我頭也不回,隻身一人離開了學校。672Please respect copyright.PENANAxWmwfQjQcM
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看著手機的路線地圖,我朝著差館,以最短的路徑前去。672Please respect copyright.PENANAEpuY67Z6LJ
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背著書包的我,已沒有學生的負擔,不像以前要背負學業壓力。672Please respect copyright.PENANAFRPu6Pv6Xv
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奈何,心頭一樣沉重。672Please respect copyright.PENANAUpmVppJVuT
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走進了屋邨商場。672Please respect copyright.PENANA8OWevZqeV3
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剛放學的學生一堆一堆的,站在不同的商店前。672Please respect copyright.PENANAnFGT8IVksw
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其中有一對小情侶,靦腆地牽著手,溫馨地走著。672Please respect copyright.PENANAyiaCsiSZVl
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看到有人牽手,我的步伐漸漸緩慢。672Please respect copyright.PENANAUc6xwAvDgT
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我不是第一次背著書包追出去找人。672Please respect copyright.PENANAuPqrzAXzrz
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曾經,就讀中五的孫正直,為了替最喜歡的陸同學慶祝生日,安排了一整天的行程,還準備了生日禮物。這一切,也是作為告白的鋪墊。672Please respect copyright.PENANAJ37p543F1a
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只是某一天,發生了一件事,讓我放棄了全盤計劃。672Please respect copyright.PENANAfD2U2IzQMA
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那天我假裝有事,要先行離開,放學不打籃球了。為的,就是想約陸同學在她生日那天去慶祝。我知道她離開不久,只要努力一點追上去,就可以遇上她。672Please respect copyright.PENANAfHcxYVhIbk
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果然,我真的看到她了。看到的,卻也是心碎一幕。672Please respect copyright.PENANA9eT59s3VLL
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陸同學背著書包,被另一名男同學牽著手。672Please respect copyright.PENANALMHF1JatzC
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兩人有講有笑,露出不時互看的側面。672Please respect copyright.PENANAMcBgTg7Vq8
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我站在她和他的身後,抖大了眼——672Please respect copyright.PENANAZLRBWiLuJG
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她明明沒有男朋友的,她是這樣說的。672Please respect copyright.PENANAXJyvYJ6hwM
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當下,我聽到心碎的聲音,精神受到重創。672Please respect copyright.PENANAYUCskkEZHj
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腳步還是能動。672Please respect copyright.PENANACJ996HkeYE
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即使整個生命失去了動能,但腳步還是不死心一步一步地跟著。672Please respect copyright.PENANA6z8hZVxYt7
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直至十五分鐘後,兩人走進某間食肆,準備吃個漫長的下午茶……672Please respect copyright.PENANAqUzKmJnMNp
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腳步才轉向離去。672Please respect copyright.PENANAYi8yQIebJ5
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眼睛早就紅了,只是不知道什麼時候落淚。672Please respect copyright.PENANAellSXZFPAk
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然而我似乎不需要等太久,轉身離開沒有五步,淚就兩行流下了。672Please respect copyright.PENANA5BXsq6BHfh
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途人都在看著我,而我已不在乎任何人的目光。過往我很在意自己在陸同學前的表現,儘管沒有什麼好表現,但至少我有在意,也努力建立自己的好形象。672Please respect copyright.PENANALppZipTmPx
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但是已經不再重要。672Please respect copyright.PENANARl5y38WKsg
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她騙了我。672Please respect copyright.PENANAHo22UayruU
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她是騙子,這是我唯一的解讀。672Please respect copyright.PENANAcaTuVce0EN
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第二天,我判若兩人地回到學校。第三天,我判若三人。一段時間幾乎沒有與人交談之後,又過了兩星期,我開始跟另一位女生拍拖。672Please respect copyright.PENANA8oMHOG0s0H
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她是一個很會照顧我心情的、早就對我有好感的人。這意味著什麼?意味著我隨時可以跟她開始,發展成出雙入對的情侶。672Please respect copyright.PENANAdRWgMTKVUu
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有人說,走出上一段感情的方法,是投入到下一段感情當中。672Please respect copyright.PENANATWMH8zFKEn
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我照做了,即使我對她沒什麼感覺。672Please respect copyright.PENANAYGm9ujk6L3
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我照做了,學生情侶會做的事。672Please respect copyright.PENANAct7g038cLh
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但我錯了。672Please respect copyright.PENANAuB4uMeh3ip
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錯到作孽太重,錯到我想把自己打落地獄。672Please respect copyright.PENANAHP3wGbiDUc
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我辜負了她,成為了人渣。672Please respect copyright.PENANAj0kPwgtnM9
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眼下——672Please respect copyright.PENANAiAWyeZo0vb
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那對牽手的小情侶已經離開。我是時候再次上路。672Please respect copyright.PENANAjXP8NPpLhU
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陸傾兒,我會在差館看到你跟蔣少一起出來嗎?蔣少如果只是協助調查,應該不需要留很久的。672Please respect copyright.PENANAMlVnntkiI2
