這算什麼?644Please respect copyright.PENANAA8G2iN5HGh
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突然之間出現,說要給我一個測試,突然之間說完就完。644Please respect copyright.PENANAPhE9yYzvli
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說什麼,我為傾姐哭了一回,她以後就會改變。644Please respect copyright.PENANAvzSACSprK3
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說什麼人最厲害的地方在於改變態度,什麼事都能夠做到。644Please respect copyright.PENANADriQde2p3k
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說什麼脫離不了人的思維,說什麼不如開創自己的人生。644Please respect copyright.PENANAQFdXIhrowN
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神明丁在看著我,手中仍然拿著練習簿。644Please respect copyright.PENANAIPwH455X2N
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我伸手接過練習簿,慢慢站了起來。644Please respect copyright.PENANAIRvhah6mcX
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走去岩石旁邊,拾起厚皮的孤島日記,裡面仍然夾著葉片。644Please respect copyright.PENANA9urinwtG4k
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然後便準備下山了。644Please respect copyright.PENANAZmob5c6zgT
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「其實我想聽朝先畀本簿你……」神明丁說。644Please respect copyright.PENANArzqUGZDOxv
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「你想去邊?」祂再問,一直注視著我。644Please respect copyright.PENANAUt4eS9IXar
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我嘴巴兩動,「餵雞。」644Please respect copyright.PENANArM99A86A5R
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一步一步離去,不久消失在祂的眼前。644Please respect copyright.PENANAESnatsFTfp
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到了山腰,我撥開茂密的樹枝葉,走到空曠的樹底。644Please respect copyright.PENANAtkDl95tQu8
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樹幹旁邊綑了一個雞籠。644Please respect copyright.PENANAFQj3yxNsTD
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雞籠是我用很長時間,以枯枝、樹滕和氣根織成的。644Please respect copyright.PENANAcp5rHkbJap
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裡面住了三隻山雞。牠們都是雌雞,一年有幾個月會生蛋,其餘時間白養。644Please respect copyright.PENANA0DTs414TTR
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養雌雞的好處是,不會晨啼,不會在陽光出來的時候,「額咯咯咯……」644Please respect copyright.PENANAQuv9o28qeg
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不會告訴我,又一天了。644Please respect copyright.PENANAIPzZGTjqI1
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在沒有光的晚上,雞會發雞盲,什麼都看不見。644Please respect copyright.PENANADhWHbk2JyI
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我總是在這個時候,偷雞蛋吃。644Please respect copyright.PENANA5qqP97Y09r
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現在就是沒有光的時候,但也沒有雞蛋吃。644Please respect copyright.PENANAAnC4iYqHFH
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我摘了一個水果,咬了一口,又咬了幾口。644Please respect copyright.PENANArgRzFW2n9i
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靠著樹幹坐下,我打開神的練習簿,從第一頁開始看起。644Please respect copyright.PENANAhZp5kAgKAb
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「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」644Please respect copyright.PENANAOis50tQdUE
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摸著書頁,仍然覺得紙張的質感很特別,像是摸著人的心靈。644Please respect copyright.PENANAIgHeaCfygG
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但此刻的觸感,跟最初摸的時候不同了。644Please respect copyright.PENANAqfyrXpItUV
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怎麼說呢?644Please respect copyright.PENANA81ZKqD33oc
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本來是偏冷感的,現在多了一份溫暖,有冷中帶暖的感覺。644Please respect copyright.PENANABy3bKYblku
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「陸傾兒。」我撫摸著。644Please respect copyright.PENANAqHLNp85055
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翻開下頁,記錄著我的所思所想。我像個新的人一樣,無知又懷舊地上學。理性又感性地救人。644Please respect copyright.PENANAbYfkoLiwEX
