洗畫具其間，同學們開始熱議彼此畫了什麼。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWrHanEioh
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvqajSrMYE
我的身後，也排了數人。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9NKagMRkg
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關水喉——601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7DlpV1Mhq
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmBw8fPT4N
我洗完，便讓位給下一個人，把畫筆等等物歸原處。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P5vcrU4Ns
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4SVXyM3YE
「傾姐，你畫得好靚啊。」女同學說。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEqamJtLy2
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8x2WNtypxA
「中間個女仔係咪你自己嚟？」女同學再問。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYW6JnQGlP8
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhzbfLv6Rt
陸傾兒站在自己的畫面前，被多名同學包圍，也被爭相發問。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RkKg6fQSB
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZp2qJ7eY4
「嗯，算係啦。」傾姐回答。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1IlQzW848
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQp6pI4mxF2
「咁點解你自己一個坐係度嘅？幅畫叫咩名？主題係咩？」有同學問。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5on658nNmq
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1CmC1sCxV
我豎起了耳朵。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiizKxToWM
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8TYVkad8v
清醒！快點清醒吧！孫正直存在的目的，是要完成傾姐的願望。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2ZG4ZzynU
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC9HS9PNbu
「陸傾兒，17歲的少女，願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjcLNFsS0Z
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF40oCmXD0
脫離現有的生活，是什麼意思？601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvIIsW8IGK
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn5Xj0hY3w
她對現狀有什麼不滿？內心嚮往著怎樣的生活？601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaugyCNgnnd
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2EKYhNneS
今天一定要搞懂這些問題！要不然，我根本無法對症下藥。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaV7kc1h2g
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVi92w0L0yT
神明丁說過要珍惜時間，我不能夠有一刻的分心。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9Lt213xJK
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc0GZ5cR8k
於是，我走了過去，聚集在同學堆中。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqmje7Ea6t
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsqWS83Puo
「幅畫叫做《漫漫長夜》，主題係『孤獨』。」傾姐說。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1Z0raBXIp
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmMELmFgE2
「傾姐，你點會孤獨啊？有我地係度吖嘛！」謝美婷說話了。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdGHizfgHa
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCCcuayOnJ
「係囉，傾姐，你夜晚覺得悶嘅就搵我地啦。」陳菲菲也說，想安慰她。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHY080SLVI
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7shKyJlX3
「喂，喂，你地一個二個做咩啊？我交份功課啫，你地唔洗咁認真喎。」傾姐說，叫大家不用想太多。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E0pLK2zsb
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADoqK54Jfe
當下，我猜大部分人都相信了她的話，都一起去看其他人的作品了。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8YuIQ6Rqx
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wc86dDJVv
唯獨我，仍然站在畫前。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIJ3GYUx1T
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39k2mLCpXC
認真地找尋一切的蛛絲馬跡。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIBbELRJc6
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsdFbYsb9L
畫中女人所穿的衣服，並不是昨晚的卡其色大褸，頸巾是黑色的而不是昨晚的白色頸巾。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjGnurqUaZ
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3kvzSrK5h
那麼，她畫的也許就不是昨晚的情景。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZTc5RIJrk
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh9LdoUoZr
她畫的是內心世界？漫漫長夜一個人的孤獨世界。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4hpTtouPx
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6IVvmjrxQ
還是……601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zuy8DQwTF
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvBv2fPioo
陸傾兒本來就常常去那個地方？她會在夜晚，有心事的時候，到海邊坐一坐？601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzeB7xONlY
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmw0ff9TY8
我摸著下巴，默默地想。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqGJpXDKab
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6oWUpiHRs
今晚我要再去一次，看看她會不會出現。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10N32SeICB
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ200uoCDmBP
