我頭也不回,隻身一人離開了學校。768Please respect copyright.PENANAizpEti73f4
768Please respect copyright.PENANA35LnbzGEDO
看著手機的路線地圖,我朝著差館,以最短的路徑前去。768Please respect copyright.PENANAQDf0YoZ3XB
768Please respect copyright.PENANAuK0eB8rlKI
背著書包的我,已沒有學生的負擔,不像以前要背負學業壓力。768Please respect copyright.PENANA6Vqsep3Imp
768Please respect copyright.PENANAKqx7ChHsMc
奈何,心頭一樣沉重。768Please respect copyright.PENANAuglwD3hmqb
768Please respect copyright.PENANArMvIYRypoo
走進了屋邨商場。768Please respect copyright.PENANAk1vgZPjvmQ
768Please respect copyright.PENANA9484KIfdwy
剛放學的學生一堆一堆的,站在不同的商店前。768Please respect copyright.PENANAwgbzG35Gxt
768Please respect copyright.PENANAGXJ0MQf6CN
其中有一對小情侶,靦腆地牽著手,溫馨地走著。768Please respect copyright.PENANAmri4653vtl
768Please respect copyright.PENANAC3Xzu4rBze
看到有人牽手,我的步伐漸漸緩慢。768Please respect copyright.PENANA7qFytTS0F9
768Please respect copyright.PENANACTAW8Tv6mM
我不是第一次背著書包追出去找人。768Please respect copyright.PENANAESxXnVPzMU
768Please respect copyright.PENANANie4CABzmc
曾經,就讀中五的孫正直,為了替最喜歡的陸同學慶祝生日,安排了一整天的行程,還準備了生日禮物。這一切,也是作為告白的鋪墊。768Please respect copyright.PENANAvZWSKP3boo
768Please respect copyright.PENANAafa4GWuTgK
只是某一天,發生了一件事,讓我放棄了全盤計劃。768Please respect copyright.PENANAXRDBK00iKb
768Please respect copyright.PENANA9gXE5IaCAP
那天我假裝有事,要先行離開,放學不打籃球了。為的,就是想約陸同學在她生日那天去慶祝。我知道她離開不久,只要努力一點追上去,就可以遇上她。768Please respect copyright.PENANAcNe3eNl8OD
768Please respect copyright.PENANAlQwO80FfAM
果然,我真的看到她了。看到的,卻也是心碎一幕。768Please respect copyright.PENANAOLZIFOzKh5
768Please respect copyright.PENANAwrt4Y6AKGX
陸同學背著書包,被另一名男同學牽著手。768Please respect copyright.PENANAlZhJTn1E95
768Please respect copyright.PENANANZ7zYgGIUV
兩人有講有笑,露出不時互看的側面。768Please respect copyright.PENANAZLek3jYPt4
768Please respect copyright.PENANAOEpQ3P7r6q
我站在她和他的身後,抖大了眼——768Please respect copyright.PENANAaKlwxzpT5W
768Please respect copyright.PENANADrxrK5vavG
她明明沒有男朋友的,她是這樣說的。768Please respect copyright.PENANAspYa5IJiPL
768Please respect copyright.PENANAy0fZCmqeCm
當下,我聽到心碎的聲音,精神受到重創。768Please respect copyright.PENANAMkmOkjzuSg
768Please respect copyright.PENANAvfeG5y1tcU
腳步還是能動。768Please respect copyright.PENANAKBnlbvNzk9
768Please respect copyright.PENANAwuG7M0pUBx
即使整個生命失去了動能,但腳步還是不死心一步一步地跟著。768Please respect copyright.PENANACcF3zC2754
768Please respect copyright.PENANAc0FYaXRqCn
直至十五分鐘後,兩人走進某間食肆,準備吃個漫長的下午茶……768Please respect copyright.PENANA99ODJslayV
768Please respect copyright.PENANAeichSPUOyi
腳步才轉向離去。768Please respect copyright.PENANAFQgZ26IvGe
768Please respect copyright.PENANAUpjTxkeBVJ
眼睛早就紅了,只是不知道什麼時候落淚。768Please respect copyright.PENANAGCSSfRuouY
768Please respect copyright.PENANA6liKrw2eYD
然而我似乎不需要等太久,轉身離開沒有五步,淚就兩行流下了。768Please respect copyright.PENANA55IaCQ8d6R
