時序入冬，入夜之後的風很涼，白天還有暖融的陽光，但晚上只有一片夜涼如水。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YrSd5aMNa
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他剛剛在教室裡沒有穿外套，上台也是，他一下台就匆匆得被許晏誠帶出來，根本沒來得及穿件外套。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPwEUiInSJ
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晚上氣溫驟降，他應該要覺得冷的，但他卻覺得身上熱的過份，他可以明顯感覺到臉頰在發燙，左胸口裡的東西燥動著，他甚至開始覺得呼吸不順，原因不明，他猜是因為許晏誠抱得太緊了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFLBSyLziI
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「喂，你、你能不能，抱小力一點？」他小聲問。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlTNNmJHai
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許晏誠依言鬆了點手，但依舊呈現緊抱的動作。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4xeO4QvSy
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呼吸不順解決了，但心律不整依舊存在，臉頰依舊沒有降溫的跡象，他盡量讓自己表現鎮定的問：「......你怎麼了？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKHQun6Z8W
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許晏誠沒有回答。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b9Ibe8CAg
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姜劭謙鍥而不捨繼續問：「喂、你有聽到我說話嗎？哈囉？許晏誠？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo1fAL6plK
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「我有聽到。」半晌他回。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhp29jKcId
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTUFzt6MPt
姜劭謙嘆了一口氣，口氣安撫的問：「你到底怎麼了？通常在這種狀況下，被安慰的人應該是我吧？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcll0CKyp2
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聞言許晏誠才終於拉開距離，揉揉鼻子，「......抱歉，你說的對。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z508zmmpF
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKi5aaXZ2Y
姜劭謙看著他的紅眼眶，傻眼了：「你有這麼難過啊？！」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy61nEjEvng
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許晏誠低著頭不回話，似乎還沒有緩過來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiORBdw1GqB
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCdLStWi7H
「你為什麼要難過呢？」他苦笑道，「忘詞的人又不是你，面對一個剛剛差點毀了大家這半學期以來辛苦的成果的人，你應該要生氣才對啊。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jxDQqHcpE
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqG0THqtt6
「我不生氣，」許晏誠看著他，「我難過，我為你難過。」他說。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoZiWemBja
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHJL77HupL
他忍不住質問：「為我難過？你怎麼知道我難過？你甚至不清楚我在台上想到什麼，你怎麼就覺得我會難過呢？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhZYeDSXqw
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這是他高中畢業以來心境最澄明的時刻。姜劭謙心想。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBaNzco7VS
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9J0PlK2hY
這些日子以來他總是被各種夢魘纏身，日日夜夜，分不清夢境與現實，眼前彷彿籠著一層白霧，看不清摸不透。他在過去裡找不到出口，只能自己一頭栽進胡同裡。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4uJPBCVme
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但現在他感覺眼前的雲霧逐漸散去。有個人願意相信他，聽他說，為他難過。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhR176CcQU
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcGMXaTGHQ
他想他孤單太久了，久到都忘記傾訴是什麼感覺。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6PeJPIPs8
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHvFBMC1vt
「你知道嗎，我很久沒有跟人說這些了，對於大部分人來說，那都已經過去了，只是高中時期的一些小事根本沒有必要記這麼久......對吧？人都要向前看，人總要向前看的不是嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACvnZsOafH
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRzjfsrCAv
他站著腳有點痠了，靠著牆默默的蹲下來，如夢囈般的說道：「可他們不懂，當你曾經真的，真的很珍惜某個事物，但它最終卻在你手上碎了，那是......最傷人的。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV8tVf8R5E
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「你懂嗎？」他轉頭問道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsgTjGQiDm
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIyIjyjLee
許晏誠沒有猶豫：「我懂。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcb0JEgABD
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8BDsi8VGM
姜劭謙看了他一陣子，然後笑了：「也對，你總是什麼都懂。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV2rnSfIkU
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKDoe9q7bT
教室那裡傳了一陣鼓掌聲，他猜又是一組彩排結束了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jfCZi75X3
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rjU70Zr4N
「你真是個狡猾的人，好像知道很多事，卻從來不跟別人說，讓人心煩。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X517R2vB7