「喂，你地睇下新同學哩幅？」大家終於走到窗邊，都在注視我的作品。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOLCRyUqJK
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaXXaPMel3
當中也包括傾姐。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs5Y7LDdSA
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAfdK8CduQ
「現代主義？現代派風格嘅畫作？」有男同學賞識，「用指紋做背景，夠抽象，同時有濃烈嘅象徵意味。」601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qQcwrgAv7
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrbqonJDXP
「孫正直，過嚟講兩句丫。」有人拉了我回去。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OaLoXyFJL
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHNqZE7huy
我支支吾吾地回答了一些基本問題，腦海仍然想著傾姐的事。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBosepObzQq
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8HHhlrQAT
不久，連Miss Chan也走過來湊熱鬧。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOrrKakQgS
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52sVV4t1xk
「哩幅畫中間個女仔，你畫嘅係邊個？」有人問。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp4DOPhCRI
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOc6G4KSB1i
聽到這問題，我下意識就看了陸傾兒一眼，與她對視了一下。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCoA0IKIUx
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58pFcyzY0g
最後下課的鐘聲響起，我還沒回答，大家就散開了。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhijQbtOhVG
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt5Y5sWGGh
「啲畫留係度就可以，乾咗之後我會幫你地收起。各位同學再見。」Miss Chan說。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xf7hPGcSW
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykYRH8svjj
「Miss Chan再見。」全體同學說，一個個地離開視覺藝術室。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUDIUoVcBR
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXd7i37ADz
上了數層樓梯，我獨自地回到班房。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTdz9UgLLu
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg1TgPwXAW
歐陽派終於把手機還給我，說裡面入了很多同學的電話。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XOCnxfztL
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghxTGANvoG
「我仲幫你偷拍咗幾張李可兒上堂嘅相，其他女同學都有幾張，等你返去可以慢慢J。」歐陽派猥瑣地說。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU2buiywbo
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFjnhAaqMP
「多謝晒喎真係。」我無趣地說，稍後又要一幅幅地刪除。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gwKBVPUzh
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqXenbP3TZ
突然，門外有人猛烈地敲門，「叩叩叩——」601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuMnEJF10B
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXDPPynPw2
他個子很高，兇神惡剎，像是中六的同學。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Hr4Gpfqwi
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZTE6cehZx
陸傾兒這時要進來了，他馬上禮讓給傾姐和姊妹們。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFAleHZIuS
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTtf1KSgwS
「傾姐。」他敬重地說。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkjhESXn4T
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40cEaBtpMx
「阿豪？」傾姐認識他，「做咩事咁躁？」601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNtDxFerwA
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpRhTcJrIp
「琴日啊，你地班有條友，放學嗰時頂撞我地蔣少，要同蔣少過唔去。」阿豪說，「依加蔣少話要見佢。」601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4AHRxbJft
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwimIQYkV4e
對了，還有一個叫蔣少的人。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrQSwuMUl9
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvUN7AO6X2
他跟陸傾兒到底是什麼關係？他們會是情侶嗎？601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOotH9sMTv
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhKC3oEqU7
「你地邊個得罪咗人啊？自己企出嚟啦！」傾姐嚴格地對我們說。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXOXsxJm8X
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwqwch84LL
結果現場鴉雀無聲，無人回應。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyCEYy2WKq
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKyROfu7FW
這時，又有一個中六同學來到，個子跟阿豪差不多。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uyYkw5CFD
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs32IJg9mzM
「喂阿豪，點啊？刮唔刮到條死仔？」他問。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1d46os4xf
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMTS8gvq1S
「未啊。」阿豪答，「阿晨，係你見過佢，你捉佢出嚟。」601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevqKW1u9Sl
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVuUJYsROM
「鄭家明，自己企出嚟啦，係你喇。」阿晨說，一步步走進我們的班房，走到李可兒的身後，抓住一名男同學的衣領。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0c4MiLYFl
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIRCF3H0R6
大家都讓開得遠遠的，生怕會被牽連。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBL0tLKCtx
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMVwOS9hN0
「我……我咩都冇做過啊！」鄭家明嚇得完全慌了，「我只係……」601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmdkKv9n55
