我頭也不回,隻身一人離開了學校。771Please respect copyright.PENANADY40KQQLTa
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看著手機的路線地圖,我朝著差館,以最短的路徑前去。771Please respect copyright.PENANA5h1vlHbEza
771Please respect copyright.PENANA1ijN2nmoi5
背著書包的我,已沒有學生的負擔,不像以前要背負學業壓力。771Please respect copyright.PENANAXa6b7o4s3S
771Please respect copyright.PENANAKhAkMSe3nc
奈何,心頭一樣沉重。771Please respect copyright.PENANAmONm1KxdIE
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走進了屋邨商場。771Please respect copyright.PENANAYITS3CZkwO
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剛放學的學生一堆一堆的,站在不同的商店前。771Please respect copyright.PENANAmsDyBKxm0W
771Please respect copyright.PENANA0OwKzhZ6xk
其中有一對小情侶,靦腆地牽著手,溫馨地走著。771Please respect copyright.PENANAch6scziCEG
771Please respect copyright.PENANArWPgw9HYSs
看到有人牽手,我的步伐漸漸緩慢。771Please respect copyright.PENANAFbpOQpsqQu
771Please respect copyright.PENANA4zpFhXPpu1
我不是第一次背著書包追出去找人。771Please respect copyright.PENANAJTnag8p3zY
771Please respect copyright.PENANAPgSAQAzOvj
曾經,就讀中五的孫正直,為了替最喜歡的陸同學慶祝生日,安排了一整天的行程,還準備了生日禮物。這一切,也是作為告白的鋪墊。771Please respect copyright.PENANAcrKi2eygui
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只是某一天,發生了一件事,讓我放棄了全盤計劃。771Please respect copyright.PENANAbVjFl1Nrs8
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那天我假裝有事,要先行離開,放學不打籃球了。為的,就是想約陸同學在她生日那天去慶祝。我知道她離開不久,只要努力一點追上去,就可以遇上她。771Please respect copyright.PENANAPtpxvcbjZL
771Please respect copyright.PENANA1uqv0ixYFX
果然,我真的看到她了。看到的,卻也是心碎一幕。771Please respect copyright.PENANALtzJ9J09JF
771Please respect copyright.PENANARxcwFfJlxq
陸同學背著書包,被另一名男同學牽著手。771Please respect copyright.PENANABcnpUE9XZv
771Please respect copyright.PENANA8Xo2uB1jqN
兩人有講有笑,露出不時互看的側面。771Please respect copyright.PENANAbOhnQdbUW0
771Please respect copyright.PENANAiU7P5HzlCu
我站在她和他的身後,抖大了眼——771Please respect copyright.PENANAX7z4ne4813
771Please respect copyright.PENANAB8QCUXBgEH
她明明沒有男朋友的,她是這樣說的。771Please respect copyright.PENANACn3i8Hyf4r
771Please respect copyright.PENANArsVfuhbGWH
當下,我聽到心碎的聲音,精神受到重創。771Please respect copyright.PENANAM0BZEbHtmi
771Please respect copyright.PENANAkKLqG28cdX
腳步還是能動。771Please respect copyright.PENANAT7JxMIgK1j
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即使整個生命失去了動能,但腳步還是不死心一步一步地跟著。771Please respect copyright.PENANAf9Iaqs9soR
771Please respect copyright.PENANAeM48vKBzEz
直至十五分鐘後,兩人走進某間食肆,準備吃個漫長的下午茶……771Please respect copyright.PENANAnwISgyC2jP
771Please respect copyright.PENANAQGdAES5iHQ
腳步才轉向離去。771Please respect copyright.PENANAwXyugqSTi1
771Please respect copyright.PENANAAVfWq4oa1u
眼睛早就紅了,只是不知道什麼時候落淚。771Please respect copyright.PENANAiYGe7WhTIL
771Please respect copyright.PENANAAUOjHMzYFu
然而我似乎不需要等太久,轉身離開沒有五步,淚就兩行流下了。771Please respect copyright.PENANAvZCZhoLFij
