這算什麼?714Please respect copyright.PENANAx5V7aISc9J
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突然之間出現,說要給我一個測試,突然之間說完就完。714Please respect copyright.PENANABpI6czvEMJ
714Please respect copyright.PENANAAqMfni5TNl
說什麼,我為傾姐哭了一回,她以後就會改變。714Please respect copyright.PENANAmy1vfhQOsP
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說什麼人最厲害的地方在於改變態度,什麼事都能夠做到。714Please respect copyright.PENANA5D8khbVxgx
714Please respect copyright.PENANA96HK8JFB9h
說什麼脫離不了人的思維,說什麼不如開創自己的人生。714Please respect copyright.PENANAxa8x5qeT8g
714Please respect copyright.PENANANCBhC0HZI0
神明丁在看著我,手中仍然拿著練習簿。714Please respect copyright.PENANAyKWcc6Pg7a
714Please respect copyright.PENANAGMutS3fM6O
我伸手接過練習簿,慢慢站了起來。714Please respect copyright.PENANAxDFdN83Pjl
714Please respect copyright.PENANAV3OnVKkPp1
走去岩石旁邊,拾起厚皮的孤島日記,裡面仍然夾著葉片。714Please respect copyright.PENANACINsXHF3yk
714Please respect copyright.PENANAMeNO5VLkM0
然後便準備下山了。714Please respect copyright.PENANAC00uXOONRz
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「其實我想聽朝先畀本簿你……」神明丁說。714Please respect copyright.PENANA7hn4yYlq1A
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「你想去邊?」祂再問,一直注視著我。714Please respect copyright.PENANA9JiUm26ZRy
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我嘴巴兩動,「餵雞。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAOUAlS79xPB
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一步一步離去,不久消失在祂的眼前。714Please respect copyright.PENANAmAzvBsGM3u
714Please respect copyright.PENANAXg7xgHUEY2
到了山腰,我撥開茂密的樹枝葉,走到空曠的樹底。714Please respect copyright.PENANAZBQZDzwXlr
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樹幹旁邊綑了一個雞籠。714Please respect copyright.PENANAajF06HfqyB
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雞籠是我用很長時間,以枯枝、樹滕和氣根織成的。714Please respect copyright.PENANAaFWU3vvdMs
714Please respect copyright.PENANAMMGLErPtDU
裡面住了三隻山雞。牠們都是雌雞,一年有幾個月會生蛋,其餘時間白養。714Please respect copyright.PENANA7f0edDI40O
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養雌雞的好處是,不會晨啼,不會在陽光出來的時候,「額咯咯咯……」714Please respect copyright.PENANAAC6ToJGqwK
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不會告訴我,又一天了。714Please respect copyright.PENANAx6CV4Pr7u6
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在沒有光的晚上,雞會發雞盲,什麼都看不見。714Please respect copyright.PENANAFqOkUB9A2F
714Please respect copyright.PENANAfG4F5vgI96
我總是在這個時候,偷雞蛋吃。714Please respect copyright.PENANAev00VCLIXC
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現在就是沒有光的時候,但也沒有雞蛋吃。714Please respect copyright.PENANAyR41Byyp5W
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我摘了一個水果,咬了一口,又咬了幾口。714Please respect copyright.PENANAogulKW6U90
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靠著樹幹坐下,我打開神的練習簿,從第一頁開始看起。714Please respect copyright.PENANAnOfy4ciLUc
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「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAa7EIlZKKot
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摸著書頁,仍然覺得紙張的質感很特別,像是摸著人的心靈。714Please respect copyright.PENANAjmgPyx1WbM
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但此刻的觸感,跟最初摸的時候不同了。714Please respect copyright.PENANA9dMzFUrhtk
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怎麼說呢?714Please respect copyright.PENANANtUMg76zTF
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本來是偏冷感的,現在多了一份溫暖,有冷中帶暖的感覺。714Please respect copyright.PENANAAOWS4yz8if
714Please respect copyright.PENANArJkmThbZTP
「陸傾兒。」我撫摸著。714Please respect copyright.PENANAphgq4yGlwO
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翻開下頁,記錄著我的所思所想。我像個新的人一樣,無知又懷舊地上學。理性又感性地救人。714Please respect copyright.PENANA2I3880xOCY
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那天剛好也是我的生日,完完全全是慶祝我的新生啊。714Please respect copyright.PENANAWKkI21ifQW
