這算什麼?738Please respect copyright.PENANAteUSgiYH3w
738Please respect copyright.PENANAvVUHYydi16
突然之間出現,說要給我一個測試,突然之間說完就完。738Please respect copyright.PENANABv2IpXhPxq
738Please respect copyright.PENANAZi8HV3t4j2
說什麼,我為傾姐哭了一回,她以後就會改變。738Please respect copyright.PENANA6h3eIqLDZo
738Please respect copyright.PENANA84oLycOQIb
說什麼人最厲害的地方在於改變態度,什麼事都能夠做到。738Please respect copyright.PENANACwUKr8vfOI
738Please respect copyright.PENANAOEnrf2EMD2
說什麼脫離不了人的思維,說什麼不如開創自己的人生。738Please respect copyright.PENANA2BzRi1CN5F
738Please respect copyright.PENANAiW6dB1UsYP
神明丁在看著我,手中仍然拿著練習簿。738Please respect copyright.PENANARAf3PHRdKd
738Please respect copyright.PENANALjftumvX1m
我伸手接過練習簿,慢慢站了起來。738Please respect copyright.PENANAvhTCaDGUqm
738Please respect copyright.PENANAVOtjuz0wiy
走去岩石旁邊,拾起厚皮的孤島日記,裡面仍然夾著葉片。738Please respect copyright.PENANAhUmjcDUsS4
738Please respect copyright.PENANAQ51l2h0JzL
然後便準備下山了。738Please respect copyright.PENANAEeEYqfRZtF
738Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3tWDjV3hS
「其實我想聽朝先畀本簿你……」神明丁說。738Please respect copyright.PENANAfczrn4EZpX
738Please respect copyright.PENANAjrAyHawuQQ
「你想去邊?」祂再問,一直注視著我。738Please respect copyright.PENANAvlupuavaF9
738Please respect copyright.PENANAeXzt3UTS4K
我嘴巴兩動,「餵雞。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAp80MmORp6C
738Please respect copyright.PENANAU9pJJ0uLtv
一步一步離去,不久消失在祂的眼前。738Please respect copyright.PENANAWrEzUtxWvd
738Please respect copyright.PENANA4VSAYH6RpT
到了山腰,我撥開茂密的樹枝葉,走到空曠的樹底。738Please respect copyright.PENANAFhQQIwrWpo
738Please respect copyright.PENANAmnrh76YAeA
樹幹旁邊綑了一個雞籠。738Please respect copyright.PENANA7ISlF34IAq
738Please respect copyright.PENANAeTeBWsAOjJ
雞籠是我用很長時間,以枯枝、樹滕和氣根織成的。738Please respect copyright.PENANA72SEHkCk7G
738Please respect copyright.PENANAaUn44LgwV3
裡面住了三隻山雞。牠們都是雌雞,一年有幾個月會生蛋,其餘時間白養。738Please respect copyright.PENANAjLlULjVNG6
738Please respect copyright.PENANAUbpFZmVkW0
養雌雞的好處是,不會晨啼,不會在陽光出來的時候,「額咯咯咯……」738Please respect copyright.PENANAIroHjzDtAx
738Please respect copyright.PENANAF2jZjl4OzB
不會告訴我,又一天了。738Please respect copyright.PENANA6L5fAX17ui
738Please respect copyright.PENANAKmTJjJ435q
在沒有光的晚上,雞會發雞盲,什麼都看不見。738Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1XbOCmYZe
738Please respect copyright.PENANAMCPej7bW0b
我總是在這個時候,偷雞蛋吃。738Please respect copyright.PENANAPtyMvMc4FD
738Please respect copyright.PENANAKirBKJB6QS
現在就是沒有光的時候,但也沒有雞蛋吃。738Please respect copyright.PENANAbmJUxT1C47
738Please respect copyright.PENANA5aBXlWraPE
我摘了一個水果,咬了一口,又咬了幾口。738Please respect copyright.PENANAnBZE6SGRFb
738Please respect copyright.PENANAtYCbrC1DRG
靠著樹幹坐下,我打開神的練習簿,從第一頁開始看起。738Please respect copyright.PENANA9r7MZuzy4z
738Please respect copyright.PENANANZk1prDdFh
「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAZrFrBFSGiA
738Please respect copyright.PENANAeykUtiV99K
摸著書頁,仍然覺得紙張的質感很特別,像是摸著人的心靈。738Please respect copyright.PENANAHwcEvriAXQ
738Please respect copyright.PENANAMq8OPINUaZ
但此刻的觸感,跟最初摸的時候不同了。738Please respect copyright.PENANAdQi5hoVc3T
738Please respect copyright.PENANAbPe0ODLz5G
怎麼說呢?738Please respect copyright.PENANA9oGSikHGFW
738Please respect copyright.PENANAjqnyxVPt2E
本來是偏冷感的,現在多了一份溫暖,有冷中帶暖的感覺。738Please respect copyright.PENANAC8IaBTxjAv
738Please respect copyright.PENANAieaUrsVVP3
「陸傾兒。」我撫摸著。738Please respect copyright.PENANAFDCc8QU349
738Please respect copyright.PENANAP47zRsuc9e
翻開下頁,記錄著我的所思所想。我像個新的人一樣,無知又懷舊地上學。理性又感性地救人。738Please respect copyright.PENANAAV1PwIxkaC
738Please respect copyright.PENANA2isUSiJQns
那天剛好也是我的生日,完完全全是慶祝我的新生啊。738Please respect copyright.PENANAhrQhsR5Q0g
738Please respect copyright.PENANANModw7XJ5v
「新生……」我繼續看著,翻後一頁。738Please respect copyright.PENANA5hiDCvWMFz
738Please respect copyright.PENANA8LG3yHctgZ
「咁聽住喇喎。」她看著我說,表情漸漸柔和起來。738Please respect copyright.PENANA2EvpdTACZO
738Please respect copyright.PENANA7joUndA6z3
我再點頭。738Please respect copyright.PENANAL2XJnf7Li4
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「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。738Please respect copyright.PENANASQH9wrAXz0
738Please respect copyright.PENANAklFaq2chE2
一天完了,有一個記號「END」。738Please respect copyright.PENANA7ljeuopcV6
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我馬上看第二天。738Please respect copyright.PENANAo8dNzt5EVr
738Please respect copyright.PENANAn3nVOsxL74
中六的阿豪和阿晨還沒遭到天譴,還不知道蔣少的下場,李可兒的事情還未處理。738Please respect copyright.PENANAv3FVATf0Gd
738Please respect copyright.PENANA5jZrsJjwih
在傾姐以外,仍有很多問題未解決。738Please respect copyright.PENANAPBieyzdLZz
738Please respect copyright.PENANALpGcRAXxGl
在海邊替她戴頸巾、蒙眼餵麥提莎、訴說心事……738Please respect copyright.PENANAUNEENs9G9b
738Please respect copyright.PENANA9HlCBbK8vQ
聽著她說自責的話,讓有共同體會的我,流下了淚。738Please respect copyright.PENANAj9CREPhRSU
738Please respect copyright.PENANABSbcNbaBAy
「如果我喊一喊,就能夠令佢產生咁大嘅轉變……」738Please respect copyright.PENANAg8JxUdtrx6
738Please respect copyright.PENANANinSxxImt0
「咁我做更多嘅嘢,咪會有更大嘅轉變?」738Please respect copyright.PENANAAmfU5I5oFO
738Please respect copyright.PENANARBFMP5BBT7
第二天「END」出現。738Please respect copyright.PENANArQwqHbtGD0
738Please respect copyright.PENANAsXPDa7C8wg
我蓋上了練習簿。738Please respect copyright.PENANA82imvp1wER
738Please respect copyright.PENANAmuJkIybOjA
雙手把練習簿抱在胸前,深深地感受心靈的重量。738Please respect copyright.PENANAu0Ut8Jupv7
738Please respect copyright.PENANAuc0EsYNjm5
如果換一個態度去面對,會變成怎樣?738Please respect copyright.PENANAywtamKjRuu
738Please respect copyright.PENANAy6TOrfo635
深深地嘆一口氣。既然我已經不合格了,那麼我就不需要在意什麼神的慧根,什麼神的做法,不需要在乎神的目光。我就只需要做我認為對的事,做我自己就可以了。738Please respect copyright.PENANArfNYOspeYA
