我頭也不回,隻身一人離開了學校。494Please respect copyright.PENANAVXeYe25HxR
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看著手機的路線地圖,我朝著差館,以最短的路徑前去。494Please respect copyright.PENANA970O3JhOv8
494Please respect copyright.PENANABbZ9W9Fs1g
背著書包的我,已沒有學生的負擔,不像以前要背負學業壓力。494Please respect copyright.PENANAH5K5KAbuCj
494Please respect copyright.PENANAS33HoSwc6b
奈何,心頭一樣沉重。494Please respect copyright.PENANAt2mKAf42F7
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走進了屋邨商場。494Please respect copyright.PENANAfSw6Oxm0rr
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剛放學的學生一堆一堆的,站在不同的商店前。494Please respect copyright.PENANAqBCi21o5Jr
494Please respect copyright.PENANAzhr6qA6uPF
其中有一對小情侶,靦腆地牽著手,溫馨地走著。494Please respect copyright.PENANAdyk4fMuWkc
494Please respect copyright.PENANA9SGCNdbjLB
看到有人牽手,我的步伐漸漸緩慢。494Please respect copyright.PENANAkYcAcHmwnh
494Please respect copyright.PENANAY9cShgIHuc
我不是第一次背著書包追出去找人。494Please respect copyright.PENANAPuaVHkQ4H0
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曾經,就讀中五的孫正直,為了替最喜歡的陸同學慶祝生日,安排了一整天的行程,還準備了生日禮物。這一切,也是作為告白的鋪墊。494Please respect copyright.PENANAdVzpUCLRLF
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只是某一天,發生了一件事,讓我放棄了全盤計劃。494Please respect copyright.PENANAUjVo119VwZ
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那天我假裝有事,要先行離開,放學不打籃球了。為的,就是想約陸同學在她生日那天去慶祝。我知道她離開不久,只要努力一點追上去,就可以遇上她。494Please respect copyright.PENANATKP0g4YRT4
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果然,我真的看到她了。看到的,卻也是心碎一幕。494Please respect copyright.PENANA5iTHCwG569
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陸同學背著書包,被另一名男同學牽著手。494Please respect copyright.PENANAXr3YU4CtTr
494Please respect copyright.PENANAcfzF2w4tM3
兩人有講有笑,露出不時互看的側面。494Please respect copyright.PENANAwbiOQs5Apx
494Please respect copyright.PENANAHICbUztV4m
我站在她和他的身後,抖大了眼——494Please respect copyright.PENANAAiLdvJ6765
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她明明沒有男朋友的,她是這樣說的。494Please respect copyright.PENANAUnCRX582sF
494Please respect copyright.PENANArYQboW4e8l
當下,我聽到心碎的聲音,精神受到重創。494Please respect copyright.PENANAf4Z3HKEJLB
494Please respect copyright.PENANAG3VdcMexFP
腳步還是能動。494Please respect copyright.PENANA6Cu38tCerc
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即使整個生命失去了動能,但腳步還是不死心一步一步地跟著。494Please respect copyright.PENANAd4wjdJSGuK
494Please respect copyright.PENANA6XoSplJjZG
直至十五分鐘後,兩人走進某間食肆,準備吃個漫長的下午茶……494Please respect copyright.PENANAVtiDsWXrMp
494Please respect copyright.PENANA1l4kNjbAy8
腳步才轉向離去。494Please respect copyright.PENANAbYKlzH5NXP
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眼睛早就紅了,只是不知道什麼時候落淚。494Please respect copyright.PENANA00mQTzBPr7
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然而我似乎不需要等太久,轉身離開沒有五步,淚就兩行流下了。494Please respect copyright.PENANAq0zxXBGZbX
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途人都在看著我,而我已不在乎任何人的目光。過往我很在意自己在陸同學前的表現,儘管沒有什麼好表現,但至少我有在意,也努力建立自己的好形象。494Please respect copyright.PENANARMfMaICR6T
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但是已經不再重要。494Please respect copyright.PENANAJsZzIdZYk0
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她騙了我。494Please respect copyright.PENANA8DJjOiCC7b
494Please respect copyright.PENANA4nxVyZUOyO
她是騙子,這是我唯一的解讀。494Please respect copyright.PENANAVRiWlPjyJT
494Please respect copyright.PENANAes39J691Vp
第二天,我判若兩人地回到學校。第三天,我判若三人。一段時間幾乎沒有與人交談之後,又過了兩星期,我開始跟另一位女生拍拖。494Please respect copyright.PENANAVrBaIWm5Yn
