心情煩躁的回到家裡,我取下面具坐到長椅上,一邊嘆氣一邊揉著眉心。465Please respect copyright.PENANA5qH5gOqGDu
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我面對平原異變都沒有這麼心累,一個貴族就可以把我搞成這樣,他也算是史無前歷了。465Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8iRqVaOBR
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「抱歉讓你遇上這種事情。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAwgonE826Y2
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阿曼達把愛琳交給魔像,接著在我身旁坐下,雙手握著我擱在腿上的左手,也不知道是在表示歉意還是怎麼回事。465Please respect copyright.PENANAb4jyId3rtg
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「不需要道歉,你沒有必要為他們的過錯道歉,那完全不是你的問題。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAWWpCFcKiWH
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說完,我嘆了一口氣。
「我只是沒想到他們可以粗鄙到這種程度,相信我,我一點都不想讓你再受到那種言語侮辱。」465Please respect copyright.PENANA6rnI4S9crL
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也不知道阿曼達是怎麼想的,聽完我說的話後,她離開她的椅子,往我身旁坐下靠在我身上、欸不是,很擠耶小姐。465Please respect copyright.PENANAy8iLCGowwX
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「我想你也清楚……」
她小聲地開口,語氣聽起來沒有絲毫力量。
「自從遇到馬拉其後,我所遭遇的所有男人,幾乎都是用這樣的方式對我說話,就像你說的,粗鄙、粗俗……」465Please respect copyright.PENANAfDcpDbaNuN
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阿曼達的聲音斷了,沒有繼續說下去,這種回憶我也不會想要她繼續說下去,那太痛苦了。465Please respect copyright.PENANAclzLhfxCKI
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她沒有承受這些的必要,沒有人必須承受這些。465Please respect copyright.PENANAyXoUDG2j4h
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我握緊阿曼達的手,讓她的住意力轉到我身上。465Please respect copyright.PENANAjmGuRB2uLO
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「以防你有這樣的想法……不對,你已經有這樣的想法了,所以我必須先和你說,阿曼達。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAFeM3ZyabBN
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正眼看著她,我深吸口氣。
「我從來都不認為你是『不純淨』的,阿曼達,不要把那個詞彙套在你身上,你不是,你也不可能是。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAvUL0NAPqWZ
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「不要理會那些曾經對你說過各種侮辱話語的人……不、等等。」465Please respect copyright.PENANA5B6Q6mHv0N
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講這種話也太過輕鬆了,如果傷害已經造成,那麼無論如何阿曼達都不會是忘了它這幾個字就可以遺忘那些傷病。465Please respect copyright.PENANAOTByEmtsKo
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我該怎麼辦?465Please respect copyright.PENANAWH6Tkso2pB
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「抱歉……我知道你承受過很多痛苦,但是我沒有辦法讓你從這些痛苦中走出來……我只是希望你不要把他們對你說過的話,再一次加諸到自己身上。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAh8GkrmjSfw
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事到如今也只能承認我對這種事沒有任何辦法,卡姆那時候我無能為力,現在換成阿曼達我也什麼都做不到。465Please respect copyright.PENANAtY4csJxeoM
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這時候阿曼達抽出她的手。465Please respect copyright.PENANAuoiuYcavqe
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「你所謂的走出來,是指你不想要我再覺得自己不純淨嗎?」465Please respect copyright.PENANAzu050PPZ47
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看著阿曼達紫紅的眼,我能讀到她眼中複雜的情緒。465Please respect copyright.PENANABo0ByTmvUi
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唉,在地球,大家都還有能力從心理學上面多多少少了解自己的情緒狀態,但在這個地方,還有誰會懂心理學這東西?465Please respect copyright.PENANAFWOTJbRcgH
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我只能對她點頭。465Please respect copyright.PENANA3fxmJu6LKa
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「對,我不想要看到你這麼否定自己,但我也明白這種事不是短短幾日就能夠做到的,所以……你可以對我說出這些話,說你覺得自己不潔、骯髒的那些話,你說幾次我就否定幾次,只要你不嫌我囉嗦,我可以一直陪著你。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAnh1HYsDaSO
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直到阿曼達避開我的視線後,我才意識到這樣可能太過逼迫她,搞不好會導致她的退縮,可惡啊、又搞砸了。465Please respect copyright.PENANAcLXoqtjsPL
