自虐家的愛麗 - 正文

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很早就不在的父親，惟有的印象是母親說過的話：822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco5UFGt5YH
「從窗戶就能看見大海的一角，所以才決定和你父親住在這間屋子。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3PVSA51eJ
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母親會溫柔地笑著，然而那樣的母親就和開心的說著父親事情的母親一樣，很久沒有回來了。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpp4HOKF6V
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我一直後悔著，因為想要獲得母親開心的擁抱而說謊「父親回來了」那件事。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxlUHiMwdk
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曾經的母親會每晚都坐在窗戶前眺望大海，赤裸的雙腳曾像少女一般擺動著，那樣的景象也只存在於記憶裡了。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ca1zU9OZw
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記憶的一幕為何會停留在雙腳，或許是源自母親回憶裡赤腳踩在沙灘上的記憶。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13MGl8FRmU
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我想，母親是愛著那片大海的。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZBceMFIQt
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然而那天之後，那扇窗戶幾乎不曾打開過了，打碎的水杯留在地上多少天了，水槽裡瀰漫著腐爛的捲心菜的味道。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBmZ3vvfEC
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責怪著、責怪著、責怪著，母親從沒有做錯，錯的一定是我才對吧。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTETwlRhYVU
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因為母親愛著我，所以會讓她傷痛的我必須離開才行。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQkd3LWmCG
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然而我能夠去到哪裡呢？822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpdOHcYMT7
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有一天我獨自看著不遠處的那片大海，突然覺得，如果能成為那片大海的一部份，一定很好的吧。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdBSw6cOAZ
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我這麼想著的笑了。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ879hzz16qV
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我已經很久沒有任性過了。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtYZLDdFPM
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某天夜裡，我跑向了大海。當我也赤腳踩在沙灘上時，我想著母親當年是帶著怎樣的思緒與父親站在那片沙灘上的。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrliCcCuPFM
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我很抱歉，母親。請原諒曾懷疑是否被愛過的我。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m8ejSSIM6
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這是我最後的任性了。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk5RCtyE05
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我曾看著這片海的波浪哼著沒有含意的歌，也曾對著母親所注視的這片海許願過。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpH85goKwt
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如今，我隨著海的波浪載浮載沉著，我的愛也隨著波浪被打進海裡，融進大海中。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcFEhGqads
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如果我能成為母親和父親曾愛著的那片海，是不是就能得到擁抱呢。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7APPMygap
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我隨著最後這片思緒，沉入海裡。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVQ1mYYBuq
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