我和傾姐坐在沙發上,一同蓋在被子下。741Please respect copyright.PENANAoEONCWd2b5
741Please respect copyright.PENANAOEz1WVZ1zQ
拉上被子,右手拿出麥提莎,放進口裡。741Please respect copyright.PENANAxnV5lPoU4m
741Please respect copyright.PENANAuLnT41kr0P
「咬下——」明白了。741Please respect copyright.PENANAMvFuxS9aPU
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目前,我知道了她和蔣少的關係。基本上,蔣家和家裡給予她的壓力,使她過著一個沒有自由的人生。741Please respect copyright.PENANANKGlF50wlL
741Please respect copyright.PENANAdlAmDLq7RY
難怪,她會向神許願,祈求能夠脫離現有的生活。741Please respect copyright.PENANAl9dlWZTIGU
741Please respect copyright.PENANAqtn0nZWfJt
脫離現有的生活?慢著,那不正是我做過的,最誇張的一件事嗎?741Please respect copyright.PENANA54GVtVOLP9
741Please respect copyright.PENANAr5poggU3wz
封閉自己的內心,流落孤島,徹底地脫離原本的生活。741Please respect copyright.PENANAn70j17zrVy
741Please respect copyright.PENANACmOFnVeDYN
神是不是故意的?741Please respect copyright.PENANARorTK1KBek
741Please respect copyright.PENANA0GqdGrxjj1
竟然……安排這種測試給我。741Please respect copyright.PENANAzUiskwRxC5
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我望望時鐘,時間奇怪了。741Please respect copyright.PENANAuwW7d2WWwR
741Please respect copyright.PENANAfz3eBeCFu5
牆上時鐘還沒到達兩點,顯示著一個奇怪的時間。741Please respect copyright.PENANAeTCp6uqk7p
741Please respect copyright.PENANAbVgVCIbpvj
「雖然你好想幫我,但其實我唔係一個值得幫嘅女仔嚟。」傾姐訴說。741Please respect copyright.PENANAdsSEOLZs2X
741Please respect copyright.PENANAlFzanQj49c
「點解咁講?」我問,準備再取下一粒。741Please respect copyright.PENANAw4AUt6XHE2
741Please respect copyright.PENANARY2ryAp5AI
「因為欺凌同學嘅人,唔止得蔣少,我都有份。」她自白。741Please respect copyright.PENANArnyqzf3A6L
741Please respect copyright.PENANA4N2XhHWTxR
「唔止有份,我仲縱容陳菲菲佢地去蝦其他人。」她繼續說,「就好似之前,要逼李可兒除底褲咁。」741Please respect copyright.PENANALmQ4Ya5zq4
741Please respect copyright.PENANAHeP4qvxmQQ
「我做過嘅壞事,一啲都唔少。」她說,「如果唔係,啲人都唔會咁驚我,我都唔會有傾姐今日嘅地位。」741Please respect copyright.PENANA87AZMQQKAy
741Please respect copyright.PENANACXB6ZbqxEZ
「有一次,中六蔣少啲friend想約女仔出去玩,希望我介紹幾個畀佢地,我都介紹咗。」她黯然說,「雖然……我明知會發生咩事。」741Please respect copyright.PENANACxUB0XSktK
741Please respect copyright.PENANAQh5o13WGcn
「唔好再講喇。」我說。741Please respect copyright.PENANAeJXLgZf9PS
741Please respect copyright.PENANAChtEE6RPEp
「如果你係想幫我嘅,至少,我想你知道真正嘅陸傾兒係一個咩人。」她認真地說。741Please respect copyright.PENANAnh201i7i6a
741Please respect copyright.PENANAE8UMhk2eZC
然後我沒有再阻止她。741Please respect copyright.PENANA0hBysNnt2l
741Please respect copyright.PENANAjnOM6HK52T
讓她一直說著自己的壞,說著自己欺負了多少人,威脅了多少人,傷害過多少人。741Please respect copyright.PENANABTJ3FnhQhE
741Please respect copyright.PENANA2uk1XstldM
聽著,我聽到了熟悉的聲音。741Please respect copyright.PENANAsIqPsrsib9
741Please respect copyright.PENANA2G3FvDyQVV
不是我也做過這些事,而是我也說過這些話,一些自責的話。741Please respect copyright.PENANAQCRbfycBn0