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzlqp70oK3
「唔洗同我講，等陣同蔣少講。」阿晨拉了他起來，強行要把他拖出去。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2XlVijh7J
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7zwnN8QKg
看不過眼，阿豪也過來幫忙。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIDf6h8PNi
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrROGBMlFa
鄭家明的身型不算瘦小，但不及阿豪和阿晨那麼強壯，一下子就被夾走了。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInaqsQXVWl
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8GQkeCzzI
我全程目睹，但幾乎說不出話。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTIHFANOpq
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl3LAU2gj8
「喂……」久久才能發一聲。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77RTR5jcuS
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GSV1Gx3qR
「咩？」歐陽派也是抹一把冷汗。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJmS7kxB8p
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIRrNRKMUD
「有冇收到料？知唔知咩事？」我逼切地問。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMJoLf2zmX
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmUsrbrWR8
「唔知啊，但係蔣少，或者佢班馬仔，間唔中都會捉啲人嚟玩。」歐陽派說，聲線發抖，「好運嘅，玩一個星期，唔好運嘅，玩到你退學。」601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfBMVs4WnP
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUuOqEXnP0
「中途如果邊個插手，去幫被人玩嗰個，下一個就會到佢。」他再說。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU7gcLlhFx
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN5sxiPetR
然後，他再次拍我的肩膀。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6ClvEfdpj
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlvcFDCFiX
「所以，唔好理咁多喇，總之依加佢地走咗就冇嘢。」歐陽派說，摸摸胸口，「畀人玩嗰啲，最多咪忍埋今年，下年蔣少嗰班畢咗業，就唔會再有事。」601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sFgq1M2mC
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zZ5zs42KX
「咩冇嘢啊，有個同學畀人捉咗啊。」我反駁說，「忍一年？點忍啊，根本一日都唔應該忍！」601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgnKp75TWr
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJFhpuAapN
「傻仔，你唔好亂諗嘢啊，千祈唔好諗住救人啊。」歐陽派認真規勸，「如果唔係，下一個就到你喇。」601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAaiG1ovHa
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjxLfAHzWI
「到時佢地有可能，叫我偷偷放啲違禁品落你書包度，又可能要我偷你啲嘢出去……我唔想做啲咁嘅嘢啊。」歐陽派難受地說，「所以你千祈唔好亂嚟。」601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMlja1A9is
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZl2FGKvlM
聽到這裡，我沒有再反駁什麼。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBii8aJjMlS
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHbwnm55eX
的確，其他人的事與我無關。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCMO0elOJA
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxM1KrkUO9
那個叫鄭家明的人，只不過是一個書呆子加打機呆子。我們除了昨日中午吃過飯之外，便沒有什麼交情，他與我的目標人物傾姐也沒有什麼關係。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ChDB0uNEj
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFch45Pgi7h
即使前去幫他，也不會有什麼利益回報，連潛在的利益回報都可能沒有。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84AIwJR17p
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykQsDD3DHV
再加上如果我被蔣少等人纏上，可能會大大妨礙我之後的行動。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrfQcGZmKc
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoItyRniEwD
萬一每日小息都被抓去玩，就麻煩了。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0yVbz0bMv
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JR6nw524m
所以，還是坐視不理吧。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wLUDdxkbk
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3epcFeTlpo
神明丁說過，祂也覺得神有時候是很無情的。現在的我，十分明白這句話的含意，因為你沒有可能拯救所有的人。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBlKKHAiCV
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUTkMx5l36
在專注去救一個人的時候，就可能顧不上其他人。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQxdfy9uAo
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReaxSFvAfw
因此即使從神的角度來看，我的做法也沒有錯。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSKN4DVQFH
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbc8z7LkCF
經過以上種種理性分析之後，我安心地拿出手機，逐一地刪除歐陽派亂拍的女同學照片。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitEb3xb2FR
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGXafigRpV
刪著一張，刪著一張……601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj7IZH5iH0
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR4WW3ZnZH
刪了五、六張之後……601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTES5pxhtA
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oFc2YXM4I
我看到了鄭家明和身邊同學的鬼馬大合照，有舉中指的，有基情的。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwc5HdUgH4n
601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1HCElsLoP
他們都是快樂的高中男生。601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYZnLW6Cu7
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