768Please respect copyright.PENANAxuwsV9D4Fa
途人都在看著我,而我已不在乎任何人的目光。過往我很在意自己在陸同學前的表現,儘管沒有什麼好表現,但至少我有在意,也努力建立自己的好形象。768Please respect copyright.PENANABLOtqfetWC
768Please respect copyright.PENANAoFFJLBysXn
但是已經不再重要。768Please respect copyright.PENANAw91m2Id5RH
768Please respect copyright.PENANAxmBSXFMGwJ
她騙了我。768Please respect copyright.PENANAxgEfkUqgqb
768Please respect copyright.PENANAdNRDAT5wVB
她是騙子,這是我唯一的解讀。768Please respect copyright.PENANAUinaL4lf3A
768Please respect copyright.PENANASBsVbB4swY
第二天,我判若兩人地回到學校。第三天,我判若三人。一段時間幾乎沒有與人交談之後,又過了兩星期,我開始跟另一位女生拍拖。768Please respect copyright.PENANA9WcRNYVZ6D
768Please respect copyright.PENANAbt2pCNrWof
她是一個很會照顧我心情的、早就對我有好感的人。這意味著什麼?意味著我隨時可以跟她開始,發展成出雙入對的情侶。768Please respect copyright.PENANAzDGuZlwHlG
768Please respect copyright.PENANApIG7479maN
有人說,走出上一段感情的方法,是投入到下一段感情當中。768Please respect copyright.PENANA6W1HcZ7neM
768Please respect copyright.PENANAOgEjRDCQUM
我照做了,即使我對她沒什麼感覺。768Please respect copyright.PENANA1xgCchJoqI
768Please respect copyright.PENANADicBlF1rVl
我照做了,學生情侶會做的事。768Please respect copyright.PENANACldcAZFVdx
768Please respect copyright.PENANAeykuqWKAnm
但我錯了。768Please respect copyright.PENANAgXPTSG0Znw
768Please respect copyright.PENANAxuypQYCHc1
錯到作孽太重,錯到我想把自己打落地獄。768Please respect copyright.PENANAcrcKcDDBif
768Please respect copyright.PENANAu5y1lvhoo5
我辜負了她,成為了人渣。768Please respect copyright.PENANAr6YeP10SAa
768Please respect copyright.PENANAPgD0yBQqMg
眼下——768Please respect copyright.PENANAGLMEk9kt4X
768Please respect copyright.PENANAEUTY3NkyHq
那對牽手的小情侶已經離開。我是時候再次上路。768Please respect copyright.PENANAchoYD0UkIv
768Please respect copyright.PENANA2rssF3Yhit
陸傾兒,我會在差館看到你跟蔣少一起出來嗎?蔣少如果只是協助調查,應該不需要留很久的。768Please respect copyright.PENANACHUBSc2kRg
768Please respect copyright.PENANABOgLMWMk62
但是,我會想看到這一幕嗎?看到你們一雙一對地出來,一雙一對地上車離去。768Please respect copyright.PENANAFJfU2r6K0h
768Please respect copyright.PENANA9OfIuSYKiB
我能夠再承受一次嗎?768Please respect copyright.PENANA2YRpZguwSc
768Please respect copyright.PENANATUXI2VqhJr
可以的,因為我已經不是當年的孫正直,而你也不是當日的陸同學。768Please respect copyright.PENANAVNM2RytBSN
768Please respect copyright.PENANApy9wM3iZ1j
我們的關係,明明也不是那種關係。768Please respect copyright.PENANAzyvBKj23E9
768Please respect copyright.PENANAb4HeaVtpr3
「哧——」我苦笑,笑自己的胡思亂想。768Please respect copyright.PENANABFxOdQQUb0
768Please respect copyright.PENANAFdpTMhm4In
孫正直,你真是一個大笨蛋。768Please respect copyright.PENANAD9sZNZzQVJ
768Please respect copyright.PENANAlGV0AJRDTw
我後來才知道,當日跟陸同學牽手的人,根本不是她的男朋友。他只是一個比我更主動的追求者而已,而陸同學只是不懂得拒絕、不好意思把手縮回,才讓他牽一會兒。768Please respect copyright.PENANAkFEEuHHgy7
768Please respect copyright.PENANAkFq9YlYYvy
是的,我喜歡的陸同學就是一個這麼善良、不懂拒絕的人。768Please respect copyright.PENANAwdzRPGbthE
