逃跑是弱者的行為,但送死更不可取。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAI6xmrf4CUQ
743Please respect copyright.PENANAhCi7b3TkcL
月在夜的教導以及帶領下,成了比其他手下還要傑出但依舊比不上幹部們的腳色,卻也得到了Boss的肯定與讚許。
日子一天接著一天地過,月也已經十八歲了,長髮、陰沉、無口,神出鬼沒,經常做潛入、暗殺一類的陰暗工作,執行上頭命令將親朋好友一刀抹喉的事也屢見不鮮。743Please respect copyright.PENANAqEihXXc4gK
743Please respect copyright.PENANASZhrJA2wHU
這天夜放了月一天假,月卻不出門,待在房間裡,呆住怔地看著夜房裡的書牆。743Please respect copyright.PENANArZ0AClBGT5
743Please respect copyright.PENANAWcmxGfsYyg
(不是說讀書是弱者的行為嗎?)743Please respect copyright.PENANAwsYUr7jUjx
743Please respect copyright.PENANAbit5wHbybL
剛出完任務的夜全身都是敵人的血,弄得黏黏稠稠地,渾身不舒服,他在月進房間前就衝進浴室了。743Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5wVqZABEa
743Please respect copyright.PENANAcXZowtycw0
被夜訓練有成的月養成了走路無聲無息的習慣,無論是平時或是出任務時;雖然平時夜還是能察覺月,但因為沖水聲蓋過了其餘的聲音,因此夜根本沒發現月進房間了。743Please respect copyright.PENANASrFfRQVO1H
743Please respect copyright.PENANArPFcBCzwEi
洗完澡的夜用包巾將自己裹起就出浴室了,當天看見站在書牆前的月整張臉都紅了。743Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0Af2xXoc2
743Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0e1h3PIAP
「笨蛋!不是叫你放假嗎?」743Please respect copyright.PENANA8JmbIXfvhT
743Please respect copyright.PENANAl23SaZCu9g
「欸?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAMlHZwD4ye7
743Please respect copyright.PENANAiW2t9FUB1V
月轉過身看著衣衫不整的夜,心臟碰碰地跳,但她卻不明白那是什麼感覺。743Please respect copyright.PENANAtXw3RKuFef
743Please respect copyright.PENANAwIp4XnBmv6
「我可以提問嗎?」743Please respect copyright.PENANASHvkuPr1fz
743Please respect copyright.PENANALiQpaxgw8B
「等、等我穿衣服。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAYsC778rhiu
743Please respect copyright.PENANAl3eJ3uDpzr
夜隨手拿起放在衣櫃上頭的運動衫就又衝回浴室裡了,過了兩分鐘後才又走出來。743Please respect copyright.PENANAiM0uq1Rf6o
743Please respect copyright.PENANAr3L0C0NR5k
「什麼問題?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAb6qCm0uHhe
743Please respect copyright.PENANAn19F2Lt6xe
「不是說讀書是弱者的行為嗎?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAiGRZxpe46E
743Please respect copyright.PENANA5nKSmnjXdG
月指著書牆不解地問。743Please respect copyright.PENANApw6ORVxLaY
743Please respect copyright.PENANAid7hmnXGpF
「會讀書不代表喜歡讀書,喜歡閱讀也不代表喜歡讀書,喜歡學習更不代表著喜歡讀書,對我而言讀書、學習、閱讀這三件事是不一樣的,而我做的只有閱讀和學習,我閱讀這些讀物,我學習黑手黨裡的知識。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAtI11z9i6Bb
743Please respect copyright.PENANAuvINARD4TU
「相互矛盾。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAAcpj4wf2VP
743Please respect copyright.PENANARNfE0VyVYP
「蛤?誰准許你反駁了?」
「?!」
(糟糕,不小心說溜嘴了,死定了。)
月在腦海裡不斷地想著自己會遭受到什麼懲罰。
(以後沒有放假?還是要拖起來打?難道是要把手給墮了?這樣我以後就不能拿刀了,哎……任命吧。)
但這些都沒有發生,夜反而是認真地向她解釋清楚自己的想法。
「對我來說,一般人所在那些學校裡讀書,那根閱讀以及學習是不一樣的,他們所讀的書,跟我們一點關係也沒有,跟他們督熟對我們一點幫助也沒有。」743Please respect copyright.PENANA7MU8U3kJ5m
743Please respect copyright.PENANAWNbNtfJK9D
曾經在二手書店裡無意間翻到教科書夜才知道,學校所讀的書跟黑手黨的理念是完全相互抵觸的,對他來說教科書比任何東西相比都還來的邪惡。743Please respect copyright.PENANA18jJ75kZMx
743Please respect copyright.PENANA40e0Eoep1R
「所以我可以閱讀和學習?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAEdKn8TXLsL
743Please respect copyright.PENANAHzkpAouYoU
「當然。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAXpe8XlqEzM
743Please respect copyright.PENANADCd0S8De8J
「你的書可以借我看嗎?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAWqalrHkFs7
743Please respect copyright.PENANAnxMb9slCbp
「可以,但不要弄髒弄壞。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAiypQ4oX0FA
743Please respect copyright.PENANAJbgR7eEsJr
「但我看不懂字。」743Please respect copyright.PENANApIw5OvODtH
743Please respect copyright.PENANASOs4TwpjPI
「這麼說來我似乎沒教你認字。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAXfkpHA9LY7
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想起平時睡前都會看著夜躺臥在床上,手裡捧著一本書,而且幾乎每天看的都不一樣,這讓月產生了閱讀動機。
夜的書櫃裡有著各式各樣類型的書,除了商業刊物、防身教學類的書刊、介紹武器的流變以及如何使用的書籍外,夜的書櫃裡最多的就是日本文豪們的作品,中島敦的山月記、太宰治的人間失格、芥川龍之介的羅生門。
雖然不是自,但月對於夜所讀過的書都非常感興趣,所以每當夜給了月假日,月都會從書櫃中拿一本書出來,讓夜教自己識字,並利用每天的休息時間將書給讀完,有時還會讀到忘我甚至忘記睡覺而被夜罵,但她也心甘情願。