我頭也不回,隻身一人離開了學校。708Please respect copyright.PENANA8XKxxiTP9d
708Please respect copyright.PENANATUJEuc7HQB
看著手機的路線地圖,我朝著差館,以最短的路徑前去。708Please respect copyright.PENANA7zV8L3OEB6
708Please respect copyright.PENANAdFSqBT6eqT
背著書包的我,已沒有學生的負擔,不像以前要背負學業壓力。708Please respect copyright.PENANAmupAWWATfu
708Please respect copyright.PENANAlSFgQkzJTx
奈何,心頭一樣沉重。708Please respect copyright.PENANAXRERYhEFGa
708Please respect copyright.PENANAKbs39rMbj3
走進了屋邨商場。708Please respect copyright.PENANAayBhr2Zpoz
708Please respect copyright.PENANAz9YmPfpIQa
剛放學的學生一堆一堆的,站在不同的商店前。708Please respect copyright.PENANAgfQn76O8bf
708Please respect copyright.PENANA3VuGR6Y4EF
其中有一對小情侶,靦腆地牽著手,溫馨地走著。708Please respect copyright.PENANAt0Cn9yKw0m
708Please respect copyright.PENANA0UM0UmOdG9
看到有人牽手,我的步伐漸漸緩慢。708Please respect copyright.PENANAuMScL6ls5i
708Please respect copyright.PENANA5J8IV4zj50
我不是第一次背著書包追出去找人。708Please respect copyright.PENANAlZ4DhQbQsm
708Please respect copyright.PENANAXPi8pJf4Nr
曾經,就讀中五的孫正直,為了替最喜歡的陸同學慶祝生日,安排了一整天的行程,還準備了生日禮物。這一切,也是作為告白的鋪墊。708Please respect copyright.PENANAEBitnZR5Nc
708Please respect copyright.PENANAD4nC3cSnIV
只是某一天,發生了一件事,讓我放棄了全盤計劃。708Please respect copyright.PENANAhs2NvFFBaY
708Please respect copyright.PENANAW3PGB68iKw
那天我假裝有事,要先行離開,放學不打籃球了。為的,就是想約陸同學在她生日那天去慶祝。我知道她離開不久,只要努力一點追上去,就可以遇上她。708Please respect copyright.PENANAlbyccNLXCX
708Please respect copyright.PENANATHCmY2V8dY
果然,我真的看到她了。看到的,卻也是心碎一幕。708Please respect copyright.PENANA0QFLQXULBg
708Please respect copyright.PENANA4YWZhsJhF9
陸同學背著書包,被另一名男同學牽著手。708Please respect copyright.PENANALKhgf1BXJh
708Please respect copyright.PENANAuruLbAzyik
兩人有講有笑,露出不時互看的側面。708Please respect copyright.PENANAMmGlewfgZs
708Please respect copyright.PENANAbqVPcMkc1M
我站在她和他的身後,抖大了眼——708Please respect copyright.PENANAfFrqcoaoNi
708Please respect copyright.PENANAy5sMjiDwaC
她明明沒有男朋友的,她是這樣說的。708Please respect copyright.PENANAqfHyOAzW22
708Please respect copyright.PENANAxOI67OAdPM
當下,我聽到心碎的聲音,精神受到重創。708Please respect copyright.PENANAv500ZfZQcs
708Please respect copyright.PENANArPEcXgNx3P
腳步還是能動。708Please respect copyright.PENANADEDFnEi2Z7
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即使整個生命失去了動能,但腳步還是不死心一步一步地跟著。708Please respect copyright.PENANAvykECiBrhc
708Please respect copyright.PENANAM2GG0S7sti
直至十五分鐘後,兩人走進某間食肆,準備吃個漫長的下午茶……708Please respect copyright.PENANAvUP7WafsmA
708Please respect copyright.PENANAHV1DBiTlvZ
腳步才轉向離去。708Please respect copyright.PENANAieSlQ5KZeF
708Please respect copyright.PENANABALJsMn2Ei
眼睛早就紅了,只是不知道什麼時候落淚。708Please respect copyright.PENANAvJiniItuff
708Please respect copyright.PENANApXBPcrdL07
然而我似乎不需要等太久,轉身離開沒有五步,淚就兩行流下了。708Please respect copyright.PENANAkEb506oXtu
