我頭也不回,隻身一人離開了學校。679Please respect copyright.PENANAsxYiba9gqw
679Please respect copyright.PENANAPQzeHTQrq3
看著手機的路線地圖,我朝著差館,以最短的路徑前去。679Please respect copyright.PENANAuZwmlgXqw9
679Please respect copyright.PENANA64M2cRw9oC
背著書包的我,已沒有學生的負擔,不像以前要背負學業壓力。679Please respect copyright.PENANA6nD0xC9Zah
679Please respect copyright.PENANAaaZvA26exy
奈何,心頭一樣沉重。679Please respect copyright.PENANA4j1c3Ie2MB
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走進了屋邨商場。679Please respect copyright.PENANAxv72f9KYmI
679Please respect copyright.PENANAHi2fzbQCD2
剛放學的學生一堆一堆的,站在不同的商店前。679Please respect copyright.PENANAzbyPbLZLdV
679Please respect copyright.PENANAx8KgZ0vrAq
其中有一對小情侶,靦腆地牽著手,溫馨地走著。679Please respect copyright.PENANAp5SpJxWkdb
679Please respect copyright.PENANA1cOhmERuW9
看到有人牽手,我的步伐漸漸緩慢。679Please respect copyright.PENANACgPJbTrWln
679Please respect copyright.PENANADEqnfH5YeZ
我不是第一次背著書包追出去找人。679Please respect copyright.PENANAqKNFO1h7aY
679Please respect copyright.PENANAxYNPA5OVPl
曾經,就讀中五的孫正直,為了替最喜歡的陸同學慶祝生日,安排了一整天的行程,還準備了生日禮物。這一切,也是作為告白的鋪墊。679Please respect copyright.PENANAVoSLdHjMKF
679Please respect copyright.PENANA2bsYxEMyqB
只是某一天,發生了一件事,讓我放棄了全盤計劃。679Please respect copyright.PENANAIFY4wlRnHS
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那天我假裝有事,要先行離開,放學不打籃球了。為的,就是想約陸同學在她生日那天去慶祝。我知道她離開不久,只要努力一點追上去,就可以遇上她。679Please respect copyright.PENANAPN6kqaGqkn
679Please respect copyright.PENANAbwyLlRO9N4
果然,我真的看到她了。看到的,卻也是心碎一幕。679Please respect copyright.PENANAugMZuIVdQD
679Please respect copyright.PENANA9I0xoAIDg1
陸同學背著書包,被另一名男同學牽著手。679Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZtBg27X7R
679Please respect copyright.PENANAcvw8kbelml
兩人有講有笑,露出不時互看的側面。679Please respect copyright.PENANAwrHGmuCdN3
679Please respect copyright.PENANA85bHQs01Bh
我站在她和他的身後,抖大了眼——679Please respect copyright.PENANAdBQmMeGmXt
679Please respect copyright.PENANAsaJFHdB4dg
她明明沒有男朋友的,她是這樣說的。679Please respect copyright.PENANAlNQgGn24JZ
679Please respect copyright.PENANAdBU2dgSARJ
當下,我聽到心碎的聲音,精神受到重創。679Please respect copyright.PENANAfsD0OrFzLa
679Please respect copyright.PENANA4vqzvlylSv
腳步還是能動。679Please respect copyright.PENANAdiYB1mryAI
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即使整個生命失去了動能,但腳步還是不死心一步一步地跟著。679Please respect copyright.PENANAsN1Dp3aqqR
679Please respect copyright.PENANAF4rHULzumt
直至十五分鐘後,兩人走進某間食肆,準備吃個漫長的下午茶……679Please respect copyright.PENANAEMlW9zBN2g
679Please respect copyright.PENANAVKIIfQYxqX
腳步才轉向離去。679Please respect copyright.PENANAdXv3hKDWqA
679Please respect copyright.PENANA8tC1S2uPie
眼睛早就紅了,只是不知道什麼時候落淚。679Please respect copyright.PENANAZmilppR0XE
679Please respect copyright.PENANAQEC7nFEBVf
然而我似乎不需要等太久,轉身離開沒有五步,淚就兩行流下了。679Please respect copyright.PENANAB1R7VEBVWn
