「燕子，你現在有事嗎？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwT8iQodlH
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡai4Ru0l4yd
吉他從身後叫他，許晏誠正在等著PA大哥試電子琴，聞言回頭，問：「我在試音，怎麼了？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUyv0pIJ7y
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Pea7O3fKs
「小姜在裡面，他看起來好像怪怪的，你要不要去看一下？」他指指身後的後台，許晏誠跟PA大哥通知一聲，便轉身跟著吉他進了後台。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ0ACpnG3Q
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他一進後台就看見姜劭謙坐在地上，吉他默默的走出去了，只剩他們兩個人在後台。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9zKaAppmM
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO53Ok61fj
他在他身前蹲下，視線高度與他平行，「嘿，阿謙？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubyIgCzy8l
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5jOM0HlbC
姜劭謙抬頭，突然間呼吸急促，像是溺水般喘不過氣，許晏誠翻找各處，最終找到一個紙袋幫他掩上口鼻。慢慢吸吐一陣子之後，症狀終於舒緩下來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYafI9cwJ3
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uTsrRlzLJ
姜劭謙平靜下來，抬頭問：「我能做到嗎？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GtPaeAqT8
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Sp625lANG
他看著他，眼裡迷茫與堅定共存。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPAYp7n9GY
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62t2b9NuY9
「我不知道，」許晏誠說，「這是只有阿謙你能左右的事，與旁人無關。」他將手捂上他的耳朵，「聽你自己的心跳聲。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iaPleBO0m
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwCafM620J
「你在這裡活著，呼吸著。你擁有的除了過去的自己，還有現在的自己。你想成全哪一個？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLmAoH9WhP
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTOi8KCSUh
姜劭謙愣愣的看著他， 許晏誠的神情認真，找不到一絲調笑的意味，他能清晰的聽見心跳聲，平日忽視的震動，一吸一吐之間變得震耳欲聾，他腦中所有的故事暫停播映，他終於得到一絲清明。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAutRPgDIwI
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFntClaC5S4
姜劭謙定定的看著他，「我不信我自己，但是我......想相信你。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2RbdNQ7xf
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJ9Yp9SgcT
許晏誠聞言一怔，突然門被推開，助教叫許晏誠繼續試音，姜劭謙攤攤手趕他走，「我沒事了，你去忙吧，你剛剛試音試到一半吧，我等等就出去。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IBXoALo53
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklQAO8SNui
許晏誠只得起身出去。他在台上試音時腦中不停出現姜劭謙的那句話。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLob5LpOd7Z
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fg8LryUfV
心跳溫柔的躁動著，胸腔裡充盈著柔軟的情緒，未聞其名，卻已置身其中。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oLZI5lgqt
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4ImZi6Smd
最後一次的彩排結束，所有表演者被趕到後台，五十幾個人擠在一個窄小空間裡，前台已經把觀眾放進來，展演空間不大，很快便擠得水泄不通。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOh3NSSroR
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHS68SNHQA
此時的表演者們都無心練習，全部擠到舞台邊上，撩開簾子偷看場外。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S3AFuTvEw
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdUbMdHkXP
「哇靠，外面已經坐滿了耶！」阿傑探頭探腦後讚嘆道。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSBgdL6Lw1
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfKw2TLqRs
在場內已經八分滿的時候，突然一個熟悉的身影也跟著人群入場，楊佳琦穿著一身看起來精心挑選過的洋裝，腳踩一雙低跟鞋，腳步輕快的走進來，阿傑一看見她，精神一振：「佳琦學妹也來了！！？她是來看我的嗎！！！」他神情亢奮的抓著他肩膀前後搖晃，姜劭謙一陣頭暈目眩，沒等他開口便逕自下了註解：「對！」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXp9IIdulx
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbx8tRXBoG
他神情歡快，絲毫沒有注意到他的為難，蹭了一下鼻頭笑得比太陽還燦爛。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F6uFtKCDs
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWjEGkOsWf
姜劭謙不知作何反應，也不忍在這時打破他的美夢，想想還是等成發結束再說吧。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7vXVt7ZO6
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh3fx5rBb2
舞台上，兩位主持人開場，現場已經座無虛席，工作人員在後面站著，表演組別陸續上台演出，後台跟舞台只有隔一層薄薄的牆，前面演出的聲音在裡面聽得很清楚。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbZAyLd7vk
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtplpejoxCc