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5z3pRiYWv
他控訴著：「總是一副什麼都知道的樣子，你對我瞭若指掌，但是我對你卻完全不瞭解。不覺得這樣很不公平嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaJxS7fPOm
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mapp2gaAZ
許晏誠低著頭不置可否，在他身旁也坐了下來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ0T2vrY6K
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「阿謙。」他輕聲喚。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gY4MuNYZx
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「幹嘛？」姜劭謙頭也不回。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBguotRzka
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa5W1XQxXK
許晏誠的前額散下幾綹黑髮，他的眼睛黑的透徹，裡頭閃著他熟悉的亮光，「等成發結束之後，我會向你解釋一切的，我答應你。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0tgmXMWTK
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjTtcMnoQV
姜劭謙凝視著他良久，不客氣的問：「......解釋甚麼，解釋你到底是誰嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvCAS2EFcq
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqna9lbzbc
許晏誠聞言輕笑，他能感覺到他的氣息輕拂耳際，輕微的癢。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ6I51qYc5
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「關於這點，我倒是希望你能自己想起來。」他說。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28SsbPX2MU
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM4FcfqdBY
他們中途翹課，在外面坐了好一陣子，突然想到還沒點名，才趁著換組空檔偷偷摸進教室。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNVBobyQN4
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYge9nJRe0t
阿萬坐在後排，一眼就看見他們鬼鬼祟祟的樣子，招招手讓他們過來，湊近壓低聲量問：「小姜還好嗎？看你剛剛彩排完之後臉色不太好。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHG3l2vyVv
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp7Xbs3Ir5
「現在沒事了，不好意思，剛剛給大家添麻煩了。」他歉然道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatmkMpiBsR
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCvQMWnuSv
阿萬看起來倒是不太在意，笑回：「上台緊張是一定的，離成發還有幾個星期，一起加油吧。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pFISaPy6c
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XYaXO3uJf
姜劭謙點點頭，最後一組的講評也結束了，所有組別都彩排完了，老師提點了幾句，叮嚀了幾個注意的點，鐘聲應景的響起，宣布下課。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfL2NZ3GcS
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鐘聲響完，吉他和阿傑邊收東西，往後看才發現他們倆個回來了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwsrJVoNRU
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXoiLe1zg7
他們彼此交換了一個心照不宣的眼神，看著姜劭謙的神色複雜。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP5imIaOuk
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5UVqdKKkd
姜劭謙被看的有點毛毛的，「你們幹嘛？這麼看著我？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZok6C3s9RV
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LX5doeSR9
吉他立馬別開目光，若無其事的道：「沒事，真的沒事。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tcCQeiSRv
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSkxbUbCDI
還特別澄清兩次，根本是此地無銀三百兩。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbYGl1CAHj
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBameh1JZ9
姜劭謙心中狐疑，阿傑咳了一聲，連忙插話進來：「是說阿ㄑ…...小姜，我們得安排點時間讓你多上台run個幾次，要不然萬一你正式上台太緊張掉鍊就尷尬了。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ52duHfsb9
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhizdcQxrb
「對啊，剛才真是嚇死我了，好險燕子及時救場......」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5Em1ZYRrO
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkapv81oPVD
姜劭謙聽完瞬間罪惡感爆棚，又道了一次歉，其他人頻頻表示並不是甚麼大事，他才終於鬆了一口氣。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQOVX3w9Uk
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj73UZufSqx
阿傑拍了拍他的肩膀：「唉，只是彩排而已啦，小事小事。只要之後正式上台沒問題就好啦！」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkLGjMsX8u
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正式上台。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac0Y08ggsk
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeebt9Bf4tL
阿傑的聲音在他腦中迴盪，心中有個聲音在質問他：你能保證正式演出的時候，不會再發生同樣的事嗎？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12P3Y1HHZ0
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你能保證嗎？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Iw5BNeeLC
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他沒有答案，只能掩去一切不安的痕跡，將層層心思掩藏起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfzDHkC2lK
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUl1h1yeQFb