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「你不用說沒關係,你已經一直在陪著我了,艾利法。」465Please respect copyright.PENANA3oMXn3YXy2
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本來我們的位置已經很近了,這時候阿曼達已經貼到我身上。465Please respect copyright.PENANA7oxtY6jqq9
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「如果說你真的想幫我,那麼……只要你不要拒絕我的觸碰,我想那對我就是很大的幫助了。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAKvGQE9kk52
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我二話不說把阿曼達抱住。
「如果你需要,我隨時都可以這麼做。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAOBiASJXJAV
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「那如果是這樣,你也能夠接受嗎?」465Please respect copyright.PENANAL82LdakmO5
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阿曼達稍微動了一下,讓我把她放開,她一抬起頭便往我吻過來。465Please respect copyright.PENANA0pu09UmnoO
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這一次只是輕吻而已,讓我稍微鬆一口氣,她的舌吻我無法招架,還是盡量不要比較好。465Please respect copyright.PENANA8vmuJ6OiV7
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等到她稍微離開後,我立刻開口。
「如果不行,剛才在你家裡,我也不會主動吻你吧?」465Please respect copyright.PENANA4RUEZaedvJ
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雖然我真心不懂為什麼要依靠接吻來確認,搞不好也是曼拉希爾的習俗……好吧真的很怪就是了。465Please respect copyright.PENANAvBm4Y4knlk
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我是真的不在意,而且就我所知,就算是在這裡,接吻也是一種親密行為,所以如果能用這樣的方式讓阿曼達確定自己不是不潔的,那我覺得還算值得。465Please respect copyright.PENANA0zBISTM9Zx
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她還愣愣地看著我,我乾脆低頭也回敬她一下。465Please respect copyright.PENANAHOqQUmU6PF
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「這樣能相信我了嗎?」465Please respect copyright.PENANAfHPmpDU5hL
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阿曼達笑了,我看見她的眼眶中似乎又有淚水在聚集,唉!辛苦你了啊。465Please respect copyright.PENANAmEMD0XCTmk
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下一秒,我的臉再度被她捧住……欸等一下等一下!465Please respect copyright.PENANAooT4n1Besa
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抗爭無果,直到阿曼達自己需要呼吸的時候,我的大腦才從停止回應的狀態恢復,看著她喘了幾口氣,我立刻抬手擋住她的唇,這才制止她又靠上來,太危險了這個女人!465Please respect copyright.PENANAnBB4FJzCSd
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「……這個不行……」465Please respect copyright.PENANA9dL59qnvyQ
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又是這樣,我還在喘,她居然已經順好氣了!太不公平了吧!我明明應該是個所有先天條件都優於阿曼達的人才對,怎麼就在這個地方這麼居於下風?465Please respect copyright.PENANAF2V37BtE06
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「……為什麼?」465Please respect copyright.PENANAhSEnITh0KG
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因為還被我的手給擋著,阿曼達的疑問顯得有些悶悶的,但我還是可以聽清楚。465Please respect copyright.PENANAOUVMcaLcuH
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「你那樣做,我會……不能思考,我不喜歡那種感覺,麻煩以後請避免舌吻。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAsax7CPgJ4H
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我看見阿曼達詫異的神色,幹嘛啦有什麼好訝異的?465Please respect copyright.PENANA80wXOFRLOv
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「不能思考所以……不喜歡?」465Please respect copyright.PENANA3j6hcBICiM
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「對,還能有其他理由嗎?」465Please respect copyright.PENANAEphurfdDBo
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我沒好氣的反問,只差沒給她一個白眼。465Please respect copyright.PENANAWBcIqjNpxx
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「你並不是不喜歡舌吻,只是不喜歡無法思考的感覺?」465Please respect copyright.PENANAuYjKzIBYrC
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是在確認什麼啦你。
「總而言之,舌吻不行,我就只有這個要求而已。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5rlTbhEHC