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「新生……」我繼續看著,翻後一頁。714Please respect copyright.PENANA2M1kyGsDXm
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「咁聽住喇喎。」她看著我說,表情漸漸柔和起來。714Please respect copyright.PENANAnrHwl1YTMy
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我再點頭。714Please respect copyright.PENANAHdZhZCPmzS
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「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。714Please respect copyright.PENANAj6auZYSPRY
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一天完了,有一個記號「END」。714Please respect copyright.PENANAiFIjWeilBd
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我馬上看第二天。714Please respect copyright.PENANATeFNLWjeFj
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中六的阿豪和阿晨還沒遭到天譴,還不知道蔣少的下場,李可兒的事情還未處理。714Please respect copyright.PENANAqSRaqZOrm4
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在傾姐以外,仍有很多問題未解決。714Please respect copyright.PENANAHYj1i3FRQa
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在海邊替她戴頸巾、蒙眼餵麥提莎、訴說心事……714Please respect copyright.PENANAq6DcPciEmK
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聽著她說自責的話,讓有共同體會的我,流下了淚。714Please respect copyright.PENANAYyElJT0mtj
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「如果我喊一喊,就能夠令佢產生咁大嘅轉變……」714Please respect copyright.PENANAkwsS4SnYZi
714Please respect copyright.PENANAO5UjNYZP3L
「咁我做更多嘅嘢,咪會有更大嘅轉變?」714Please respect copyright.PENANAzV2QPKgLbI
714Please respect copyright.PENANAWpg1vKG02Q
第二天「END」出現。714Please respect copyright.PENANAoJzE4FG4IT
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我蓋上了練習簿。714Please respect copyright.PENANArTy3HFH0Ot
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雙手把練習簿抱在胸前,深深地感受心靈的重量。714Please respect copyright.PENANAybGaG7peJ0
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如果換一個態度去面對,會變成怎樣?714Please respect copyright.PENANA0Odf5Ps3qT
714Please respect copyright.PENANABp0vQEp45V
深深地嘆一口氣。既然我已經不合格了,那麼我就不需要在意什麼神的慧根,什麼神的做法,不需要在乎神的目光。我就只需要做我認為對的事,做我自己就可以了。714Please respect copyright.PENANAqLHwoRbsR5
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問題是,我不只有一個自己,我有孤獨且軟弱的我,也有堅強而積極的我。714Please respect copyright.PENANAsfmcfsoSgc
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活在這個孤島的我,是軟弱的我。這兩天,進入練習簿中的是另一個我。714Please respect copyright.PENANAHrr1Hyv8pD
714Please respect copyright.PENANAZLpvt6pf6A
但無論哪一個我,都受著過去的影響。714Please respect copyright.PENANApP3Y7SafJS
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有人說,過去的經歷會影響人現在的生活。沉重的過去會成為腳上的鎖鏈鐵球,阻礙著自己前進。714Please respect copyright.PENANAtGVH7rdAbX
714Please respect copyright.PENANAVhEZdwhYlE
我現在是不是正被過去束縛,而停滯不前?714Please respect copyright.PENANA96USCklEdn
714Please respect copyright.PENANAXtNwTk1gh9
剛剛看完練習簿,在學校裡的我總是回憶和感觸,放學後也是,看見別人在牽手也感慨一番。714Please respect copyright.PENANAwoYtDqHpdd
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只有一個時候,我變得特別不同。特別珍惜時間,沒有回想過去,腦海像是沒有過去的人一樣只享受現在。714Please respect copyright.PENANAkhEYe9HOsd
714Please respect copyright.PENANA2QxX5U11Tu
「你都有今日。」陸傾兒陰笑,馬上得逞地說,「繼續答頭先嘅問題。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAfikPX2ygh8
714Please respect copyright.PENANAoyHa2DhcDI
「我揀大膽。」我逃避地說。714Please respect copyright.PENANA4Vws0MzheY
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「吓?」她難以置信,激氣地說,「我話畀你知,我突然之間好唔開心!你揀大膽嘅話,你真係要好大膽先得。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAOOVCyDk9Zj
714Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6Qkl40cPw
「嗯,我揀大膽。」我無可避免地說。714Please respect copyright.PENANAsBh0AphuKW
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放下練習簿,放在日記旁邊。714Please respect copyright.PENANAZYmLVwOCOG
714Please respect copyright.PENANAMLlpdlZ1bX
