孤獨的島住了一個人 - 00 / 我在山上拿著一本日記

在星空下，我在山上拿著一本日記。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9vqwnHgl2
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「看完這本日記，就去死吧。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡel9E2PybFZ
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流落到這座孤島，已經五年了，在沒有人影的山林裡存活，一直活到今天，也差不多了吧。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcYgaTMbvJ
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也夠了吧。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v76Hca2FB
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明明沒有什麼野外求生技能，為什麼能在這種地方存活這麼久？我猜想，那是因為這是死神的服務地區外。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7hELf7VL9
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由於一直沒有死神來接我，所以不管我多麼虛弱，精神多麼不振，也遲遲沒有斷氣。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlTR1R1goR
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也是呢，如果我真的死了，死神會很困擾吧，要特意來到這麼偏僻的地方，就為了接我一個。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm3RcMcxLP
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「會不會……就算我死了，也沒有死神過來呢？」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvepkXmAJc
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臨風山上，瞇眼看著海邊。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bnzdHugxP
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海邊沖著白浪，沖在沙灘上。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq2yd4652P
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「那麼，我會化為孤魂野鬼，一直存留在島上嗎？」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsh8kqS27e
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我苦笑了。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdoAvovXKe
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到時候，我一定能夠飛走，或者飄飄然地浮到空中，乘著雲朵轉往下一個地方。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5U2IOw79V
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屁股坐到岩石上，我打開厚皮的日記。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7I1wt0pIv
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這本筆記簿從流落到孤島起，就一直陪伴著我，寫下了無數的心裡話。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT9IPZHylS
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事實上，我並不是每日都寫，有些日子根本沒做過什麼事，就沒寫進去了。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylRzalY6zP
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有些日子，寫的也不是當天的事，例如我想起了一個人，就把那一段往事寫進去，生怕以後會忘記。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35gbTyuXzQ
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沒辦法，人的記憶實在太不可靠。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5gO6z3fY1
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回憶什麼的，會隨時間而消逝、美化，日子久了、經歷多了，回想起來的版本也會不同。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K887iWCOY
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如今只剩下一頁，就好像我的生命只剩下一天。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cbSFl1Igb
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這一天該怎麼活？該寫下什麼？我決定了，就是好好地把它讀一遍。然後鄭鄭重重地寫下感想，替自己的人生劃上句號。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjkTvJgvZ9
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再來，就是把它放好，留給下一個流落這個島上的人。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0fUdouMD4
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風吹來，呼翻呼翻了幾頁。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkJDtQlWTr
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哦？那就從這頁開始讀起吧。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIaxwPKNwn

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--------- 孤島日記第26天 ---------1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6CqTWxvib
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心情：差到想自爆1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTFcDdgxR4
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在這個繁華紛擾的世界裡，每日都有很多車、很多人走過，有些會走進你的生命，陪你走一段路，最後才離開你。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCxaOyuHSi
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有些只會與你擦肩而過。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QI7LG1Gx0
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我不希望彼此的關係變差，但是，人無法和所有人都維持良好關係。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOLKyRSfR8
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有時候，我很羡慕一些八面玲瓏的人，能夠獲得很多的愛護和關懷。雖然很羡慕，羡慕得很，但是我無法成為那樣的人。這是無論如何也做不到的事。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS5jAYPC1i
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既然如此，我就只有做自己。一天，我有了一個奇妙的想法：1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDbBSgs6jk
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「不如放逐自己，流浪什麼都好。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaulSYMFIYH
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嘗試過一個人的生活，走一個人的旅程。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGC4Bk1A9V
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只是，我萬萬沒想到……1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SAtpSpHVz
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有一天我竟然流落孤島。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OBGmaNF6O
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如果，這個世界有神……1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJSviJ6pHP
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請你聽我的禱告，我希望可以1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1zWhIALLt
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「光芒芒芒——」突然強光，照白了雲層，打斷了我的閱讀。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAylu4UVNmK
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神聖的光輝，慢慢浮落，炫目地從半空中落下。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAQPru0xkg
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白光體落在我的前方，光茫漸漸甩散。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5beLHGxVM
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我眨一眨眼，看著眼前正在現形的光體。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtWgzPFGzx
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眼裡竟露出釋懷。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDawDortNJ7
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看來，神來迎接我了。沒想到，我竟然有上天堂的資格。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8wJc44H2G
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「你就係孫正直？」一把男人的聲音問，衪手裡拿著幾本書，身穿白淨的衣服。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFsQb3cc4R
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五年來，我即將第一次開口交談。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWt1X3NOq4
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手拾起葉片，作為書籤夾進去，祥和地合上日記。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq3OHWnFnS
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「我係孫正直。」我回答。 1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvOqKqmXlo
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「你好，我係神。」衪有點不好意思，「我叫神明丁。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp418hWqIVl
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「係神明甲、乙、丙、丁、戊、己、庚、辛，合共八大神之中，排名第四，即係丁。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36leJtBgHJ
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接著，祂轉身，展示白衫背面的黑色「丁」徽紋。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WW1gegkGQ
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「你係嚟接我走？」我渴望地問，站了起來。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkSb5FjufL
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站起的一剎那，我才察覺不敬，我怎可能跟神同等地站著呢？一身骯髒的我應該跪下……對，應該跪下才對！1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF97wfKRIvL
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還沒跪下——1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFvSBYr8on
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「接……你走？」神明丁感到困惑，從褲袋裡找東西，找不著，最後從書本裡翻出一張清單。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn10ZIWFrtz
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「唔係。」祂核對後說。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlD5iLopII
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「正確嚟講，搵你嘅原因，係因為八大神出現空缺，要尋找適合嘅人去填補。」神明丁說。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe0UC2iIrE
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「出現……空缺？」我不了解。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TDnwFI03x
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「出現空缺嘅係——第八位嘅『神明辛』。」神明丁沉重起來，「最近佢係一場神魔之戰，壯烈戰死。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TcHjybsrR
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「實不相暪，神同魔鬼大戰咗好多年，導致神嘅人手嚴重不足。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZJp1ou69g
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「如果唔係魔鬼作惡，成日要派神明去應付嘅話，我地八大神一齊指導世人，一定有效率好多。」神明丁說，「唔似得依加咁，世人向神許一個願，要排四至五年隊先輪到佢。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox0WIOzidA
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「苦況，一言難盡。」祂嘆息。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtJeBJiSkj
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「咁點解要揀我？」我問，「明明哩個世界有咁多人。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXUrcciegS
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莫非，我不單止可以上天堂，還可以當上神明？1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Up7LaZA9m
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「唔好心急，我嚟搵你唔代表你有資格。」神明丁嚴格地說，「今日我只係嚟畀你去做一個測試，去判斷你有冇神嘅『慧根』。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsOI8gRkZM
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「只有通過測試、擁有慧根嘅人，先可以進入下一步嘅遴選。」祂說。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwbENXHhDd
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「咩叫下一步嘅遴選？」我問。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrXrqcJWbm
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「我地現存嘅七位神明，都有權提名一個人，去填補第八位嘅空缺。」神明丁說。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGeNJGdc4g
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「所以……即使我得到你嘅推薦，都仲要嬴埋其他六個人先可以做神？」我突然問。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilibn1MFXx
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「對手未必有咁多。」神明丁皺眉地說，「因為要搵到合適嘅人嚟推薦，係一啲都唔容易。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m1iS9FKvn
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「孫正直，你可以話係萬中無一嘅人。」祂亮眼看我。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxZ0xO50uv
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「我？」我受寵若驚。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn94eAgfIz
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「係哩個世界上，No No No，應該係話，唔止哩個世界，就算係咁多個平行世界之中，都冇一個及得上我眼前嘅、流落孤島五年嘅你。」神明丁鄭重地說。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggX3KiQDh3
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聽著，我已經不懂反應。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZWEaHtF19
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是因為我人生特別多災多難？看透世事的程度，已經到達神的境界？1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcP7bUTD6M
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還是……1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaFeqkeIlO
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「因為我最孤獨？係咁多個平行世界之中，最孤獨嘅一個？」我祈求答案。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbrVsc2Y0d
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如果是因為這個原因，我便可以理解，因為孤獨的人能夠對其他感到孤單的人產生同理心。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fePhziEhS
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「首先，平行世界冇你想像中咁多，好多都已經滅亡咗。」神明丁糾正。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThVGvOopcW
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「不過，我確實觀察過其他平行世界嘅你，確實認為你係當中最特別嘅一個。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r1mI11LtJ
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我仍然，等待著答案。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVAJvSuAp3
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「最得閒嘅一個。」祂淺笑。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uW2z9XPhJ
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聽到這個答案，我莫名地起了火，好像被人愚弄了一樣。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesduT2IbR2
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但是我很快就平靜下來。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgmtRnGmJO
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「其他平行世界嘅我，過得好嗎？」我忍不住問。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdlLUjWXi2
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「佢地都唔得閒理我。」神明丁說，「唔係返工做到隻狗咁，就係夜夜笙歌，晚晚飲飽食醉。有啲就拍拖拍到痴咗線，人唔似人。有一個做緊單親爸爸，一腳踢搵錢同湊仔。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOQiwqAY40
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「所以，只有我一個得閒理你。」我淡然地說。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxqbqfxK7P
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「但點解……其他世界嘅我都咁慘嘅？」我想知。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL876Mw2VFF
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「唔係全部嘅，都有啲有好嘅結果。」神明丁平靜地說，「只係，佢地未必適合做哩個測試啫。」1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXR52ZNsSL
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「如果你係擔心嘅，他日你做到神明之後，咪去關照一下佢地囉。」祂笑說。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqGrf9K7G2
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聽完，我知道已經別無選擇。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXCsDekOgK
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現在我唯一可以做的就是參與這個神的測試。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvrXnbpYle
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「好，你講啦，到底要點測試？」我下定決心。1676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDt99NeE3s
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