我頭也不回,隻身一人離開了學校。738Please respect copyright.PENANAUL2qTPL48U
738Please respect copyright.PENANAZyS1kTKaTB
看著手機的路線地圖,我朝著差館,以最短的路徑前去。738Please respect copyright.PENANAPUG2Moo1Jl
738Please respect copyright.PENANA0jTVkDbYOO
背著書包的我,已沒有學生的負擔,不像以前要背負學業壓力。738Please respect copyright.PENANABxIvo7NJPX
738Please respect copyright.PENANA67sXrts5dP
奈何,心頭一樣沉重。738Please respect copyright.PENANAgbYJxQRwng
738Please respect copyright.PENANAYwm6Jqh64w
走進了屋邨商場。738Please respect copyright.PENANAIfqUr3qmdn
738Please respect copyright.PENANAaV6kZjuLz8
剛放學的學生一堆一堆的,站在不同的商店前。738Please respect copyright.PENANAdPP19tq3HN
738Please respect copyright.PENANARsafy4ZZGj
其中有一對小情侶,靦腆地牽著手,溫馨地走著。738Please respect copyright.PENANAlsW2FISF0F
738Please respect copyright.PENANAwu4ZZ6CiKE
看到有人牽手,我的步伐漸漸緩慢。738Please respect copyright.PENANA8AFB4WD0jD
738Please respect copyright.PENANAKtTRYUQT1M
我不是第一次背著書包追出去找人。738Please respect copyright.PENANAAbWhykKGSN
738Please respect copyright.PENANAGlBQj9nNKE
曾經,就讀中五的孫正直,為了替最喜歡的陸同學慶祝生日,安排了一整天的行程,還準備了生日禮物。這一切,也是作為告白的鋪墊。738Please respect copyright.PENANAx43hJAUTFE
738Please respect copyright.PENANAiKFwpmFWDa
只是某一天,發生了一件事,讓我放棄了全盤計劃。738Please respect copyright.PENANA69IopPwM6V
738Please respect copyright.PENANA3kfbd0Cvfq
那天我假裝有事,要先行離開,放學不打籃球了。為的,就是想約陸同學在她生日那天去慶祝。我知道她離開不久,只要努力一點追上去,就可以遇上她。738Please respect copyright.PENANA6o6QYIWZD1
738Please respect copyright.PENANAiJpt1FGBj1
果然,我真的看到她了。看到的,卻也是心碎一幕。738Please respect copyright.PENANAFMvZ7pwoXm
738Please respect copyright.PENANAy53z35yZJk
陸同學背著書包,被另一名男同學牽著手。738Please respect copyright.PENANAbvW7VZJNro
738Please respect copyright.PENANAoaJgB8s3Cq
兩人有講有笑,露出不時互看的側面。738Please respect copyright.PENANArSYPDoK4u6
738Please respect copyright.PENANAOfJLSKzNtP
我站在她和他的身後,抖大了眼——738Please respect copyright.PENANAh5rxUdwPt5
738Please respect copyright.PENANAvyBtVU5aMv
她明明沒有男朋友的,她是這樣說的。738Please respect copyright.PENANA9g8xrrlzWg
738Please respect copyright.PENANAtF2lnYtLuF
當下,我聽到心碎的聲音,精神受到重創。738Please respect copyright.PENANAdHboF0eAf5
738Please respect copyright.PENANAZgtRPRPrm1
腳步還是能動。738Please respect copyright.PENANAcOZNpnM9TE
738Please respect copyright.PENANAhBbqc2IvK3
即使整個生命失去了動能,但腳步還是不死心一步一步地跟著。738Please respect copyright.PENANAkJNjoVbil7
738Please respect copyright.PENANAJXjoqRpurt
直至十五分鐘後,兩人走進某間食肆,準備吃個漫長的下午茶……738Please respect copyright.PENANAHLAdKoZDys
738Please respect copyright.PENANAHUjxoUUf7A
腳步才轉向離去。738Please respect copyright.PENANAj8alcZiDQy
738Please respect copyright.PENANAOrlkDkQNac
眼睛早就紅了,只是不知道什麼時候落淚。738Please respect copyright.PENANAO0dEI7kaDc
738Please respect copyright.PENANACV4s97JzsQ
然而我似乎不需要等太久,轉身離開沒有五步,淚就兩行流下了。738Please respect copyright.PENANAUcpO0yWKq6