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阿曼達沒繼續說下去,好像想通什麼一樣,繼續靠在我身上。465Please respect copyright.PENANA4lc0k14e35
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「我還沒到你家的那幾天,除了垮納亞力家族的人以外,還有其他貴族去找你嗎?」
趕快換個話題,我還有不少事要跟她確認,不能一直被她打斷我的思考。465Please respect copyright.PENANAQgAx2F85TA
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阿曼達點點頭。
「就是羅伯次家族的人馬,他們一直希望透過我這裡和你攀上關係。」465Please respect copyright.PENANArI9ne1MVXn
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「不過他們也知道我是你的保護對象,所以他們沒有用太過強硬的方式和我接觸……」
她停頓了一下。
「至少跟垮納亞力家族的人比起來,溫和許多。」465Please respect copyright.PENANABJujgAqJRc
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我大翻白眼。465Please respect copyright.PENANApHeEetHv32
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一群白痴貴族!465Please respect copyright.PENANABA88LLlY4a
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「看來你也早就和他們有過接觸了?」465Please respect copyright.PENANAF9tFWcXOMD
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被我問著,阿曼達沒有出聲,只是在我懷裡點頭。465Please respect copyright.PENANAFmhn3MDnrW
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以阿曼達的立場來說,她沒辦法像我一樣強硬,如果他們態度咄咄逼人、卻不動用任何武力,阿曼達最終都還是只能選擇和他們會面。465Please respect copyright.PENANAY8ixtt7scR
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「除了羅伯次家族之外,還有多少家族來找你?」465Please respect copyright.PENANAhaRXbJzOEI
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「……不太多,羅伯次家族是我第一個接見的貴族,在那之後的貴族都用我已經跟羅伯次家族見過面了,在禮儀上我不能拒絕他們這點,要求我不能避開任何貴族。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAQRHc89Zw10
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我忍不住皺眉,果然還是不能讓阿曼達一個人面對貴族。465Please respect copyright.PENANAIxhHYJNSpY
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「但是在幾天之後,羅伯次家族的人出現警告那些人,不要跟羅伯次家族過不去,在那之後,貴族的人就少了許多。」465Please respect copyright.PENANA4KH0D8getk
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總覺得哪裡不太對,羅伯次家族的人,在這時候出面擋其他家族?465Please respect copyright.PENANAvHlbLD4LJD
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「阿曼達,他對你說了什麼嗎?」465Please respect copyright.PENANA3mMWJ2Umb9
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當我這樣問之後,我感受到阿曼達頓了一下,並沒有立刻回答我的問題。465Please respect copyright.PENANAwTGxuHWrDU
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這讓我馬上明白事情遠遠不在我的預料之中。465Please respect copyright.PENANA2Z8AQX7N6f
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我站起身,站到茶桌前呼喚阿曼達身旁的魔像我面前。465Please respect copyright.PENANATFaHFbVTWu
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「艾利法,你要做什麼?」465Please respect copyright.PENANADrAQTkjzSC
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可能我臉色不善,阿曼達在椅子上緊張地問我。465Please respect copyright.PENANALaScZQYygy
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「在很多情況下可能你不好直接對我說明,那麼沒問題,我可以直接從魔像身上讀取那段畫面,這麼做你就不用再重覆回想那些讓你不舒服的記憶。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAtJ6Va6gItM
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「但是、艾利法……」465Please respect copyright.PENANAN8cyG5XiuS
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不知道阿曼達在顧慮什麼,但現在這種情況我可不認為有什麼不能夠去進行確認的,於是我沒有理會她,操控魔像開始調閱記憶影像。465Please respect copyright.PENANAw2gXEANTf3
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我閉上眼,連通魔像的記憶魔晶,看見阿曼達家中的場景。465Please respect copyright.PENANAnofs0BIHhy
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那個看起來有點俊俏的貴公子哥應該就是霍恩男爵了。465Please respect copyright.PENANA6JaBa19bPe
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阿曼達並沒有讓自己看起來低人一等,從她和霍恩男爵所坐的椅子材質一樣這點就能夠看得出來,只是男爵和他的手下不太滿意這個做法,一個個臉上都表現出「就憑你也配跟我們平起平坐」的臉孔。465Please respect copyright.PENANA7KguMm4wS8
