我和傾姐坐在沙發上，一同蓋在被子下。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKCCbeVGxx
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拉上被子，右手拿出麥提莎，放進口裡。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpZBvrcPRw
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「咬下——」明白了。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08Ts8LPslh
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目前，我知道了她和蔣少的關係。基本上，蔣家和家裡給予她的壓力，使她過著一個沒有自由的人生。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXjod2QeOY
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難怪，她會向神許願，祈求能夠脫離現有的生活。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz2RH8Dh9b
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脫離現有的生活？慢著，那不正是我做過的，最誇張的一件事嗎？676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOQe3RkKql
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封閉自己的內心，流落孤島，徹底地脫離原本的生活。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSBVApe6lp
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAoiM3WyIC
神是不是故意的？676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5JCb5gyzX
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竟然……安排這種測試給我。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq8nmh8YKC
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我望望時鐘，時間奇怪了。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9fSNMSdtY
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牆上時鐘還沒到達兩點，顯示著一個奇怪的時間。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMFgmFs854
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「雖然你好想幫我，但其實我唔係一個值得幫嘅女仔嚟。」傾姐訴說。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo7vbeHoVF
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj8Pp2uPBy
「點解咁講？」我問，準備再取下一粒。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9alITg8QZ
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCay6lHoQl7
「因為欺凌同學嘅人，唔止得蔣少，我都有份。」她自白。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDqNtiYoov
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5Nr2zH2CG
「唔止有份，我仲縱容陳菲菲佢地去蝦其他人。」她繼續說，「就好似之前，要逼李可兒除底褲咁。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tpnUgIUZ7
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ER6zFpTRm
「我做過嘅壞事，一啲都唔少。」她說，「如果唔係，啲人都唔會咁驚我，我都唔會有傾姐今日嘅地位。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Tc3gsIjx6
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「有一次，中六蔣少啲friend想約女仔出去玩，希望我介紹幾個畀佢地，我都介紹咗。」她黯然說，「雖然……我明知會發生咩事。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKnoP8ANkG
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv1nLMbDNG
「唔好再講喇。」我說。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKyaQgUcT5
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y5T8aLGU8
「如果你係想幫我嘅，至少，我想你知道真正嘅陸傾兒係一個咩人。」她認真地說。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghxLlYPaoq
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然後我沒有再阻止她。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fhw5AjjNn
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9kDSWbwDd
讓她一直說著自己的壞，說著自己欺負了多少人，威脅了多少人，傷害過多少人。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH6P7x9tQ9
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOhgw08x7V
聽著，我聽到了熟悉的聲音。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARlXh4REOR
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3bWGHvl4a
不是我也做過這些事，而是我也說過這些話，一些自責的話。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvIJfhasDV
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透過用言語來責罰自己，讓自己好過一點。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYXo0gtsHN
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSAZ64cOku
除此之外，在寂靜的夜裡，受著海風的吹襲，以虐待自己的方式來受罰；透過惡言惡語，破壞別人對自己的印象，讓別人討厭自己，也是懲罰自己的方式。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEassc3AD0a
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如今她正企圖破壞自己的形象，破壞她在我心中的印象。彷彿期望著我拒絕她，同時又期盼著我接受這樣的她。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnohNHTBIy
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXx6iYhAt6
聽著，聽著，聽見了哽咽。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim9fD73tXm
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrPZ1o1D5p
「Sorry。」她垂下頭，「你聽完，覺得點……仲想唔想幫我？」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwneAKk6nhL
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadJuJnPYgf
「定係……」她自我形象低落，幾乎抽泣，「你已經想即刻趕我走？」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZVniDztBI
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV1pOiS2fV
「做咩唔講嘢？」她問，終於望向我，「喂……」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvScPcodK4G
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiyPztXh0t
我也正在難過。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy18h2pp0q7
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「啜泣……」我哭了，抹抹眼睛，「Sorry.。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8LUJAasX7
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprFnp1Ltfz
「你做咩喊？」傾姐問。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNYPd1VJlp
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrmXl1Zle8
「因為我好擔心你。」我照直說。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqe4UiGd19
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkELXzg6lX
「點解？」她問。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp6Pm2US4y
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuodzN6UQyr
怕你走上跟我一樣的路。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLzeR6pwoX
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsEahZq7Hv
「我驚你太過自責，之後會做傻事。」我說。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8LiyYIQjc
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHkCRnKFbH
同是做壞事的人，同是不原諒自己的人。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUno8pE6DM
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL0nOhQl9W
但是困在孤島的人、封閉內心的人，有我一個就夠了。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ4hdT0vP4
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUeV1X4tT2
「我亦都好感動，你肯講畀我知。」我說，收住了淚。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxy7DmQb99G
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ26FDqJfE
只要說了出來，就不會鎖在心上了。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4hrVhV2bJ
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZn3t8cZqaQ
「其實我已經做緊傻事。」陸傾兒說，「我上網識男仔，或者可能……都期望緊會發生意外。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAI0CQ3eJw
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「如果我畀人非禮、姦咗，出咗醜聞，蔣少一家人可能就唔會再鍾意我，我就可以解脫……」她說，「從此唔再需要理屋企人嘅指示。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqFosWGsfT
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這是……什麼爛方法？676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZEenCVEkG
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即使要折磨自己，也不是這樣的吧！676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFRVHDEcyP
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBFOwD1oCN