768Please respect copyright.PENANA9QUjjOU6Kg
有人說,得不到的愛情才深刻,得不到的愛人才難忘。768Please respect copyright.PENANAKgxhfe0oo7
768Please respect copyright.PENANAYxh4sBDyff
我永遠都得不到她,所以她永遠難忘。當日的這件事,成為了我人生中,一個極大的遺憾。768Please respect copyright.PENANA8CCGrjhKFN
768Please respect copyright.PENANAdVDIPqECxr
還好,還算有一點安慰的是,至少有一個平行世界的我,在當日沒有放棄,做到了我想做但沒能做到的事。768Please respect copyright.PENANAKUEkTRF6g6
768Please respect copyright.PENANAR5x2OPI4oY
神明辛,假如你有什麼遺願,需要一個孫正直去完成……768Please respect copyright.PENANA13Gsf0Cxab
768Please respect copyright.PENANAwd3RsTlkL8
我樂意代勞的。768Please respect copyright.PENANAGPzlKrPcJz
768Please respect copyright.PENANAZLZkBeZRlu
到了差館外面,剛好有一輛的士駛離。768Please respect copyright.PENANAK8MowqxlrD
768Please respect copyright.PENANAGIHx6RBCYm
我馬上看看後座的乘客——768Please respect copyright.PENANAhX5nhULoYN
768Please respect copyright.PENANAnaDeFgMH2c
不是陸傾兒和蔣少。768Please respect copyright.PENANAeTt262MnRt
768Please respect copyright.PENANAsqWhVHPzib
我竟然鬆一口氣。真矛盾,到底我是想找到她,還是不想找到她?768Please respect copyright.PENANA4g21S2KUJ2
768Please respect copyright.PENANANWmUU5gkYs
坐在附近的長椅,我開始無了期的等待,留意每位進出的人。768Please respect copyright.PENANAS8KwRUtvZF
768Please respect copyright.PENANAn25pdK2UOM
在下午等待至日落——768Please respect copyright.PENANAnbpuDkHkOw
768Please respect copyright.PENANAVxYVs8cOWP
這段時間,我的回憶也未曾中止。768Please respect copyright.PENANADSJASAt4QH
768Please respect copyright.PENANAmMuzZcVBhK
在放學的操場上,阿傑無論如何都投不進球,阿進也大失水準。768Please respect copyright.PENANAjYurm7qEZP
768Please respect copyright.PENANAX96nvdkJ68
「算啦,唔打喇。」阿傑發脾氣,「我唔想同哩啲咁嘅人打波!」768Please respect copyright.PENANAlET0BiWNKD
768Please respect copyright.PENANAuekh3wZXMz
他馬上收拾水樽,收起學生毛衣,背起書包。768Please respect copyright.PENANAu3zwHut0SS
768Please respect copyright.PENANAWOrtlhGgEP
「阿傑!」阿進叫他,又看我一眼,最後追著阿傑離去。768Please respect copyright.PENANAPaJHnfjD7v
768Please respect copyright.PENANAIJ7r02J6ax
操場上剩下籃球、籃球架、我、愈來愈拖長的影子。768Please respect copyright.PENANArPxcGQV8lO
768Please respect copyright.PENANALbVMTBAvqE
我拾起籃球,拍一下,拍兩下,起手跳投。768Please respect copyright.PENANASodMqnHUUX
768Please respect copyright.PENANAlOVJH5vqUw
「嘭——」也是不進。768Please respect copyright.PENANAcX9eUndj7k
768Please respect copyright.PENANAWbsKS4z4in
抬頭仰望,是黃昏的天空。768Please respect copyright.PENANAhrkOHfkU6e
768Please respect copyright.PENANA0JkMg1jSCP
漸漸出現晚霞。768Please respect copyright.PENANA7Itj9cfpaJ
768Please respect copyright.PENANANXTIfl1L3e
回去吧。768Please respect copyright.PENANAxMRiFxxRCi
768Please respect copyright.PENANAQNkDkbIwMb
在差館附近的長椅,坐了兩個小時,我肚子餓了。768Please respect copyright.PENANAhMjWkR0teL
768Please respect copyright.PENANA5WXl2RkUqn
我猜,蔣少不是一早走了,就是根本不在這間差館。768Please respect copyright.PENANAlZwVN6LlK6
