我頭也不回,隻身一人離開了學校。707Please respect copyright.PENANAVB1nSefZAo
707Please respect copyright.PENANA00MgiWrurG
看著手機的路線地圖,我朝著差館,以最短的路徑前去。707Please respect copyright.PENANAtQbhCV3RwX
707Please respect copyright.PENANAqVcnFnCWnQ
背著書包的我,已沒有學生的負擔,不像以前要背負學業壓力。707Please respect copyright.PENANARM4DOfrWBE
707Please respect copyright.PENANAPg35liV3BQ
奈何,心頭一樣沉重。707Please respect copyright.PENANAiRuAnljqHF
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走進了屋邨商場。707Please respect copyright.PENANAVPrb2VEjcF
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剛放學的學生一堆一堆的,站在不同的商店前。707Please respect copyright.PENANAxMMCwI4dgS
707Please respect copyright.PENANAQS59zWZX56
其中有一對小情侶,靦腆地牽著手,溫馨地走著。707Please respect copyright.PENANA41VsTUc4FM
707Please respect copyright.PENANATkQp6k2FFA
看到有人牽手,我的步伐漸漸緩慢。707Please respect copyright.PENANAa6Jesfp76K
707Please respect copyright.PENANAIH9isVP5DJ
我不是第一次背著書包追出去找人。707Please respect copyright.PENANApfplNpMILD
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曾經,就讀中五的孫正直,為了替最喜歡的陸同學慶祝生日,安排了一整天的行程,還準備了生日禮物。這一切,也是作為告白的鋪墊。707Please respect copyright.PENANA74Zx6E6MLS
707Please respect copyright.PENANAr7VHLkhWFx
只是某一天,發生了一件事,讓我放棄了全盤計劃。707Please respect copyright.PENANARpdmaEV8Ls
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那天我假裝有事,要先行離開,放學不打籃球了。為的,就是想約陸同學在她生日那天去慶祝。我知道她離開不久,只要努力一點追上去,就可以遇上她。707Please respect copyright.PENANAJZk9Zkt8OF
707Please respect copyright.PENANAEq9w2a5xrP
果然,我真的看到她了。看到的,卻也是心碎一幕。707Please respect copyright.PENANApTb92l5DDH
707Please respect copyright.PENANAc6PrHDJMLh
陸同學背著書包,被另一名男同學牽著手。707Please respect copyright.PENANAl7hsDRntHu
707Please respect copyright.PENANASvEYID4gFv
兩人有講有笑,露出不時互看的側面。707Please respect copyright.PENANAPclvM8X9N8
707Please respect copyright.PENANA0UTK6Sidt0
我站在她和他的身後,抖大了眼——707Please respect copyright.PENANAeNAxaJlDMm
707Please respect copyright.PENANALwcGxG3dnm
她明明沒有男朋友的,她是這樣說的。707Please respect copyright.PENANA9bvZiiIBzD
707Please respect copyright.PENANAFTaXa7yvR1
當下,我聽到心碎的聲音,精神受到重創。707Please respect copyright.PENANAEdP0KPeKgJ
707Please respect copyright.PENANAN6LSoN9d9m
腳步還是能動。707Please respect copyright.PENANAJLJpLKB52e
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即使整個生命失去了動能,但腳步還是不死心一步一步地跟著。707Please respect copyright.PENANAPIdriEE8r7
707Please respect copyright.PENANACuigWCXxuE
直至十五分鐘後,兩人走進某間食肆,準備吃個漫長的下午茶……707Please respect copyright.PENANA2QKL9o5zrH
707Please respect copyright.PENANA57WOAy12pS
腳步才轉向離去。707Please respect copyright.PENANAEqZoZdjk9j
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眼睛早就紅了,只是不知道什麼時候落淚。707Please respect copyright.PENANApPFdoWyImo
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然而我似乎不需要等太久,轉身離開沒有五步,淚就兩行流下了。707Please respect copyright.PENANAOLhY61R0PO