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她是一個很會照顧我心情的、早就對我有好感的人。這意味著什麼?意味著我隨時可以跟她開始,發展成出雙入對的情侶。494Please respect copyright.PENANArXZLgmrkPW
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有人說,走出上一段感情的方法,是投入到下一段感情當中。494Please respect copyright.PENANACmCnaj626s
494Please respect copyright.PENANA5N3PNj311B
我照做了,即使我對她沒什麼感覺。494Please respect copyright.PENANARl6ByyIYoQ
494Please respect copyright.PENANAOHpPvdMJEe
我照做了,學生情侶會做的事。494Please respect copyright.PENANA2T4kYqAvUd
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但我錯了。494Please respect copyright.PENANAvahffPNzIq
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錯到作孽太重,錯到我想把自己打落地獄。494Please respect copyright.PENANA9YRu5pd5Ge
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我辜負了她,成為了人渣。494Please respect copyright.PENANAHx2B2ERkUr
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眼下——494Please respect copyright.PENANAtCzdZZs1IW
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那對牽手的小情侶已經離開。我是時候再次上路。494Please respect copyright.PENANA7DVyRcFU6y
494Please respect copyright.PENANAHbxi0loy40
陸傾兒,我會在差館看到你跟蔣少一起出來嗎?蔣少如果只是協助調查,應該不需要留很久的。494Please respect copyright.PENANASWUqbSkZ9s
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但是,我會想看到這一幕嗎?看到你們一雙一對地出來,一雙一對地上車離去。494Please respect copyright.PENANAcW5qaETDOo
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我能夠再承受一次嗎?494Please respect copyright.PENANAr86ojpgA3i
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可以的,因為我已經不是當年的孫正直,而你也不是當日的陸同學。494Please respect copyright.PENANA4v3678PXsO
494Please respect copyright.PENANAUIeQpijr5X
我們的關係,明明也不是那種關係。494Please respect copyright.PENANA5v2AWMx7sC
494Please respect copyright.PENANAySbhGR19KM
「哧——」我苦笑,笑自己的胡思亂想。494Please respect copyright.PENANAGfcOrrIhZD
494Please respect copyright.PENANAx2Qqf0Mv7F
孫正直,你真是一個大笨蛋。494Please respect copyright.PENANAEcMIArRhC8
494Please respect copyright.PENANApIvBFjbs5Y
我後來才知道,當日跟陸同學牽手的人,根本不是她的男朋友。他只是一個比我更主動的追求者而已,而陸同學只是不懂得拒絕、不好意思把手縮回,才讓他牽一會兒。494Please respect copyright.PENANAZcQLrp2Rqv
494Please respect copyright.PENANAUTBuqwK85V
是的,我喜歡的陸同學就是一個這麼善良、不懂拒絕的人。494Please respect copyright.PENANASQ5pAECCrP
494Please respect copyright.PENANAA5BZkalNiD
有人說,得不到的愛情才深刻,得不到的愛人才難忘。494Please respect copyright.PENANAI3sDe0rLdX
494Please respect copyright.PENANAEBXoUv4qt6
我永遠都得不到她,所以她永遠難忘。當日的這件事,成為了我人生中,一個極大的遺憾。494Please respect copyright.PENANAc31DW6vbqe
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還好,還算有一點安慰的是,至少有一個平行世界的我,在當日沒有放棄,做到了我想做但沒能做到的事。494Please respect copyright.PENANAioGNqideOw
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神明辛,假如你有什麼遺願,需要一個孫正直去完成……494Please respect copyright.PENANAcHgJnY5bCA
494Please respect copyright.PENANA8GU5LPVUJP
我樂意代勞的。494Please respect copyright.PENANAKwAHk3wbY4
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到了差館外面,剛好有一輛的士駛離。494Please respect copyright.PENANAx3LS2XJwHD
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我馬上看看後座的乘客——494Please respect copyright.PENANAzArx8JlaeS
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不是陸傾兒和蔣少。494Please respect copyright.PENANAupq31TOCFI
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我竟然鬆一口氣。真矛盾,到底我是想找到她,還是不想找到她?494Please respect copyright.PENANAqAO6fE3rWO
494Please respect copyright.PENANAGK46Iypili
坐在附近的長椅,我開始無了期的等待,留意每位進出的人。494Please respect copyright.PENANAJH5kL1llJL
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在下午等待至日落——494Please respect copyright.PENANAK36djUzKYB
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這段時間,我的回憶也未曾中止。494Please respect copyright.PENANAf4lOrvTFIa