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那天剛好也是我的生日,完完全全是慶祝我的新生啊。644Please respect copyright.PENANAbIUdHnPb8T
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「新生……」我繼續看著,翻後一頁。644Please respect copyright.PENANAFQWbr8HLUB
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「咁聽住喇喎。」她看著我說,表情漸漸柔和起來。644Please respect copyright.PENANAixvo5VzMoo
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我再點頭。644Please respect copyright.PENANA5nWGF7hzJU
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「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。644Please respect copyright.PENANAKuoXJXxsTE
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一天完了,有一個記號「END」。644Please respect copyright.PENANAUI6G8w1cIy
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我馬上看第二天。644Please respect copyright.PENANAPvJcrcxja8
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中六的阿豪和阿晨還沒遭到天譴,還不知道蔣少的下場,李可兒的事情還未處理。644Please respect copyright.PENANAjT4EAZLims
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在傾姐以外,仍有很多問題未解決。644Please respect copyright.PENANAJvZYkORwdZ
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在海邊替她戴頸巾、蒙眼餵麥提莎、訴說心事……644Please respect copyright.PENANAubkgGKEYXv
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聽著她說自責的話,讓有共同體會的我,流下了淚。644Please respect copyright.PENANASVmNX38X9n
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「如果我喊一喊,就能夠令佢產生咁大嘅轉變……」644Please respect copyright.PENANAmbzjTRoX0y
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「咁我做更多嘅嘢,咪會有更大嘅轉變?」644Please respect copyright.PENANAw7xVSKrRao
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第二天「END」出現。644Please respect copyright.PENANA4F2e6i683w
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我蓋上了練習簿。644Please respect copyright.PENANABHGIrNrTuE
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雙手把練習簿抱在胸前,深深地感受心靈的重量。644Please respect copyright.PENANAyPXRRZvpsa
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如果換一個態度去面對,會變成怎樣?644Please respect copyright.PENANAxaoBrQ8bD4
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深深地嘆一口氣。既然我已經不合格了,那麼我就不需要在意什麼神的慧根,什麼神的做法,不需要在乎神的目光。我就只需要做我認為對的事,做我自己就可以了。644Please respect copyright.PENANACHaU6j3olo
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問題是,我不只有一個自己,我有孤獨且軟弱的我,也有堅強而積極的我。644Please respect copyright.PENANANGiGwEgw3S
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活在這個孤島的我,是軟弱的我。這兩天,進入練習簿中的是另一個我。644Please respect copyright.PENANA57m76rVqTG
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但無論哪一個我,都受著過去的影響。644Please respect copyright.PENANANAtmkOgVaN
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有人說,過去的經歷會影響人現在的生活。沉重的過去會成為腳上的鎖鏈鐵球,阻礙著自己前進。644Please respect copyright.PENANAskGZ9FuHC2
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我現在是不是正被過去束縛,而停滯不前?644Please respect copyright.PENANAdC5JdnuGwS
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剛剛看完練習簿,在學校裡的我總是回憶和感觸,放學後也是,看見別人在牽手也感慨一番。644Please respect copyright.PENANA7NbM3wRUyT
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只有一個時候,我變得特別不同。特別珍惜時間,沒有回想過去,腦海像是沒有過去的人一樣只享受現在。644Please respect copyright.PENANAMzEfmOvQUm
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「你都有今日。」陸傾兒陰笑,馬上得逞地說,「繼續答頭先嘅問題。」644Please respect copyright.PENANAYUA9vW0MFX
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「我揀大膽。」我逃避地說。644Please respect copyright.PENANA5xHFgOxMcS
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「吓?」她難以置信,激氣地說,「我話畀你知,我突然之間好唔開心!你揀大膽嘅話,你真係要好大膽先得。」644Please respect copyright.PENANAQotVX8b6Rx
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「嗯,我揀大膽。」我無可避免地說。644Please respect copyright.PENANAFkF9SYsjgF
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放下練習簿,放在日記旁邊。644Please respect copyright.PENANAaw0uf2px4x