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『我想我們不需要有太大的隔閡,阿曼達,在馬拉其那時候我們就已經熟識了,你不需要裝做不認識我。』465Please respect copyright.PENANAWhEV2KLbzD
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啊啊,他們原來認識?465Please respect copyright.PENANAYyYeqYhRc0
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是也不太意外啦。465Please respect copyright.PENANAvb9IEX9Mjc
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『男爵閣下,如果我的表現令您感覺受到到冷落,這點還請您見諒,我只是大人的所有物,實在不應該像這樣子接見您。』465Please respect copyright.PENANAQvUUhicn86
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『她只是個女人,她能給你什麼呢?』465Please respect copyright.PENANAs1aBQVlr1g
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哈啊?465Please respect copyright.PENANAi023VlZvOk
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這個霍恩是在說什麼鬼話?465Please respect copyright.PENANAl8ZBUJL7yK
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『請不要這樣說話,男爵閣下,若您再這麼說下去,我只能請您離開了。』465Please respect copyright.PENANATYVkISjhXw
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明明生的一臉俊俏的樣子,霍恩現在看起來真是越看越討厭。465Please respect copyright.PENANAGrOJgohWUP
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他露出笑容,但在我看來就是一臉鄙夷。
『我無意冒犯,我只是希望我們保持良好的關係,我不太確定她要怎麼……滿足你,不過至少從現在來看,她並沒有限制你的行動,如果你有什麼特別的需求,我相信……你會記得我們度過的那些夜晚……』465Please respect copyright.PENANAH3uGn2tusT
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「碰!」465Please respect copyright.PENANAUWclaNFu4L
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我身前的茶桌硬生生被我炸的粉碎。465Please respect copyright.PENANA1LCrgRVSA4
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真是看不下去!465Please respect copyright.PENANAD4QexHXOTT
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就不能有一個貴族表現的還像一個人嗎!465Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ee1bUMsSy
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你好大的膽子!竟然敢在她面前再提起那些她不想面對的過去!465Please respect copyright.PENANAXVEmEGSeLs
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信不信我真的剝了你的皮!465Please respect copyright.PENANAnWCZfNhjm1
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「……艾利法……」465Please respect copyright.PENANADjpyzqwzfk
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聽到阿曼達的聲音,我轉身看向她,她已經站起來膽怯地看著我,我二話不說走上前抱住她。465Please respect copyright.PENANAGh2uh96jM5
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「對不起,我不應該讓你一個人應付這些貴族的。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAidrk4GGiTM
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這些人就只有惹我生氣最在行,真虧他們可以在三句話內就把我逼火,給我等著看,霍恩男爵,你敢再來冒犯阿曼達,我絕對會讓你不得好死!465Please respect copyright.PENANAgOvXNmL1Kv
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「你不……生我的氣嗎?」465Please respect copyright.PENANAgNfvxDqSBw
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啥?465Please respect copyright.PENANARv7I5abQj3
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我稍微退開看著阿曼達。465Please respect copyright.PENANAZycy2jFLeF
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「我為什麼要生你的氣?」465Please respect copyright.PENANAHs1QYt3zHC
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她避開我的視線低下頭。
「我什麼身份都沒有,不應該用這種接見的方式與貴族互動……甚至、還跟以前有過關係的貴族……」465Please respect copyright.PENANA8Qdhsqnvzi
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我只能嘆氣。
「那不是你能夠控制的,我不會為了這個生你的氣,不過這個霍恩男爵倒是提醒我一件事。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAwEZ6Arml7V
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她抬頭愣愣地看著我。465Please respect copyright.PENANATESdzCosY4
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