707Please respect copyright.PENANAYrDjQNN3qh
途人都在看著我,而我已不在乎任何人的目光。過往我很在意自己在陸同學前的表現,儘管沒有什麼好表現,但至少我有在意,也努力建立自己的好形象。707Please respect copyright.PENANAATBeTbKgtP
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但是已經不再重要。707Please respect copyright.PENANAmglI9Xtkso
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她騙了我。707Please respect copyright.PENANATeBvb3pxoQ
707Please respect copyright.PENANAPu0fDpVefB
她是騙子,這是我唯一的解讀。707Please respect copyright.PENANACdEofpVCbW
707Please respect copyright.PENANAxylqZIFYfS
第二天,我判若兩人地回到學校。第三天,我判若三人。一段時間幾乎沒有與人交談之後,又過了兩星期,我開始跟另一位女生拍拖。707Please respect copyright.PENANA9JRJEFWCSD
707Please respect copyright.PENANAIxk4JKORHx
她是一個很會照顧我心情的、早就對我有好感的人。這意味著什麼?意味著我隨時可以跟她開始,發展成出雙入對的情侶。707Please respect copyright.PENANAEvFhUTGSUw
707Please respect copyright.PENANAM1ChbYg7sv
有人說,走出上一段感情的方法,是投入到下一段感情當中。707Please respect copyright.PENANAY7TcCOnInf
707Please respect copyright.PENANAyQXiCQZdDT
我照做了,即使我對她沒什麼感覺。707Please respect copyright.PENANAug2GfUpnJl
707Please respect copyright.PENANA6FO5kodLjk
我照做了,學生情侶會做的事。707Please respect copyright.PENANAx9eUY0TRtA
707Please respect copyright.PENANALb30ByA7WR
但我錯了。707Please respect copyright.PENANAbypKn3Zk0Q
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錯到作孽太重,錯到我想把自己打落地獄。707Please respect copyright.PENANAH6a5exBFxG
707Please respect copyright.PENANAFksznpFzP0
我辜負了她,成為了人渣。707Please respect copyright.PENANAcvR28bEQ0S
707Please respect copyright.PENANAAwRj2HY6Wy
眼下——707Please respect copyright.PENANA435bJZOJAc
707Please respect copyright.PENANAmTkwAH9W1a
那對牽手的小情侶已經離開。我是時候再次上路。707Please respect copyright.PENANAzOCWPCxt3z
707Please respect copyright.PENANApwEfLlfPuc
陸傾兒,我會在差館看到你跟蔣少一起出來嗎?蔣少如果只是協助調查,應該不需要留很久的。707Please respect copyright.PENANAi7j5yBy6T7
707Please respect copyright.PENANAekwSeG0mLo
但是,我會想看到這一幕嗎?看到你們一雙一對地出來,一雙一對地上車離去。707Please respect copyright.PENANARVvJ6P1urc
707Please respect copyright.PENANAVDBxnx9Hqn
我能夠再承受一次嗎?707Please respect copyright.PENANAyRWFp9lwK8
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可以的,因為我已經不是當年的孫正直,而你也不是當日的陸同學。707Please respect copyright.PENANAvtFFJoUu7T
707Please respect copyright.PENANAYVdoIo0OlR
我們的關係,明明也不是那種關係。707Please respect copyright.PENANATRhxButAva
707Please respect copyright.PENANA7wZVe6He8a
「哧——」我苦笑,笑自己的胡思亂想。707Please respect copyright.PENANANprukk9RPj
707Please respect copyright.PENANAx87IuedgVI
孫正直,你真是一個大笨蛋。707Please respect copyright.PENANAE1216QAtL8
707Please respect copyright.PENANAnQWFzbuNz4
我後來才知道,當日跟陸同學牽手的人,根本不是她的男朋友。他只是一個比我更主動的追求者而已,而陸同學只是不懂得拒絕、不好意思把手縮回,才讓他牽一會兒。707Please respect copyright.PENANA4CFeA6xIDv
707Please respect copyright.PENANA9pyOfFM6rP
是的,我喜歡的陸同學就是一個這麼善良、不懂拒絕的人。707Please respect copyright.PENANAllGOPGh9Xu