741Please respect copyright.PENANATvPyzFgWE6
透過用言語來責罰自己,讓自己好過一點。741Please respect copyright.PENANAisSIcfjnw4
741Please respect copyright.PENANAmnZwoNgi5Y
除此之外,在寂靜的夜裡,受著海風的吹襲,以虐待自己的方式來受罰;透過惡言惡語,破壞別人對自己的印象,讓別人討厭自己,也是懲罰自己的方式。741Please respect copyright.PENANAxMtDXyUEXQ
741Please respect copyright.PENANAKVEhACsz2k
如今她正企圖破壞自己的形象,破壞她在我心中的印象。彷彿期望著我拒絕她,同時又期盼著我接受這樣的她。741Please respect copyright.PENANAYdZ9cXualN
741Please respect copyright.PENANAfdiiboV7YQ
聽著,聽著,聽見了哽咽。741Please respect copyright.PENANAUEHEvDWoCO
741Please respect copyright.PENANAM9IFsxmcR4
「Sorry。」她垂下頭,「你聽完,覺得點……仲想唔想幫我?」741Please respect copyright.PENANAJFI8zaqZ1I
741Please respect copyright.PENANAPZgnbvyt8E
「定係……」她自我形象低落,幾乎抽泣,「你已經想即刻趕我走?」741Please respect copyright.PENANA57qHz49KZX
741Please respect copyright.PENANAAcOF65XSLI
「做咩唔講嘢?」她問,終於望向我,「喂……」741Please respect copyright.PENANACJUC4dU8fb
741Please respect copyright.PENANAnphbahWiM5
我也正在難過。741Please respect copyright.PENANAh9HTW3lxh5
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「啜泣……」我哭了,抹抹眼睛,「Sorry.。」741Please respect copyright.PENANADUx64Xi2hE
741Please respect copyright.PENANA5wEFwC9vvM
「你做咩喊?」傾姐問。741Please respect copyright.PENANATwNFzHukeC
741Please respect copyright.PENANA2yFzC7omNn
「因為我好擔心你。」我照直說。741Please respect copyright.PENANAGUUtZ6PB4J
741Please respect copyright.PENANA3OFhPEfaII
「點解?」她問。741Please respect copyright.PENANAwvBEr4XvmP
741Please respect copyright.PENANAFFvzpAVVE4
怕你走上跟我一樣的路。741Please respect copyright.PENANAkmNELzga94
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「我驚你太過自責,之後會做傻事。」我說。741Please respect copyright.PENANAtWHfolfsL3
741Please respect copyright.PENANAkKgnK9ngDj
同是做壞事的人,同是不原諒自己的人。741Please respect copyright.PENANAH2uL8NU54V
741Please respect copyright.PENANA0kULvT1g8F
但是困在孤島的人、封閉內心的人,有我一個就夠了。741Please respect copyright.PENANAWc80Vjh3J0
741Please respect copyright.PENANAI1mYkprdny
「我亦都好感動,你肯講畀我知。」我說,收住了淚。741Please respect copyright.PENANAamR69h1ENo
741Please respect copyright.PENANAeTF5WR7Zxx
只要說了出來,就不會鎖在心上了。741Please respect copyright.PENANA7vmqBuqmHq
741Please respect copyright.PENANAOJd4ELRmup
「其實我已經做緊傻事。」陸傾兒說,「我上網識男仔,或者可能……都期望緊會發生意外。」741Please respect copyright.PENANAbmLjo6G2VF
741Please respect copyright.PENANA8jP1Rexori
「如果我畀人非禮、姦咗,出咗醜聞,蔣少一家人可能就唔會再鍾意我,我就可以解脫……」她說,「從此唔再需要理屋企人嘅指示。」741Please respect copyright.PENANAsyyTW3vjal
741Please respect copyright.PENANAvPKAvW08wY
這是……什麼爛方法?741Please respect copyright.PENANA0bOy2BP5uQ
741Please respect copyright.PENANALijiD0ckRH
即使要折磨自己,也不是這樣的吧!741Please respect copyright.PENANA6po05YaDUD