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我再摘下水果,用石頭砸成幾塊,悄悄放進雞籠子裡。644Please respect copyright.PENANAuyKLL7D3bt
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然後再次坐好。644Please respect copyright.PENANAKUINOeTiP2
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「陸……傾兒。」644Please respect copyright.PENANAgVwKRwzlc0
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這一晚,在睡著之前,我一共想起了她四次。644Please respect copyright.PENANAq2DZJlOw6r
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陽光再次出現,睡醒的我看著雞籠,山雞正在喙食水果。644Please respect copyright.PENANASqx41zLKIh
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紅頭黑頸啡身綠屁股的山雞,並不是常見的家禽品種,而我已經強制養了牠們很久。644Please respect copyright.PENANAwjpecWRsNC
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一身骯髒的我,這時,有了溫暖的想法。644Please respect copyright.PENANArONanVXOyc
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不如拆掉籠子,看看牠們會不會走。644Please respect copyright.PENANAp1wXAY6trF
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牠們會不會因為這裡有膳食而留下呢?或者,會不會對籠子產生了感情呢?644Please respect copyright.PENANAgXr4uyMsvI
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於是,我伸手去拆開籠子,解開至牠們能夠出來為止。644Please respect copyright.PENANAqWEKACRh0Y
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坐在一旁的我,看到了有趣的一幕。644Please respect copyright.PENANAkNtCj8P9di
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山雞喙起果肉,馬上跳跳,再拍拍拍拍翼飛走了。644Please respect copyright.PENANAehkIQaTaMf
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第二隻也是,第三隻掉了果肉,回來喙起,也再次起飛了。644Please respect copyright.PENANAp63GWiMahX
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雖然只能飛五秒左右就墮地,但牠們沒有放棄過逃生,一直跳走跳走飛飛。644Please respect copyright.PENANAi0w5mf34Dc
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不愧是山雞,有著天生的野性,跟被人類選來圈養的雞種不同。644Please respect copyright.PENANA7FZL3fN22u
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這些山雞,從基因裡,就有著不被馴服的特徵。644Please respect copyright.PENANAMN6NkG5BeT
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所以,不會甘心一生留在籠裡。644Please respect copyright.PENANADK6D0YKILW
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只要有機會,就一定會逃出去,再次過自由自在的生活。644Please respect copyright.PENANAgjddiDEhRK
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那麼,我呢?644Please respect copyright.PENANA1C9XJfb47u
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我會選擇留在籠子裡,還是想辦法逃出去?644Please respect copyright.PENANAEPSyivp95u
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「點啊你?」神明丁問,仍在山頂上等我。644Please respect copyright.PENANAmvj3udhA45
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我來到山頂,帶回練習簿和日記。644Please respect copyright.PENANA94fJsuMWMf
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「你好似精神咗喎。」祂說,正在看著我。644Please respect copyright.PENANAV95mCpOUZE
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「係咩?」我問,走到祂的身旁,掠過祂的身旁。644Please respect copyright.PENANAJpiZMTbiPr
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屁股坐在扁平岩石上。644Please respect copyright.PENANAUyig9ecTzf
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第三次出發,我要做到什麼? 644Please respect copyright.PENANA8Xjt6ZHE99
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最後一次出發,我要過怎樣的一天? 644Please respect copyright.PENANAOJbPKvpraJ
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「神明丁,你覺得我應該點做?」我默默地問。644Please respect copyright.PENANAkdqStAIeUs
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「最好……唔好咁悶啦。」神明丁說,「太無聊嘅話,冇人會想睇。」644Please respect copyright.PENANAG4B336qcLT
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「神明丁,我好多謝你兩日前嚟到哩度。」我說,「係我想讀完本日記就自殺嘅一晚,你及時出現,令我活到今日。」644Please respect copyright.PENANAncRGzjyqM9
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「今日,雖然你話我已經唔合格。」我說,「但我一早有咗心理準備,早就同自己講,至少我賺咗沖一個熱水涼、食到魚蛋燒賣。」644Please respect copyright.PENANARMffaKgOKR