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途人都在看著我,而我已不在乎任何人的目光。過往我很在意自己在陸同學前的表現,儘管沒有什麼好表現,但至少我有在意,也努力建立自己的好形象。771Please respect copyright.PENANApTWZdPJLm3
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但是已經不再重要。771Please respect copyright.PENANAlbLKmBUXvd
771Please respect copyright.PENANAlx1qZLmjTA
她騙了我。771Please respect copyright.PENANAEbERKbxyp9
771Please respect copyright.PENANAcfh2YH6k9H
她是騙子,這是我唯一的解讀。771Please respect copyright.PENANAbJj3lcg9Ze
771Please respect copyright.PENANA1wwvCroptp
第二天,我判若兩人地回到學校。第三天,我判若三人。一段時間幾乎沒有與人交談之後,又過了兩星期,我開始跟另一位女生拍拖。771Please respect copyright.PENANAkrD4NHdrpf
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她是一個很會照顧我心情的、早就對我有好感的人。這意味著什麼?意味著我隨時可以跟她開始,發展成出雙入對的情侶。771Please respect copyright.PENANAoG4hKHq8uI
771Please respect copyright.PENANAdUEZjQpAAL
有人說,走出上一段感情的方法,是投入到下一段感情當中。771Please respect copyright.PENANAMcxWgfOyw6
771Please respect copyright.PENANAsjGf2cPH3S
我照做了,即使我對她沒什麼感覺。771Please respect copyright.PENANAHHcVR6mRDX
771Please respect copyright.PENANAbdiG4OzQ5x
我照做了,學生情侶會做的事。771Please respect copyright.PENANAfayBt4hsbd
771Please respect copyright.PENANA3x745G2mSA
但我錯了。771Please respect copyright.PENANA2dbQNlrgy4
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錯到作孽太重,錯到我想把自己打落地獄。771Please respect copyright.PENANAAX3LONlBRP
771Please respect copyright.PENANAdnfzbGxLgO
我辜負了她,成為了人渣。771Please respect copyright.PENANAxllEhKCGa6
771Please respect copyright.PENANA1onAXMo6aY
眼下——771Please respect copyright.PENANAcoeab4pcGJ
771Please respect copyright.PENANATbKwyu3FHm
那對牽手的小情侶已經離開。我是時候再次上路。771Please respect copyright.PENANA23RTlt6pjL
771Please respect copyright.PENANACm5bHMvKF7
陸傾兒,我會在差館看到你跟蔣少一起出來嗎?蔣少如果只是協助調查,應該不需要留很久的。771Please respect copyright.PENANAiBds9FAqjk
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但是,我會想看到這一幕嗎?看到你們一雙一對地出來,一雙一對地上車離去。771Please respect copyright.PENANA0JCA8cfgOd
771Please respect copyright.PENANACQMWDYGzSd
我能夠再承受一次嗎?771Please respect copyright.PENANAa5wH9sWyTp
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可以的,因為我已經不是當年的孫正直,而你也不是當日的陸同學。771Please respect copyright.PENANAjWQhg6eAn7
771Please respect copyright.PENANA7KabmEa5zm
我們的關係,明明也不是那種關係。771Please respect copyright.PENANAthmCl7dSF4
771Please respect copyright.PENANA2FJEiK57qp
「哧——」我苦笑,笑自己的胡思亂想。771Please respect copyright.PENANA7GxgqfhvLZ
771Please respect copyright.PENANATiv7HtepVc
孫正直,你真是一個大笨蛋。771Please respect copyright.PENANAkvff1HgcBE
771Please respect copyright.PENANAgsNROwydcn
我後來才知道,當日跟陸同學牽手的人,根本不是她的男朋友。他只是一個比我更主動的追求者而已,而陸同學只是不懂得拒絕、不好意思把手縮回,才讓他牽一會兒。771Please respect copyright.PENANAS26JrldK9z
771Please respect copyright.PENANAVrL0YuF0QR
是的,我喜歡的陸同學就是一個這麼善良、不懂拒絕的人。771Please respect copyright.PENANAH1n41O8F1P
