這算什麼?670Please respect copyright.PENANAOS6aPL9Mxc
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突然之間出現,說要給我一個測試,突然之間說完就完。670Please respect copyright.PENANAjUELKjRhwT
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說什麼,我為傾姐哭了一回,她以後就會改變。670Please respect copyright.PENANAHxzBZ0q8c8
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說什麼人最厲害的地方在於改變態度,什麼事都能夠做到。670Please respect copyright.PENANAEmOD9d43cU
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說什麼脫離不了人的思維,說什麼不如開創自己的人生。670Please respect copyright.PENANALsug0JAspG
670Please respect copyright.PENANAsXmQohfYzU
神明丁在看著我,手中仍然拿著練習簿。670Please respect copyright.PENANAcEF371vAue
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我伸手接過練習簿,慢慢站了起來。670Please respect copyright.PENANAlxSxWZj0F6
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走去岩石旁邊,拾起厚皮的孤島日記,裡面仍然夾著葉片。670Please respect copyright.PENANAdxSfYZGCVv
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然後便準備下山了。670Please respect copyright.PENANAzP0s2s7lEU
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「其實我想聽朝先畀本簿你……」神明丁說。670Please respect copyright.PENANAcjaWmNBMVP
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「你想去邊?」祂再問,一直注視著我。670Please respect copyright.PENANAl75ZEwwhNU
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我嘴巴兩動,「餵雞。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAplzbovkBdq
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一步一步離去,不久消失在祂的眼前。670Please respect copyright.PENANAEasysqJDAO
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到了山腰,我撥開茂密的樹枝葉,走到空曠的樹底。670Please respect copyright.PENANA8wMPKgHZfm
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樹幹旁邊綑了一個雞籠。670Please respect copyright.PENANAzyAtG4ZTUU
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雞籠是我用很長時間,以枯枝、樹滕和氣根織成的。670Please respect copyright.PENANAr4iczSR1tX
670Please respect copyright.PENANAEMV2h1R4KX
裡面住了三隻山雞。牠們都是雌雞,一年有幾個月會生蛋,其餘時間白養。670Please respect copyright.PENANAyRymb38by0
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養雌雞的好處是,不會晨啼,不會在陽光出來的時候,「額咯咯咯……」670Please respect copyright.PENANAyxnUtUVKY5
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不會告訴我,又一天了。670Please respect copyright.PENANAt5oFiGLFdm
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在沒有光的晚上,雞會發雞盲,什麼都看不見。670Please respect copyright.PENANAOale6DEcva
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我總是在這個時候,偷雞蛋吃。670Please respect copyright.PENANATRHkRNRtK8
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現在就是沒有光的時候,但也沒有雞蛋吃。670Please respect copyright.PENANA8cPSWHdHRZ
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我摘了一個水果,咬了一口,又咬了幾口。670Please respect copyright.PENANA0rrqUG8Yih
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靠著樹幹坐下,我打開神的練習簿,從第一頁開始看起。670Please respect copyright.PENANAnQoy8du7pq
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「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAXjpBJxrzgC
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摸著書頁,仍然覺得紙張的質感很特別,像是摸著人的心靈。670Please respect copyright.PENANAcmXOo8tMNF
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但此刻的觸感,跟最初摸的時候不同了。670Please respect copyright.PENANAnAtpuZYpWk
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怎麼說呢?670Please respect copyright.PENANAlqDMOBNYZq
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本來是偏冷感的,現在多了一份溫暖,有冷中帶暖的感覺。670Please respect copyright.PENANAdkCANflPPd
670Please respect copyright.PENANAML6kecWQNG
「陸傾兒。」我撫摸著。670Please respect copyright.PENANANpMIEKbpAt
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翻開下頁,記錄著我的所思所想。我像個新的人一樣,無知又懷舊地上學。理性又感性地救人。670Please respect copyright.PENANAYUHwaEQJrN
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那天剛好也是我的生日,完完全全是慶祝我的新生啊。670Please respect copyright.PENANAvHwj6ju9Ru