679Please respect copyright.PENANADzNv5LRVNG
途人都在看著我,而我已不在乎任何人的目光。過往我很在意自己在陸同學前的表現,儘管沒有什麼好表現,但至少我有在意,也努力建立自己的好形象。679Please respect copyright.PENANAoeJ9AXYBUs
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但是已經不再重要。679Please respect copyright.PENANApTdZTc3gAo
679Please respect copyright.PENANAyZ8Uul9BLO
她騙了我。679Please respect copyright.PENANABDM4My2KyU
679Please respect copyright.PENANA0ygcYRQNYD
她是騙子,這是我唯一的解讀。679Please respect copyright.PENANAIBgX5v85RZ
679Please respect copyright.PENANAcXpuW2h5EQ
第二天,我判若兩人地回到學校。第三天,我判若三人。一段時間幾乎沒有與人交談之後,又過了兩星期,我開始跟另一位女生拍拖。679Please respect copyright.PENANAfWSF88dEso
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她是一個很會照顧我心情的、早就對我有好感的人。這意味著什麼?意味著我隨時可以跟她開始,發展成出雙入對的情侶。679Please respect copyright.PENANAyPw1Vrn5Pc
679Please respect copyright.PENANAbwMcCU83E6
有人說,走出上一段感情的方法,是投入到下一段感情當中。679Please respect copyright.PENANA84xUn4pG5b
679Please respect copyright.PENANAtYtkQaMUJA
我照做了,即使我對她沒什麼感覺。679Please respect copyright.PENANAxshro6iXFG
679Please respect copyright.PENANArBQVTaXHdH
我照做了,學生情侶會做的事。679Please respect copyright.PENANAhgAP2zzoKr
679Please respect copyright.PENANATROkz6LKwD
但我錯了。679Please respect copyright.PENANAhwAlVYMpqP
679Please respect copyright.PENANAfoH7VTMB3D
錯到作孽太重,錯到我想把自己打落地獄。679Please respect copyright.PENANA49E5PGwe7W
679Please respect copyright.PENANAITOh3qkYRe
我辜負了她,成為了人渣。679Please respect copyright.PENANAv1cNWywt3l
679Please respect copyright.PENANAogyRBJjZot
眼下——679Please respect copyright.PENANA082NADGwav
679Please respect copyright.PENANAbXRSwRDIqG
那對牽手的小情侶已經離開。我是時候再次上路。679Please respect copyright.PENANAnhI5auimT5
679Please respect copyright.PENANAEn1ZBxTM2h
陸傾兒,我會在差館看到你跟蔣少一起出來嗎?蔣少如果只是協助調查,應該不需要留很久的。679Please respect copyright.PENANAjkRy6jDKYE
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但是,我會想看到這一幕嗎?看到你們一雙一對地出來,一雙一對地上車離去。679Please respect copyright.PENANAUJoDlA6scY
679Please respect copyright.PENANAXIYzolLbCK
我能夠再承受一次嗎?679Please respect copyright.PENANAEn1ZyZjTGW
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可以的,因為我已經不是當年的孫正直,而你也不是當日的陸同學。679Please respect copyright.PENANAnCvoi1pveR
679Please respect copyright.PENANAk3RtwNbzkq
我們的關係,明明也不是那種關係。679Please respect copyright.PENANAALgAQUFfCE
679Please respect copyright.PENANAKHxFaRjMUY
「哧——」我苦笑,笑自己的胡思亂想。679Please respect copyright.PENANAD3uMBMvfcz
679Please respect copyright.PENANADIghMqPhAj
孫正直,你真是一個大笨蛋。679Please respect copyright.PENANA7ACY0t4bCf
679Please respect copyright.PENANAWPnf7guEpx
我後來才知道,當日跟陸同學牽手的人,根本不是她的男朋友。他只是一個比我更主動的追求者而已,而陸同學只是不懂得拒絕、不好意思把手縮回,才讓他牽一會兒。679Please respect copyright.PENANAiNeunUGQsc
679Please respect copyright.PENANA9wSG77a6Ia
是的,我喜歡的陸同學就是一個這麼善良、不懂拒絕的人。679Please respect copyright.PENANAOQkKyBpeL9