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但是,我會想看到這一幕嗎?看到你們一雙一對地出來,一雙一對地上車離去。672Please respect copyright.PENANAxHsCcdqUEI
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我能夠再承受一次嗎?672Please respect copyright.PENANAtF4PXoKJRI
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可以的,因為我已經不是當年的孫正直,而你也不是當日的陸同學。672Please respect copyright.PENANABznkCqC4XN
672Please respect copyright.PENANApWhU6ul6Gc
我們的關係,明明也不是那種關係。672Please respect copyright.PENANAsytHv3Weje
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「哧——」我苦笑,笑自己的胡思亂想。672Please respect copyright.PENANA04YIMz49nm
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孫正直,你真是一個大笨蛋。672Please respect copyright.PENANAHo2sKUM4fP
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我後來才知道,當日跟陸同學牽手的人,根本不是她的男朋友。他只是一個比我更主動的追求者而已,而陸同學只是不懂得拒絕、不好意思把手縮回,才讓他牽一會兒。672Please respect copyright.PENANAuZ9qqO0RzL
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是的,我喜歡的陸同學就是一個這麼善良、不懂拒絕的人。672Please respect copyright.PENANAu00MB4kgzm
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有人說,得不到的愛情才深刻,得不到的愛人才難忘。672Please respect copyright.PENANACy8JwAaBLB
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我永遠都得不到她,所以她永遠難忘。當日的這件事,成為了我人生中,一個極大的遺憾。672Please respect copyright.PENANApqKQah9QuA
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還好,還算有一點安慰的是,至少有一個平行世界的我,在當日沒有放棄,做到了我想做但沒能做到的事。672Please respect copyright.PENANAHULwr1G4mI
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神明辛,假如你有什麼遺願,需要一個孫正直去完成……672Please respect copyright.PENANAVzRd2XLbWD
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我樂意代勞的。672Please respect copyright.PENANAV74C6rwrFf
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到了差館外面,剛好有一輛的士駛離。672Please respect copyright.PENANAyUmIjCmQ9e
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我馬上看看後座的乘客——672Please respect copyright.PENANA4gnunKFAr0
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不是陸傾兒和蔣少。672Please respect copyright.PENANAwYFJ9E7E8v
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我竟然鬆一口氣。真矛盾,到底我是想找到她,還是不想找到她?672Please respect copyright.PENANAcVV9wNA0O0
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坐在附近的長椅,我開始無了期的等待,留意每位進出的人。672Please respect copyright.PENANAeuTqsn9J4w
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在下午等待至日落——672Please respect copyright.PENANAI4zChnttXr
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這段時間,我的回憶也未曾中止。672Please respect copyright.PENANAvHorduU2UA
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在放學的操場上,阿傑無論如何都投不進球,阿進也大失水準。672Please respect copyright.PENANAJbBSntOnI7
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「算啦,唔打喇。」阿傑發脾氣,「我唔想同哩啲咁嘅人打波!」672Please respect copyright.PENANAophDGR2mSp
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他馬上收拾水樽,收起學生毛衣,背起書包。672Please respect copyright.PENANAgQ1vI8A5Y1
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「阿傑!」阿進叫他,又看我一眼,最後追著阿傑離去。672Please respect copyright.PENANAs7jQFAjf63
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操場上剩下籃球、籃球架、我、愈來愈拖長的影子。672Please respect copyright.PENANAixKPFbpRxo
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我拾起籃球,拍一下,拍兩下,起手跳投。672Please respect copyright.PENANAfbpV0g6T3G
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「嘭——」也是不進。672Please respect copyright.PENANAxdi4ywbcAD
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抬頭仰望,是黃昏的天空。672Please respect copyright.PENANAV1I8zTX2gz
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漸漸出現晚霞。672Please respect copyright.PENANAJkBgYjuVtv
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回去吧。672Please respect copyright.PENANAqHb8BwMI08
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在差館附近的長椅,坐了兩個小時,我肚子餓了。672Please respect copyright.PENANAg8oDkV8b2j
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我猜,蔣少不是一早走了,就是根本不在這間差館。672Please respect copyright.PENANAt4pMxSVXBU
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沒有收獲,只好先行回去。672Please respect copyright.PENANAbSD2wZaLrF
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背著書包,累然站起——672Please respect copyright.PENANAKUUvJPp6J9
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手機屏幕顯示,「此路線步行時間:40分鐘。」672Please respect copyright.PENANA4UI2MsRx86
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這時再有一輛的士駛過,我留心觀察裡面有沒有人。672Please respect copyright.PENANAfgVTsTpaet
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最後,舉起手。672Please respect copyright.PENANAjXT3CzAkU7
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「的士,唔該。」我喊,開門上了車。672Please respect copyright.PENANAf7zT96BIe8
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* * *672Please respect copyright.PENANAkmA7L3gxzP
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乘的士直達御龍庭,我想先吃晚飯才回住所。672Please respect copyright.PENANAy9rgvaGRCn