741Please respect copyright.PENANAWS6gZh7Pgd
在被子裡的手,握緊了拳。741Please respect copyright.PENANAFMNZrpliGU
741Please respect copyright.PENANAembqFFtOq6
「哩個都係一個方法嚟嘅。」我漠然地說,「只係,有一個條件。」741Please respect copyright.PENANANk7Q1HRVWH
741Please respect copyright.PENANAC3L9SWEvkN
「咩條件?」她問。741Please respect copyright.PENANAna3Ja5N5ZZ
741Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ2Qnjag0V
「搞你嗰個人,要係我。」我說,「除我之外嘅人,你諗都唔好諗。」741Please respect copyright.PENANA9YmK9W53IJ
741Please respect copyright.PENANAJH6eMxg3Ma
陸傾兒笑了,哈哈地笑了。741Please respect copyright.PENANACwBImESiYL
741Please respect copyright.PENANAKZkWqNgZkq
「點解?你同其他人有咩分別?點解要係你先得?」她笑著,笑容漸漸僵硬。741Please respect copyright.PENANAijHsjZdn4F
741Please respect copyright.PENANA2ChPgG7kJk
「因為其他男人搞完你,就唔會理你,而我會繼續幫你。」我說,「雖然我未必可以長期係你身邊……」741Please respect copyright.PENANA4JUj3N55Gg
741Please respect copyright.PENANAdRYAGLLts6
但即使我身在遠方,我都一樣會擔心著你,為你的人生而牽掛。741Please respect copyright.PENANAFKyToYeO7P
741Please respect copyright.PENANAuqq2lNlANg
「你可以點幫我?」她問,「撇除哩個方法唔計,你有咩方法幫到我?」741Please respect copyright.PENANAaiwfHTDPx3
741Please respect copyright.PENANAkXVjTtSAb7
「我已經答咗你好多問題,你已經知道咗我好多嘢。」她繼續說。741Please respect copyright.PENANABtsYYA3o1p
741Please respect copyright.PENANAScFA8zqx9u
「孫正直,你可以點幫我?點幫陸傾兒?」她問,很想知道。741Please respect copyright.PENANA3OgnItArGZ
741Please respect copyright.PENANAHgE7r05fjs
鬆開了麥提莎,我輕放在地上。741Please respect copyright.PENANAgRP6tOmhtu
741Please respect copyright.PENANANWVMTlACUY
「我唔係神,冇可能幫你解決所有問題。」我說。741Please respect copyright.PENANAeUfVj8B9vd
741Please respect copyright.PENANAjeNJSRK6ZI
「咁你可以點幫我?」她追問。741Please respect copyright.PENANABVG2HrdZvn
741Please respect copyright.PENANAozyIDuXEhD
她遇上的困境,不是耍一點小聰明就可以解決的。741Please respect copyright.PENANAUiz43wD7oM
741Please respect copyright.PENANAXO21HAm8L9
也不是叫她離家出走、自食其力、無視家人等,就可以過上美好的生活。741Please respect copyright.PENANAHtPeXL1TJH
741Please respect copyright.PENANAoeQM7QHrcE
「我都冇咩方法可以幫你。」我說,淚水情不自禁,「但係……」741Please respect copyright.PENANAB3rEkN1dMo
741Please respect copyright.PENANAot6R2aKO2s
「當你凍嘅時候,我會幫你戴一條頸巾。當你想講嘢嘅時候,我會靜靜地咁聽。當你想喊嘅時候,我可以借個膊頭畀你。」741Please respect copyright.PENANAibTxsXXyuy
741Please respect copyright.PENANAtvuO9PMWOh
「今晚嘅我,只係可以……今晚嘅我只可以……做到咁。」我抽泣地說,「對唔住。」741Please respect copyright.PENANA8ir0ekI0aV
741Please respect copyright.PENANA4Wp0qQfEkT
說完,她聽完。741Please respect copyright.PENANAMVfYQ3Gg5h
741Please respect copyright.PENANAt85O4pXt1Y
「明白,我明白。」她說,「好多謝你今晚可以陪我,好多謝你,可以為我喊。」741Please respect copyright.PENANAMuhrsdzckD
741Please respect copyright.PENANAm1s6Vk549f
「我成世女,都冇人為我喊過。」她誠懇地說,準備離開,「好多謝你,孫正直,我有少少感動。」741Please respect copyright.PENANAF6cCIehniX