771Please respect copyright.PENANADPmqJ8PX6R
有人說,得不到的愛情才深刻,得不到的愛人才難忘。771Please respect copyright.PENANAYQz2C47w6K
771Please respect copyright.PENANAnKE0TPkhHK
我永遠都得不到她,所以她永遠難忘。當日的這件事,成為了我人生中,一個極大的遺憾。771Please respect copyright.PENANAN5czavF9CQ
771Please respect copyright.PENANAUY8zjdEj6X
還好,還算有一點安慰的是,至少有一個平行世界的我,在當日沒有放棄,做到了我想做但沒能做到的事。771Please respect copyright.PENANAlORrX0V2h6
771Please respect copyright.PENANAq7E4CqMBht
神明辛,假如你有什麼遺願,需要一個孫正直去完成……771Please respect copyright.PENANAMQEOVEBPf3
771Please respect copyright.PENANAktPC9XliWF
我樂意代勞的。771Please respect copyright.PENANATeJhU93wP8
771Please respect copyright.PENANA06EVDA2iSq
到了差館外面,剛好有一輛的士駛離。771Please respect copyright.PENANAq7o4aclHo0
771Please respect copyright.PENANAZvCIIH5yWX
我馬上看看後座的乘客——771Please respect copyright.PENANAwwPPTpMaBD
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不是陸傾兒和蔣少。771Please respect copyright.PENANAN5Up3218b9
771Please respect copyright.PENANAt9sQj2OZtN
我竟然鬆一口氣。真矛盾,到底我是想找到她,還是不想找到她?771Please respect copyright.PENANAmjMHF3UyTZ
771Please respect copyright.PENANAWlwEiUPTEx
坐在附近的長椅,我開始無了期的等待,留意每位進出的人。771Please respect copyright.PENANAWRF24USo1r
771Please respect copyright.PENANAqJAvs2qBBE
在下午等待至日落——771Please respect copyright.PENANA0zfrs6WVNk
771Please respect copyright.PENANAbJXRmpF669
這段時間,我的回憶也未曾中止。771Please respect copyright.PENANA8ErXNHVtvX
771Please respect copyright.PENANArfb7Ig6rNt
在放學的操場上,阿傑無論如何都投不進球,阿進也大失水準。771Please respect copyright.PENANAJdomZOFmxT
771Please respect copyright.PENANAR5VqYfYGtj
「算啦,唔打喇。」阿傑發脾氣,「我唔想同哩啲咁嘅人打波!」771Please respect copyright.PENANAUpooCvNQUN
771Please respect copyright.PENANAZM5L0yOdYj
他馬上收拾水樽,收起學生毛衣,背起書包。771Please respect copyright.PENANA21P9c0kyPn
771Please respect copyright.PENANAkKAcPHzted
「阿傑!」阿進叫他,又看我一眼,最後追著阿傑離去。771Please respect copyright.PENANAD8k2rqo0LW
771Please respect copyright.PENANAwBNyRfEWOG
操場上剩下籃球、籃球架、我、愈來愈拖長的影子。771Please respect copyright.PENANAxX0L68lCgB
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我拾起籃球,拍一下,拍兩下,起手跳投。771Please respect copyright.PENANAe56XCDok9T
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「嘭——」也是不進。771Please respect copyright.PENANAOY1JnLOReE
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抬頭仰望,是黃昏的天空。771Please respect copyright.PENANAAhsVPhJ05d
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漸漸出現晚霞。771Please respect copyright.PENANAHKxHyDKRF4
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回去吧。771Please respect copyright.PENANAmQ3YYGuR1I
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在差館附近的長椅,坐了兩個小時,我肚子餓了。771Please respect copyright.PENANA23J7PrurQe
771Please respect copyright.PENANAs1VAITBgV1
我猜,蔣少不是一早走了,就是根本不在這間差館。771Please respect copyright.PENANACwBfRPqz6H