707Please respect copyright.PENANAzejPhzWVPZ
有人說,得不到的愛情才深刻,得不到的愛人才難忘。707Please respect copyright.PENANAsUc0Fb9QLp
707Please respect copyright.PENANAVF7nXeHLg2
我永遠都得不到她,所以她永遠難忘。當日的這件事,成為了我人生中,一個極大的遺憾。707Please respect copyright.PENANAvMPSaFJdP2
707Please respect copyright.PENANACCEiGDfx9P
還好,還算有一點安慰的是,至少有一個平行世界的我,在當日沒有放棄,做到了我想做但沒能做到的事。707Please respect copyright.PENANADAhf9tm90W
707Please respect copyright.PENANAlmA5nkGraG
神明辛,假如你有什麼遺願,需要一個孫正直去完成……707Please respect copyright.PENANAyPKYT9Xz83
707Please respect copyright.PENANAjntxcapNeJ
我樂意代勞的。707Please respect copyright.PENANAXFtDnBrXuX
707Please respect copyright.PENANAyrPzTXi8HM
到了差館外面,剛好有一輛的士駛離。707Please respect copyright.PENANAINVy9HvujM
707Please respect copyright.PENANAzm8KU8qc74
我馬上看看後座的乘客——707Please respect copyright.PENANAerLBrbyXy0
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不是陸傾兒和蔣少。707Please respect copyright.PENANA6cRNVRtdYn
707Please respect copyright.PENANAxvHKBl2PTU
我竟然鬆一口氣。真矛盾,到底我是想找到她,還是不想找到她?707Please respect copyright.PENANA7JhYrHRGWN
707Please respect copyright.PENANACTw21lthgn
坐在附近的長椅,我開始無了期的等待,留意每位進出的人。707Please respect copyright.PENANADWTFbnM5em
707Please respect copyright.PENANAqY2UdzweFS
在下午等待至日落——707Please respect copyright.PENANAnmFe8Bzi7P
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這段時間,我的回憶也未曾中止。707Please respect copyright.PENANAw0My78gW9Q
707Please respect copyright.PENANAt2la2LRmCP
在放學的操場上,阿傑無論如何都投不進球,阿進也大失水準。707Please respect copyright.PENANAggkGEHo4Tt
707Please respect copyright.PENANAyCmi4nPkXN
「算啦,唔打喇。」阿傑發脾氣,「我唔想同哩啲咁嘅人打波!」707Please respect copyright.PENANAAeahLk2iMn
707Please respect copyright.PENANA02816ZnbOT
他馬上收拾水樽,收起學生毛衣,背起書包。707Please respect copyright.PENANA02EVvWUQOK
707Please respect copyright.PENANAaofkkCw3BT
「阿傑!」阿進叫他,又看我一眼,最後追著阿傑離去。707Please respect copyright.PENANAtlfTdeuM3t
707Please respect copyright.PENANAGKMqjNbBBN
操場上剩下籃球、籃球架、我、愈來愈拖長的影子。707Please respect copyright.PENANARTts9mLenH
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我拾起籃球,拍一下,拍兩下,起手跳投。707Please respect copyright.PENANAQHGiPaxIAc
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「嘭——」也是不進。707Please respect copyright.PENANA3OvrTWVpu2
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抬頭仰望,是黃昏的天空。707Please respect copyright.PENANAGhKu6uS4ed
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漸漸出現晚霞。707Please respect copyright.PENANAo9kT5QOYm5
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回去吧。707Please respect copyright.PENANAccoCcSUsge
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在差館附近的長椅,坐了兩個小時,我肚子餓了。707Please respect copyright.PENANAbw4082qvMs
707Please respect copyright.PENANAlY5tWCHsTG
我猜,蔣少不是一早走了,就是根本不在這間差館。707Please respect copyright.PENANAliqqpKVErM