494Please respect copyright.PENANAN6f3h64P9H
在放學的操場上,阿傑無論如何都投不進球,阿進也大失水準。494Please respect copyright.PENANAQQbRSe460m
494Please respect copyright.PENANA17dA2Oc9Xb
「算啦,唔打喇。」阿傑發脾氣,「我唔想同哩啲咁嘅人打波!」494Please respect copyright.PENANAVkZb25iED0
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他馬上收拾水樽,收起學生毛衣,背起書包。494Please respect copyright.PENANAt63bUI4eAJ
494Please respect copyright.PENANAE0zVibJdEM
「阿傑!」阿進叫他,又看我一眼,最後追著阿傑離去。494Please respect copyright.PENANAS3q6ITRFXY
494Please respect copyright.PENANAiv9DArG1Ts
操場上剩下籃球、籃球架、我、愈來愈拖長的影子。494Please respect copyright.PENANAciATuE2f01
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我拾起籃球,拍一下,拍兩下,起手跳投。494Please respect copyright.PENANA5AvGc6fgE7
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「嘭——」也是不進。494Please respect copyright.PENANAtl53OtXPBr
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抬頭仰望,是黃昏的天空。494Please respect copyright.PENANALppv9bvexu
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漸漸出現晚霞。494Please respect copyright.PENANAW8DBafNSBO
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回去吧。494Please respect copyright.PENANAaw7CCM3ZrH
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在差館附近的長椅,坐了兩個小時,我肚子餓了。494Please respect copyright.PENANAxxiUlkZmZN
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我猜,蔣少不是一早走了,就是根本不在這間差館。494Please respect copyright.PENANAs2s6j9S6MX
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沒有收獲,只好先行回去。494Please respect copyright.PENANA2CxNr7ZNrB
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背著書包,累然站起——494Please respect copyright.PENANANHMFtNZGEx
494Please respect copyright.PENANA0vDjGjoxsb
手機屏幕顯示,「此路線步行時間:40分鐘。」494Please respect copyright.PENANAH0appbyj2e
494Please respect copyright.PENANAcPXoaWDt66
這時再有一輛的士駛過,我留心觀察裡面有沒有人。494Please respect copyright.PENANARaE4shvDhV
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最後,舉起手。494Please respect copyright.PENANAy4wa1uIrfF
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「的士,唔該。」我喊,開門上了車。494Please respect copyright.PENANARBXO6u9yoA
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* * *494Please respect copyright.PENANApvM82Q57hk
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乘的士直達御龍庭,我想先吃晚飯才回住所。494Please respect copyright.PENANAtNYQNpPjGW
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萬一又像昨天,食肆都關了,就麻煩了。494Please respect copyright.PENANAd462ixmjjB
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進入一間光亮的連鎖式茶餐廳。494Please respect copyright.PENANAOUPUmHQRFE
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今晚特別想喝老火湯,這裡剛好有一人份的湯餐。494Please respect copyright.PENANAOkzhQwc31z
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便點了一盅湯,配白飯。494Please respect copyright.PENANAmmKYi4oyyw
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對於單身漢、沒有家人的我來說,這是重溫家庭溫暖的做法。494Please respect copyright.PENANAyLPpglCSp8
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小時候,媽媽會煲湯,我都嫌熱、嫌麻煩而不想喝。然後,媽媽就會要我用湯撈飯,像吃湯飯一樣順便把湯喝掉。494Please respect copyright.PENANAkWCvHabYHy
494Please respect copyright.PENANAIgTrHpprQx
我從來都不重視飲食,進食只是為了解決飢餓引起的難受。或者只是喝酒、咖啡前,需要替胃部打底而吃。494Please respect copyright.PENANAxpSBt0Frov
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但自某一天起,我發現湯很好喝,而且很難得才可以喝一碗,喝進肚子會有一種感動和溫暖。494Please respect copyright.PENANAXwUxT9IOFE
494Please respect copyright.PENANAqxjNfapUbt
我開始珍惜了,每次喝靚湯的機會。494Please respect copyright.PENANA1pXWopSzx1