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萬一又像昨天,食肆都關了,就麻煩了。672Please respect copyright.PENANAG9pCBUJn6x
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進入一間光亮的連鎖式茶餐廳。672Please respect copyright.PENANAucmZsbz3oi
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今晚特別想喝老火湯,這裡剛好有一人份的湯餐。672Please respect copyright.PENANADeEu159gE2
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便點了一盅湯,配白飯。672Please respect copyright.PENANA0fBR02nMsW
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對於單身漢、沒有家人的我來說,這是重溫家庭溫暖的做法。672Please respect copyright.PENANAAh3nOTeMlS
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小時候,媽媽會煲湯,我都嫌熱、嫌麻煩而不想喝。然後,媽媽就會要我用湯撈飯,像吃湯飯一樣順便把湯喝掉。672Please respect copyright.PENANAnFy9MwHZeS
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我從來都不重視飲食,進食只是為了解決飢餓引起的難受。或者只是喝酒、咖啡前,需要替胃部打底而吃。672Please respect copyright.PENANAaxuKU9L0IZ
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但自某一天起,我發現湯很好喝,而且很難得才可以喝一碗,喝進肚子會有一種感動和溫暖。672Please respect copyright.PENANAcZTQy2Lzu9
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我開始珍惜了,每次喝靚湯的機會。672Please respect copyright.PENANAacYxA4025f
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這個「某一天」,跟其他「某一天」一樣,都是五年以前的日子。672Please respect copyright.PENANAfuHFA3DeZ3
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在流落孤島的日子裡,我常常想起過往,並把回憶寫進日記。因為實際上也沒有別的事可以做,唯有整理一下過去。672Please respect copyright.PENANAKXY11vj26c
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偶爾會後悔難過,偶爾會慶幸自己流落孤島。672Please respect copyright.PENANAYFNL2WIs3L
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流落孤島並非全是壞事,因為我再也不需要與人相處,再也不會傷害人,心靈也不會受到傷害。672Please respect copyright.PENANA4V3GtsOTB7
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流落孤島頭幾天,我已經這樣想了。所以我從來沒有打算造一隻木筏冒險離去。672Please respect copyright.PENANAMvglQp4JgM
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頂多就是留意海面有沒有船駛過,如果有就可能會盡情呼救,但從來沒有見過。672Please respect copyright.PENANAbxrs33NaIS
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「一盅湯、白飯。」服務生粗粗放下。672Please respect copyright.PENANA68nh0sEXQl
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雖然熱,要吹吹,但好味道,我好享受用湯撈飯來吃。672Please respect copyright.PENANAOF55iZqbos
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這兩天的校園生活,我吃了不少好東西,包括魚蛋燒賣。那種感覺是,原來隔了五年,即使是普通的食物,味道也會變好。672Please respect copyright.PENANABG8YzMqt15
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那麼,人呢?隔了多年沒見的人,如果我們再次重逢,我們會……672Please respect copyright.PENANAtRyTfF3WD5
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——放大瞳孔。672Please respect copyright.PENANA82WOMffpxS
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如果我現在,去找她和他們。找陸同學、阿傑和阿進。672Please respect copyright.PENANASBK7XfIBuM
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手機就在我的褲袋。672Please respect copyright.PENANAQzXkE5RHO9
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有可能嗎?雖然我仍然記得他們的電話號碼。672Please respect copyright.PENANAgE2LnFheu8
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陸同學的電話號碼,以前每次撥出都考驗我的勇氣,我都會先想一想話題,以免她覺得悶,又或者怕沒有話題會很快掛線。672Please respect copyright.PENANAwS1fC7x6JQ
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阿傑和阿進的電話號碼,我們會打電話約打籃球,或者網吧,更會催促遲到的人。672Please respect copyright.PENANAZUF1C172N6
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在當時的年代,記住常用的號碼是很普遍的,但現在應該沒有人會記住了吧。672Please respect copyright.PENANAgyoyWDZ7hn
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那麼,打嗎?672Please respect copyright.PENANAyZNFcjWKSh
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打不通也沒有損失,打通了對方不認得我,我至少也能聽聽對方的聲音。672Please respect copyright.PENANAkx1UDcH0lj
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還有家人的電話,我應該聯絡他們嗎?672Please respect copyright.PENANA4bZcvRZmXI
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定或是,在這個有神明辛的世界裡,他們記憶裡的孫正直並不是我?672Please respect copyright.PENANA0Kygo71KW0
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我一直猶疑,直至把湯飯吃完。672Please respect copyright.PENANAg6OC1POrHl
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對了,這可能是某個平行世界,又可能只是個虛構的測試世界。672Please respect copyright.PENANAVW2Q9hDa4e
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幾度拿出手機的我——672Please respect copyright.PENANAmw3tsNC2sc
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算吧。672Please respect copyright.PENANAb5mKPq4xH4
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把手機放回褲袋。672Please respect copyright.PENANAFoGHV0E4Cq
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「仲愛唔愛?」服務生問,想收碗。672Please respect copyright.PENANAHuZrWPszQg
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「唔愛喇,唔該。」我說。672Please respect copyright.PENANAOljyPcNLcY
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最後把擦過嘴的紙巾也放了上去。672Please respect copyright.PENANA362jjRyTpr
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