768Please respect copyright.PENANAgLL7yswjyt
沒有收獲,只好先行回去。768Please respect copyright.PENANAQaX5PSv07X
768Please respect copyright.PENANAivjTmEQ2Qn
背著書包,累然站起——768Please respect copyright.PENANAIOOyGGlT7C
768Please respect copyright.PENANAHwYg17COLo
手機屏幕顯示,「此路線步行時間:40分鐘。」768Please respect copyright.PENANAyK4qsggSRh
768Please respect copyright.PENANABe29rAXKzt
這時再有一輛的士駛過,我留心觀察裡面有沒有人。768Please respect copyright.PENANAu8Yd6jCNha
768Please respect copyright.PENANAsFGDKPbEVZ
最後,舉起手。768Please respect copyright.PENANALMzR9S6Ran
768Please respect copyright.PENANAxm0TCarkW9
「的士,唔該。」我喊,開門上了車。768Please respect copyright.PENANAFAlSF880W1
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* * *768Please respect copyright.PENANAzeGM1twlJw
768Please respect copyright.PENANAYueOZYKihk
乘的士直達御龍庭,我想先吃晚飯才回住所。768Please respect copyright.PENANABuU5CF9kLT
768Please respect copyright.PENANAL956fo6bFH
萬一又像昨天,食肆都關了,就麻煩了。768Please respect copyright.PENANAKG8lK3yxNn
768Please respect copyright.PENANARyBTAjwq9t
進入一間光亮的連鎖式茶餐廳。768Please respect copyright.PENANA9h2q1DqNPF
768Please respect copyright.PENANATREydB2QDE
今晚特別想喝老火湯,這裡剛好有一人份的湯餐。768Please respect copyright.PENANAmNqqV47QHv
768Please respect copyright.PENANAeOSSAxKjoh
便點了一盅湯,配白飯。768Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9rFNiUuiB
768Please respect copyright.PENANAYqhMNvLhsT
對於單身漢、沒有家人的我來說,這是重溫家庭溫暖的做法。768Please respect copyright.PENANAX0Hrpt1ShI
768Please respect copyright.PENANANEUFD4sc44
小時候,媽媽會煲湯,我都嫌熱、嫌麻煩而不想喝。然後,媽媽就會要我用湯撈飯,像吃湯飯一樣順便把湯喝掉。768Please respect copyright.PENANAetkpIudcYP
768Please respect copyright.PENANAIQ5TLwqOZX
我從來都不重視飲食,進食只是為了解決飢餓引起的難受。或者只是喝酒、咖啡前,需要替胃部打底而吃。768Please respect copyright.PENANArjBpL2eqdz
768Please respect copyright.PENANAmi818DWP58
但自某一天起,我發現湯很好喝,而且很難得才可以喝一碗,喝進肚子會有一種感動和溫暖。768Please respect copyright.PENANAWOsZs2Mmeu
768Please respect copyright.PENANALiRpZ6KGTZ
我開始珍惜了,每次喝靚湯的機會。768Please respect copyright.PENANA2r7MNQCxOY
768Please respect copyright.PENANAUtcMNFRKcV
這個「某一天」,跟其他「某一天」一樣,都是五年以前的日子。768Please respect copyright.PENANAIlojROV4A2
768Please respect copyright.PENANADUPuQ3VjIW
在流落孤島的日子裡,我常常想起過往,並把回憶寫進日記。因為實際上也沒有別的事可以做,唯有整理一下過去。768Please respect copyright.PENANAXDX69UNSyE
768Please respect copyright.PENANAPOTwlHGBQI
偶爾會後悔難過,偶爾會慶幸自己流落孤島。768Please respect copyright.PENANAF1Ll0dMQ65
768Please respect copyright.PENANAqrt0VJbOCp
流落孤島並非全是壞事,因為我再也不需要與人相處,再也不會傷害人,心靈也不會受到傷害。768Please respect copyright.PENANAZbIQK8bjB4
768Please respect copyright.PENANAawvadP5Dhq
流落孤島頭幾天,我已經這樣想了。所以我從來沒有打算造一隻木筏冒險離去。768Please respect copyright.PENANAVJTTTaA6uE
768Please respect copyright.PENANA4yNiSqzg7z
頂多就是留意海面有沒有船駛過,如果有就可能會盡情呼救,但從來沒有見過。768Please respect copyright.PENANAAZxuE6nPKO