679Please respect copyright.PENANAVfJIV68eb6
有人說,得不到的愛情才深刻,得不到的愛人才難忘。679Please respect copyright.PENANATIicr6J2j1
679Please respect copyright.PENANAmPEnrGokVc
我永遠都得不到她,所以她永遠難忘。當日的這件事,成為了我人生中,一個極大的遺憾。679Please respect copyright.PENANAlaem9ly3mg
679Please respect copyright.PENANAQkkEHTiCNR
還好,還算有一點安慰的是,至少有一個平行世界的我,在當日沒有放棄,做到了我想做但沒能做到的事。679Please respect copyright.PENANANSKp2Lpoo7
679Please respect copyright.PENANAQRHOUkwHWD
神明辛,假如你有什麼遺願,需要一個孫正直去完成……679Please respect copyright.PENANAAInVMlcmAh
679Please respect copyright.PENANApI9cgbe26R
我樂意代勞的。679Please respect copyright.PENANAjrJijOCIH2
679Please respect copyright.PENANAb3mANZH2Rm
到了差館外面,剛好有一輛的士駛離。679Please respect copyright.PENANAqC2CCerFvt
679Please respect copyright.PENANAuwbrYJJF5u
我馬上看看後座的乘客——679Please respect copyright.PENANAxvIaGlDRgW
679Please respect copyright.PENANA91BnujI6Jh
不是陸傾兒和蔣少。679Please respect copyright.PENANAbUm3Zc9y0x
679Please respect copyright.PENANACFpjLp2dbU
我竟然鬆一口氣。真矛盾,到底我是想找到她,還是不想找到她?679Please respect copyright.PENANAgh6HR5aSKj
679Please respect copyright.PENANABG9JwUN4Xv
坐在附近的長椅,我開始無了期的等待,留意每位進出的人。679Please respect copyright.PENANAUaRcqD7Wqz
679Please respect copyright.PENANAQMnOcdwLa7
在下午等待至日落——679Please respect copyright.PENANAhDqOiqptD6
679Please respect copyright.PENANAE6niQL1hPY
這段時間,我的回憶也未曾中止。679Please respect copyright.PENANA8c3emhuWdb
679Please respect copyright.PENANA6mpVZwJPSo
在放學的操場上,阿傑無論如何都投不進球,阿進也大失水準。679Please respect copyright.PENANAliauYqSouZ
679Please respect copyright.PENANAL98kg6IqBc
「算啦,唔打喇。」阿傑發脾氣,「我唔想同哩啲咁嘅人打波!」679Please respect copyright.PENANA3HhFCoCNNe
679Please respect copyright.PENANAuNEpsqwcmU
他馬上收拾水樽,收起學生毛衣,背起書包。679Please respect copyright.PENANAA4p2J5o9ef
679Please respect copyright.PENANArhxo2xBzjK
「阿傑!」阿進叫他,又看我一眼,最後追著阿傑離去。679Please respect copyright.PENANAN1P66v4uQe
679Please respect copyright.PENANAIO28E33T5m
操場上剩下籃球、籃球架、我、愈來愈拖長的影子。679Please respect copyright.PENANAIMmoMK0NU9
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我拾起籃球,拍一下,拍兩下,起手跳投。679Please respect copyright.PENANA9lcWxXQIe8
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「嘭——」也是不進。679Please respect copyright.PENANAQxOZgmBofP
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抬頭仰望,是黃昏的天空。679Please respect copyright.PENANAAIp27uXNMA
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漸漸出現晚霞。679Please respect copyright.PENANAK0MJVqRsnA
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回去吧。679Please respect copyright.PENANA5vUX6olObO
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在差館附近的長椅,坐了兩個小時,我肚子餓了。679Please respect copyright.PENANAhFp98iIBIx
679Please respect copyright.PENANAg45gyaOcMX
我猜,蔣少不是一早走了,就是根本不在這間差館。679Please respect copyright.PENANAxyTZGuaGJc