707Please respect copyright.PENANA0JrCGwTDdp
沒有收獲,只好先行回去。707Please respect copyright.PENANAJiWqlUk85O
707Please respect copyright.PENANAxPPR8ZbPIg
背著書包,累然站起——707Please respect copyright.PENANAJzHzOty4Jk
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手機屏幕顯示,「此路線步行時間:40分鐘。」707Please respect copyright.PENANAdYYtdAFM9L
707Please respect copyright.PENANAaLxuPAoM6t
這時再有一輛的士駛過,我留心觀察裡面有沒有人。707Please respect copyright.PENANAjuMgYh5GVU
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最後,舉起手。707Please respect copyright.PENANAdDfQZD0h0P
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「的士,唔該。」我喊,開門上了車。707Please respect copyright.PENANALOVPmSNvpx
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* * *707Please respect copyright.PENANAtRhHealn9f
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乘的士直達御龍庭,我想先吃晚飯才回住所。707Please respect copyright.PENANAuhjd9pUSLt
707Please respect copyright.PENANAs9YpAgnH4l
萬一又像昨天,食肆都關了,就麻煩了。707Please respect copyright.PENANAWo0ZAsPLK9
707Please respect copyright.PENANArpqcZiCO0U
進入一間光亮的連鎖式茶餐廳。707Please respect copyright.PENANAPI4Fn2GJrX
707Please respect copyright.PENANAus6FelfV4w
今晚特別想喝老火湯,這裡剛好有一人份的湯餐。707Please respect copyright.PENANAcGRNvTBzka
707Please respect copyright.PENANAK9NXHK8Asu
便點了一盅湯,配白飯。707Please respect copyright.PENANAqOURHLdkjL
707Please respect copyright.PENANAVVa6gnUZkb
對於單身漢、沒有家人的我來說,這是重溫家庭溫暖的做法。707Please respect copyright.PENANAKSj8fGCEOz
707Please respect copyright.PENANAfV9kryOR7u
小時候,媽媽會煲湯,我都嫌熱、嫌麻煩而不想喝。然後,媽媽就會要我用湯撈飯,像吃湯飯一樣順便把湯喝掉。707Please respect copyright.PENANAbEstE8w1nA
707Please respect copyright.PENANADCaWdcpTkU
我從來都不重視飲食,進食只是為了解決飢餓引起的難受。或者只是喝酒、咖啡前,需要替胃部打底而吃。707Please respect copyright.PENANArNzy5dp48x
707Please respect copyright.PENANAn3OurdumjJ
但自某一天起,我發現湯很好喝,而且很難得才可以喝一碗,喝進肚子會有一種感動和溫暖。707Please respect copyright.PENANAM7J7KNrnOW
707Please respect copyright.PENANAuZnkQehENF
我開始珍惜了,每次喝靚湯的機會。707Please respect copyright.PENANAgpVBkedJcD
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這個「某一天」,跟其他「某一天」一樣,都是五年以前的日子。707Please respect copyright.PENANAAngsIQPb3D
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在流落孤島的日子裡,我常常想起過往,並把回憶寫進日記。因為實際上也沒有別的事可以做,唯有整理一下過去。707Please respect copyright.PENANAQpcGWYHo4s
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偶爾會後悔難過,偶爾會慶幸自己流落孤島。707Please respect copyright.PENANAfhFNG1e6Eg
707Please respect copyright.PENANA8WDoJHStBP
流落孤島並非全是壞事,因為我再也不需要與人相處,再也不會傷害人,心靈也不會受到傷害。707Please respect copyright.PENANAuHBna8q3Ct
707Please respect copyright.PENANACYltJ91EBQ
流落孤島頭幾天,我已經這樣想了。所以我從來沒有打算造一隻木筏冒險離去。707Please respect copyright.PENANAcleq3cQq2K
707Please respect copyright.PENANAGUfcUei0sE
頂多就是留意海面有沒有船駛過,如果有就可能會盡情呼救,但從來沒有見過。707Please respect copyright.PENANAHtKqVGKfEM