738Please respect copyright.PENANAXQWg62htql
問題是,我不只有一個自己,我有孤獨且軟弱的我,也有堅強而積極的我。738Please respect copyright.PENANAy3heVPHa3t
738Please respect copyright.PENANAab8I2dVEY6
活在這個孤島的我,是軟弱的我。這兩天,進入練習簿中的是另一個我。738Please respect copyright.PENANAFml3zNZm6N
738Please respect copyright.PENANAlxdVrP7NDi
但無論哪一個我,都受著過去的影響。738Please respect copyright.PENANA5pBvJU715q
738Please respect copyright.PENANAbS1HgGgJDt
有人說,過去的經歷會影響人現在的生活。沉重的過去會成為腳上的鎖鏈鐵球,阻礙著自己前進。738Please respect copyright.PENANACLKCd3HvHl
738Please respect copyright.PENANAiXZkLuXmsH
我現在是不是正被過去束縛,而停滯不前?738Please respect copyright.PENANAEd2i9PJPTU
738Please respect copyright.PENANAJd5plrJ3Ez
剛剛看完練習簿,在學校裡的我總是回憶和感觸,放學後也是,看見別人在牽手也感慨一番。738Please respect copyright.PENANAm2KYGSxgeK
738Please respect copyright.PENANAcPF8pN7Yeo
只有一個時候,我變得特別不同。特別珍惜時間,沒有回想過去,腦海像是沒有過去的人一樣只享受現在。738Please respect copyright.PENANAzETfHSB0BN
738Please respect copyright.PENANA1JCi3KjGlh
「你都有今日。」陸傾兒陰笑,馬上得逞地說,「繼續答頭先嘅問題。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAPQTCFnIK9n
738Please respect copyright.PENANAv1dSXSy79w
「我揀大膽。」我逃避地說。738Please respect copyright.PENANA1zSQL2ni7Q
738Please respect copyright.PENANAUVaKlX0lBC
「吓?」她難以置信,激氣地說,「我話畀你知,我突然之間好唔開心!你揀大膽嘅話,你真係要好大膽先得。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAAPUD753q7n
738Please respect copyright.PENANA4Y16QjSp3t
「嗯,我揀大膽。」我無可避免地說。738Please respect copyright.PENANAfTXHe4cohi
738Please respect copyright.PENANAij3jfInYEx
放下練習簿,放在日記旁邊。738Please respect copyright.PENANAtCGKyt4uFo
738Please respect copyright.PENANAGBtuVjyNYJ
我再摘下水果,用石頭砸成幾塊,悄悄放進雞籠子裡。738Please respect copyright.PENANArv0qrNtbkR
738Please respect copyright.PENANAevKMN2hq6r
然後再次坐好。738Please respect copyright.PENANAcR4fp33me1
738Please respect copyright.PENANAJugxU5LPhQ
「陸……傾兒。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAoJEiplwp85
738Please respect copyright.PENANA2JE9vSeI1I
這一晚,在睡著之前,我一共想起了她四次。738Please respect copyright.PENANAgT0jwWYeib
738Please respect copyright.PENANA6aZ3jquHAP
陽光再次出現,睡醒的我看著雞籠,山雞正在喙食水果。738Please respect copyright.PENANAMzNaSiWtF5
738Please respect copyright.PENANA1FDsbc077k
紅頭黑頸啡身綠屁股的山雞,並不是常見的家禽品種,而我已經強制養了牠們很久。738Please respect copyright.PENANAisBEb84VZN
738Please respect copyright.PENANAI1oTegZXL5
一身骯髒的我,這時,有了溫暖的想法。738Please respect copyright.PENANATyMs4kaGQW
738Please respect copyright.PENANAKqtFrAuYYl
不如拆掉籠子,看看牠們會不會走。738Please respect copyright.PENANA9QfBMawSJw
738Please respect copyright.PENANAWc7x0wmvtu
牠們會不會因為這裡有膳食而留下呢?或者,會不會對籠子產生了感情呢?738Please respect copyright.PENANAdBOi4IRsm1
738Please respect copyright.PENANANBuXyyI6S6
於是,我伸手去拆開籠子,解開至牠們能夠出來為止。738Please respect copyright.PENANAEmr4nHfKHS
738Please respect copyright.PENANAvDf3XlbPbP
坐在一旁的我,看到了有趣的一幕。738Please respect copyright.PENANAEZJXTN6ymm