708Please respect copyright.PENANALVBckau75u
途人都在看著我,而我已不在乎任何人的目光。過往我很在意自己在陸同學前的表現,儘管沒有什麼好表現,但至少我有在意,也努力建立自己的好形象。708Please respect copyright.PENANAXppjdCZreO
708Please respect copyright.PENANAHnog6Gpj0O
但是已經不再重要。708Please respect copyright.PENANAytMBkwuYmM
708Please respect copyright.PENANA57dmDz9e3G
她騙了我。708Please respect copyright.PENANAsbol55mBDT
708Please respect copyright.PENANACIzo2F0G8b
她是騙子,這是我唯一的解讀。708Please respect copyright.PENANAUk8nwSqnKN
708Please respect copyright.PENANAa7wuR41E91
第二天,我判若兩人地回到學校。第三天,我判若三人。一段時間幾乎沒有與人交談之後,又過了兩星期,我開始跟另一位女生拍拖。708Please respect copyright.PENANAbSOGCAOdYh
708Please respect copyright.PENANARtNNyaEUub
她是一個很會照顧我心情的、早就對我有好感的人。這意味著什麼?意味著我隨時可以跟她開始,發展成出雙入對的情侶。708Please respect copyright.PENANAROLHtYbc8x
708Please respect copyright.PENANAZCtqrs0oIz
有人說,走出上一段感情的方法,是投入到下一段感情當中。708Please respect copyright.PENANAaKkClgM93z
708Please respect copyright.PENANApuFTnp1K9q
我照做了,即使我對她沒什麼感覺。708Please respect copyright.PENANA3kFgHvigzG
708Please respect copyright.PENANAfdUtGGXkA2
我照做了,學生情侶會做的事。708Please respect copyright.PENANAiD4prAPLNm
708Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q9mMCGFLm
但我錯了。708Please respect copyright.PENANAADNtZLda2T
708Please respect copyright.PENANAfNNai3QHlG
錯到作孽太重,錯到我想把自己打落地獄。708Please respect copyright.PENANAoskswlJfz1
708Please respect copyright.PENANApXwWiMSEV0
我辜負了她,成為了人渣。708Please respect copyright.PENANAttu3ryrgLI
708Please respect copyright.PENANAaVhn5iODqg
眼下——708Please respect copyright.PENANADyxlyxOp00
708Please respect copyright.PENANA2FPphrxwLT
那對牽手的小情侶已經離開。我是時候再次上路。708Please respect copyright.PENANAiuQah5lmiU
708Please respect copyright.PENANAP0F7Y65hRi
陸傾兒,我會在差館看到你跟蔣少一起出來嗎?蔣少如果只是協助調查,應該不需要留很久的。708Please respect copyright.PENANA8bDCEuFBGu
708Please respect copyright.PENANAwOIfbhwQqE
但是,我會想看到這一幕嗎?看到你們一雙一對地出來,一雙一對地上車離去。708Please respect copyright.PENANAhqLjxqXSOs
708Please respect copyright.PENANAcYUIszfr0u
我能夠再承受一次嗎?708Please respect copyright.PENANAd2emK0caxL
708Please respect copyright.PENANAA953kl5nrn
可以的,因為我已經不是當年的孫正直,而你也不是當日的陸同學。708Please respect copyright.PENANAiJi8Qx6S9a
708Please respect copyright.PENANAdFhO1AfJ53
我們的關係,明明也不是那種關係。708Please respect copyright.PENANAnoOskwfCgI
708Please respect copyright.PENANAuRbB6gTD32
「哧——」我苦笑,笑自己的胡思亂想。708Please respect copyright.PENANAoZSIJJXGua
708Please respect copyright.PENANAicQl3o9zAl
孫正直,你真是一個大笨蛋。708Please respect copyright.PENANATFh9PFrPTu
708Please respect copyright.PENANAJyScr1mwLt
我後來才知道,當日跟陸同學牽手的人,根本不是她的男朋友。他只是一個比我更主動的追求者而已,而陸同學只是不懂得拒絕、不好意思把手縮回,才讓他牽一會兒。708Please respect copyright.PENANAXFDIRTiZHW
708Please respect copyright.PENANAP2IZEzUhau
是的,我喜歡的陸同學就是一個這麼善良、不懂拒絕的人。708Please respect copyright.PENANAC6477bjLYM