他們邊說邊收東西，人還沒散完，他看見這次的總召，是個留著一頭俏麗短髮的女孩，她走近他們問：「你們是第六組對不對？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2rk4nrjIC
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qjx4oQaJh
「對。」姜劭謙問：「怎麼了嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ72bQEpjlM
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyTJEAOXA4
她低頭確認了一下手上的筆記本，道：「你們還沒有確定團名吧？要趕快決定囉，這禮拜就要開始在粉專宣傳了，團照的部分，看你們是之後給我還是現在拍，其他組已經在拍了，看你們要不要也現在拍一拍？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2KrEZE6mJ
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hySIffPvs
他環顧了一下四周，確實，身旁已經有幾組人馬正在物色教室中適合拍照的背景，有些組甚至已經拍完準備收拾東西回家了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfy4RyGNBvJ
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRrtYBBciP
總召又道：「如果你們要回去自己拍的話也可以，但提醒你們，照片上傳的死線是這星期五晚上喔。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBgCBpbOnm
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqz5kuEoBd
她說完對他們喊了一聲『加油』，轉身回去繼續跟其他行政組員討論了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzulEcf6zJ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aNNDexEcY
姜劭謙有點猶豫的問他們：「你們要現在拍嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDhrdhKVaV
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HQOahWhpl
「現在拍一拍吧，順便把我們的團名也決定一下吧。」阿萬說。。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA4f6KCFVu
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團名。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1SqmXFAmQ
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唔嗯。他們一群人站在原地苦思良久，沒有任何頭緒。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7NqKwBZM9
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他們沉寂了一陣子之後，阿傑突然眼睛一亮：「乾脆叫還珠格格怎麼樣？」他興高采烈的解釋道：「你看我們有小燕子，還有王子呢，古代的王子不就是阿哥嗎，還有萬歲爺......」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj9FOWIY4z
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他話才說到一半，就被小燕子和萬歲爺的雙重眼刀給瞪的噤了聲。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05f4LLncQI
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqUjQxgyPt
「......不然叫快樂王子吧。我們不是有王子跟燕子嗎？」阿萬提議道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxfK7AtLgV
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姜劭謙：？？？？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTCp9KAERN
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyEEsC0Gz0
阿萬說：「守護王子的燕子。不覺得聽起來很浪漫嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtfgldtSQF
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO3Wt2Rp2X
吉他一臉無所謂：「不錯，那就這樣吧。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhtPL2UTQA
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y0zbPG7bd
「蛤，可是用童話故事會不會太、」阿傑話說到一半又接收到許晏誠的殺氣，連忙老實地閉上嘴當一隻鵪鶉。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkwXFDrVDP
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「真的假的？」姜劭謙不可置信。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dHN1FnqEL
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZLAxyX1oF
許晏誠微笑道：「嗯，就這樣吧。團名訂好了，接著剩團照了。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6gbW6khOv
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIA04muLED
正剛好教室裡最大的一面白牆前面拍照的人結束了，他們全部人馬移動過去，找了個女生幫他們拍照。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciGo11diqH
 492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnhbFCw9MX
他們隨便擺了個姿勢，許晏誠站在他的右手邊，一隻手搭在他的肩膀上，他對於這個姿勢有點忸怩不安，但對面已經架好了相機，他只得對著鏡頭勉力的扯出一抹笑。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sdofy0s2M
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一，二，三，cheese！492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbVEQ0TsOz
照片裡風格迥異的五個人，湊在一起卻意外的和諧。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLS4rFroyH
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很久很久以後，他都還記得當時的那個瞬間，當下並不覺得這能夠成為值得回味得回憶，但在經歷過之後的一切後再回頭看，那些記憶的吉光片羽，即使零碎，卻都彌足珍貴。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz6m1ybPNy
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拍下照片的這一刻，他並沒有想到這侷促的幾秒鐘能讓他記這麼久，但回憶不知不覺篆刻在潛意識裡，毋需特別複習也依然歷久彌新。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNu4p8vsme
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這次非常久之後才更新，先來賠罪OTZ，之前忙著期末報告還有計畫之後的復活節假期，耽擱了非常久甚感抱歉！下一篇已經在路上了，我會盡快生出來的！謝謝每一個給我留言回饋的讀者，對於作者來說，看見留言真的一件非常振奮非常感動的事！謝謝你們！我會繼續努力寫的！492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AE9kBLPcj
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