孤獨的島住了一個人 - 00 / 我在山上拿著一本日記

在星空下，我在山上拿著一本日記。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UpUsHbNoz
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「看完這本日記，就去死吧。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarU4DcDvA2
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流落到這座孤島，已經五年了，在沒有人影的山林裡存活，一直活到今天，也差不多了吧。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1fzZYxuFF
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也夠了吧。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGYzZev9Q0
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明明沒有什麼野外求生技能，為什麼能在這種地方存活這麼久？我猜想，那是因為這是死神的服務地區外。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPATNl1rnF
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由於一直沒有死神來接我，所以不管我多麼虛弱，精神多麼不振，也遲遲沒有斷氣。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBISg1kw3i6
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也是呢，如果我真的死了，死神會很困擾吧，要特意來到這麼偏僻的地方，就為了接我一個。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSORmsqWfe
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「會不會……就算我死了，也沒有死神過來呢？」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcydywlmf0H
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臨風山上，瞇眼看著海邊。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6xD3kNEmK
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海邊沖著白浪，沖在沙灘上。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1aA2xUUl9
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「那麼，我會化為孤魂野鬼，一直存留在島上嗎？」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdONjPvPyq
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我苦笑了。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71oxDwfBdw
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到時候，我一定能夠飛走，或者飄飄然地浮到空中，乘著雲朵轉往下一個地方。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1LfK4Z0Uv
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屁股坐到岩石上，我打開厚皮的日記。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nNbRpKLfu
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這本筆記簿從流落到孤島起，就一直陪伴著我，寫下了無數的心裡話。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCBEgjJJLO
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事實上，我並不是每日都寫，有些日子根本沒做過什麼事，就沒寫進去了。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjPBk9yUc2
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有些日子，寫的也不是當天的事，例如我想起了一個人，就把那一段往事寫進去，生怕以後會忘記。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4464JiMBb
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沒辦法，人的記憶實在太不可靠。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3irtDlFOMk
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回憶什麼的，會隨時間而消逝、美化，日子久了、經歷多了，回想起來的版本也會不同。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo8X2ZJaJT
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如今只剩下一頁，就好像我的生命只剩下一天。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO38VbwU9R
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這一天該怎麼活？該寫下什麼？我決定了，就是好好地把它讀一遍。然後鄭鄭重重地寫下感想，替自己的人生劃上句號。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKREJjpaTU
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再來，就是把它放好，留給下一個流落這個島上的人。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEOO6BbEtj
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風吹來，呼翻呼翻了幾頁。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMFUnChmb3
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哦？那就從這頁開始讀起吧。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgU7PwA3i5J

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--------- 孤島日記第26天 ---------1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdyIkDpOq0
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心情：差到想自爆1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujDfBAJiEz
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在這個繁華紛擾的世界裡，每日都有很多車、很多人走過，有些會走進你的生命，陪你走一段路，最後才離開你。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY8lzlOQcP
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有些只會與你擦肩而過。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUviWZnJHh
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我不希望彼此的關係變差，但是，人無法和所有人都維持良好關係。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa8hzigfDt
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有時候，我很羡慕一些八面玲瓏的人，能夠獲得很多的愛護和關懷。雖然很羡慕，羡慕得很，但是我無法成為那樣的人。這是無論如何也做不到的事。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfF6ocQIqb
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既然如此，我就只有做自己。一天，我有了一個奇妙的想法：1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtUWqyTZ34
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「不如放逐自己，流浪什麼都好。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluKp9wSa04
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嘗試過一個人的生活，走一個人的旅程。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3dPQqXxWD
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只是，我萬萬沒想到……1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcLHKJU1d9
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有一天我竟然流落孤島。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafxOvMpc8X
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如果，這個世界有神……1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPLgoILjeF
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請你聽我的禱告，我希望可以1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLIEUMkJGs
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--------- 閱讀中斷 ---------1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7UvwsE1tv
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「光芒芒芒——」突然強光，照白了雲層，打斷了我的閱讀。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJS8Q5eRfX
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神聖的光輝，慢慢浮落，炫目地從半空中落下。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkZFzf5Cw3
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白光體落在我的前方，光茫漸漸甩散。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU79rTOG0mU
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我眨一眨眼，看著眼前正在現形的光體。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7mtQ5vAVL
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眼裡竟露出釋懷。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZFdsLW1mZ
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看來，神來迎接我了。沒想到，我竟然有上天堂的資格。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEQS8JfeTg
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「你就係孫正直？」一把男人的聲音問，衪手裡拿著幾本書，身穿白淨的衣服。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2ob77cPBB
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五年來，我即將第一次開口交談。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRx4mVAA1r
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手拾起葉片，作為書籤夾進去，祥和地合上日記。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDESO5ALK6
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「我係孫正直。」我回答。 1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNHodJzZLF