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「新生……」我繼續看著,翻後一頁。670Please respect copyright.PENANAKj9FjSfGWd
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「咁聽住喇喎。」她看著我說,表情漸漸柔和起來。670Please respect copyright.PENANA9G4KDCMVPh
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我再點頭。670Please respect copyright.PENANAk08YcPodfd
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「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。670Please respect copyright.PENANA6PgpU952ev
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一天完了,有一個記號「END」。670Please respect copyright.PENANAgEeGHY3YyF
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我馬上看第二天。670Please respect copyright.PENANAZqKAQuUbb9
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中六的阿豪和阿晨還沒遭到天譴,還不知道蔣少的下場,李可兒的事情還未處理。670Please respect copyright.PENANAzS9l0hHkqb
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在傾姐以外,仍有很多問題未解決。670Please respect copyright.PENANAefCIBvpLlM
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在海邊替她戴頸巾、蒙眼餵麥提莎、訴說心事……670Please respect copyright.PENANACKVgQLM0tC
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聽著她說自責的話,讓有共同體會的我,流下了淚。670Please respect copyright.PENANAnzFrynB9GD
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「如果我喊一喊,就能夠令佢產生咁大嘅轉變……」670Please respect copyright.PENANAz9J546ti1j
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「咁我做更多嘅嘢,咪會有更大嘅轉變?」670Please respect copyright.PENANAEa5H1m21BD
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第二天「END」出現。670Please respect copyright.PENANAxsQvsfz4vU
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我蓋上了練習簿。670Please respect copyright.PENANA28ApCPAtel
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雙手把練習簿抱在胸前,深深地感受心靈的重量。670Please respect copyright.PENANA9MyeSsNuuZ
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如果換一個態度去面對,會變成怎樣?670Please respect copyright.PENANAhAmtQLeEeo
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深深地嘆一口氣。既然我已經不合格了,那麼我就不需要在意什麼神的慧根,什麼神的做法,不需要在乎神的目光。我就只需要做我認為對的事,做我自己就可以了。670Please respect copyright.PENANAae6lnBD1nv
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問題是,我不只有一個自己,我有孤獨且軟弱的我,也有堅強而積極的我。670Please respect copyright.PENANAi5zh7oKzlw
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活在這個孤島的我,是軟弱的我。這兩天,進入練習簿中的是另一個我。670Please respect copyright.PENANAa8L52NfPmK
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但無論哪一個我,都受著過去的影響。670Please respect copyright.PENANAH9UCJA6jdo
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有人說,過去的經歷會影響人現在的生活。沉重的過去會成為腳上的鎖鏈鐵球,阻礙著自己前進。670Please respect copyright.PENANAbwyNJMun20
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我現在是不是正被過去束縛,而停滯不前?670Please respect copyright.PENANAst1Qd2GrVC
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剛剛看完練習簿,在學校裡的我總是回憶和感觸,放學後也是,看見別人在牽手也感慨一番。670Please respect copyright.PENANAXK3oqKQhul
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只有一個時候,我變得特別不同。特別珍惜時間,沒有回想過去,腦海像是沒有過去的人一樣只享受現在。670Please respect copyright.PENANA8Jb5XExvD8
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「你都有今日。」陸傾兒陰笑,馬上得逞地說,「繼續答頭先嘅問題。」670Please respect copyright.PENANArAbEQ0Zhrn
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「我揀大膽。」我逃避地說。670Please respect copyright.PENANAXtijo2nVHv
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「吓?」她難以置信,激氣地說,「我話畀你知,我突然之間好唔開心!你揀大膽嘅話,你真係要好大膽先得。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAF0Ng3KD6ik
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「嗯,我揀大膽。」我無可避免地說。670Please respect copyright.PENANAKnigAvK6U9
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放下練習簿,放在日記旁邊。670Please respect copyright.PENANAsNLqwR8mBf
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我再摘下水果,用石頭砸成幾塊,悄悄放進雞籠子裡。670Please respect copyright.PENANAb3EiDWv3Tg