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「所以,即使我對你有好多不滿,但終歸嚟講,我都係感謝你,能夠嚟搵我嘅。」644Please respect copyright.PENANAoOD7dmTW8s
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「係……係。」神明丁聽著。644Please respect copyright.PENANANNoVMbGm9v
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「今日,」我回歸今日,「我一樣會救想救嘅人,幫要幫嘅人。無論係咪測緊試,我認為我都係要繼續做嘅。」644Please respect copyright.PENANAfSIDVIVo2m
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「嗯,嗯。」祂點著頭。644Please respect copyright.PENANAip1PPX4uTG
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「今日,我會活得比你『預知』嘅我,更加出色,更加超乎想像。」我宣言。644Please respect copyright.PENANAkeVzYO3fxO
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不然的話,就太對不起這「一天」了。644Please respect copyright.PENANAYViKdIL8v8
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我已經很多年沒有重視過一天是怎麼活,但今天,我稍微地,想試一次。644Please respect copyright.PENANALD5AYZnuHn
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不受束縛的我,到底能活成怎樣?644Please respect copyright.PENANAuccEbacyyp
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我期待著。644Please respect copyright.PENANABO7JFjSXcn
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——揚起嘴角,流下了淚。644Please respect copyright.PENANAuVFj7zZAqN
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「點啊你,準備……好未?」神明丁問。644Please respect copyright.PENANAsKCBvUcwQ2
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祂用白淨的手袖,替我抹抹。644Please respect copyright.PENANAIvsyXOPKhH
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「今日,我要毫無遺憾咁度過,就算遇到令人心碎嘅畫面,我都要好似神明辛咁,勇往直前,甚至做得比佢更好!」644Please respect copyright.PENANAhGV4EK9BiB
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「加油。」神明丁眼裡的我。644Please respect copyright.PENANA2KTebFnKZ5
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「我會睇住你。」神明丁再說,十分認真,「全程睇住,你放心啦。」644Please respect copyright.PENANArzURHLVJMU
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「好,咁我去喇。」我說。644Please respect copyright.PENANAJEBPcCMaMt
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「啊,係你去之前,我有一句話想講。」神明丁說。644Please respect copyright.PENANAnVNBY0he4x
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傾耳以待——644Please respect copyright.PENANA6bBZ89h4nW
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「孫正直,做唔到一個合格嘅神,你做神『不合格』,係唔緊要。」644Please respect copyright.PENANA6xrxQE2kue
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「最重要係,唔可以做一個不合格嘅人。」祂再說。644Please respect copyright.PENANAN3FIACn64T
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聽完,我便低頭,準備打開練習簿。644Please respect copyright.PENANA1mpOb2fNoe
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「你諗住坐係岩石度?」祂問。644Please respect copyright.PENANAbdPisdr3dQ
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「唔通又企一日咩?好攰。」我說,正在翻開,「同埋我都唔係諗住坐。」644Please respect copyright.PENANAgAoFHzj4xb
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身體傾後,躺了下來。644Please respect copyright.PENANAXs4HkHWxJB
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「係諗住攤。」644Please respect copyright.PENANAASLHhHuE4i
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翻到新一頁,意識隨即被牽扯。644Please respect copyright.PENANA3mEfBKpPXt
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神明丁站在一旁,默默地守候著我,目光在看著我。644Please respect copyright.PENANA0pAKPDVPdC
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在朝陽的照射下,我把練習簿放在臉上,寫意洋洋地蓋住了眼。644Please respect copyright.PENANAccD1bMHfcE
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露出鼻尖和微笑。644Please respect copyright.PENANAac2ytbmUTa
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像個學生時期喜歡偷懶的孫正直。644Please respect copyright.PENANAGxFDqUl5oO
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24 / 餵雞的哲思
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