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這個「某一天」,跟其他「某一天」一樣,都是五年以前的日子。494Please respect copyright.PENANAU5Im4Fco1N
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在流落孤島的日子裡,我常常想起過往,並把回憶寫進日記。因為實際上也沒有別的事可以做,唯有整理一下過去。494Please respect copyright.PENANAOzWL16m0pY
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偶爾會後悔難過,偶爾會慶幸自己流落孤島。494Please respect copyright.PENANASGxJhttZLr
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流落孤島並非全是壞事,因為我再也不需要與人相處,再也不會傷害人,心靈也不會受到傷害。494Please respect copyright.PENANAfk927oNyyF
494Please respect copyright.PENANA5H2kOWjffj
流落孤島頭幾天,我已經這樣想了。所以我從來沒有打算造一隻木筏冒險離去。494Please respect copyright.PENANAKQLUi9VQNB
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頂多就是留意海面有沒有船駛過,如果有就可能會盡情呼救,但從來沒有見過。494Please respect copyright.PENANA4HIax17sog
494Please respect copyright.PENANA37qQZvbX2N
「一盅湯、白飯。」服務生粗粗放下。494Please respect copyright.PENANA3hqdf8FfLb
494Please respect copyright.PENANArFQhKtRG09
雖然熱,要吹吹,但好味道,我好享受用湯撈飯來吃。494Please respect copyright.PENANAjoub49F5tb
494Please respect copyright.PENANAvIkEQc87ux
這兩天的校園生活,我吃了不少好東西,包括魚蛋燒賣。那種感覺是,原來隔了五年,即使是普通的食物,味道也會變好。494Please respect copyright.PENANA0jAhR3kVsy
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那麼,人呢?隔了多年沒見的人,如果我們再次重逢,我們會……494Please respect copyright.PENANA5SH0VQUjuk
494Please respect copyright.PENANAGyGjv4vRaR
——放大瞳孔。494Please respect copyright.PENANARF2oHmYx2U
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如果我現在,去找她和他們。找陸同學、阿傑和阿進。494Please respect copyright.PENANA8T2sS012Fw
494Please respect copyright.PENANAtkCfZOmt3Q
手機就在我的褲袋。494Please respect copyright.PENANAxCcgqNjzWl
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有可能嗎?雖然我仍然記得他們的電話號碼。494Please respect copyright.PENANA2xtzsn6Uln
494Please respect copyright.PENANA5LP8zEcTg0
陸同學的電話號碼,以前每次撥出都考驗我的勇氣,我都會先想一想話題,以免她覺得悶,又或者怕沒有話題會很快掛線。494Please respect copyright.PENANAZF8ItN4Yly
494Please respect copyright.PENANAEzCUROLTju
阿傑和阿進的電話號碼,我們會打電話約打籃球,或者網吧,更會催促遲到的人。494Please respect copyright.PENANAxwaOj4NtQU
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在當時的年代,記住常用的號碼是很普遍的,但現在應該沒有人會記住了吧。494Please respect copyright.PENANAXECmcIGpYj
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那麼,打嗎?494Please respect copyright.PENANAp0ML7H8m2S
494Please respect copyright.PENANA3Hz4B46FFU
打不通也沒有損失,打通了對方不認得我,我至少也能聽聽對方的聲音。494Please respect copyright.PENANAej1kAHBaMs
494Please respect copyright.PENANAnYi1wPTsns
還有家人的電話,我應該聯絡他們嗎?494Please respect copyright.PENANAcGtMK0JCsl
494Please respect copyright.PENANAXX9GVu8q2z
定或是,在這個有神明辛的世界裡,他們記憶裡的孫正直並不是我?494Please respect copyright.PENANAaWfsCmQMG6
494Please respect copyright.PENANATc3PGsD7Fx
我一直猶疑,直至把湯飯吃完。494Please respect copyright.PENANAAAdGX95CKV
494Please respect copyright.PENANAOD0zQJemcU
對了,這可能是某個平行世界,又可能只是個虛構的測試世界。494Please respect copyright.PENANAsP90dVGSih
494Please respect copyright.PENANA91fuNp638P
幾度拿出手機的我——494Please respect copyright.PENANARWPeIPR3Tw
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算吧。494Please respect copyright.PENANAc4Wajcd2ng
494Please respect copyright.PENANANdKOw3UxTu
把手機放回褲袋。494Please respect copyright.PENANAR1EVnqxvUw
494Please respect copyright.PENANAeEBMFg4Y4r
「仲愛唔愛?」服務生問,想收碗。494Please respect copyright.PENANAkOnRNgoZOk
494Please respect copyright.PENANAaXI6Vau3ZO
「唔愛喇,唔該。」我說。494Please respect copyright.PENANASUZqqOtAfC
494Please respect copyright.PENANAiQopUyR94Z
最後把擦過嘴的紙巾也放了上去。494Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2a0BiMeE2
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