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然後再次坐好。670Please respect copyright.PENANAezG1k70sKR
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「陸……傾兒。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAmr8cJyVQ22
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這一晚,在睡著之前,我一共想起了她四次。670Please respect copyright.PENANAMS3Y59GTZc
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陽光再次出現,睡醒的我看著雞籠,山雞正在喙食水果。670Please respect copyright.PENANAZVLwaop26k
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紅頭黑頸啡身綠屁股的山雞,並不是常見的家禽品種,而我已經強制養了牠們很久。670Please respect copyright.PENANAX4ELASJ2J6
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一身骯髒的我,這時,有了溫暖的想法。670Please respect copyright.PENANAu8SThfvDLP
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不如拆掉籠子,看看牠們會不會走。670Please respect copyright.PENANAcvRvtIxIfZ
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牠們會不會因為這裡有膳食而留下呢?或者,會不會對籠子產生了感情呢?670Please respect copyright.PENANA99tWaw1Bec
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於是,我伸手去拆開籠子,解開至牠們能夠出來為止。670Please respect copyright.PENANAKz0g6BGFPR
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坐在一旁的我,看到了有趣的一幕。670Please respect copyright.PENANASwKxm4jpKN
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山雞喙起果肉,馬上跳跳,再拍拍拍拍翼飛走了。670Please respect copyright.PENANAE2Hpzwtfjm
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第二隻也是,第三隻掉了果肉,回來喙起,也再次起飛了。670Please respect copyright.PENANAkjaUQg41NL
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雖然只能飛五秒左右就墮地,但牠們沒有放棄過逃生,一直跳走跳走飛飛。670Please respect copyright.PENANAokrJMLIhEd
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不愧是山雞,有著天生的野性,跟被人類選來圈養的雞種不同。670Please respect copyright.PENANAFzVmg8KDSp
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這些山雞,從基因裡,就有著不被馴服的特徵。670Please respect copyright.PENANAgxh2TCAeM9
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所以,不會甘心一生留在籠裡。670Please respect copyright.PENANAnbcIZqqtcN
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只要有機會,就一定會逃出去,再次過自由自在的生活。670Please respect copyright.PENANA7FTTSAGyKM
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那麼,我呢?670Please respect copyright.PENANAzRBAD2dSjS
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我會選擇留在籠子裡,還是想辦法逃出去?670Please respect copyright.PENANAiqhvqVvGbn
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「點啊你?」神明丁問,仍在山頂上等我。670Please respect copyright.PENANA6rE6gj2k1t
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我來到山頂,帶回練習簿和日記。670Please respect copyright.PENANACyTLFyBSHk
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「你好似精神咗喎。」祂說,正在看著我。670Please respect copyright.PENANAE6vtY6CMJg
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「係咩?」我問,走到祂的身旁,掠過祂的身旁。670Please respect copyright.PENANAtfk7iYgAX9
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屁股坐在扁平岩石上。670Please respect copyright.PENANAWNPPW0SCao
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第三次出發,我要做到什麼? 670Please respect copyright.PENANAufXjJKw2Ub
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最後一次出發,我要過怎樣的一天? 670Please respect copyright.PENANAkYQ3tqPTnX
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「神明丁,你覺得我應該點做?」我默默地問。670Please respect copyright.PENANAMsu1JPbDZq
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「最好……唔好咁悶啦。」神明丁說,「太無聊嘅話,冇人會想睇。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAX29eJXSvjS
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「神明丁,我好多謝你兩日前嚟到哩度。」我說,「係我想讀完本日記就自殺嘅一晚,你及時出現,令我活到今日。」670Please respect copyright.PENANApOcToepbIJ
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「今日,雖然你話我已經唔合格。」我說,「但我一早有咗心理準備,早就同自己講,至少我賺咗沖一個熱水涼、食到魚蛋燒賣。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAUkX34lM1ej