738Please respect copyright.PENANAjQufwxyjRZ
途人都在看著我,而我已不在乎任何人的目光。過往我很在意自己在陸同學前的表現,儘管沒有什麼好表現,但至少我有在意,也努力建立自己的好形象。738Please respect copyright.PENANAotQtpgg8zF
738Please respect copyright.PENANA6EZQ6526gx
但是已經不再重要。738Please respect copyright.PENANAoJJInxiXEE
738Please respect copyright.PENANAqcz8OmE4bH
她騙了我。738Please respect copyright.PENANAEXEaAYq9br
738Please respect copyright.PENANAaVr6udwiZj
她是騙子,這是我唯一的解讀。738Please respect copyright.PENANAD87VaEdJot
738Please respect copyright.PENANA3WNQwLX5D4
第二天,我判若兩人地回到學校。第三天,我判若三人。一段時間幾乎沒有與人交談之後,又過了兩星期,我開始跟另一位女生拍拖。738Please respect copyright.PENANAtt9AcBfTho
738Please respect copyright.PENANAhDcSSBgVPB
她是一個很會照顧我心情的、早就對我有好感的人。這意味著什麼?意味著我隨時可以跟她開始,發展成出雙入對的情侶。738Please respect copyright.PENANAgIL6uzVizX
738Please respect copyright.PENANAKXOWqlmAa0
有人說,走出上一段感情的方法,是投入到下一段感情當中。738Please respect copyright.PENANAOCEEZtA8sW
738Please respect copyright.PENANA9CKf88voKJ
我照做了,即使我對她沒什麼感覺。738Please respect copyright.PENANAHYaOosrZ5X
738Please respect copyright.PENANAPYmgnG4IKr
我照做了,學生情侶會做的事。738Please respect copyright.PENANA7TF4Znw7Kr
738Please respect copyright.PENANAj4sEtMjZPo
但我錯了。738Please respect copyright.PENANATOTTNHjm3W
738Please respect copyright.PENANAzHQJpzImUk
錯到作孽太重,錯到我想把自己打落地獄。738Please respect copyright.PENANAhuwsMsDMBl
738Please respect copyright.PENANAX4tDayzIbg
我辜負了她,成為了人渣。738Please respect copyright.PENANAtyocHZlNM9
738Please respect copyright.PENANAd4bnchq42Y
眼下——738Please respect copyright.PENANAwONyBAESHE
738Please respect copyright.PENANAeGkFraEThc
那對牽手的小情侶已經離開。我是時候再次上路。738Please respect copyright.PENANAUuxsPhnhv1
738Please respect copyright.PENANA7e9tImUSvX
陸傾兒,我會在差館看到你跟蔣少一起出來嗎?蔣少如果只是協助調查,應該不需要留很久的。738Please respect copyright.PENANAAl0LuyjLQX
738Please respect copyright.PENANAjnQkunndu2
但是,我會想看到這一幕嗎?看到你們一雙一對地出來,一雙一對地上車離去。738Please respect copyright.PENANAL3M4T8RlBj
738Please respect copyright.PENANAVka4BijiNp
我能夠再承受一次嗎?738Please respect copyright.PENANAyqmIlqNUFM
738Please respect copyright.PENANAqehAAwTxnz
可以的,因為我已經不是當年的孫正直,而你也不是當日的陸同學。738Please respect copyright.PENANAlm6r1m2hHR
738Please respect copyright.PENANADeah0JrjZR
我們的關係,明明也不是那種關係。738Please respect copyright.PENANA0wMKmFchvA
738Please respect copyright.PENANAVzlzRUtl1q
「哧——」我苦笑,笑自己的胡思亂想。738Please respect copyright.PENANArQ66qOUHtc
738Please respect copyright.PENANAXGsUqXzgQL
孫正直,你真是一個大笨蛋。738Please respect copyright.PENANAfpyrN6mTqC
738Please respect copyright.PENANAaBoqTKghmG
我後來才知道,當日跟陸同學牽手的人,根本不是她的男朋友。他只是一個比我更主動的追求者而已,而陸同學只是不懂得拒絕、不好意思把手縮回,才讓他牽一會兒。738Please respect copyright.PENANAKjvLO6lEiX
738Please respect copyright.PENANAzKN86CVDRE
是的,我喜歡的陸同學就是一個這麼善良、不懂拒絕的人。738Please respect copyright.PENANAspZ1gTqKQR