707Please respect copyright.PENANADUrjqDg61E
「一盅湯、白飯。」服務生粗粗放下。707Please respect copyright.PENANARhd2rwcjVm
707Please respect copyright.PENANAo4LDtiHxuq
雖然熱,要吹吹,但好味道,我好享受用湯撈飯來吃。707Please respect copyright.PENANAuYNAkxxKZc
707Please respect copyright.PENANACySPoT6Asq
這兩天的校園生活,我吃了不少好東西,包括魚蛋燒賣。那種感覺是,原來隔了五年,即使是普通的食物,味道也會變好。707Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3uOe6RXQj
707Please respect copyright.PENANAtLoLAgZnbX
那麼,人呢?隔了多年沒見的人,如果我們再次重逢,我們會……707Please respect copyright.PENANAEaYlYxm7Fd
707Please respect copyright.PENANAEnnyTlqmhR
——放大瞳孔。707Please respect copyright.PENANApER18Hi3jg
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如果我現在,去找她和他們。找陸同學、阿傑和阿進。707Please respect copyright.PENANAMMww0nJtD3
707Please respect copyright.PENANABBXRFYdRFx
手機就在我的褲袋。707Please respect copyright.PENANAde6D8G4AG9
707Please respect copyright.PENANA6byHYMQsVe
有可能嗎?雖然我仍然記得他們的電話號碼。707Please respect copyright.PENANA0CYMP6e1Pq
707Please respect copyright.PENANA65VcWYs4Bf
陸同學的電話號碼,以前每次撥出都考驗我的勇氣,我都會先想一想話題,以免她覺得悶,又或者怕沒有話題會很快掛線。707Please respect copyright.PENANAHW0LhRh1SD
707Please respect copyright.PENANAYf0RQZEv6w
阿傑和阿進的電話號碼,我們會打電話約打籃球,或者網吧,更會催促遲到的人。707Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2wBgfu6fz
707Please respect copyright.PENANAl9vm5ne5bf
在當時的年代,記住常用的號碼是很普遍的,但現在應該沒有人會記住了吧。707Please respect copyright.PENANAjZFk7QqVKt
707Please respect copyright.PENANArdVZHdVuBP
那麼,打嗎?707Please respect copyright.PENANA9LfZTyPM6j
707Please respect copyright.PENANAvTZoB9BGpN
打不通也沒有損失,打通了對方不認得我,我至少也能聽聽對方的聲音。707Please respect copyright.PENANATPgnvsyysL
707Please respect copyright.PENANAExTjEuaTUG
還有家人的電話,我應該聯絡他們嗎?707Please respect copyright.PENANA42JA8MlGEu
707Please respect copyright.PENANAtdrPLxaIKU
定或是,在這個有神明辛的世界裡,他們記憶裡的孫正直並不是我?707Please respect copyright.PENANA3P386JgPMu
707Please respect copyright.PENANAxmPaiqUspG
我一直猶疑,直至把湯飯吃完。707Please respect copyright.PENANADXsHr7IKll
707Please respect copyright.PENANAGVPlVEL64T
對了,這可能是某個平行世界,又可能只是個虛構的測試世界。707Please respect copyright.PENANAz855PsDr0O
707Please respect copyright.PENANAq58jqKK6Xh
幾度拿出手機的我——707Please respect copyright.PENANAD2nBZrlvmJ
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算吧。707Please respect copyright.PENANAPOBcIfS8dA
707Please respect copyright.PENANAOB4OunHfYe
把手機放回褲袋。707Please respect copyright.PENANATQKAI5lGIO
707Please respect copyright.PENANAPmt6brVplV
「仲愛唔愛?」服務生問,想收碗。707Please respect copyright.PENANAM0nv47Ks41
707Please respect copyright.PENANAUu9FUaaEVu
「唔愛喇,唔該。」我說。707Please respect copyright.PENANAer4E0Q9gBY
707Please respect copyright.PENANAoYFq7CscSe
最後把擦過嘴的紙巾也放了上去。707Please respect copyright.PENANAuJNvgXIV9W
707Please respect copyright.PENANAZjW0A9qzQ8
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