768Please respect copyright.PENANAA5lZtu0V3y
「一盅湯、白飯。」服務生粗粗放下。768Please respect copyright.PENANApo8otCEyUN
768Please respect copyright.PENANAQiQvfAOYOu
雖然熱,要吹吹,但好味道,我好享受用湯撈飯來吃。768Please respect copyright.PENANAakqOlQL6aH
768Please respect copyright.PENANA0NqbfcopKZ
這兩天的校園生活,我吃了不少好東西,包括魚蛋燒賣。那種感覺是,原來隔了五年,即使是普通的食物,味道也會變好。768Please respect copyright.PENANAIMAr7Hn2x9
768Please respect copyright.PENANAzFOueyBjIC
那麼,人呢?隔了多年沒見的人,如果我們再次重逢,我們會……768Please respect copyright.PENANAwdXKEAfsP5
768Please respect copyright.PENANAPBOfhvGAbX
——放大瞳孔。768Please respect copyright.PENANAcsndreZOGw
768Please respect copyright.PENANA2JCSjXQHGp
如果我現在,去找她和他們。找陸同學、阿傑和阿進。768Please respect copyright.PENANAniA1g6C7t9
768Please respect copyright.PENANAPip8lZZZMj
手機就在我的褲袋。768Please respect copyright.PENANA1WhAuqLJmb
768Please respect copyright.PENANAfXJUrBOxjM
有可能嗎?雖然我仍然記得他們的電話號碼。768Please respect copyright.PENANA1f7s2xk658
768Please respect copyright.PENANA3mB8pMOu80
陸同學的電話號碼,以前每次撥出都考驗我的勇氣,我都會先想一想話題,以免她覺得悶,又或者怕沒有話題會很快掛線。768Please respect copyright.PENANAa7ytoo6cIY
768Please respect copyright.PENANAywGDEWJDIs
阿傑和阿進的電話號碼,我們會打電話約打籃球,或者網吧,更會催促遲到的人。768Please respect copyright.PENANAGlYyyvBrvW
768Please respect copyright.PENANAurTVA6zG8x
在當時的年代,記住常用的號碼是很普遍的,但現在應該沒有人會記住了吧。768Please respect copyright.PENANATRf1gcg7SI
768Please respect copyright.PENANA7tILN07lGf
那麼,打嗎?768Please respect copyright.PENANAhZLF1Qz2ip
768Please respect copyright.PENANA2vJ3AbiQ90
打不通也沒有損失,打通了對方不認得我,我至少也能聽聽對方的聲音。768Please respect copyright.PENANAqOOiX8k70v
768Please respect copyright.PENANAToqNdtbo9U
還有家人的電話,我應該聯絡他們嗎?768Please respect copyright.PENANAmXLJw4cBgz
768Please respect copyright.PENANAYudQrnzlwB
定或是,在這個有神明辛的世界裡,他們記憶裡的孫正直並不是我?768Please respect copyright.PENANAIdlGu8G949
768Please respect copyright.PENANAyDL1AOQPHe
我一直猶疑,直至把湯飯吃完。768Please respect copyright.PENANAfevKZ0xuEo
768Please respect copyright.PENANA67yqYxKlAB
對了,這可能是某個平行世界,又可能只是個虛構的測試世界。768Please respect copyright.PENANAg7c2moRkNG
768Please respect copyright.PENANAZgijsBjouT
幾度拿出手機的我——768Please respect copyright.PENANAt7ak8NYSi8
768Please respect copyright.PENANAjA9ioHg1cc
算吧。768Please respect copyright.PENANA4opsa1MgVf
768Please respect copyright.PENANAUszqtKnak1
把手機放回褲袋。768Please respect copyright.PENANAD5Q2Clnn7z
768Please respect copyright.PENANAxjvoU5Vgwh
「仲愛唔愛?」服務生問,想收碗。768Please respect copyright.PENANAsBy26q6pAK
768Please respect copyright.PENANAUsHLG3Sjxm
「唔愛喇,唔該。」我說。768Please respect copyright.PENANAFfPEiZGKRa
768Please respect copyright.PENANAz25Zq1vI7R
最後把擦過嘴的紙巾也放了上去。768Please respect copyright.PENANAQ531d4GUKu
768Please respect copyright.PENANAq3TCu4c78i
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