在被子裡的手，握緊了拳。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7wxxjAqZi
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSIxO1LFVv
「哩個都係一個方法嚟嘅。」我漠然地說，「只係，有一個條件。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUGY4ZareY
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1fl4Ry5Ya
「咩條件？」她問。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zptR66v4R
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5fMSF9qkc
「搞你嗰個人，要係我。」我說，「除我之外嘅人，你諗都唔好諗。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1faHGnihC
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYdgmja4Wj
陸傾兒笑了，哈哈地笑了。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwwdz5ttib
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHkr6x2F31
「點解？你同其他人有咩分別？點解要係你先得？」她笑著，笑容漸漸僵硬。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8lhuR0VwX
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYiWgHdxHx
「因為其他男人搞完你，就唔會理你，而我會繼續幫你。」我說，「雖然我未必可以長期係你身邊……」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qZRbHOlvV
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsZH0d5d4S
但即使我身在遠方，我都一樣會擔心著你，為你的人生而牽掛。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQyYGVhOiw
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VZn5MWz4V
「你可以點幫我？」她問，「撇除哩個方法唔計，你有咩方法幫到我？」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzLbTlX6UA
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAhoECOarF
「我已經答咗你好多問題，你已經知道咗我好多嘢。」她繼續說。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyj5nprdXLq
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWtZu5e5v3
「孫正直，你可以點幫我？點幫陸傾兒？」她問，很想知道。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXPtsaZPuA
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLhPURnFZo
鬆開了麥提莎，我輕放在地上。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuFcHiB0Zc
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCymcgXciJC
「我唔係神，冇可能幫你解決所有問題。」我說。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPYv3R6MKe
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYIwCg1kbL
「咁你可以點幫我？」她追問。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI20u7C5nth
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiynQKWwsYc
她遇上的困境，不是耍一點小聰明就可以解決的。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUh7VbXf6a3
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXA37t3RRJ
也不是叫她離家出走、自食其力、無視家人等，就可以過上美好的生活。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm2ifzk1nk
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「我都冇咩方法可以幫你。」我說，淚水情不自禁，「但係……」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBlLPXq1j8
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEjbcLG9YI
「當你凍嘅時候，我會幫你戴一條頸巾。當你想講嘢嘅時候，我會靜靜地咁聽。當你想喊嘅時候，我可以借個膊頭畀你。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZttpc7sba
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZBo7VMAQy
「今晚嘅我，只係可以……今晚嘅我只可以……做到咁。」我抽泣地說，「對唔住。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHqa6DfAlL
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vonFD3OAL
說完，她聽完。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdkndp9EQW
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM4U6t5Ylb
「明白，我明白。」她說，「好多謝你今晚可以陪我，好多謝你，可以為我喊。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWbm69mf8f
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiZ9PkhIOf
「我成世女，都冇人為我喊過。」她誠懇地說，準備離開，「好多謝你，孫正直，我有少少感動。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcHWywBxQ3
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTkyug2WtV
等等，時間還沒到兩點，仍然是1點35分而已。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJUev9gl1G
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiChqhJnWX
「你係第一個為陸傾兒喊嘅人。」她看著我說，「你值得我，畀一個獎勵你。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoE3wZFSth
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xVA1CuW78
被子從她身上落下，露出了她的頸巾、衣服，和手上的電池。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLAoK3qo8T
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5hqdySfgB
「個鐘粒電，我係你去廁所嗰時拆咗。」她還給我，「唔好意思，因為哩個係唯一阻止時間流逝嘅方法。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLUPXiFO6e
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「但我依加要走喇。」她說，「實在太夜喇，聽朝仲要早起。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFnV6XKg37
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZG0iWwxeZ
「陸傾兒……」我說。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHV5ydUkUy
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSpJEH9iSw
「我畀你揀啦，一個獎勵，當最後一回合係我輸咗，而我揀大膽。」她睄一眼空酒瓶。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXqsQ6Rpf8
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39h6Vw58hI
「揀咩都得？」我問。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXogPNLIhxm
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisRfGOSgue
「你揀之前，我仲想講一樣嘢就係，你雪櫃根本有勁多啤酒，我搵到嘅開瓶器，就係係你雪櫃個蛋格到搵到。」她說，「但你唔想我飲，寧願呃我話冇酒。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2z2XEw5DS
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4ouvvWFyy
「哩個世界點解會有你哩啲咁嘅人？」她泛淚，卻微笑。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVofyWInqT0
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmItM6PUIOH
而我不懂回答。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28koAfVDQR
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我是知道有酒的，昨天就知道了。我也知道時鐘被拆了電池，只是不說破而已。我猜她也知道我知道，才會在默契之下，延長了時間。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnCmL0HIP9
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUYj2lIUTX
「陸傾兒，我揀……」我準備說。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2PFjQdIWp
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDrgz7AK56
「你會唔會想揀錫我一啖？」她先說，站在我的面前。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF16qMHLoLT
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxzqCokdza
我展露微笑，問，「你覺得我敢唔敢？敢唔敢揀哩樣？同傾姐錫一啖。」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6HXIuMgK2
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu72HR1iqP2
「視乎你驚唔驚死。」她說。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3EaWT7R3r
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDbHNlQkU2
「我驚死，我當然驚死。」我說，慢慢翻開被子。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBBL0bXthl
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflg0R8KaUv
「但唔係今晚。」我也選了大膽。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmLgvIpcXU
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過後——676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRUfXp72kQ
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沙發上只留下一條米黃淺啡間條頸巾。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE8uzpr8O0
676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfkPclQOYL
屁股坐下。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7uSureoYN
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還有開了一瓶啤酒的我。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQxzSzYM0h
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