我再摘下水果,用石頭砸成幾塊,悄悄放進雞籠子裡。714Please respect copyright.PENANAihZJ14isz6
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然後再次坐好。714Please respect copyright.PENANAf6k2kqU1Gm
714Please respect copyright.PENANAirB2Tncci5
「陸……傾兒。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAaSUq63kMqC
714Please respect copyright.PENANAz9RwUsWiAd
這一晚,在睡著之前,我一共想起了她四次。714Please respect copyright.PENANAIovA9CPBeF
714Please respect copyright.PENANACrL7wnLISs
陽光再次出現,睡醒的我看著雞籠,山雞正在喙食水果。714Please respect copyright.PENANAdJnLWoCKLh
714Please respect copyright.PENANA6rImrboY6m
紅頭黑頸啡身綠屁股的山雞,並不是常見的家禽品種,而我已經強制養了牠們很久。714Please respect copyright.PENANA8Bq81dOuKc
714Please respect copyright.PENANAbOphAhAL4v
一身骯髒的我,這時,有了溫暖的想法。714Please respect copyright.PENANAD1Xdrivpr6
714Please respect copyright.PENANAz5o0D5VC7q
不如拆掉籠子,看看牠們會不會走。714Please respect copyright.PENANAzLvtGRRNSN
714Please respect copyright.PENANATOyV8NT4zw
牠們會不會因為這裡有膳食而留下呢?或者,會不會對籠子產生了感情呢?714Please respect copyright.PENANADrRHjDjWcb
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於是,我伸手去拆開籠子,解開至牠們能夠出來為止。714Please respect copyright.PENANAisc85Y81dE
714Please respect copyright.PENANADjcY0G7i7M
坐在一旁的我,看到了有趣的一幕。714Please respect copyright.PENANAxOUO0fM0HK
714Please respect copyright.PENANAovucx0770z
山雞喙起果肉,馬上跳跳,再拍拍拍拍翼飛走了。714Please respect copyright.PENANA3pEsAx0gpo
714Please respect copyright.PENANAs6tjZnBXyR
第二隻也是,第三隻掉了果肉,回來喙起,也再次起飛了。714Please respect copyright.PENANA9fMpsTfo4S
714Please respect copyright.PENANAVhcaPemxeJ
雖然只能飛五秒左右就墮地,但牠們沒有放棄過逃生,一直跳走跳走飛飛。714Please respect copyright.PENANAoQjeHkvpvu
714Please respect copyright.PENANAZniLvtqlU3
不愧是山雞,有著天生的野性,跟被人類選來圈養的雞種不同。714Please respect copyright.PENANArIWiOJL3qa
714Please respect copyright.PENANAoLn6Ob75Zc
這些山雞,從基因裡,就有著不被馴服的特徵。714Please respect copyright.PENANAHXnA400zfZ
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所以,不會甘心一生留在籠裡。714Please respect copyright.PENANAWI2Hg6IfjA
714Please respect copyright.PENANA24D39ZXSbJ
只要有機會,就一定會逃出去,再次過自由自在的生活。714Please respect copyright.PENANAJBygUBMwLx
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那麼,我呢?714Please respect copyright.PENANACDHusi6eOg
714Please respect copyright.PENANALbond2h8Rz
我會選擇留在籠子裡,還是想辦法逃出去?714Please respect copyright.PENANAQh74wEsClT
714Please respect copyright.PENANAXeFHfxXVug
「點啊你?」神明丁問,仍在山頂上等我。714Please respect copyright.PENANAZpW1xj37xW
714Please respect copyright.PENANAPQ4FvUKuMg
我來到山頂,帶回練習簿和日記。714Please respect copyright.PENANAArGilNvDAR
714Please respect copyright.PENANA7zaHBvTd38
「你好似精神咗喎。」祂說,正在看著我。714Please respect copyright.PENANA30iCFusvPU
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「係咩?」我問,走到祂的身旁,掠過祂的身旁。714Please respect copyright.PENANA3ghasUKEOR
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屁股坐在扁平岩石上。714Please respect copyright.PENANAIgqn4vXBcS
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第三次出發,我要做到什麼? 714Please respect copyright.PENANAFJahgHoJYr
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最後一次出發,我要過怎樣的一天? 714Please respect copyright.PENANAfklzLxCQIO
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「神明丁,你覺得我應該點做?」我默默地問。714Please respect copyright.PENANAl8C2D5tXfR
714Please respect copyright.PENANADerClQrCtp
「最好……唔好咁悶啦。」神明丁說,「太無聊嘅話,冇人會想睇。」714Please respect copyright.PENANA0e0iBJKVqD
714Please respect copyright.PENANAYgbVsEC7J6
「神明丁,我好多謝你兩日前嚟到哩度。」我說,「係我想讀完本日記就自殺嘅一晚,你及時出現,令我活到今日。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAkhxPdAc8K0
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「今日,雖然你話我已經唔合格。」我說,「但我一早有咗心理準備,早就同自己講,至少我賺咗沖一個熱水涼、食到魚蛋燒賣。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAGgG3vMw9Ju
714Please respect copyright.PENANA4JpeuC6nhx