738Please respect copyright.PENANAurR6dQaddG
山雞喙起果肉,馬上跳跳,再拍拍拍拍翼飛走了。738Please respect copyright.PENANAig5Hn9o5In
738Please respect copyright.PENANARFVLqg0LXQ
第二隻也是,第三隻掉了果肉,回來喙起,也再次起飛了。738Please respect copyright.PENANArz20bXCKKo
738Please respect copyright.PENANAZLkQUoK7B6
雖然只能飛五秒左右就墮地,但牠們沒有放棄過逃生,一直跳走跳走飛飛。738Please respect copyright.PENANAi3o6clfjHQ
738Please respect copyright.PENANAI1PuU3dCKs
不愧是山雞,有著天生的野性,跟被人類選來圈養的雞種不同。738Please respect copyright.PENANAzP0LzWNJ4f
738Please respect copyright.PENANAkGWB0OxuPB
這些山雞,從基因裡,就有著不被馴服的特徵。738Please respect copyright.PENANA82ClTUOeZZ
738Please respect copyright.PENANAPcCQkPQhf8
所以,不會甘心一生留在籠裡。738Please respect copyright.PENANAVWXzGqkjXa
738Please respect copyright.PENANA1lFp5Gc26t
只要有機會,就一定會逃出去,再次過自由自在的生活。738Please respect copyright.PENANACu0z3Jcm2x
738Please respect copyright.PENANA6taWFsgyIr
那麼,我呢?738Please respect copyright.PENANASeAYjjrfG4
738Please respect copyright.PENANArFFPIs6AFa
我會選擇留在籠子裡,還是想辦法逃出去?738Please respect copyright.PENANANrxD0QWM2w
738Please respect copyright.PENANA7fQ3V8r6Vz
「點啊你?」神明丁問,仍在山頂上等我。738Please respect copyright.PENANAeNo7etHI08
738Please respect copyright.PENANAKhER2sZDYh
我來到山頂,帶回練習簿和日記。738Please respect copyright.PENANAfms3tEBfTi
738Please respect copyright.PENANAnE3AhZzxvf
「你好似精神咗喎。」祂說,正在看著我。738Please respect copyright.PENANAhx3oyUvwY7
738Please respect copyright.PENANAgt8tySZ1SR
「係咩?」我問,走到祂的身旁,掠過祂的身旁。738Please respect copyright.PENANAKCNSnjPnxF
738Please respect copyright.PENANAhrqWO5cNT0
屁股坐在扁平岩石上。738Please respect copyright.PENANAuOka4RRAFJ
738Please respect copyright.PENANACMjrvW6Nph
第三次出發,我要做到什麼? 738Please respect copyright.PENANAe4FhOPsh1E
738Please respect copyright.PENANABD5ApgLdnm
最後一次出發,我要過怎樣的一天? 738Please respect copyright.PENANAFBh9O37Ade
738Please respect copyright.PENANAyL6pyORBpp
「神明丁,你覺得我應該點做?」我默默地問。738Please respect copyright.PENANANu9z6cfx5I
738Please respect copyright.PENANAkPTSYkTStF
「最好……唔好咁悶啦。」神明丁說,「太無聊嘅話,冇人會想睇。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAR8hk3TI9b0
738Please respect copyright.PENANAvJN6wN93ke
「神明丁,我好多謝你兩日前嚟到哩度。」我說,「係我想讀完本日記就自殺嘅一晚,你及時出現,令我活到今日。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAtz6FvZUw4l
738Please respect copyright.PENANAHQDFT9H0Kc
「今日,雖然你話我已經唔合格。」我說,「但我一早有咗心理準備,早就同自己講,至少我賺咗沖一個熱水涼、食到魚蛋燒賣。」738Please respect copyright.PENANArx9eetF5ue
738Please respect copyright.PENANAdfUPBuQbFL
「所以,即使我對你有好多不滿,但終歸嚟講,我都係感謝你,能夠嚟搵我嘅。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAaj8n0cC4X7
738Please respect copyright.PENANAaEQx8vTqPQ
「係……係。」神明丁聽著。738Please respect copyright.PENANAzPWGlaT1QF
738Please respect copyright.PENANAwIY4yWjLX3
「今日,」我回歸今日,「我一樣會救想救嘅人,幫要幫嘅人。無論係咪測緊試,我認為我都係要繼續做嘅。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAiSuWTRVlNb
