孤獨的島住了一個人 - 00 / 我在山上拿著一本日記

在星空下，我在山上拿著一本日記。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRfAGHS5Jq
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「看完這本日記，就去死吧。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SndKPGTGa
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流落到這座孤島，已經五年了，在沒有人影的山林裡存活，一直活到今天，也差不多了吧。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9sz0VOhDi
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也夠了吧。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA8yXGT0er
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明明沒有什麼野外求生技能，為什麼能在這種地方存活這麼久？我猜想，那是因為這是死神的服務地區外。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6WBDCOpCM
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由於一直沒有死神來接我，所以不管我多麼虛弱，精神多麼不振，也遲遲沒有斷氣。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uiDxlcKqR
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也是呢，如果我真的死了，死神會很困擾吧，要特意來到這麼偏僻的地方，就為了接我一個。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafSvmLeVuH
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「會不會……就算我死了，也沒有死神過來呢？」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuB9EHt5ZV
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臨風山上，瞇眼看著海邊。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡite1okRtFU
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海邊沖著白浪，沖在沙灘上。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl5vPjfiU5
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「那麼，我會化為孤魂野鬼，一直存留在島上嗎？」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79QAjf3Yvv
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我苦笑了。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPZEoaO02b
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到時候，我一定能夠飛走，或者飄飄然地浮到空中，乘著雲朵轉往下一個地方。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3adYs4zzd
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屁股坐到岩石上，我打開厚皮的日記。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCgU2lNGkS
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這本筆記簿從流落到孤島起，就一直陪伴著我，寫下了無數的心裡話。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6e0gGZ2VOl
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事實上，我並不是每日都寫，有些日子根本沒做過什麼事，就沒寫進去了。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWvPDxO9u7
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有些日子，寫的也不是當天的事，例如我想起了一個人，就把那一段往事寫進去，生怕以後會忘記。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBkwGwqj4V
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沒辦法，人的記憶實在太不可靠。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSH7YJdDcCx
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回憶什麼的，會隨時間而消逝、美化，日子久了、經歷多了，回想起來的版本也會不同。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc4CTx2x2D
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如今只剩下一頁，就好像我的生命只剩下一天。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhV1M2tBLt
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這一天該怎麼活？該寫下什麼？我決定了，就是好好地把它讀一遍。然後鄭鄭重重地寫下感想，替自己的人生劃上句號。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeK76Y4q0b
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再來，就是把它放好，留給下一個流落這個島上的人。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnkItWuig8
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風吹來，呼翻呼翻了幾頁。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecB4nTwetR
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哦？那就從這頁開始讀起吧。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5mORQ1taM

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--------- 孤島日記第26天 ---------1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPo4teHgLUB
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心情：差到想自爆1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e9RLhngZa
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在這個繁華紛擾的世界裡，每日都有很多車、很多人走過，有些會走進你的生命，陪你走一段路，最後才離開你。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxCPPXABVR
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有些只會與你擦肩而過。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoNkjWag24
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我不希望彼此的關係變差，但是，人無法和所有人都維持良好關係。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzM6zWcwoy
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有時候，我很羡慕一些八面玲瓏的人，能夠獲得很多的愛護和關懷。雖然很羡慕，羡慕得很，但是我無法成為那樣的人。這是無論如何也做不到的事。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF18e8YfyER
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既然如此，我就只有做自己。一天，我有了一個奇妙的想法：1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3tiWFVW0r
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「不如放逐自己，流浪什麼都好。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPoODp38Gm
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嘗試過一個人的生活，走一個人的旅程。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLmn3450pH
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只是，我萬萬沒想到……1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMM0L1KGA3
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有一天我竟然流落孤島。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwlQ9Kz09m
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如果，這個世界有神……1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalzK2MmPrq
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請你聽我的禱告，我希望可以1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qujXiS6VH
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「光芒芒芒——」突然強光，照白了雲層，打斷了我的閱讀。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw2zAVjkML
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神聖的光輝，慢慢浮落，炫目地從半空中落下。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NR04dgLmB
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白光體落在我的前方，光茫漸漸甩散。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q3sBJKsgm
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我眨一眨眼，看著眼前正在現形的光體。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNsvwlEb4D
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眼裡竟露出釋懷。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObsIAzYhkf
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看來，神來迎接我了。沒想到，我竟然有上天堂的資格。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNXiNVPNQw
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「你就係孫正直？」一把男人的聲音問，衪手裡拿著幾本書，身穿白淨的衣服。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0XB5zgnUs
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五年來，我即將第一次開口交談。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWcRI31MBn
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手拾起葉片，作為書籤夾進去，祥和地合上日記。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6acdQHFHrS
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「我係孫正直。」我回答。 1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5v4jCaW4Q