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「所以,即使我對你有好多不滿,但終歸嚟講,我都係感謝你,能夠嚟搵我嘅。」670Please respect copyright.PENANA5kHJa8TVsM
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「係……係。」神明丁聽著。670Please respect copyright.PENANAOBBkwqfe2k
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「今日,」我回歸今日,「我一樣會救想救嘅人,幫要幫嘅人。無論係咪測緊試,我認為我都係要繼續做嘅。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAKFdBTGp1Lq
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「嗯,嗯。」祂點著頭。670Please respect copyright.PENANAKRmA96t2ku
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「今日,我會活得比你『預知』嘅我,更加出色,更加超乎想像。」我宣言。670Please respect copyright.PENANAOsR78f8XUH
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不然的話,就太對不起這「一天」了。670Please respect copyright.PENANANl10RTgYiz
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我已經很多年沒有重視過一天是怎麼活,但今天,我稍微地,想試一次。670Please respect copyright.PENANAVD6OQ06vkm
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不受束縛的我,到底能活成怎樣?670Please respect copyright.PENANA3fmLF9trxu
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我期待著。670Please respect copyright.PENANAKMW21d62gD
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——揚起嘴角,流下了淚。670Please respect copyright.PENANAPoXXk7BN6f
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「點啊你,準備……好未?」神明丁問。670Please respect copyright.PENANAqwKv3ct1t2
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祂用白淨的手袖,替我抹抹。670Please respect copyright.PENANAU2iFAJYwXA
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「今日,我要毫無遺憾咁度過,就算遇到令人心碎嘅畫面,我都要好似神明辛咁,勇往直前,甚至做得比佢更好!」670Please respect copyright.PENANAtlodFMaw51
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「加油。」神明丁眼裡的我。670Please respect copyright.PENANAJmt3CPqMBX
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「我會睇住你。」神明丁再說,十分認真,「全程睇住,你放心啦。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAv15DZw4Akz
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「好,咁我去喇。」我說。670Please respect copyright.PENANAiZO9SlNmWM
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「啊,係你去之前,我有一句話想講。」神明丁說。670Please respect copyright.PENANAwZIdEPrK3J
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傾耳以待——670Please respect copyright.PENANAW3bd5ZS9sQ
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「孫正直,做唔到一個合格嘅神,你做神『不合格』,係唔緊要。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAc0CJLCj2as
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「最重要係,唔可以做一個不合格嘅人。」祂再說。670Please respect copyright.PENANAGEimignWXH
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聽完,我便低頭,準備打開練習簿。670Please respect copyright.PENANAhGw7gQ0Zk2
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「你諗住坐係岩石度?」祂問。670Please respect copyright.PENANAMnyfheSoWI
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「唔通又企一日咩?好攰。」我說,正在翻開,「同埋我都唔係諗住坐。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAMmOgXo7z36
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身體傾後,躺了下來。670Please respect copyright.PENANAjvjhlZumd9
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「係諗住攤。」670Please respect copyright.PENANAQwM15qBw3F
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翻到新一頁,意識隨即被牽扯。670Please respect copyright.PENANAT8X0v8VqcV
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神明丁站在一旁,默默地守候著我,目光在看著我。670Please respect copyright.PENANALbL1fdp7IN
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在朝陽的照射下,我把練習簿放在臉上,寫意洋洋地蓋住了眼。670Please respect copyright.PENANAhwj3X175e5
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露出鼻尖和微笑。670Please respect copyright.PENANAECfXXSLh7g
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像個學生時期喜歡偷懶的孫正直。670Please respect copyright.PENANAFGnnDpWell
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24 / 餵雞的哲思
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