738Please respect copyright.PENANAwcqogjvuhl
「嗯,嗯。」祂點著頭。738Please respect copyright.PENANAJaBZZLHPk9
738Please respect copyright.PENANAAbeHHmJSLs
「今日,我會活得比你『預知』嘅我,更加出色,更加超乎想像。」我宣言。738Please respect copyright.PENANABUoLR5djiy
738Please respect copyright.PENANA0HiLPedzVL
不然的話,就太對不起這「一天」了。738Please respect copyright.PENANA1sgvvOUZpa
738Please respect copyright.PENANAbAcpqazNfB
我已經很多年沒有重視過一天是怎麼活,但今天,我稍微地,想試一次。738Please respect copyright.PENANAUrGvPq2854
738Please respect copyright.PENANAT11cwXXzYP
不受束縛的我,到底能活成怎樣?738Please respect copyright.PENANAjlwOOT6X8n
738Please respect copyright.PENANAbFDNyz9kvt
我期待著。738Please respect copyright.PENANAtbdK290s6G
738Please respect copyright.PENANAPSF9lTRJZe
——揚起嘴角,流下了淚。738Please respect copyright.PENANAXO51d0CH1K
738Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ua3J942WH
「點啊你,準備……好未?」神明丁問。738Please respect copyright.PENANA1LEuSCueTO
738Please respect copyright.PENANAUlSjGKw2xx
祂用白淨的手袖,替我抹抹。738Please respect copyright.PENANABj4pHSa2eQ
738Please respect copyright.PENANAEFC5lkUqEA
「今日,我要毫無遺憾咁度過,就算遇到令人心碎嘅畫面,我都要好似神明辛咁,勇往直前,甚至做得比佢更好!」738Please respect copyright.PENANAPSSj3ShUQ9
738Please respect copyright.PENANAZXYY05Q8Sj
「加油。」神明丁眼裡的我。738Please respect copyright.PENANAbKDm5OENXG
738Please respect copyright.PENANAYXRNf0ET7y
「我會睇住你。」神明丁再說,十分認真,「全程睇住,你放心啦。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAIggEQ4tZWx
738Please respect copyright.PENANAgel7Qifomc
「好,咁我去喇。」我說。738Please respect copyright.PENANAp2SYU9tefM
738Please respect copyright.PENANAQDaq1TMwaw
「啊,係你去之前,我有一句話想講。」神明丁說。738Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5CBGRoztg
738Please respect copyright.PENANAalZKgZXr1Y
傾耳以待——738Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5sqgA8aNA
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「孫正直,做唔到一個合格嘅神,你做神『不合格』,係唔緊要。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAp9xM7Squ2m
738Please respect copyright.PENANAlSXRAhYkiv
「最重要係,唔可以做一個不合格嘅人。」祂再說。738Please respect copyright.PENANAhZgBZQeNZB
738Please respect copyright.PENANAEVfEeEFItj
聽完,我便低頭,準備打開練習簿。738Please respect copyright.PENANAFM4sbeX449
738Please respect copyright.PENANAEqH8UY7Tl3
「你諗住坐係岩石度?」祂問。738Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7dHSFmh0t
738Please respect copyright.PENANAFvLgmI1PCt
「唔通又企一日咩?好攰。」我說,正在翻開,「同埋我都唔係諗住坐。」738Please respect copyright.PENANASh1GSpzynv
738Please respect copyright.PENANAuVLZ6L6G6B
身體傾後,躺了下來。738Please respect copyright.PENANAxj7u5yqrzR
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「係諗住攤。」738Please respect copyright.PENANAaKptdDkMNV
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翻到新一頁,意識隨即被牽扯。738Please respect copyright.PENANAddV670pikP
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