741Please respect copyright.PENANA8LbIfkSTnm
等等,時間還沒到兩點,仍然是1點35分而已。741Please respect copyright.PENANABKsfa6zlp5
741Please respect copyright.PENANA8VvvTniX1K
「你係第一個為陸傾兒喊嘅人。」她看著我說,「你值得我,畀一個獎勵你。」741Please respect copyright.PENANAu5L18vUm2Z
741Please respect copyright.PENANAQUqzTn69rn
被子從她身上落下,露出了她的頸巾、衣服,和手上的電池。741Please respect copyright.PENANAjfrRGRbh6b
741Please respect copyright.PENANAuI4hUnjRcU
「個鐘粒電,我係你去廁所嗰時拆咗。」她還給我,「唔好意思,因為哩個係唯一阻止時間流逝嘅方法。」741Please respect copyright.PENANAY7H59FeEcR
741Please respect copyright.PENANAVxD9rc2p8Y
「但我依加要走喇。」她說,「實在太夜喇,聽朝仲要早起。」741Please respect copyright.PENANAfPSRej9pjY
741Please respect copyright.PENANATxs98sdTx1
「陸傾兒……」我說。741Please respect copyright.PENANADa84YqY3k7
741Please respect copyright.PENANA1VQZN0cXiG
「我畀你揀啦,一個獎勵,當最後一回合係我輸咗,而我揀大膽。」她睄一眼空酒瓶。741Please respect copyright.PENANAhPizENJyvJ
741Please respect copyright.PENANAU4ewpxFH68
「揀咩都得?」我問。741Please respect copyright.PENANAZrQsJdedNz
741Please respect copyright.PENANAbF6QQMIy97
「你揀之前,我仲想講一樣嘢就係,你雪櫃根本有勁多啤酒,我搵到嘅開瓶器,就係係你雪櫃個蛋格到搵到。」她說,「但你唔想我飲,寧願呃我話冇酒。」741Please respect copyright.PENANAhZMfc1eX3y
741Please respect copyright.PENANAzTbFHZC8Az
「哩個世界點解會有你哩啲咁嘅人?」她泛淚,卻微笑。741Please respect copyright.PENANAczVZFVa9MK
741Please respect copyright.PENANAPdb5LSU4tc
而我不懂回答。741Please respect copyright.PENANAlyuWTRh4k8
741Please respect copyright.PENANAGDcSBKyy9x
我是知道有酒的,昨天就知道了。我也知道時鐘被拆了電池,只是不說破而已。我猜她也知道我知道,才會在默契之下,延長了時間。741Please respect copyright.PENANAVBLHEqei6U
741Please respect copyright.PENANAyorb1R967Q
「陸傾兒,我揀……」我準備說。741Please respect copyright.PENANAAXmCMvCgmU
741Please respect copyright.PENANAC4coClVCYQ
「你會唔會想揀錫我一啖?」她先說,站在我的面前。741Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2V6ylOGCn
741Please respect copyright.PENANANXWEQPsAd1
我展露微笑,問,「你覺得我敢唔敢?敢唔敢揀哩樣?同傾姐錫一啖。」741Please respect copyright.PENANAe9PuKnQXx3
741Please respect copyright.PENANA4UNuhTak6M
「視乎你驚唔驚死。」她說。741Please respect copyright.PENANAsOu76EOiwL
741Please respect copyright.PENANAHfSfZdykg2
「我驚死,我當然驚死。」我說,慢慢翻開被子。741Please respect copyright.PENANAlMFhkj16FQ
741Please respect copyright.PENANAtwuCp46Qpy
「但唔係今晚。」我也選了大膽。741Please respect copyright.PENANApsyuMXm6gg
741Please respect copyright.PENANA18QI1PQPyP
過後——741Please respect copyright.PENANA3TgBZ1tDmB
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沙發上只留下一條米黃淺啡間條頸巾。741Please respect copyright.PENANApLoVbOcvCf
741Please respect copyright.PENANA3j1njdbgcT
屁股坐下。741Please respect copyright.PENANA0lxLJtMOPp
741Please respect copyright.PENANA4qAVtuFJ4k
還有開了一瓶啤酒的我。741Please respect copyright.PENANAux3n33VWJR
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