738Please respect copyright.PENANAK3G9VOA8ad
有人說,得不到的愛情才深刻,得不到的愛人才難忘。738Please respect copyright.PENANATdpfexnpKZ
738Please respect copyright.PENANAw6NpwNcci5
我永遠都得不到她,所以她永遠難忘。當日的這件事,成為了我人生中,一個極大的遺憾。738Please respect copyright.PENANAUfpibr9vRe
738Please respect copyright.PENANA7DiBwzdYHZ
還好,還算有一點安慰的是,至少有一個平行世界的我,在當日沒有放棄,做到了我想做但沒能做到的事。738Please respect copyright.PENANArkZka5pgwr
738Please respect copyright.PENANAdquCwvny6q
神明辛,假如你有什麼遺願,需要一個孫正直去完成……738Please respect copyright.PENANALeapQlWuKI
738Please respect copyright.PENANA5KILhCEn9s
我樂意代勞的。738Please respect copyright.PENANAlwXXxcPjh7
738Please respect copyright.PENANAFxP2s4HqEM
到了差館外面,剛好有一輛的士駛離。738Please respect copyright.PENANAuZnI47h93p
738Please respect copyright.PENANAe9GKcvw0U6
我馬上看看後座的乘客——738Please respect copyright.PENANAEmXVBJRbHe
738Please respect copyright.PENANA73r3AtUqM4
不是陸傾兒和蔣少。738Please respect copyright.PENANAGTGsqWyMwv
738Please respect copyright.PENANAHc7NTimLrZ
我竟然鬆一口氣。真矛盾,到底我是想找到她,還是不想找到她?738Please respect copyright.PENANAfeEORkT3TC
738Please respect copyright.PENANApXWvS07Anp
坐在附近的長椅,我開始無了期的等待,留意每位進出的人。738Please respect copyright.PENANAMxmgms0Ur9
738Please respect copyright.PENANAho8ut8AcdR
在下午等待至日落——738Please respect copyright.PENANAEwd7ZhUOzf
738Please respect copyright.PENANA0n2GW8FE0B
這段時間,我的回憶也未曾中止。738Please respect copyright.PENANA7ijDK03NN0
738Please respect copyright.PENANABrCnx5PaW3
在放學的操場上,阿傑無論如何都投不進球,阿進也大失水準。738Please respect copyright.PENANAY8lVcxKJP2
738Please respect copyright.PENANAkwPBVQPijm
「算啦,唔打喇。」阿傑發脾氣,「我唔想同哩啲咁嘅人打波!」738Please respect copyright.PENANAaIerT2eUyc
738Please respect copyright.PENANA0JV7qHBFAX
他馬上收拾水樽,收起學生毛衣,背起書包。738Please respect copyright.PENANAdVDmwDvFQd
738Please respect copyright.PENANAyZj1epM2Wl
「阿傑!」阿進叫他,又看我一眼,最後追著阿傑離去。738Please respect copyright.PENANAfjJVi4YzIw
738Please respect copyright.PENANAg4hWEaOPoJ
操場上剩下籃球、籃球架、我、愈來愈拖長的影子。738Please respect copyright.PENANAhvAWxRlSTf
738Please respect copyright.PENANAg47XOgGRUt
我拾起籃球,拍一下,拍兩下,起手跳投。738Please respect copyright.PENANAuuF5Q1m7la
738Please respect copyright.PENANAsaX7lZXBd0
「嘭——」也是不進。738Please respect copyright.PENANAqQsYov9f6j
738Please respect copyright.PENANA7bl9bITess
抬頭仰望,是黃昏的天空。738Please respect copyright.PENANA3s0eE3e9HJ
738Please respect copyright.PENANA8JvNURryuv
漸漸出現晚霞。738Please respect copyright.PENANAsaF6BLA8GI
738Please respect copyright.PENANAlkaAqVtrMw
回去吧。738Please respect copyright.PENANA6rZmuYeGoC
738Please respect copyright.PENANAmIgg6R1dA0
在差館附近的長椅,坐了兩個小時,我肚子餓了。738Please respect copyright.PENANAIgkf96xmdd
738Please respect copyright.PENANAnuq1bfy4kB
我猜,蔣少不是一早走了,就是根本不在這間差館。738Please respect copyright.PENANAqWN7x6393o