708Please respect copyright.PENANASh8lx61YnV
有人說,得不到的愛情才深刻,得不到的愛人才難忘。708Please respect copyright.PENANACBiIgxrlf2
708Please respect copyright.PENANAbUOFL0PQMN
我永遠都得不到她,所以她永遠難忘。當日的這件事,成為了我人生中,一個極大的遺憾。708Please respect copyright.PENANAwho31LuDhz
708Please respect copyright.PENANAsHyNAwmu29
還好,還算有一點安慰的是,至少有一個平行世界的我,在當日沒有放棄,做到了我想做但沒能做到的事。708Please respect copyright.PENANAGEHq0M9SWu
708Please respect copyright.PENANAPr7YGfpip9
神明辛,假如你有什麼遺願,需要一個孫正直去完成……708Please respect copyright.PENANAbCBwy1svPi
708Please respect copyright.PENANATlPXNFr4xQ
我樂意代勞的。708Please respect copyright.PENANADOtRwK6ZhW
708Please respect copyright.PENANA7Iz8A7AxBE
到了差館外面,剛好有一輛的士駛離。708Please respect copyright.PENANAVhj63GxarA
708Please respect copyright.PENANASmjQHyhE0v
我馬上看看後座的乘客——708Please respect copyright.PENANASl0JVb4urq
708Please respect copyright.PENANAXpwHI9nsUw
不是陸傾兒和蔣少。708Please respect copyright.PENANAqMbpBLbeQb
708Please respect copyright.PENANALvUpxk1vsK
我竟然鬆一口氣。真矛盾,到底我是想找到她,還是不想找到她?708Please respect copyright.PENANA8V1tzh8Bse
708Please respect copyright.PENANA6lDSVQ72qB
坐在附近的長椅,我開始無了期的等待,留意每位進出的人。708Please respect copyright.PENANAzVZKSfDhpS
708Please respect copyright.PENANABRbxjnZe6h
在下午等待至日落——708Please respect copyright.PENANAKKLoGdyC9F
708Please respect copyright.PENANAsZSVC3ZAXk
這段時間,我的回憶也未曾中止。708Please respect copyright.PENANAHUul5CdWPK
708Please respect copyright.PENANAUX8ESdztXJ
在放學的操場上,阿傑無論如何都投不進球,阿進也大失水準。708Please respect copyright.PENANAhgXzGErihA
708Please respect copyright.PENANAZasz0zBCcI
「算啦,唔打喇。」阿傑發脾氣,「我唔想同哩啲咁嘅人打波!」708Please respect copyright.PENANAUd6lp8xz7a
708Please respect copyright.PENANAHZvVzv13R1
他馬上收拾水樽,收起學生毛衣,背起書包。708Please respect copyright.PENANAt2oIGXXyzs
708Please respect copyright.PENANAae0CaNXKGG
「阿傑!」阿進叫他,又看我一眼,最後追著阿傑離去。708Please respect copyright.PENANAHy8DS3gL3u
708Please respect copyright.PENANAMlmrWas5g1
操場上剩下籃球、籃球架、我、愈來愈拖長的影子。708Please respect copyright.PENANAFFXdZxCv2t
708Please respect copyright.PENANAeX7wFSzPzZ
我拾起籃球,拍一下,拍兩下,起手跳投。708Please respect copyright.PENANAYtGxixqjKS
708Please respect copyright.PENANA9oVX4QzSL6
「嘭——」也是不進。708Please respect copyright.PENANAcI1KjrmtCh
708Please respect copyright.PENANA12hLscKtU7
抬頭仰望,是黃昏的天空。708Please respect copyright.PENANAD3mAUfRs8T
708Please respect copyright.PENANAWlajT97iwc
漸漸出現晚霞。708Please respect copyright.PENANAo2hNDHrbGb
708Please respect copyright.PENANADKCYa6WJTD
回去吧。708Please respect copyright.PENANAZbHw8ZJXEw
708Please respect copyright.PENANA0c607mooK1
在差館附近的長椅,坐了兩個小時,我肚子餓了。708Please respect copyright.PENANAQoKHudOlOQ
708Please respect copyright.PENANAhlSgLywpgn
我猜,蔣少不是一早走了,就是根本不在這間差館。708Please respect copyright.PENANAqaow1gT4Of
708Please respect copyright.PENANAfdKSLTPVcV