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沒有收獲,只好先行回去。771Please respect copyright.PENANA1fKk4We3d3
771Please respect copyright.PENANA46MhSkhyle
背著書包,累然站起——771Please respect copyright.PENANAnSLVz9q82v
771Please respect copyright.PENANAYL6hOIVg0F
手機屏幕顯示,「此路線步行時間:40分鐘。」771Please respect copyright.PENANApjquqtL4IO
771Please respect copyright.PENANAeqRgMGOquK
這時再有一輛的士駛過,我留心觀察裡面有沒有人。771Please respect copyright.PENANAzePjyL9VSq
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最後,舉起手。771Please respect copyright.PENANAU29Slr6gDK
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「的士,唔該。」我喊,開門上了車。771Please respect copyright.PENANAxbY9vWaT8Z
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* * *771Please respect copyright.PENANAAkWs77JRef
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乘的士直達御龍庭,我想先吃晚飯才回住所。771Please respect copyright.PENANAHZGf6o4dz5
771Please respect copyright.PENANAmMQQ004I0J
萬一又像昨天,食肆都關了,就麻煩了。771Please respect copyright.PENANA51QqNRJ2Q4
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進入一間光亮的連鎖式茶餐廳。771Please respect copyright.PENANA6kxXaB5MmH
771Please respect copyright.PENANAlWec4dUqZk
今晚特別想喝老火湯,這裡剛好有一人份的湯餐。771Please respect copyright.PENANAtdKByckDpb
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便點了一盅湯,配白飯。771Please respect copyright.PENANA9QByWyg6e6
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對於單身漢、沒有家人的我來說,這是重溫家庭溫暖的做法。771Please respect copyright.PENANAT3kN38fgUC
771Please respect copyright.PENANAySkbzWa8SJ
小時候,媽媽會煲湯,我都嫌熱、嫌麻煩而不想喝。然後,媽媽就會要我用湯撈飯,像吃湯飯一樣順便把湯喝掉。771Please respect copyright.PENANACVbN6jPkdV
771Please respect copyright.PENANAgG2sS8DDXO
我從來都不重視飲食,進食只是為了解決飢餓引起的難受。或者只是喝酒、咖啡前,需要替胃部打底而吃。771Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ip0c43kkb
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但自某一天起,我發現湯很好喝,而且很難得才可以喝一碗,喝進肚子會有一種感動和溫暖。771Please respect copyright.PENANAbAIOa294ud
771Please respect copyright.PENANAzrfCx9mCT3
我開始珍惜了,每次喝靚湯的機會。771Please respect copyright.PENANAh8jxcfeFhf
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這個「某一天」,跟其他「某一天」一樣,都是五年以前的日子。771Please respect copyright.PENANAzm7OfrBnUk
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在流落孤島的日子裡,我常常想起過往,並把回憶寫進日記。因為實際上也沒有別的事可以做,唯有整理一下過去。771Please respect copyright.PENANAuZ3Mw1oEAm
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偶爾會後悔難過,偶爾會慶幸自己流落孤島。771Please respect copyright.PENANAvqTUasV7i7
771Please respect copyright.PENANAiWDpAMsxEA
流落孤島並非全是壞事,因為我再也不需要與人相處,再也不會傷害人,心靈也不會受到傷害。771Please respect copyright.PENANAWgdd13PMPx
771Please respect copyright.PENANAj4fNtSsCvS
流落孤島頭幾天,我已經這樣想了。所以我從來沒有打算造一隻木筏冒險離去。771Please respect copyright.PENANAlvf1xcpnSx
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頂多就是留意海面有沒有船駛過,如果有就可能會盡情呼救,但從來沒有見過。771Please respect copyright.PENANAHR6p2vePac