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「你好，我係神。」衪有點不好意思，「我叫神明丁。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcf8bBZuZQn
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「係神明甲、乙、丙、丁、戊、己、庚、辛，合共八大神之中，排名第四，即係丁。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3dasObWU7
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接著，祂轉身，展示白衫背面的黑色「丁」徽紋。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUSHAkDggQ
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「你係嚟接我走？」我渴望地問，站了起來。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8tyOoP7Rb
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站起的一剎那，我才察覺不敬，我怎可能跟神同等地站著呢？一身骯髒的我應該跪下……對，應該跪下才對！1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wM1fS6S0L
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還沒跪下——1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSszeINcJvB
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「接……你走？」神明丁感到困惑，從褲袋裡找東西，找不著，最後從書本裡翻出一張清單。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomdZbxZpHI
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「唔係。」祂核對後說。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGpQziYVI1
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「正確嚟講，搵你嘅原因，係因為八大神出現空缺，要尋找適合嘅人去填補。」神明丁說。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzj5ruapXc
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「出現……空缺？」我不了解。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpcSvzcFjk
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「出現空缺嘅係——第八位嘅『神明辛』。」神明丁沉重起來，「最近佢係一場神魔之戰，壯烈戰死。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0f3qOPGEX
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「實不相暪，神同魔鬼大戰咗好多年，導致神嘅人手嚴重不足。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzih8nrKkz
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「如果唔係魔鬼作惡，成日要派神明去應付嘅話，我地八大神一齊指導世人，一定有效率好多。」神明丁說，「唔似得依加咁，世人向神許一個願，要排四至五年隊先輪到佢。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGzP6Y3nqe
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「苦況，一言難盡。」祂嘆息。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m9t9zmKds
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「咁點解要揀我？」我問，「明明哩個世界有咁多人。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdLJqHO2zu
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莫非，我不單止可以上天堂，還可以當上神明？1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlelmd7DR8T
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「唔好心急，我嚟搵你唔代表你有資格。」神明丁嚴格地說，「今日我只係嚟畀你去做一個測試，去判斷你有冇神嘅『慧根』。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAIOTuoo7q
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「只有通過測試、擁有慧根嘅人，先可以進入下一步嘅遴選。」祂說。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEu0TGex4x
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「咩叫下一步嘅遴選？」我問。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPVBc0wSmm
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「我地現存嘅七位神明，都有權提名一個人，去填補第八位嘅空缺。」神明丁說。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUZRgkwwC3
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「所以……即使我得到你嘅推薦，都仲要嬴埋其他六個人先可以做神？」我突然問。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWYrFKKJRa
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「對手未必有咁多。」神明丁皺眉地說，「因為要搵到合適嘅人嚟推薦，係一啲都唔容易。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYmPD16ooq
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「孫正直，你可以話係萬中無一嘅人。」祂亮眼看我。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMUQ5AE6z4
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「我？」我受寵若驚。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSwb96MsWw
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「係哩個世界上，No No No，應該係話，唔止哩個世界，就算係咁多個平行世界之中，都冇一個及得上我眼前嘅、流落孤島五年嘅你。」神明丁鄭重地說。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqA48vgkNIK
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聽著，我已經不懂反應。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXxHVVIkSv
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是因為我人生特別多災多難？看透世事的程度，已經到達神的境界？1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37NsHCkEGJ
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還是……1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNDoMDfeSj
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「因為我最孤獨？係咁多個平行世界之中，最孤獨嘅一個？」我祈求答案。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0bDByMiMn
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如果是因為這個原因，我便可以理解，因為孤獨的人能夠對其他感到孤單的人產生同理心。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZJ2FhrVrh
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「首先，平行世界冇你想像中咁多，好多都已經滅亡咗。」神明丁糾正。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcvfN8XoF7
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「不過，我確實觀察過其他平行世界嘅你，確實認為你係當中最特別嘅一個。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3iXTWM4xm
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我仍然，等待著答案。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHFyqMpC8e
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「最得閒嘅一個。」祂淺笑。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRCIu9QHiQ
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聽到這個答案，我莫名地起了火，好像被人愚弄了一樣。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8aX1WuSK6
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但是我很快就平靜下來。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoZhbuTUza
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「其他平行世界嘅我，過得好嗎？」我忍不住問。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrxqc9qzHv
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「佢地都唔得閒理我。」神明丁說，「唔係返工做到隻狗咁，就係夜夜笙歌，晚晚飲飽食醉。有啲就拍拖拍到痴咗線，人唔似人。有一個做緊單親爸爸，一腳踢搵錢同湊仔。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicKoKxTnng
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「所以，只有我一個得閒理你。」我淡然地說。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfclG0K5eU
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「但點解……其他世界嘅我都咁慘嘅？」我想知。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnO0Wwbqeh
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「唔係全部嘅，都有啲有好嘅結果。」神明丁平靜地說，「只係，佢地未必適合做哩個測試啫。」1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8TTNdiABG
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「如果你係擔心嘅，他日你做到神明之後，咪去關照一下佢地囉。」祂笑說。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuJ4zF53LU
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聽完，我知道已經別無選擇。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGc3yYx1pn
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現在我唯一可以做的就是參與這個神的測試。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8VblPXnBj
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「好，你講啦，到底要點測試？」我下定決心。1659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTpDZxBmgS
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