「下一組第二組準備，等等第八組下去之後就換你們了。」場控組長指揮著後台。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoifUJs439
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEDp8PcuUC
第二組是上半場最後一組，緊接著就是中場休息，他們是最後一組，也就是俗稱的壓軸。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNsqDKFoKO
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8U3FONn1v
他們在後台坐不住，決定跑出去看表演。外場非常擁擠，必須艱難地扭動身軀才能找到空位。他們剛站穩準備開始聽，第二組的表演卻已經到了尾聲，電吉他一個拔高的尾音把氣氛帶到最高點，一曲演畢，全場熱烈鼓掌。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cRIEW4Npg
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVICz9bVP4f
兩位主持人在此時掐準了點上台，宣布中場休息十五分鐘。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR01SeUd345
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHvP6kunbI
時間實在太不湊巧，還是得先回去後台待著。畢竟人來人往的，他們一坨人卡在這邊人潮也不好移動。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Jn7i7m31R
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNlCTSZpJt
回去沒多久，吉他說他想去透透氣便走出去了，過了不久，阿萬也藉口說要出去抽菸，跟著出去了，阿傑也走了，他要在人群中尋尋覓覓他的楊妹妹，五個人一下走了三個，後台裡本來人就不多，有親友團來看的去寒暄了，表演結束的出去看表演了，不大的空間豁然變的很空曠。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA047Gi4H2
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgkWEd3nn0
姜劭謙跟許晏誠大眼瞪小眼，兩個人對視良久，許晏誠拍拍他的頭，「還緊張嗎？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJYXEgzLoT
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPqqh3QwL5
姜劭謙搖搖頭，「還好，你呢？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd2RVRKMGZ
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1eDQ7ins4
「我也還好。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCwknFiphx
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutwKZiBq6X
「答應我的事情你沒忘吧？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9NVStPAj6
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoaAAvpqIZ
許晏誠聳聳肩，「你忘了嗎？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTioYrVEAC
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVMGRZ6sTC
姜劭謙一臉莫名其妙地看著他，「怎麼可能。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Lx0D8y376
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiGZRBiOvZ
「那我就沒忘。」他揉揉他的腦袋，姜劭謙的髮質偏軟，髮色是偏淺的栗色，他們團的dresscode是藍色，他穿了一件淺色襯衫，外頭套一件淺藍格紋毛衣，淡雅的配色襯著他的清秀五官，搭配起來像是一個不諳世事的精緻小王子。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxLRDkcVrS
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmbVHaXJBf
他頭頂柔軟的觸感讓他愛不釋手，原先只是想摸一摸就收手，最後忍不住多揉了幾下，弄得對方頭髮都亂了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNwvO4ahdO
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQcLG8qRNd
「喂！！！」被摸的人很不喜歡這一個動作，一個勁兒的躲避，但距離太近還是不免吃了點虧。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNshCbu00hV
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaIv1Uqqfb
他有點怒了。「許晏誠，不要總摸我頭！」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV9T8spDL9
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK16vWYJeV
許晏誠聞言見好就收，但嘴角的一抹笑卻沒得及收住。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07JxYUK3uU
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aFImGfIkl
入夜的風捎來涼意，室內因為人多空間又不大，二氧化碳吸多了總覺得空氣悶滯燥熱，馮家朋走到場外出來身吸一口氣，涼爽的溫度讓他全身放鬆了許多，但不久後身旁卻傳來討人厭的菸味，他轉頭一看，居然是張維遠，他在不遠處怡然自得的吞雲吐霧，絲毫沒有自己已然造成別人極大的困擾的自覺，他一個眼刀過去，試圖逼敵人知難而退，但對方卻絲毫未覺的依然故我。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyNFqMARir
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSK9AAeH1o
「張、維、遠。」短短三個字在他齒間滾了好幾圈才擠出來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS63YX23u8Z
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGsNmCw4ky
對方自得的吐了一個菸圈，才悠悠然的把眼神放到他身上來，故作驚訝，「咦，你在這啊？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTwoUluq3X
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXdMVl8etT
吉他那張看著很顯嫩的臉皺成一個麻花捲，阿萬欣賞了一下對方滿臉不爽的表情，末了笑著把菸給捻熄了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9KsZxrqGb
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm44LTsmSfJ
「怎麼，你不喜歡菸味嗎小朋友？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZlurLWDce
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TsQ1nMo0a