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沒有收獲,只好先行回去。679Please respect copyright.PENANAyQYl69zLYk
679Please respect copyright.PENANANrYWqmKv9T
背著書包,累然站起——679Please respect copyright.PENANAcBfMZWR71k
679Please respect copyright.PENANAhjugZ7xLdR
手機屏幕顯示,「此路線步行時間:40分鐘。」679Please respect copyright.PENANAPkydy1JZCF
679Please respect copyright.PENANASEjf2HNrjO
這時再有一輛的士駛過,我留心觀察裡面有沒有人。679Please respect copyright.PENANAf0ZGMuMsHm
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最後,舉起手。679Please respect copyright.PENANAc6UA4icdLj
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「的士,唔該。」我喊,開門上了車。679Please respect copyright.PENANAc5ZAwQSMam
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* * *679Please respect copyright.PENANAP9rFHGBR5R
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乘的士直達御龍庭,我想先吃晚飯才回住所。679Please respect copyright.PENANAxzCV8PnUIK
679Please respect copyright.PENANATTir2lpGET
萬一又像昨天,食肆都關了,就麻煩了。679Please respect copyright.PENANAWD2dMxP4Gj
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進入一間光亮的連鎖式茶餐廳。679Please respect copyright.PENANAD1MSctBp4N
679Please respect copyright.PENANASbsbmTHFs3
今晚特別想喝老火湯,這裡剛好有一人份的湯餐。679Please respect copyright.PENANAxHF0RtRJkF
679Please respect copyright.PENANA7iNFTzRrJi
便點了一盅湯,配白飯。679Please respect copyright.PENANApIGVRkXXvd
679Please respect copyright.PENANAp73JpZRdWc
對於單身漢、沒有家人的我來說,這是重溫家庭溫暖的做法。679Please respect copyright.PENANAqG0jn4zn1S
679Please respect copyright.PENANAZi3jopTuq8
小時候,媽媽會煲湯,我都嫌熱、嫌麻煩而不想喝。然後,媽媽就會要我用湯撈飯,像吃湯飯一樣順便把湯喝掉。679Please respect copyright.PENANAXBtxQyFLpQ
679Please respect copyright.PENANAkgzm9rcIaS
我從來都不重視飲食,進食只是為了解決飢餓引起的難受。或者只是喝酒、咖啡前,需要替胃部打底而吃。679Please respect copyright.PENANA7I2sTAZ6Ui
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但自某一天起,我發現湯很好喝,而且很難得才可以喝一碗,喝進肚子會有一種感動和溫暖。679Please respect copyright.PENANAdV6FasaKYG
679Please respect copyright.PENANA3gW9vJIMfE
我開始珍惜了,每次喝靚湯的機會。679Please respect copyright.PENANAzCcVGduPb8
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這個「某一天」,跟其他「某一天」一樣,都是五年以前的日子。679Please respect copyright.PENANA5mJY3he0u6
679Please respect copyright.PENANAVGYJLtyf38
在流落孤島的日子裡,我常常想起過往,並把回憶寫進日記。因為實際上也沒有別的事可以做,唯有整理一下過去。679Please respect copyright.PENANAYQmjU9OwfT
679Please respect copyright.PENANAcvnUtPaONi
偶爾會後悔難過,偶爾會慶幸自己流落孤島。679Please respect copyright.PENANAJJMSBiqpfL
679Please respect copyright.PENANACmgqJXk12U
流落孤島並非全是壞事,因為我再也不需要與人相處,再也不會傷害人,心靈也不會受到傷害。679Please respect copyright.PENANA61D1TH9FuN
679Please respect copyright.PENANAYWvZaXKZgA
流落孤島頭幾天,我已經這樣想了。所以我從來沒有打算造一隻木筏冒險離去。679Please respect copyright.PENANAvKQL5GdDi5
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頂多就是留意海面有沒有船駛過,如果有就可能會盡情呼救,但從來沒有見過。679Please respect copyright.PENANAnp0Je3KEx4