「所以,即使我對你有好多不滿,但終歸嚟講,我都係感謝你,能夠嚟搵我嘅。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAe5aroEkuWP
714Please respect copyright.PENANAkLAsKjzXXs
「係……係。」神明丁聽著。714Please respect copyright.PENANAISkRmwzj0H
714Please respect copyright.PENANAbj04fGdy0V
「今日,」我回歸今日,「我一樣會救想救嘅人,幫要幫嘅人。無論係咪測緊試,我認為我都係要繼續做嘅。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAMcvDrBcDsQ
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「嗯,嗯。」祂點著頭。714Please respect copyright.PENANAqM0Q88vLy3
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「今日,我會活得比你『預知』嘅我,更加出色,更加超乎想像。」我宣言。714Please respect copyright.PENANAZfKJY4cAsc
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不然的話,就太對不起這「一天」了。714Please respect copyright.PENANAThvbTRkQC5
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我已經很多年沒有重視過一天是怎麼活,但今天,我稍微地,想試一次。714Please respect copyright.PENANAMmdNH08ETE
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不受束縛的我,到底能活成怎樣?714Please respect copyright.PENANAmyV9uG4wdF
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我期待著。714Please respect copyright.PENANAU53ocsAroZ
714Please respect copyright.PENANABxahdP7ebm
——揚起嘴角,流下了淚。714Please respect copyright.PENANA7scHH62jRj
714Please respect copyright.PENANAQvH69fUVI9
「點啊你,準備……好未?」神明丁問。714Please respect copyright.PENANA2zilQiIhsu
714Please respect copyright.PENANAzAZFmId7G2
祂用白淨的手袖,替我抹抹。714Please respect copyright.PENANAOY4bsDjkkG
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「今日,我要毫無遺憾咁度過,就算遇到令人心碎嘅畫面,我都要好似神明辛咁,勇往直前,甚至做得比佢更好!」714Please respect copyright.PENANAJNQIiZyAq0
714Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1EL2JPw2W
「加油。」神明丁眼裡的我。714Please respect copyright.PENANAmWnUIsFPbB
714Please respect copyright.PENANAdMtGm2R3iL
「我會睇住你。」神明丁再說,十分認真,「全程睇住,你放心啦。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAMxDvSaOI7Q
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「好,咁我去喇。」我說。714Please respect copyright.PENANA0KL6OH5Z8u
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「啊,係你去之前,我有一句話想講。」神明丁說。714Please respect copyright.PENANAGFjURmFKTH
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傾耳以待——714Please respect copyright.PENANAc7zHyTZF91
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「孫正直,做唔到一個合格嘅神,你做神『不合格』,係唔緊要。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAXWbLua7uhM
714Please respect copyright.PENANAZr4cYUkF7S
「最重要係,唔可以做一個不合格嘅人。」祂再說。714Please respect copyright.PENANAsqOTMs0byP
714Please respect copyright.PENANA6QBPLVPcx9
聽完,我便低頭,準備打開練習簿。714Please respect copyright.PENANAhwj40qPUYM
714Please respect copyright.PENANAZhTFYJOfNA
「你諗住坐係岩石度?」祂問。714Please respect copyright.PENANAdGkHXHVAIh
714Please respect copyright.PENANAftkAQeBFbZ
「唔通又企一日咩?好攰。」我說,正在翻開,「同埋我都唔係諗住坐。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAZRo9z0mWyW
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身體傾後,躺了下來。714Please respect copyright.PENANAzJjljqAbQT
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「係諗住攤。」714Please respect copyright.PENANA0J91nhJBui
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翻到新一頁,意識隨即被牽扯。714Please respect copyright.PENANAM3wclFxSS9
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神明丁站在一旁,默默地守候著我,目光在看著我。714Please respect copyright.PENANAn80LuJGByG
714Please respect copyright.PENANA0cO2kL7MK5
在朝陽的照射下,我把練習簿放在臉上,寫意洋洋地蓋住了眼。714Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2I2tvCoea
714Please respect copyright.PENANAzo9TvPsV9v
露出鼻尖和微笑。714Please respect copyright.PENANAyXrnXBt8PI
714Please respect copyright.PENANAfAu9n9rbNu
像個學生時期喜歡偷懶的孫正直。714Please respect copyright.PENANA2D5SNYvDCz
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24 / 餵雞的哲思
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