738Please respect copyright.PENANA4XE9F1QDE9
沒有收獲,只好先行回去。738Please respect copyright.PENANAXE4RxyRYmK
738Please respect copyright.PENANAYawqfTwoKo
背著書包,累然站起——738Please respect copyright.PENANAwXMQx8ihww
738Please respect copyright.PENANA5N3PrlxDgd
手機屏幕顯示,「此路線步行時間:40分鐘。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAm4MtHSmQVS
738Please respect copyright.PENANAz0D8GarJ4W
這時再有一輛的士駛過,我留心觀察裡面有沒有人。738Please respect copyright.PENANAOYPManlShB
738Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9Z8OSrG2X
最後,舉起手。738Please respect copyright.PENANAlMw2uc7fTZ
738Please respect copyright.PENANA4YohdMXmni
「的士,唔該。」我喊,開門上了車。738Please respect copyright.PENANAN4pHEwTQxI
738Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7tgYRUUyr
* * *738Please respect copyright.PENANAG1kCPkCWAA
738Please respect copyright.PENANAsMggMZU4OO
乘的士直達御龍庭,我想先吃晚飯才回住所。738Please respect copyright.PENANAve6l34BV8o
738Please respect copyright.PENANAk4s97umQXy
萬一又像昨天,食肆都關了,就麻煩了。738Please respect copyright.PENANA6FixJfzgJU
738Please respect copyright.PENANA6QloWp26oL
進入一間光亮的連鎖式茶餐廳。738Please respect copyright.PENANANwm4hjQXC5
738Please respect copyright.PENANAN7Sh0ATyNq
今晚特別想喝老火湯,這裡剛好有一人份的湯餐。738Please respect copyright.PENANAlq7HDuWD93
738Please respect copyright.PENANA7bZ8sMWZiW
便點了一盅湯,配白飯。738Please respect copyright.PENANACeU4we2CtH
738Please respect copyright.PENANAKv9oo29G94
對於單身漢、沒有家人的我來說,這是重溫家庭溫暖的做法。738Please respect copyright.PENANAHWd2rwaUJ5
738Please respect copyright.PENANA6uk5xDiT95
小時候,媽媽會煲湯,我都嫌熱、嫌麻煩而不想喝。然後,媽媽就會要我用湯撈飯,像吃湯飯一樣順便把湯喝掉。738Please respect copyright.PENANAalK9OQ1GQt
738Please respect copyright.PENANAMXvW4MEWO8
我從來都不重視飲食,進食只是為了解決飢餓引起的難受。或者只是喝酒、咖啡前,需要替胃部打底而吃。738Please respect copyright.PENANAvcxBZQTKFJ
738Please respect copyright.PENANAYSAqXWcM2G
但自某一天起,我發現湯很好喝,而且很難得才可以喝一碗,喝進肚子會有一種感動和溫暖。738Please respect copyright.PENANAcmEsAdOA0N
738Please respect copyright.PENANAfClgND5b6j
我開始珍惜了,每次喝靚湯的機會。738Please respect copyright.PENANAPHCJS2Op02
738Please respect copyright.PENANAc2W5JTOM2L
這個「某一天」,跟其他「某一天」一樣,都是五年以前的日子。738Please respect copyright.PENANAw4eAS3I388
738Please respect copyright.PENANAnrTMn5CoYq
在流落孤島的日子裡,我常常想起過往,並把回憶寫進日記。因為實際上也沒有別的事可以做,唯有整理一下過去。738Please respect copyright.PENANATizBfyGfuk
738Please respect copyright.PENANAibiXxX5hqO
偶爾會後悔難過,偶爾會慶幸自己流落孤島。738Please respect copyright.PENANAACy5ss1YKM
738Please respect copyright.PENANAiNY0kgBSje
流落孤島並非全是壞事,因為我再也不需要與人相處,再也不會傷害人,心靈也不會受到傷害。738Please respect copyright.PENANA2IWMokZqZz
738Please respect copyright.PENANAy3OktF75dy
流落孤島頭幾天,我已經這樣想了。所以我從來沒有打算造一隻木筏冒險離去。738Please respect copyright.PENANA9yJGu9bIyJ
738Please respect copyright.PENANA7oFWCOb4J8
頂多就是留意海面有沒有船駛過,如果有就可能會盡情呼救,但從來沒有見過。738Please respect copyright.PENANAfRCrYLQPWG