「......那種東西只有上了年紀的怪叔叔才會喜歡。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPduaxjhmC
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1cRVePSin
他回嗆的理直氣壯，阿萬被逗樂了，笑了好一陣子才停下來。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYV4XBr6bg
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG9LhqEkgP
「那你說說看，怪叔叔都是怎麼樣的？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LviASWU4Q
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pZ0ncWVWe
吉他斜眼睨他，嗤笑道：「像你這樣的。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeYfwSgPaR
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1CAcjLBww
阿萬似乎早料到他會這麼說，一個箭步突然靠近他，不意外的看見吉他驚的整個人縮回去，像受驚嚇的小動物一樣。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQCVqdQUdk
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f62qmVKq8
「靠北，你幹嘛突然靠過來啊！！！」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1INhorzP6l
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAcsrx460v
阿萬聳聳肩，「怪叔叔不是都是這樣的嗎？我啊，最喜歡欺負未成年的小朋友了。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk61bdHBWx
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6M9Yk6cJT
吉他：「......」誰他媽的未成年！！！459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FblUZv7Um
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUTCHBbo7u
馮家朋惡狠狠地瞪他，眼神都快噴出火來了，張怪叔叔哈哈哈開心的笑了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx47bPVbpt
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCmbmeTICo
身旁人來人往七嘴八舌的嘈雜著，本是幅讓人心煩意亂的景象，他卻沒來由的心情很好。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENBpij6ql7
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YSdB3fQsr
中場休息很快就結束了。人潮慢慢湧回會場，他們也悄悄跟著人群摸到了觀眾席看表演。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FsMLAY3ys
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUxcZHypgg
倒數第二組開始表演的時候他們就被徵召到後台集合了，場控組長再跟他們確認了一次設備跟流程，前台傳來一陣掌聲，倒數第二組表演結束了，場控組長是個看著嬌美說起話來卻很爽朗的女生，她重重拍了一下姜劭謙的肩附贈了一句『上吧，我很看好你們這組喔！』之後便哈哈哈的揚長而去。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDC7QfXf8k5
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34CWPfKAhv
姜劭謙摸了摸剛剛被她拍過的肩膀，她拍那一下力道顯然和她的外型不成正比，他只覺內臟都要被拍出來了，許晏誠看他，語重心長的說：「阿謙，等等唱完我陪你去健身房吧。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8JWXGPFzo
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpI9ZcDINO
「......你還是閉嘴吧許晏誠。」他翻了個白眼。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDwk4JpK0v
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5dcwvZr73
走上舞台，刺眼的白熾燈光打下來，往常的他本能的會對這樣的光線感到牴觸，但這次卻意外的很輕易便接受了，可能直到上台前最後一秒都還在開玩笑的關係，他覺得自己似乎放鬆了許多。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSywmPaOd2
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9asuRlUqS
工作人員在幫他架麥克風，他握上麥克風，環視台下的觀眾，嗓音清晰的在場內迴響：「大家好，我們是快樂王子。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlsIL2IIBW
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFdLFxMqfR
樂手們都還在準備樂器，舞台規則，誰手上有麥克風，誰就是主人。姜劭謙清了清喉嚨：「先自我介紹一下，我是vocal王子，在我左手邊的是吉他手吉他，在我右手邊的是我們的貝斯手阿萬。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJqrJA92JX
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf13TNrZHVD
吉他已經調好了音，來了一個華麗的solo，瞬間賺得台下一片掌聲，阿萬則是舉手微笑了一下。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoUuFPlp5Q
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN2kfZBwwu
在台下的楊佳琦非常捧場的鼓掌。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwde77OW749
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg8hoDdgCZ
「而在我身後呢，是我們的鼓手阿傑。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlc6mkcb03
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61Xcl8mBwz
阿傑興致勃勃的打了一個過門，附加一個爽朗的笑容，他猜那應該是給台下的楊佳琦的。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKPnoVvjK5
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMZxFOGpGk
「最後一位，是我們的keyboard手，燕子。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpSsUXc6hE
 459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMHvI9bNoE
他無須轉頭也能想像許晏誠一臉清和的笑。身後樂手們都準備得差不多了，姜劭謙帶上了微笑，「我們今天要帶來兩首歌，一首快歌一首慢歌，兩首歌都放入了很多我們自己，希望大家能收到，也希望你們會喜歡。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡke1YN6Wqyf