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「你好，我係神。」衪有點不好意思，「我叫神明丁。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CHCelIItd
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「係神明甲、乙、丙、丁、戊、己、庚、辛，合共八大神之中，排名第四，即係丁。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj9IpIWko9
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接著，祂轉身，展示白衫背面的黑色「丁」徽紋。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6afhsdvMwr
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「你係嚟接我走？」我渴望地問，站了起來。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfAQVkgzzO
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站起的一剎那，我才察覺不敬，我怎可能跟神同等地站著呢？一身骯髒的我應該跪下……對，應該跪下才對！1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7IrsDZQLT
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還沒跪下——1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vO39nVztr
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「接……你走？」神明丁感到困惑，從褲袋裡找東西，找不著，最後從書本裡翻出一張清單。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnELsz7BNn
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「唔係。」祂核對後說。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHsWJ1Mlhr
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「正確嚟講，搵你嘅原因，係因為八大神出現空缺，要尋找適合嘅人去填補。」神明丁說。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20TYid8XJp
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「出現……空缺？」我不了解。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFhfL7o3jv
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「出現空缺嘅係——第八位嘅『神明辛』。」神明丁沉重起來，「最近佢係一場神魔之戰，壯烈戰死。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy4CIfDd9Z
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「實不相暪，神同魔鬼大戰咗好多年，導致神嘅人手嚴重不足。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3I9x33ev6h
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「如果唔係魔鬼作惡，成日要派神明去應付嘅話，我地八大神一齊指導世人，一定有效率好多。」神明丁說，「唔似得依加咁，世人向神許一個願，要排四至五年隊先輪到佢。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeABwhQd8Y
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「苦況，一言難盡。」祂嘆息。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfCLXtcYJB
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「咁點解要揀我？」我問，「明明哩個世界有咁多人。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZon0f7I9zO
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莫非，我不單止可以上天堂，還可以當上神明？1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKV5tpifZg
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「唔好心急，我嚟搵你唔代表你有資格。」神明丁嚴格地說，「今日我只係嚟畀你去做一個測試，去判斷你有冇神嘅『慧根』。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssZ7yWkGwk
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「只有通過測試、擁有慧根嘅人，先可以進入下一步嘅遴選。」祂說。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EEUH6fyNU
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「咩叫下一步嘅遴選？」我問。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstqNmJR7L5
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「我地現存嘅七位神明，都有權提名一個人，去填補第八位嘅空缺。」神明丁說。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0KiQyMjxR
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「所以……即使我得到你嘅推薦，都仲要嬴埋其他六個人先可以做神？」我突然問。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmahGA17HA
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「對手未必有咁多。」神明丁皺眉地說，「因為要搵到合適嘅人嚟推薦，係一啲都唔容易。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwZWnOOHkB
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「孫正直，你可以話係萬中無一嘅人。」祂亮眼看我。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV6ofUi78u
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「我？」我受寵若驚。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu6kFB7L3p
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「係哩個世界上，No No No，應該係話，唔止哩個世界，就算係咁多個平行世界之中，都冇一個及得上我眼前嘅、流落孤島五年嘅你。」神明丁鄭重地說。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVO8kerRmw
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聽著，我已經不懂反應。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzejNZq6Jfo
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是因為我人生特別多災多難？看透世事的程度，已經到達神的境界？1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPPitrotjk
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還是……1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR69nxlDiGf
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「因為我最孤獨？係咁多個平行世界之中，最孤獨嘅一個？」我祈求答案。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIEpFTPlrF
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如果是因為這個原因，我便可以理解，因為孤獨的人能夠對其他感到孤單的人產生同理心。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Oy7bhnHJN
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「首先，平行世界冇你想像中咁多，好多都已經滅亡咗。」神明丁糾正。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0ZCldLEOO
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「不過，我確實觀察過其他平行世界嘅你，確實認為你係當中最特別嘅一個。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqMOLn9aJR
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我仍然，等待著答案。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhErtEfDst
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「最得閒嘅一個。」祂淺笑。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3OCVdvbSO
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聽到這個答案，我莫名地起了火，好像被人愚弄了一樣。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWg2vLhSlt
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但是我很快就平靜下來。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpITGHyrgK
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「其他平行世界嘅我，過得好嗎？」我忍不住問。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMQqkclFub
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「佢地都唔得閒理我。」神明丁說，「唔係返工做到隻狗咁，就係夜夜笙歌，晚晚飲飽食醉。有啲就拍拖拍到痴咗線，人唔似人。有一個做緊單親爸爸，一腳踢搵錢同湊仔。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUC9A21maW
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「所以，只有我一個得閒理你。」我淡然地說。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2fMrppAtY
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「但點解……其他世界嘅我都咁慘嘅？」我想知。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgQayw1rEM
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「唔係全部嘅，都有啲有好嘅結果。」神明丁平靜地說，「只係，佢地未必適合做哩個測試啫。」1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOmXji2AKw
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「如果你係擔心嘅，他日你做到神明之後，咪去關照一下佢地囉。」祂笑說。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMSnOx0nSb
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聽完，我知道已經別無選擇。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75WBurRDB7
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現在我唯一可以做的就是參與這個神的測試。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CJGuHgBHG
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「好，你講啦，到底要點測試？」我下定決心。1678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBazslCeoS
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