771Please respect copyright.PENANAbErsncRYDG
「一盅湯、白飯。」服務生粗粗放下。771Please respect copyright.PENANA1PKEpRIp68
771Please respect copyright.PENANAeiTaR9zj59
雖然熱,要吹吹,但好味道,我好享受用湯撈飯來吃。771Please respect copyright.PENANAIDCDtR1EWV
771Please respect copyright.PENANAMuRH2reyhc
這兩天的校園生活,我吃了不少好東西,包括魚蛋燒賣。那種感覺是,原來隔了五年,即使是普通的食物,味道也會變好。771Please respect copyright.PENANA3RRcH3qsYC
771Please respect copyright.PENANAWcGWHEytlo
那麼,人呢?隔了多年沒見的人,如果我們再次重逢,我們會……771Please respect copyright.PENANAkp46YJgYlq
771Please respect copyright.PENANAGGWw0lZC5x
——放大瞳孔。771Please respect copyright.PENANAa85nvepFXC
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如果我現在,去找她和他們。找陸同學、阿傑和阿進。771Please respect copyright.PENANA66igEADXXo
771Please respect copyright.PENANAZZBFp0lir3
手機就在我的褲袋。771Please respect copyright.PENANAb3AwuswuqP
771Please respect copyright.PENANAS7YFTqfheV
有可能嗎?雖然我仍然記得他們的電話號碼。771Please respect copyright.PENANAjbXqI30NUH
771Please respect copyright.PENANAuVPq2f0prd
陸同學的電話號碼,以前每次撥出都考驗我的勇氣,我都會先想一想話題,以免她覺得悶,又或者怕沒有話題會很快掛線。771Please respect copyright.PENANArvf9pqQIr8
771Please respect copyright.PENANASrRl0B0vGd
阿傑和阿進的電話號碼,我們會打電話約打籃球,或者網吧,更會催促遲到的人。771Please respect copyright.PENANAvgefX5wv86
771Please respect copyright.PENANAR6oDcXK74m
在當時的年代,記住常用的號碼是很普遍的,但現在應該沒有人會記住了吧。771Please respect copyright.PENANAu9RtCZtXLU
771Please respect copyright.PENANAzzdEY47rN0
那麼,打嗎?771Please respect copyright.PENANA2hfxFIJVDr
771Please respect copyright.PENANAaqXBAtTxft
打不通也沒有損失,打通了對方不認得我,我至少也能聽聽對方的聲音。771Please respect copyright.PENANAgdwd36ObJm
771Please respect copyright.PENANA5lQjTyc0gj
還有家人的電話,我應該聯絡他們嗎?771Please respect copyright.PENANAHnup28ESRE
771Please respect copyright.PENANAAwGpXaKmPn
定或是,在這個有神明辛的世界裡,他們記憶裡的孫正直並不是我?771Please respect copyright.PENANAPCoMbu5ekP
771Please respect copyright.PENANAPczLBIpk0n
我一直猶疑,直至把湯飯吃完。771Please respect copyright.PENANAUBNtWyBVrp
771Please respect copyright.PENANAyR29eIUX9F
對了,這可能是某個平行世界,又可能只是個虛構的測試世界。771Please respect copyright.PENANA7TyWWSOWKx
771Please respect copyright.PENANA4qDO91bebu
幾度拿出手機的我——771Please respect copyright.PENANA3CDjKkk3py
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算吧。771Please respect copyright.PENANAGfwALnX66h
771Please respect copyright.PENANALduBLjlSIA
把手機放回褲袋。771Please respect copyright.PENANAicIOFPQasX
771Please respect copyright.PENANAfBJvI4tk9P
「仲愛唔愛?」服務生問,想收碗。771Please respect copyright.PENANAVC2H2CMLrC
771Please respect copyright.PENANAH8iyUUm22F
「唔愛喇,唔該。」我說。771Please respect copyright.PENANAdvICaHOHWi
771Please respect copyright.PENANAPIfCoNNdYP
最後把擦過嘴的紙巾也放了上去。771Please respect copyright.PENANAC7re6cENeU
771Please respect copyright.PENANAGxXFhS7Sqi
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