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鼓手下了四個拍子，姜劭謙隨之低喃。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqiC3rRmGl
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感覺很神奇，他感受到前所未有的放鬆，如同回歸母體時期的胎兒一般，四周被溫暖的羊水給包圍，感覺安全又愜意。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ox29ffUdu
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為甚麼呢？是他終於克服過去的陰影了嗎？抑或是其他的甚麼呢？459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbDTwTbVxt
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他胡思亂想著，突然想起許晏誠說相信他的時候臉上認真的表情，他總是這麼不合時宜的正經，也或許是......假正經？他思及此突然覺得想笑，是因為這樣讓他變得有恃無恐了嗎？過去的他總是懼怕著自己一步踏錯自此無法翻身，現在卻突然有個人對他說：他會接住他的，讓他不要慌。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFxWDipyiv
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他的態度是那麼的誠懇真誠，讓人情不自禁地想要相信他。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GM6KasQur
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即使是孤注一擲也好，即使只是做無用功，但他想試著相信這個人。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E7qoyjXLc
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快歌結束之時，台下響起震耳欲隆的掌聲，他深吸了一口氣，下意識的回頭看向許晏誠，對方給了他一個淺淡的笑。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGPdexAsJR
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趁著台下還在鼓掌，吉他放下電吉他，拿起擱在一旁得大提琴，大提琴巨大的身形襯的他更加嬌小，但他的氣勢絲毫未減，帶著與外表不符的老成表情，擺好了架勢。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgtvTtZBZj
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他總是擔心這個擔心那個的，有時他的不安也會影響到身旁的人吧。每到這種時候他就很羨慕許晏誠的淡然處之，對於每件事總是游刃有餘的樣子，總是告訴他，不用擔心，會慢慢變好的。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GIpoNmiX7
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畢竟以後還會進步的。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl31SvRh1UY
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因為還有以後。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemSC85Bobb
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四個八拍的intro緩慢流過，姜劭謙湊近麥克風，隨著旋律，像是說故事一般的唱：459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiNA0VNyWA
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當初的自己　還是青春的模樣459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdRROEJIsn
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站在舞台上　感受燈光　感受台下的澎湃激昂　459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHDGjBXeCx
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每顆細胞都興奮的顫慄　我喜歡當時的自己459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88LoePH7YG
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突然一片漆黑　誰把燈火熄滅　留給我一片無盡的黑459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nwgsZbmtL
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從此空乏迷惘　找不到光亮　459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm8VP9nRP0
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他唱著唱著想到，現在的我是真實存在的嗎？他從未如此清晰的意識到這個問題，也許在之前的年歲裡他太過耽溺於過去，這是頭一次他著眼於現在，也是頭一次他清楚的意識到自己正活著。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0sRKP3yV0
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他抓著麥克風，敞開心扉的唱著：459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEEjmjHISb
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想闖　想蕩　卻總怕失望459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnPrxeDCfI
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想衝　想撞　卻總怕受傷459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAqdgdNJzJ
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誰能告訴我　值不值得去　冒險流浪459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V2sgu3XwM
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會不會到最後卻　換來遍體麟傷　459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILlwXnk2LN
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他把心裡的膽怯全部寫進歌詞裡，許晏誠一定也察覺到了，要不然他不會在頭一次看見歌詞的時候露出那樣的表情，他那雙似能將人看透的澄澈眼睛，悲傷的倒映著他的身影。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJuscPKHm4