沒有收獲,只好先行回去。708Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5Uex1E4lY
708Please respect copyright.PENANAa39N0C8cXV
背著書包,累然站起——708Please respect copyright.PENANAhMlmHoj8nw
708Please respect copyright.PENANACqDz8j1Kjk
手機屏幕顯示,「此路線步行時間:40分鐘。」708Please respect copyright.PENANAasdn5pa7Xt
708Please respect copyright.PENANAESdP2j1fVm
這時再有一輛的士駛過,我留心觀察裡面有沒有人。708Please respect copyright.PENANAPAJ67Ci6my
708Please respect copyright.PENANAB64lkbbZyS
最後,舉起手。708Please respect copyright.PENANA7NIjeASQV3
708Please respect copyright.PENANA88EuF5zGhb
「的士,唔該。」我喊,開門上了車。708Please respect copyright.PENANA2y5mqCh8aw
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* * *708Please respect copyright.PENANAPjmBL1Kn3K
708Please respect copyright.PENANA6Nkg6bQez9
乘的士直達御龍庭,我想先吃晚飯才回住所。708Please respect copyright.PENANA9ASKem0KYp
708Please respect copyright.PENANArMtBQWhenl
萬一又像昨天,食肆都關了,就麻煩了。708Please respect copyright.PENANAkkUgOweV1s
708Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZD6C5OyL1
進入一間光亮的連鎖式茶餐廳。708Please respect copyright.PENANA07j23cynYS
708Please respect copyright.PENANAqVx6rKHhtk
今晚特別想喝老火湯,這裡剛好有一人份的湯餐。708Please respect copyright.PENANA2I3BSQsTjP
708Please respect copyright.PENANAnx0Pq8ew05
便點了一盅湯,配白飯。708Please respect copyright.PENANA0hflADPAOl
708Please respect copyright.PENANAk62bmkfmwT
對於單身漢、沒有家人的我來說,這是重溫家庭溫暖的做法。708Please respect copyright.PENANAXQEms4YA5j
708Please respect copyright.PENANAXSPd0xhnRu
小時候,媽媽會煲湯,我都嫌熱、嫌麻煩而不想喝。然後,媽媽就會要我用湯撈飯,像吃湯飯一樣順便把湯喝掉。708Please respect copyright.PENANADSig0klRQK
708Please respect copyright.PENANAViFvnOZ8IQ
我從來都不重視飲食,進食只是為了解決飢餓引起的難受。或者只是喝酒、咖啡前,需要替胃部打底而吃。708Please respect copyright.PENANAVp3LewFnkV
708Please respect copyright.PENANAK6xH4iqnJK
但自某一天起,我發現湯很好喝,而且很難得才可以喝一碗,喝進肚子會有一種感動和溫暖。708Please respect copyright.PENANAtAnwY0Yv4u
708Please respect copyright.PENANA0cRPEzgkTP
我開始珍惜了,每次喝靚湯的機會。708Please respect copyright.PENANAiFkN8H3kTa
708Please respect copyright.PENANAu327OUU2g8
這個「某一天」,跟其他「某一天」一樣,都是五年以前的日子。708Please respect copyright.PENANAxzd5iWT5xN
708Please respect copyright.PENANAdRbW7HySiO
在流落孤島的日子裡,我常常想起過往,並把回憶寫進日記。因為實際上也沒有別的事可以做,唯有整理一下過去。708Please respect copyright.PENANAwtxQ5CfhsB
708Please respect copyright.PENANAxaMyIkPF8R
偶爾會後悔難過,偶爾會慶幸自己流落孤島。708Please respect copyright.PENANAsDY8ZK4yat
708Please respect copyright.PENANAMtu3Bt0JKL
流落孤島並非全是壞事,因為我再也不需要與人相處,再也不會傷害人,心靈也不會受到傷害。708Please respect copyright.PENANA36169KjGM1
708Please respect copyright.PENANAh1Tm8zX19G
流落孤島頭幾天,我已經這樣想了。所以我從來沒有打算造一隻木筏冒險離去。708Please respect copyright.PENANAnPPuqrHKvi
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頂多就是留意海面有沒有船駛過,如果有就可能會盡情呼救,但從來沒有見過。708Please respect copyright.PENANATwogsOEG2t
708Please respect copyright.PENANAthKsU9kepW