738Please respect copyright.PENANANObdjfe21k
「一盅湯、白飯。」服務生粗粗放下。738Please respect copyright.PENANAq2T9xPnXg1
738Please respect copyright.PENANAuPyFMrqCPm
雖然熱,要吹吹,但好味道,我好享受用湯撈飯來吃。738Please respect copyright.PENANApeNXZqxPWU
738Please respect copyright.PENANAyD2VwtzBRF
這兩天的校園生活,我吃了不少好東西,包括魚蛋燒賣。那種感覺是,原來隔了五年,即使是普通的食物,味道也會變好。738Please respect copyright.PENANASWZb0X43JL
738Please respect copyright.PENANAAssbRrRHP0
那麼,人呢?隔了多年沒見的人,如果我們再次重逢,我們會……738Please respect copyright.PENANAV0amP1rLcJ
738Please respect copyright.PENANAStRJZAX1DC
——放大瞳孔。738Please respect copyright.PENANAhg1wmdmTdy
738Please respect copyright.PENANA7HHGgWuvxy
如果我現在,去找她和他們。找陸同學、阿傑和阿進。738Please respect copyright.PENANAM7lUyNVK29
738Please respect copyright.PENANA0UDQ3dWu5E
手機就在我的褲袋。738Please respect copyright.PENANAXGv8BsAqZI
738Please respect copyright.PENANAMKmE57jEqM
有可能嗎?雖然我仍然記得他們的電話號碼。738Please respect copyright.PENANAFDJSIJhFC0
738Please respect copyright.PENANAc1VTigXdNa
陸同學的電話號碼,以前每次撥出都考驗我的勇氣,我都會先想一想話題,以免她覺得悶,又或者怕沒有話題會很快掛線。738Please respect copyright.PENANAg55nZHLigg
738Please respect copyright.PENANAkM8kh3wMg7
阿傑和阿進的電話號碼,我們會打電話約打籃球,或者網吧,更會催促遲到的人。738Please respect copyright.PENANAhALlCiEzbA
738Please respect copyright.PENANAeKAAdzkq9B
在當時的年代,記住常用的號碼是很普遍的,但現在應該沒有人會記住了吧。738Please respect copyright.PENANAVpsZdyAyNo
738Please respect copyright.PENANAOWb7jrK4rJ
那麼,打嗎?738Please respect copyright.PENANAqk5RnDsKgf
738Please respect copyright.PENANAC7KviTjCKc
打不通也沒有損失,打通了對方不認得我,我至少也能聽聽對方的聲音。738Please respect copyright.PENANAZSnb5U9ARz
738Please respect copyright.PENANA00wg8hSy92
還有家人的電話,我應該聯絡他們嗎?738Please respect copyright.PENANAXpk4cRQCDW
738Please respect copyright.PENANAkGCV8duUzk
定或是,在這個有神明辛的世界裡,他們記憶裡的孫正直並不是我?738Please respect copyright.PENANAUmY1ReZpDw
738Please respect copyright.PENANAFMWxF5SRNj
我一直猶疑,直至把湯飯吃完。738Please respect copyright.PENANAW8WSNE1a9V
738Please respect copyright.PENANAQGbAUjvD8U
對了,這可能是某個平行世界,又可能只是個虛構的測試世界。738Please respect copyright.PENANAIKYA6cQzAE
738Please respect copyright.PENANAgvoiqC5lsm
幾度拿出手機的我——738Please respect copyright.PENANAtSpqD52lSC
738Please respect copyright.PENANA660PYLZiso
算吧。738Please respect copyright.PENANA3LMbroanUH
738Please respect copyright.PENANAkWEixzQ2vo
把手機放回褲袋。738Please respect copyright.PENANAXspReoPo9N
738Please respect copyright.PENANAfSB3UlZusj
「仲愛唔愛?」服務生問,想收碗。738Please respect copyright.PENANAPbyXR3Ujre
738Please respect copyright.PENANAWxySOXqw9P
「唔愛喇,唔該。」我說。738Please respect copyright.PENANAqgqPnWtpjY
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最後把擦過嘴的紙巾也放了上去。738Please respect copyright.PENANAXaSbzX428e
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