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猶疑之間已將初衷遺忘　只剩下回憶在獨自遊蕩　我捫心自問459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM0DGIlIfT
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倘若時光倒流　你會選擇甚麼模樣459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAIC6tZm6M
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我要奔跑去找　那從未見過的地方459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9ATN4oiB1
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大提琴急雨般的琴音拉扯著情緒，鋼琴和弦幫襯著鋪墊餘韻，鼓聲如雷鳴一般，急吼吼的轟然落下，他閉上眼睛拉高聲線，急欲掙托束縛般的嘶吼－－459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZR0G9IXFG
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我要奔跑去找　那從未見過的地方459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09Fk37cGO6
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我要奔跑去找　那從未見過的地方－－459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqn4bglmFW
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最後一個字唱完，姜劭謙睜開眼睛，找回了自己的呼吸，傾身說了一句：「謝謝。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vSpMFcu9Z
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台下觀眾這才醒覺似的，原先只是零零星星的掌聲，到後來如病毒般擴散，變成鋪天蓋地的掌聲。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsqjXX0kI3
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他們走下舞台，進了後台，全部人你看我我看你，忍不住激動，團抱在一起歡呼大笑。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgTcsS98CA
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姜劭謙心中的激動無法描述，他輕嘆：「我們做到了。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAD1Ovzbek
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許晏誠站在他身邊，同樣輕聲道：「是啊。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZp62A3ZSD
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姜劭謙看著所有人，彼此早已打成一片笑鬧的模樣，心頭突然排山倒海的湧上一陣感動和不捨。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5isbNfy2Wm
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他怔怔的說：「一切......都結束了。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk77PxqqdZA
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許晏誠給了姜劭謙一個擁抱。與上次那個力道大的像要把他揉進身體裡的擁抱不一樣，這次的是非常溫暖、讓人有點想哭的一個擁抱。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZly6CMcxx
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他輕輕道：「這不是最後。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENKsx1xRw4
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姜劭謙感受著許晏誠的懷抱，溫暖殷實的情緒在胸口膨脹，他靜靜的感受情緒的浪潮，待原先的感動退潮之後，隨後湧上的是一陣不知所措。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiN0wsbvrN
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他突然意識到這個擁抱的時間似乎有點太長了，心口莫名一陣心悸，臉頰泛起灼熱感，心跳聲嘈雜的充斥著耳邊，砰咚、砰咚的狂響。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz4mRTbc1y
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他連忙退開，害怕自己如擂鼓般的心跳會被察覺，調整下呼吸。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSSUxmN0vY
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「走吧。」他對著眾人說，強裝自若的走出後台，摸了摸左邊耳朵，滾燙的溫度提醒他從外人看來耳朵一定紅到無可救藥，剛剛許晏誠在耳邊說話時，周圍的氣流震動傳遞給他，周身一股電流劃過，那瞬間心跳驟然失序，他還沒有笨到不知道那是甚麼，其實一切的一切早有端倪，只是他先前從未察覺。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnLmk7sVjt
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錯覺吧，是錯覺。他催眠著自己，剛表演完情緒處在激動狀態，本來就很有可能把一點小事無限放大，他安慰著自己，這沒什麼，是吧？他不知道看過多少搖滾歌手剛表演完太過興奮砸樂器的，這一定也是心理上的錯覺。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lhn5ubRdH
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他好不容易說服自己信了一半，一不留神已被眾人丟在後頭，許晏誠回頭看他脫隊，停下來在前面等他，朝他伸出手來：「走吧？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8Sg44DXgm
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姜劭謙看著那隻手，許晏誠的眼中平靜無波，如同一汪深不見底的深潭，他看不見底下深埋著什麼樣的情緒，他看不透他，他從來就看不透他。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7Kz3F2KWz
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但這並不妨礙他被他吸引。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Mf4qRGRXf
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於是他如同被蠱惑一般的走上前，搭上他的手，「走吧。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzjoqYf1Vu
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