679Please respect copyright.PENANAkhWWW6ZW2z
「一盅湯、白飯。」服務生粗粗放下。679Please respect copyright.PENANAdJdEby8rYQ
679Please respect copyright.PENANAcSsRvgGjt5
雖然熱,要吹吹,但好味道,我好享受用湯撈飯來吃。679Please respect copyright.PENANAHc6yuGpO9Q
679Please respect copyright.PENANAb0KHP5t3cT
這兩天的校園生活,我吃了不少好東西,包括魚蛋燒賣。那種感覺是,原來隔了五年,即使是普通的食物,味道也會變好。679Please respect copyright.PENANAd19ZXhouNz
679Please respect copyright.PENANA2O6d2bc63N
那麼,人呢?隔了多年沒見的人,如果我們再次重逢,我們會……679Please respect copyright.PENANAi8x7DnabTv
679Please respect copyright.PENANAljegX2QRgs
——放大瞳孔。679Please respect copyright.PENANANwKKkkQZuZ
679Please respect copyright.PENANArjnlyNyBFK
如果我現在,去找她和他們。找陸同學、阿傑和阿進。679Please respect copyright.PENANAQugO4Zx7Pd
679Please respect copyright.PENANA2vhgdPllyS
手機就在我的褲袋。679Please respect copyright.PENANAAUCLRkcsGG
679Please respect copyright.PENANA4ppELZDkk2
有可能嗎?雖然我仍然記得他們的電話號碼。679Please respect copyright.PENANASM5YS5EaUo
679Please respect copyright.PENANA9mTaXnAq0d
陸同學的電話號碼,以前每次撥出都考驗我的勇氣,我都會先想一想話題,以免她覺得悶,又或者怕沒有話題會很快掛線。679Please respect copyright.PENANAiCF8siE7vv
679Please respect copyright.PENANAp9eFtWWAKg
阿傑和阿進的電話號碼,我們會打電話約打籃球,或者網吧,更會催促遲到的人。679Please respect copyright.PENANATJCCIcCOoK
679Please respect copyright.PENANAG257xU5aPm
在當時的年代,記住常用的號碼是很普遍的,但現在應該沒有人會記住了吧。679Please respect copyright.PENANAWRtUnB9Twv
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那麼,打嗎?679Please respect copyright.PENANAuIIgLnT7zx
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打不通也沒有損失,打通了對方不認得我,我至少也能聽聽對方的聲音。679Please respect copyright.PENANAIbvutvE1V1
679Please respect copyright.PENANAplwJfmDoO2
還有家人的電話,我應該聯絡他們嗎?679Please respect copyright.PENANAB82arzA7A3
679Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7VvKpdvsj
定或是,在這個有神明辛的世界裡,他們記憶裡的孫正直並不是我?679Please respect copyright.PENANALPa9QB9Ztu
679Please respect copyright.PENANAalkPW2nGkt
我一直猶疑,直至把湯飯吃完。679Please respect copyright.PENANAlf1L74NtRd
679Please respect copyright.PENANAhbzMYmkr7s
對了,這可能是某個平行世界,又可能只是個虛構的測試世界。679Please respect copyright.PENANAe3CRYCdYAI
679Please respect copyright.PENANACaejUsQ3RW
幾度拿出手機的我——679Please respect copyright.PENANA9zfnVseOYl
679Please respect copyright.PENANASLxJR2O9xT
算吧。679Please respect copyright.PENANA0447RbCloo
679Please respect copyright.PENANAcqsDzfXVdB
把手機放回褲袋。679Please respect copyright.PENANAVywrt6tTBE
679Please respect copyright.PENANAOXwLijSXDF
「仲愛唔愛?」服務生問,想收碗。679Please respect copyright.PENANAljhkxB0xw6
679Please respect copyright.PENANAp6Gs1mgry4
「唔愛喇,唔該。」我說。679Please respect copyright.PENANAgLtI3bV4le
679Please respect copyright.PENANAi1Dh3Nr6XZ
最後把擦過嘴的紙巾也放了上去。679Please respect copyright.PENANA0DQBnYRPwN
679Please respect copyright.PENANAHh7BjnstgF
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