「一盅湯、白飯。」服務生粗粗放下。708Please respect copyright.PENANAD74nfb6FlV
708Please respect copyright.PENANAhE3v5oFJCV
雖然熱,要吹吹,但好味道,我好享受用湯撈飯來吃。708Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZmHY85tT7
708Please respect copyright.PENANA30mKgajQKY
這兩天的校園生活,我吃了不少好東西,包括魚蛋燒賣。那種感覺是,原來隔了五年,即使是普通的食物,味道也會變好。708Please respect copyright.PENANAB6C4wTKPRR
708Please respect copyright.PENANAdizjbePsUm
那麼,人呢?隔了多年沒見的人,如果我們再次重逢,我們會……708Please respect copyright.PENANAZl2OtH2ux1
708Please respect copyright.PENANAZQLJiRbAbE
——放大瞳孔。708Please respect copyright.PENANAlbURaVAomW
708Please respect copyright.PENANA8GAWIXrmRG
如果我現在,去找她和他們。找陸同學、阿傑和阿進。708Please respect copyright.PENANA7MKMeDK1kF
708Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0YJuN6Dcy
手機就在我的褲袋。708Please respect copyright.PENANAmFf61rlAP1
708Please respect copyright.PENANAmNEupKrzUy
有可能嗎?雖然我仍然記得他們的電話號碼。708Please respect copyright.PENANANhs40Q7fz1
708Please respect copyright.PENANAhu28jvWFQA
陸同學的電話號碼,以前每次撥出都考驗我的勇氣,我都會先想一想話題,以免她覺得悶,又或者怕沒有話題會很快掛線。708Please respect copyright.PENANAX5K14lTM3F
708Please respect copyright.PENANAZFhBdIakgS
阿傑和阿進的電話號碼,我們會打電話約打籃球,或者網吧,更會催促遲到的人。708Please respect copyright.PENANAjeHOZ08tQ4
708Please respect copyright.PENANAK0HFSoLTQ3
在當時的年代,記住常用的號碼是很普遍的,但現在應該沒有人會記住了吧。708Please respect copyright.PENANASUMky9qwgV
708Please respect copyright.PENANAitf4eIf3yR
那麼,打嗎?708Please respect copyright.PENANAHO5SWY6tGM
708Please respect copyright.PENANARpeAe9pi6t
打不通也沒有損失,打通了對方不認得我,我至少也能聽聽對方的聲音。708Please respect copyright.PENANAdP3no5Qp80
708Please respect copyright.PENANAItSFj6d54x
還有家人的電話,我應該聯絡他們嗎?708Please respect copyright.PENANAclAF8JBu7r
708Please respect copyright.PENANA0GxcDoCE5q
定或是,在這個有神明辛的世界裡,他們記憶裡的孫正直並不是我?708Please respect copyright.PENANAtgt0XV5Tig
708Please respect copyright.PENANAa6T8HdlvD7
我一直猶疑,直至把湯飯吃完。708Please respect copyright.PENANAI5WRrBrGcI
708Please respect copyright.PENANA0TrwciyJJA
對了,這可能是某個平行世界,又可能只是個虛構的測試世界。708Please respect copyright.PENANAIrYkWOG8pz
708Please respect copyright.PENANA5M8muCZylz
幾度拿出手機的我——708Please respect copyright.PENANAJFKBibrOR3
708Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZXNatiBHE
算吧。708Please respect copyright.PENANAm57EozMXig
708Please respect copyright.PENANAui1q3503mK
把手機放回褲袋。708Please respect copyright.PENANAYK2R1uGziM
708Please respect copyright.PENANAwSQnPEEv5t
「仲愛唔愛?」服務生問,想收碗。708Please respect copyright.PENANAdroXWM3cLW
708Please respect copyright.PENANASSTJmtsTrX
「唔愛喇,唔該。」我說。708Please respect copyright.PENANA74h52dY2FI
708Please respect copyright.PENANABXr8ychhO6
最後把擦過嘴的紙巾也放了上去。708Please respect copyright.PENANA6843rYZgOL
708Please respect copyright.PENANAi1Hj5Tvvwj
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